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Sunday, October 26th, 2003
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7:12 am - Just A Little Thought.
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| Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
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9:55 am - Haven't got a clue.
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I'm updating again, compensating for the time wasted on my other blurty account. Yeah, I have others, but they aren't important any more than I am Queen Elizabeth. Doodle a face.
'Sitting here wanting memories to save me...' Just a song. By some middle-aged dude.. with some really neato sing-along tunes.
I don't call myself a gutterflower for nothing. A flower in the gutter. I could be more, but I'm not trying hard enough. Sucks to be me and I'm telling you from experience. If I could re-live my life again, I would. But as it is, I cannot. So I've got to pull through some nasty times.
I have the urge to get uptight and personal. Right now. All right, once you delve in, you can't back out too soon. Michael, a subtle friend of mine, is displaying mixed vibes to me. I get the oddest feeling.. like he wants us to be more than 'just friends'. But I'm a chicken at heart, and absolutely cannot oogle him on.
Which goes to show how my 'gutterflower theory' pushes in.
Now I treat him differently––like some museum artifact that I shouldn't get too close to. You know the feeling. If you don't, then move on with your life and do not try to assess mine any more than you have done. Thank you.
Pluck, pluck, pluck..
I think playing my violin helps me relieve some stress, and I won't give it up. Well.. maybe until college starts. I don't want to lug around a violin on campus, anyway. But I'll miss it with all my scrawny heart.
Back to personal.
And today, when I got home, Anh called me up for some help on History. Of course I was busy (as I always seem to be nowadays), but she's my best friend, and I simply can't turn a friend down. Harumph. We ended up chatting about our so-called 'love life'. I reluctantly let her in on mine although I didn't name anyone––just the situation. And almost immediately she spewed out a list of guys' names, trying to find out who the bloke was. I shrinked from her questions and fired my own. She's got the hots for some caucasian guy whom my other friend, Francine, fancies. That's all I could get out of her. Towards the finale of our convo, she told me to lighten up and just concentrate on the now.
That's easy for her to say, seeing that she's getting a 3.5 GPA, has a model-ish body & face, and the common sense-like personality to go along with everything else.
I'll keep telling myself I'm not jealous and I don't envy her popularity. I wonder why a girl like me is best friends with a girl like her. Goes to show that God does have a fucked up sense of humour.
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9:08 am - Head Honcho In Town.
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At long last, President George W. Bush has arrived in Hawaii (rather, in OAHU) and has visited the Arizona Memorial already. Quite a schedule he had fixed. Anyway, he donated a hefty amount of American currency to Hawaii's downsized economy, and made Gov. Lingle happy.
But his train of minions fucked up the traffic today, and I got home late. Bummer.
My mother asked me if I wanted to go see a psychic (a real, nonfakey type) next month or something. I'm not really sure if I want to. Besides, the questions I ask will eventually depend on my decisions. Not some reading, which could bounce off as inaccurate.
I've been thinking about colleges lately, and I realized the only college I want to get into (Colorado State), is too far away. At least, that's what my parents told me. I guess they don't want their first-born daughter traipsing to the mainland when they need my help at home, dealing with the other siblings. Well, hell. I'm stuck, lodged in place.
Maybe the University of Hawaii won't be so bad once I get used to it. After all, it is a diverse and culturally appraising college. The volleyball team (for males) is doing quite well holding their own for second place. And so is the girls' volleyball. I tip my hat.
I've.. got to.. finish reading.. "The Tale of Genji." The book will probably take two semesters to read if I read it every single day. For at least one hour. Oh well. I've got time.
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8:08 am - It Was Bound To Happen.
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Ah ha. I found one of these surveys floating through peoples' blurtys. Figured I'd give it a go.
---->5 things you are wearing
1. A blue towel.. on my head.
2. A "Five Little Froggy Jumping On A Fall" T-Shirt.
3. Unionbay beige capris.
4. Half G-string, half granny undie.
5. Bra.
----->5 things you can see
1. Computer.
2. Books.
3. Diet Coke can.
4. Unused CDs/floppy disks.
5. A small digital clock.
----->5 things you are doing right now
1. Filling out an online survey.
2. Scowling.
3. Sipping my coke.
4. Listening to my fingers tapping on the keyboard.
5. Wiggling my toes.
----->5 things you ate in the last 24 hours
1. Recess Pieces Buttercups.
2. Turkey Pastrami sandwich.
3. Corn chips and mild salsa.
4. Words from a book.
5. In general, junk food.
----->5 things you did so far today
1. Go to classes.
2. Move around.
3. Chastise my brother for his lack of responsibility.
4. Used the loo.
5. Worked my tiny ass off.
----->5 things you can hear right now
1. My brother cussing.
2. The telly downstairs.
3. Myself typing.
4. Sandie (my dog) barking ridiculously.
5. Other dogs responding to Sandie's cacophony.
----->5 colors you can see
1. Transparent white.
2. Black.
3. Navy blue.
4. Greeeeeeen.
5. "Optional Settings" in orange!
----->5 thoughts in your head
1. Darren, you're pissing me off now.
2. How long is this survey, anyway?
3. Fuck, I've got a math exam tomorrow.
4. Blast it all to.. the lowest hell.
5. So Shoot Me. Yeah.
----> 5 things you always say to your friends
1. Hi.
2. Byeee.
3. What's for lunch?
4. Eh..
5. I finished my work, yay!
---> 5 places you want to be right now
1. Some goddamn place in Europe.
2. Hong Kong.
3. Australia.
4. New York.
5. Kona, Hawaii.
----> 5 best inside jokes
1. Cuccumber.
2. Lemon candy.
3. Pepsi.
4. ...
5. Fack you, beotch.
----> 5 fav restaurants
1. Tony Roma's.
2. Palomino.
3. Kim Chee III.
4. Jack in the Box!
5. Columbia Inn.
----> your best friends are...
1. Sydney.
2. Anh.
3. Linda.
4. Adele.
5. Lena.
----> 5 friends who have your back for life
1. I'm not sure if I'm able to answer that.
2. But, I'd have to pick one, so...
3. Anh.
4. Adele is in Colorado State. Getting her V.M.D.
5. ...Damn her.
----> 5 fav cousins (in order from most to least)
1. Maile.
2. Hope.
3. Adam.
4. Amber.
5. Ryan.
---> fav aunt
1. Joanne.
---> fav uncle
1. Dean / Blake.
----> fav grandparent
1. Grandma Grace (on my mother's side).
---> fav sibling
1. Darren (even though I act like I loathe his stinkin' guts).
---> fav parent
1. My mother.
----> 5 fav tv shows
1. That 70's Show!
2. Just Shoot Me.
3. Trigun.
4. I Love the 80s.
5. Futurama.
----> 5 fav cartoons
1. Minnie Mouse.
2. Woody Woodpecker.
3. Bugs Bunny.
4. ...
5. ....
---> the end
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| Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
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8:12 am - No Longer In My Head.
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There is no doubt in my mind that this place is interesting. I must say, the blurty personals are extremely satisfying to read.. considering the potential. My, how I envy his eyes or her hair. Yes, the envy burns like a moth in moonlight fluttering it's translucent wings in an attempt to escape it's discernible fate.
Now that I am heretofore making no sense whatsoever, feel free to drop me a line and comment or something. Please do. I'm like an old lady waiting for a return call from her beheaded lover. Except, of course, I'm not an old lady and my lover is certainly not maimed in any way.
I'm presently wreaking my english skills for a history project on "Britain, France, Native America: The Seven Years' War" due December 8th, 2003. It's supposed to be for History day, and approximately ten pages long.. minimum.
Procede down:
What Type of Villain are You?
mutedfaith.com.
you are a thoughtful fairy. you listen to your
friends problems and you make sure everyone
around you is satisfied. you write in your
diary and listen to music just to get away from
it all. you are beautiful inside and outside.
(has pretty pictures) what kind of fairy are you? (for gurls)
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