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[29 Mar 2003|10:57pm] |
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i guess i'm pretty due for a real update. i haven't been doing a lot with my career as of late. i finally gave up buffy, which is something i probably should've done a long time ago. i've been to a few premieres, done a few talk shows, but i've mainly stayed out of the spotlight. soon we're going to start filming scooby doo 2. apparently the creaters didn't realize that everyone hated the first one, so we're going back in to do another one. i can't really express in words how excited i am about that.
so i haven't been around as much as i should and could be. i miss evan's raps. i miss evana hitting on airin. i miss having sex with britney 24/7. i miss making fun of matt and trying to hit it with everyone under the sun. but i think most of all, i miss jesse. i don't know where we stand right now. he hinted that we might not even be together anymore, and that really blows. it's my fault, obviously, but we had something, as corny as that sounds. i love him and who knows, maybe it will work out for the best. i hope so.
so is this when people start coming around more or do i have to offer oral pleasure for that to happen
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[24 Mar 2003|11:41pm] |
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so hi
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[19 Feb 2003|10:21pm] |
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oops hi
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[02 Feb 2003|03:41pm] |
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my stomach is fucking killing me like no other. i am about 3 seconds from just ripping it out and locking myself in a padded room for the rest of my life. my head hurts. this is all elisha's fault, she spiked my drink last night. >:O i peed a lot and apparently took the lotion with me everytime i went. i don't know what i'm talking about hi i'm sarah and i need to go throw up.
i should probably talk to a few people about yesterday, but i honestly don't even care enough to begin to do that. so just assume that i still hate you all and it will make things so much easier for me. oh and if i hear one more person say that this community is dead, i will fucking kill you all. thanks.
i'm going to go cry and watch home alone 3 now i hate everything bye
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[01 Feb 2003|03:57pm] |
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tell me it's over now
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[31 Jan 2003|12:20am] |
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HI I'M REALLY HAPPY OK. i'm kind of late on updating about this but whatever i have been too busy floating on cloud 99128. jesse came out to see me, and i kind of forced him to bring evan along. he is so good to me. he sat on a plane with him for an infinite number of hours, that is devotion right there. anyway i chased evan around with a razor because hello who wears short shorts evan wears short shorts. but then i kicked him out and spent time with jesse mm i love him. :-[ he is pretty much the cutest thing in the entire world and i'm not ever going to let him leave. he has been drunk pretty much the entire time he's been here but its okay he's cute even when he's slurring his words and singing rap songs to me. and i really missed evan so i'm glad he's here too. he is putting up with me and jesse so that is kind of great, i will get him a really big teddy bear or something to say thank you. although he would probably try to hump it and i don't really want to be around to see that, so i'll wait to give it to him when he leaves.
anyway happy birthday justin timberlake bye
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[26 Jan 2003|09:00pm] |
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sooo i haven't done a real update in a while. i guess i'm kind of due for one. i haven't been around here much and it seems that everytime i am around, i'm either in a bad mood or no one else is on to talk to. i've been super moody lately, it's out of control. so sorry guys, but this means you will all be getting great christmas presents next year. or valentine's, since it's the next holiday.
i haven't been spending enough time with jesse and it's getting me all frustrated and stuff. what can i say, i'm a clingy girlfriend. it's funny how i have been involved with basically everyone in avril's band, but it also kind of makes things easier. because when i want to go and see jesse, i also get evan, who i kind of consider to be one of my best friends. :-[ of course i also get matt, and i'm not sure if he still hates me or not. oh and then there's charlie, who enjoys hitting on me and trying to force me into relations with him. whatever there are plus sides i just forgot them all. i'm probably going to have to go and show up wherever jesse is sometime in the very near future before i start having withdrawls and stuff. i hope you are all aware that jesse is mine okay. i will be glad to go all buffy on anyone that tries to touch him okay thanks. :)
soo the superbowl is a big deal around here. i'm hiding in the computer room away from the party right now because i'm scared of all these men at my house who are screaming about lord knows what. freddie is here, because we have a lot of the same friends. i'm really not a fan of football but it's always fun to have people over.
i'm going to get drunk i love you all kind of bye
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[20 Jan 2003|07:08pm] |
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i am fed up with all of you bye
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[18 Jan 2003|07:12pm] |
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hi guess what
- evan is hating on me really bad he is going to die >:O
- i really really really miss jesse, like not kidding, i miss him a lot. i am really emo about this situation right now.
- i saw airin on last call last night :D
- where is evana i want to hit on him
- i am out of orange juice again
- i am still drinking my animal crackers
- :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
the end
edit david is the best kid in the entire world and i am sometimes in love with him except not because that is illegal. anyway the point of this is that david is great thanks bye.
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[09 Jan 2003|09:42pm] |
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so hey evan is a complete dumbass, in case any of you ever doubted that. we just spent like 20 minutes talking about how to fuck an ouch. and just for the record, jesse will be fucking an ouch tonight okay. anyway yes evan is retarded. i am probably in love with him in some parts of my body but mostly i just love to hate on him.
never ever evan: DON'T BE FOOLED BY THE SHIRTS THAT I GOT, I'M STILL I'M STILL EVAN FROM THE BLOCK, USED TO HAVE FIVE SHIRTS BUT NOW I GOT LOTS, NO MATTER WHAT I WEAR I KNOW WHERE I CAME FROM (SIESTA!)
hi everyone is really hating on my ghettoness tonight, i don't understand why. i'm in love with myself when i act ghetto, you all should be too. >:o ivana. me and jesse are going to get married in vegas, he's wearing the elvis costume. mmm hot. :-* oh and i think i'm supposed to shower with my stalker guy, even though he will break me in half. but just kidding because i love jesse okay. he is so adorable really hello. anyway matt, get in ivana's pants and stop being so slow, do you know that it's annoying.
this is retarded bye
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[06 Jan 2003|11:51pm] |
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what okay i am going to sound really stupid but i'm lacking sleep and i don't know. evan looked back on so much old crap with me today and hi i love evan even if we can find no evidence of the rapping. >:o oh and oops ps my penis is so freaking real. matt is disturbing though, he used to tell me that he'd vomit down my throat. oh and that's when we were going out too, he was a really romantic boyfriend. :)
okay hi anyway. i was reading all of the old convos with jesse and i started thinking about a lot. jesse is someone that i can see myself being with for a long time. evan keeps telling me that i'm reforming, so this must mean it's something good. but seriously, when i was looking back on all of the old stuff i was smiling so freaking much. evan had to listen to me be all giggly about it. :-[ anyway so i realized that i really do love jesse. a lot, okay. i seriously get all lkalskdl whenever i talk to him. and if i'm in a bad mood, he always makes me happy. i messed around with a random civilian that was harassing evan today and asked me all kinds of questions about jesse, like if it was "marriage love," it was kind of scary. and hi i am a sap or something but hee. i don't know i'm just really happy okay.
this update had more evan mentions than anyone else, i think its his mission in life to take over my world :( someone please save me
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[06 Jan 2003|08:52pm] |
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what the crap, people are actually on and jesse is not, i am thinking about boycotting >:o
oh and charlie should get a journal because i am in love with him sorry :-[
ps i need a new dog, i have about 9289 of them now but one more would be nice k
pps this update is beyond pointless i am just expressing my hate for the lack of jesse
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[03 Jan 2003|07:24pm] |
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what hi i'm here. happy new years and all of that.
mmm i got to spend my new years with jesse. we're officially "together," for those that are too dense to realize that. i like him a lot, and i think we're good together. he's really way too sweet but whatever i like being spoiled sometimes. anyway it was a really great night. they all did great performing and seeing jesse in his boxers and those 2003 glasses was really hot. :-* i think avril and the rest of the band is probably sick of having me around, oops. well, except for evan because he can't get enough of the whole therapist thing. ps charlie has been giving me looks lately and i just want to let it be known that i am never ever going to touch him. EVER. sorry only jesse wins.
i think my stomach is trying to kill me right now >:o hi i need new icons oops
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[31 Dec 2002|02:28am] |
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i want you to be the one i kiss when the ball drops
... i'm coming to see you
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[28 Dec 2002|02:40am] |
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it is so freaking dead around here and that is really not rubbing me the right way so die >:o oops except you all have already done that
 bianca_lawson is so cute you all need to add her
and i'm using this icon to torture evan because apparently he h8s it
anyway where is jesse
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[24 Dec 2002|04:46pm] |
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merry christmas, happy holidays, blah blah blah. :) i'm in new york, spending time with my mom and the rest of my family. but hi i did get a chance to do shopping, and i had no idea what to get anyone. :-[
( Matt )
( Airin )
( Jesse )
( David )
( Evan )
( For the girls... )
( For the guys... )
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[22 Dec 2002|07:30pm] |
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umm hi. i'm in vancouver (vancooter) to see matt. i don't really know what's going on or anything yet, i'm really confused and all of these canadians want to eat me. :( sob. they all use weird words like toque and aboot and say sawb. i don't know i am scared. :-[
ps where is that airin kid :-*
edit: um well apparently i am not seeing any shows because avril canceled. hi avril i hope you are not dying. but um i still get to see matt and jesse and um ew charlie.
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[19 Dec 2002|12:54am] |
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i think i'm going to take a break. if i stay around here for much longer, my head is probably going to fucking explode or something. and even though that would be a great storyline or something for buffy, i prefer to actually have an upper body. i just feel like throwing up right now, it's gross. :\ whatever man i am not going to be this emo anymore, its just not cute.
i'm sorry about... whatever i said or didn't say, david. i really did appreciate what you were saying to try to get me to stay, and apparently it halfway convinced me so you win in some way, i think. and thank you therapist evan.
christmas is in... a week. hello.
edit: hi i have to write nice things about airin. :-* his band is gr8 and i am contemplating going on the road with them for um ever. he's really adorable and um i don't know the end.
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[18 Dec 2002|04:47pm] |
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so um. today is our one month. :\
i wonder if he even knows that.
I would try to fix these flaws of mine
If I could just see you for one more time
And I'm trying to convince myself
That the way I feel is all I have
I don't believe in sure things
There's pain in what the truth brings
hello i am obsessed but really
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