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some random movie quotes D [Dean Portman takes the ice] Coach Bombay: That guy's a teenager? Don Tibbles: Uh, yeah, hormones. Coach Bombay: He's a goon! ((((had to put that cus I always call Dale a goon ahah)))) Coach Bombay: I thought Iceland was covered with ice. María: No, it's very green! Coach Bombay: I thought GREENLAND was green! María: Greenland is covered with ice, and Iceland is very nice! Jack Hall: [on Sam failing calculus] I'm not angry. I'm disappointed. Sam Hall: Do you wanna hear my side of it? Jack Hall: Sam, how can there be two sides? Sam Hall: Hey, look, I got every question right on the final and the only reason Mr. Spengler failed me was because I didn't write out the solutions. Jack Hall: Why not? Sam Hall: I do them in my head. Jack Hall: Did you tell him that? Sam Hall: I did. He said he didn't believe me. He said that if he couldn't do them in my head then I must be cheating. Jack Hall: Well, that's ridiculous! How can he fail you for being smarter than he is? Sam Hall: That's what I said. Jack Hall: [smirks] You did? How'd he take it? Sam Hall: He flunked me, remember? Dawson: Well, all I'm saying is that I want to look back and say that I did I the best I could while I was stuck in this place. Had as much fun as I could while I was stuck in this place. Played as hard as I could while I was stuck in this place... Dogged as many girls as I could while I was stuck in this place. Cynthia: God, don't you ever feel like everything we do and everything we've been taught is just to service the future? Tony: Yeah I know, like it's all preparation. Cynthia: Right. But what are we preparing ourselves for? Mike: Death. Tony: Life of the party. Mike: It's true. Cynthia: You know, but that's valid because if we are all gonna die anyway shouldn't we be enjoying ourselves now? You know, I'd like to quit thinking of the present, like right now, as some minor insignificant preamble to something else. Tony: So, you're not gonna go to law school? What do you wanna do then? Mike: I wanna dance! Slater: Imagine how many people out there are fuckin' right now man, just goin' at it. Slater: George Washington was in a cult, and the cult was into aliens, man. Slater: Behind every good man there is a woman, and that woman was Martha Washington, man, and everyday George would come home, she would have a big fat bowl waiting for him, man, when he come in the door, man, she was a hip, hip, hip lady, man. Slater: This place used to be off limits, man, 'cause some drunk freshman fell off. He went right down the middle, smacking his head on every beam, man. I hear it doesn't hurt after the first couple though. Autopsy said he had one beer, how many did you have? Mitch: Four. Slater: You're dead, man, you're so dead. Look at the blood stains right there. Wooderson: The older you get, the more rules they are going to try and get you to follow. You just gotta keep on livin', man. L-I-V-I-N. Slater: Didja ever look at a dollar bill, man? There's some spooky shit goin' on there. And it's green too Freshman Girl: Will you marry me? Dawson: I don't know. What's in it for me? Freshman Girl: Anything you want? Dawson: Anything? Freshman Girl: Anything. Dawson: [opening his mouth wide] Go like this. Do you spit or swallow? Freshman Girl: Whatever you like. Dawson: Whatever I like? I would definitely marry you Pink: Marijuana on one. Reefer on two. Pink: All I'm saying is that if I ever start referring to these as the best years of my life - remind me to kill myself. Slater: I'm letting you have shotgun. But I want you to know it's because only 'cuz I'm goin' inside. John Milton: Let me give you a little inside information about God. God likes to watch. He's a prankster. Think about it. He gives man instincts. He gives you this extraordinary gift, and then what does He do, I swear for His own amusement, his own private, cosmic gag reel, He sets the rules in opposition. It's the goof of all time. Look but don't touch. Touch, but don't taste. Taste, don't swallow. Ahaha. And while you're jumpin' from one foot to the next, what is he doing? He's laughin' His sick, fuckin' ass off. He's a tight-ass. He's a sadist. He's an absentee landlord. Worship that? Never. John Milton: Freedom, baby... is never having to say you're sorry. Kevin Lomax: What about love? John Milton: Overrated. Biochemically no different than eating large quantities of chocolate. John Milton: Free will. It's like butterfly wings: once touched, they never get off the ground. No, I only set the stage. You pull your own strings. Kevin Lomax: What are you? John Milton: Oh, I have so many names... Kevin Lomax: Satan. John Milton: Call me Dad. Penny: Oh, come on, ladies. God wouldn't have given you maracas if He didn't want you to shake 'em. Baby: Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, I'm scared of what I did, of who I am, and most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you. Baby: Have you had many women? Johnny: What? [laughs] Baby: Have you HAD many women? Johnny: No, No Baby: [jumps out of bed] Johnny: Look, you've gotta understand what its like baby, you come from the streets and suddenly your up here, and these women are throwing themselves at ya, and they smell so good, and they really take care of themselves, [getting dressed] Johnny: I mean I never knew women could be like that, you know? And their so rich, they're so goddam rich, you think they must know about everything. And they're slipping their room keys in my hands, two and three times day, different women. So here I think I'm scoring big and for a while you think hey they wouldn't be doing this if they didn't care about me, right. Baby: That's alright, I understand you were just using them that's all [looks depressed] Johnny: No, no that's not it that's the thing see baby it wasn't like that, they were using me Johnny: I'm gonna do my kind of dancin' with a great partner, who's not only a terrific dancer; somebody who's taught me that there are people willing to stand up for other people no matter what it costs them; somebody who's taught me about the kind of person I wanna be. Jake Houseman: Max, our Baby's going to change the world. Max: [to Lisa] And what are you going to do, missy? Baby: Oh Lisa's gonna decorate it. Robbie Gould: She already does. Donnie: I promise, that one day, everything's going to be better for you. Sean Smith: Beer and pussy. That's all I need. Ronald Fisher: We gotta find ourselves a Smurfette. Sean Smith: Smurfette? Ronald Fisher: Yeah, not some tight-ass Middlesex chick, right? Like this cute little blonde that will get down and dirty with the guys. Like Smurfette does. Donnie: Smurfette doesn't fuck. Ronald Fisher: That's bullshit. Smurfette fucks all the other Smurfs. Why do you think Papa Smurf made her? Because all the other Smurfs were getting too horny. Sean Smith: No, no, no, not Vanity. I heard he was a homosexual. Ronald Fisher: Okay, then, you know what? She fucks them and Vanity watches. Okay? Sean Smith: What about Papa Smurf? I mean, he must get in on all the action. Ronald Fisher: Yeah, what he does, he films the gang-bang, and he beats off to the tape. Donnie: [shouts] First of all, Papa Smurf didn't create Smurfette. Gargamel did. She was sent in as Gargamel's evil spy with the intention of destroying the Smurf village. But the overwhelming goodness of the Smurf way of life transformed her. And as for the whole gang-bang scenario, well, it just couldn't happen. Smurfs are asexual. They don't even have... reproductive organs under those tiny, white pants. It's just so illogical, about being a Smurf, you know? I mean, what's the point of living... if you don't have a dick? Donnie: Do you want your sister to lose weight? Tell her to get off the couch, stop eating twinkies and maybe go out for field hockey. You know what? No one ever knows what they want to be when they grow up. You know it takes a little, little while to find that out, right, Jim? And you... yeah, you. Sick of some jerk shoving your head down the toilet? Well, you know what? Maybe... you should lift some weights, or uh, take a karate lesson and the next time he's tries to do it, you kick him in the balls. Donnie: I made a new friend today. Dr. Lilian Thurman: Real or imaginary? Donnie: Imaginary. Frank: 28 days... six hours... 42 minutes... 12 seconds. That... is when the world... will end. Gretchen: You're weird. Donnie: Sorry. Gretchen: No, that was a compliment. Karen Pommeroy: This could be the death of an entire way of life, the end of an era... Donnie: Why should we care? Karen Pommeroy: Because the rabbits are us, Donnie. Donnie: Why should I mourn for a rabbit like he was human? Karen Pommeroy: Are you saying that the death of one species is less tragic than another? Donnie: Of course. The rabbit's not like us. It has no... keen look at something in the mirror, it has no history books, no photographs, no knowledge of sorrow or regret... I mean, I'm sorry, Miss Pommeroy, don't get me wrong; y'know, I like rabbits and all. They're cute and they're horny. And if you're cute and you're horny, then you're probably happy, in that you don't know who you are and why you're even alive. And you just wanna' have sex, as many times as possible, before you die... I mean, I just don't see the point in crying over a dead rabbit! Y'know, who... who never even feared death to begin with. Donnie: Why do you wear that stupid bunny suit? Frank: Why are you wearing that stupid man suit? Gretchen: Donnie Darko? What the hell kind of name is that? It's like some sort of superhero or something Donnie: What makes you think I'm not? Sean Smith: [at the bus stop ] Good shit, eh? Donnie: Dude, it's a fucking cigarette. Dr. Lilian Thurman: What did Roberta Sparrow say to you? Donnie: She said "Every living creature on earth dies alone". Donnie: [to his mother] How's it feel to have a wacko for a son? Rose Darko: It feels wonderful. Donnie: You are such a fuckass. Elizabeth: Did you just call me a fuckass? You can go suck a fuck. Donnie: Oh, please, tell me Elizabeth, how exactly does one suck a fuck? Jim Cunningham: Son... DO YOU SEE THIS? This is an Anger Prisoner. A textbook example. DO YOU SEE THE FEAR, PEOPLE? This boy is scared to death of the truth. Son, it breaks my heart to say this, but I believe you are a very troubled and confused young man. I believe you are searching for the answers in all the wrong places... Donnie: You're right, actually. I am pretty- I'm, I'm pretty troubled and I'm, I'm pretty confused. But I... and I'm afraid. Really, really afraid. Really afraid. But I... I... I think you're the fucking Antichrist. Gretchen: My mom had to get a restraining order against my step dad. He has emotional problems. Donnie: Oh, I have those too. What kind does your step dad have? Gretchen: He stabbed my mom four times in the chest. Donnie: Oh. Cherita Chen: Chut up. Dr. Lilian Thurman: If the sky were to suddenly open up, there would be no law, there would be no rule. There would only be you and your memories. Gretchen: Some people are just born with tragedy in their blood. [Donnie tries to kiss Gretchen and she pulls away] Donnie: Well I-I, sorry I... Gretchen: Donnie wait... Donnie: I like you a lot... Gretchen: I just want it to be... at a time when... it... Donnie: When what? Gretchen: When it reminds me just... Donnie: When it reminds you of how beautiful the world can be? Gretchen: Yeah... [turns her head] Gretchen: and right now there's some fat guy over there staring at us. Donnie: Ling Ling finds a wallet on the ground filled with money. She takes the wallet to the address on the driver's license but keeps the money inside the wallet. [Scoffs] Donnie: I-I'm sorry Mrs. Farmer. I don't get this. Life isn't that simple. I mean who cares if Ling Ling returns the wallet and keeps the money? It has nothing to do with either fear or love. Kitty Farmer: Fear and love are the deepest of human emotions. Donnie: Okay. But you're not listening to me. There are other things that need to be taken into account here. Like the whole spectrum of human emotion. You can't just lump everything into these two categories and then just deny everything else! Donnie: My parents didn't get me what I wanted for Christmas. Dr. Lilian Thurman: What did you want? Donnie: Hungry Hungry Hippos. Dr. Lilian Thurman: And how did you feel, being denied these hungry, hungry hippos? Donnie: Regret. Donnie: [taking a cigarette] What will happen if you tell mom about this? Samantha Darko: You'll put Ariel in the garbage disposal. Donnie: Goddamn right I will. Rose Darko: Our son just called me a bitch. Edward Darko: You're not a bitch. You're bitchin', but you're not a bitch. Well I suppose having this is pointless now. The only reason I keep it is because I have nothing else to do during study hall. So i suppose I will keep posting worthless meaningless entries. |
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aggravated| 06:10pm 23/02/2006 | ||||
no one comments my shit im going to stop updating until other people becides me start showing an intrest to this site |
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| 11:49am 22/02/2006 | ||||
ugh. its 11:49. lunch is at noon. I'll see shelly in a few so I wont be that bored then. food. gr. im not hungry but I want to be. I smoked my last cigg waiting for the bus today. I need more. im getting jittery. the end. |
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okay| 11:40am 22/02/2006 | ||||
What were you looking for? I won't ask tonight. I need this, just one kiss, a gentle touch, your sweet caress. My heart will break my ribs if I hold this in. |
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drained| 10:52am 22/02/2006 | ||||
Than hating you for what you were ...if thats what you wanted to hear... idk...random |
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i left my house to go be with dale on tuesday. but it wasnt like i was running away to go live with my boyfriend. it was more liek i was running away to get away from my fucked up parents. so yeah i slept there on tuesday and didnt go to school wednesday obviously and then thursday i came home and dale slept over my house and i went to school. friday i went to school and got home and me and my rents left to go to atlantic city. it was fun i guess eventhough i had like no money. and one of a kind was closed so i didnt get to go therebtu i went to this tattoo place and looked at their drawings, eventhough i already know what i want. so we left saturday, i drove home. dale came over and then we went to go get some food at romeos on 537. then we went to kims. which was loads of fun but then like the aftermath didnt turn out too well. idk me and dale were in her parents room and kinda got her in trouble with her brother. and then later with her parents, eventhough nothing happened. they found my necklace on their nightstand... which i still need to get back. but yeah ANYWHO. dale claims these ghetto kids kept trying to get with me or something idk i dont think so but he claims the one who i think his name is anthony kept staring at me. and at one point he like tried to hold my hand and shit... so yeah idk whatever hahah. so i was takign care of the half dead people. michelle was really plastered so i was helping her out and i helped alexia clean up the puke. and dale puked too but in the toilet lmfao unlike michelle. so yeah i put michelle to bed upstairs and then took care of this kid whos like a freshman idk what his name is but dale wants him dead lmfao. he was twitching and shaking in the bathroom so i picked him up and carried him to the couch and took his shoes off and put a blanket over him and then put my gloves on him to get him heated up. i'd like to think im a good person lol. so yeah me and dale left at like one i think and went back to my house and watched some movies then went to sleep. i woke up and HAD MY PERIOD<3 lmfao yessss hahaha so yeah then the rest of sunday we just hung around. i took the car out and went to somewhere... i forget. then we watched more movies and went to bed at liek 3. monday i drove to go get bagels with dale and then we went out to lunch with my mom. came back to my house, slept and then he left :'( i get sof ucked bored when he leaves... like idk what to do with myself. i sat there and played monoploy on my moms phone and then watched 40 year old virgin for liek the 5th time. then i was just so bored i rolled over and went to sleep. my dad told me he wants to go to atlantic city again this weekend for two nights and dale can come :-D which should be awesome. cus i really dont want to be alone again. cus all they do is fight and i have nothing to do and he wont give me or her money so we are both stuck. well whatever, hope for the best. i recently discovered i can get on myspace at my house again.... recently meaning this morning i had a weird feeling i could and i tried it and BAM i could. woot! so jeah im going to do that for a little when i get home... i want to totally redo it. and copy the all about me section and make it into a link on another page and just like change the layout and my name and everything. woah big steps for the NIXON. w00t. [this gangster guy (travis lazot) is listening to that beyonce pink panther song. just had to let you all know that] i had a bad dream last night. it was about charles and it was gay. it wasn't bad like the concept of it was fine there were no actual problems in the dream... except the fact that he was in it. :-/ whatever, its just a dream. read the other entry about what me and cory are going to go get done ;-) lmfao. i love that kid. he has currently disappeared.... walked away like 20 minutes ago and left his shit here and idk where he went lmfao. oh wells. |
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hes going to get his sac pierced to his asshole and i have to get my labia pierced shut. and he says that "my boyfriend would then have to work for his punanay. therefore making the punanay more tasty" |
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quixotic| 12:24pm 17/02/2006 | ||||
So this is what my life has been reduced to. |
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| 11:06am 14/02/2006 | ||||
Whippet Angel: All dogs go to heaven because, unlike people, dogs are naturally good and loyal and kind. Charlie: Some of the poorest people I know are as broke as the Ten Commandments. Patrick Bateman: I'm on a diet. Jean: What, you're kidding, right? You look great... so fit... and thin. Patrick Bateman: Well, you can always be thinner... look better. Jean: Then maybe we shouldn't go out to dinner. I wouldn't want you to lose your willpower. Patrick Bateman: That's okay. I'm not very good at controlling it anyway. Patrick Bateman: I like to dissect girls. Did you know I'm utterly insane? Patrick Bateman: There is an idea of a Patrick Bateman; some kind of abstraction. But there is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable... I simply am not there. Patrick Bateman: I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don't know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip. Patrick Bateman: I guess you could say I just want to have a meaningful relationship with someone special. Evelyn Williams: You hate that job anyway. I don't see why you don't just quit. Patrick Bateman: Because I want to fit in. Craig McDermott: If they have a great personality and they're not great looking... then who fucking cares? Patrick Bateman: Well, let's just say hypotetically ok? What if they have a great personality? [pause, all laugh] Patrick Bateman: I know, I know. [all in unison] Patrick Bateman, Craig McDermott, David Van Patten: There are no girls with good personalities. David Van Patten: A good personality consists of a chick with a little hard body, who will satisfy all sexual demands without being too slutty about things, and who essentially will keep her dumb fucking mouth shut. Craig McDermott: The only girls with good personalities who are smart or maybe funny or halfway intelligent or talented, though god knows what the fuck that means, are ugly chicks. David Van Patten: Absolutely. Craig McDermott: And this is because they have to make up for how fucking unnattractive they are. Club Patron: [leans over from another booth] Will you keep it down? I'm trying to do drugs! Annie: That summer I turned George: So in the end, was it worth it? Jesus Christ. How irreparably changed my life has become. It's always the last days of summer and I've been left out in the cold with no door to get back in. I'll grant you I've had more than my share of poignant moments. Life passes most people by when they're busy making grand plans for it. Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now, there's almost barely enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing that my ambition far exceeded my talent. There are no more white horses or pretty ladies at my door. Fred Jung: Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you never think you'll be up again, but life goes on. George: May the wind always be at your back and the sun upon your face. Fred Jung: And may the wings of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars. George: The official toxicity limit for humans is between one and one and half grams of cocaine depending on body weight. I was averaging five grams a day, maybe more. I snorted ten grams in ten minutes once. I guess I had a high tolerance. Diego Delgado: How much time do you have? George: Oh, let's see. Twenty-six months. Diego Delgado: Twenty-six months? For murder? I must meet your lawyer. George: Danbury wasn't a prison, it was a crime school. I went in with a Bachelor of marijuana, came out with a Doctorate of cocaine. George: This is Grade A 100% pure Columbian cocaine, ladies and gentlemen... Disco shit... Pure as the driven snow. George: 50 kilos of cocaine? That's nothing. I piss 50 kilos. Michael Williams: What's with that slime on your backpack? Joshua Leonard: That's not slime, it's just water. No wait, it is slime, what the fuck? Michael Williams: There's people out here messing with us, and I'm not going to play with that. Heather Donahue: How do you know it was people? Michael Williams: Well, even if it isn't, I'm not going to play with that, either! Michael Williams: [sees dozens of stick-men hanging from trees] No redneck is this creative. Heather Donahue: Tell me you're not eating a dead leaf... Michael Williams: Yes. Walter Crewes: God is just an imaginary friend for grown ups. Lou Harris: You shut up, coconut nigger. Jack Ryan: Did he just say coconut nigger? Harris, Harris, Harris, Harris, you can't say coconut nigger. Lou Harris: Oh, I can't? Jack Ryan: Not really in this day and age. Lou Harris: You're fired. Nancy Hayes: I dropped out of high school, took a trip to Hollywood, went broke, came home, and hostessed at a strip club. Jack Ryan: Everybody hostesses, nobody strips. Nancy Hayes: What a freak hole. Jack Ryan: What? Nancy Hayes: Jack, it's really depressing here. I'm depressed. I'm depressed. Jack Ryan: That's one of the things I like about it is how depressing it is. It's like where dreams go to die. Jack Ryan: If that girl's not careful, she's gonna wind up on the business end of my dick. Jack Ryan: For a long time I've been walking down life's road with my two pals, Bad Luck and Bad Choices. Fortunately I'm a big believer in new beginnings, new friends, and running from my problems. So one day I decided to head for the island. Aloha, my name is Jack. thats only up to B. 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tired| 09:23pm 13/02/2006 | ||||
Okay I'll start at friday. He [dale<3] was there when i got home from school as always on fridays. so yeah so we just laid in my bed and listened to music and he sang me a really sad/sweet song... well two but i was like crying because i was so happy. and then he picked my head up and was like looking into my eyes all filled wiff tears and such and just said "I think I just fell in love with you for the 900th time." and i blinked real hard and some more tears came out and when i opened my eyes he just said "901". and tounched my nose with his pointer and kissed my forehead. So yeah my rents made us leave cus they went to my dads friends house to play cards. so we went to Alexias for a little bit. but then lets because they were smoking weed and go me for leaving. so we went back to my house and told my mom and dad why we didnt want to be there. so we wacthed garden state. and i cried. we were gunna pull a 24 hour deal but i didnt feel good and all so dale went to sleep in my room and i went to go to bed ont he couch but then since he took stackers he was up until 7am playing monoploy on his phone in the kitchen lmfao. so yeah i woke up and went into my/his room to wake him up but i guess since he was up so late he didnt know that i went in there so i left and went on the comp for a little bit and did some quizzies that are on here. like an entry or two back. so yeah then we watched some movies and chilled out. played some video games and such then i vowed i was going to make a 24 hours. so i took 2 stackers and so did he. we laid in my bed and watched this movie City of God. it was really good. it was all in subtitles and i hate to read but it was really good and i actually followed it. the movie ended at like 7am lol so we laid in my bed and listened to short stories with tragic endings and then the songs that made me cry the day before and slept. my mom wasnt happy that we slept together but my door was open and nothing happened. we just held eachother and watched the snow fall. it was wonderful. but yeah so sunday we chilled out and watched movies. we watched eternal sunshine for the spotless mind. <3 gets better everytime! <3 and then some other movies. Found out that we had no school today so he was gunna stay another day. So we watched some more movies and talked up in my room. about how then started to watch this dumb movie lmfao. which he loves but i couldnt stand it. lmfao. it was cute tho because i was trying to watch but kept falling asleep and everytime i was awoken it was to his laughter of the dumb movie lol. but yeah so i went up to bed so my mom didnt yell about us falling asleep next to eachother again. so monday came and i went downstairs and laid with him and his mom called my house to see where he was cus he didnt tell her that he was staying another night. so yeah that was like noon. and then we went back to sleep until like 3ish and then we watched some more movies and then played monopoly uintil like 9pm lmfao. i lost miserably. that fucker. lmfao . but yeah we cleaned off his car and then he left. :-\ so yeah tomorrow is valentines day.and as eternal sunshine says: Joel: random thoughts for Valentine's day, and yes you shouldnt feel like crap if like you have a significant other but like idk i dont get to be with him. and i kept making jokes that were hurting him about like him not getting me anything but it really doesnt bother me that he didnt BUY me anything becasue i dont need things purchased for me for it to be special. i just would want to be with him. but i cant be. which sucks. majorly. im going to be in love and lonely on valentines day. which sucks. thursday is the two year anniversary of dales dads death. and i cant be with him either. i really want to be with him. but i suppose he should be with his mother and his family. i just hope he knows im there for him, and always will be. Then Saturday is our 2 month. doesnt feel like two months at all. it feels like so much longer and so much shorter at the same time. like we've gotten so close and we mean so much to eachother. but i guess you can look at it like we were like such good of friends first. Eventhough we liked eachother we didnt see eachother so idk it wasnt like a physical attraction. we had feelings for eachother. which is so much more then any phical sexual relationship you can imagine. and i love it. and i love him. Tomorrow after school I'm going with James some places then hes taking me out to dinner then we are gunan chill at his house. Saturday was his 20th birthday. Damn that boys gettin old lol I remember him when he was like 17 lol. Then Wednesday Tom wants to hang out. he wants to take pictures of me cus hes going to college for photography and has a project report thing idk so yeah thats that. then thursday i dont want to do anything because i want to be able to be there for dale if he needs me to be. then friday-sunday will be dale_infested again :-) hahahah Clementine: Joely? Joel: Yeah Tangerine? Clementine: Am I ugly? Joel: Uh-uh. Clementine: When I was a kid, I thought I was. I can't believe I'm crying already. Sometimes I think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don't matter. So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, "You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too. Joel: [kisses Clementine] You're pretty. Clementine: Joely, don't ever leave me. Joel: You're pretty... you're pretty... pretty... Clementine: Let me show you something... come on... Joel: I think I heard a crack. Clementine: It's not gonna crack, or break, or... it's so thick!... Show me which constellations you know. Joel: Um... oh... I don't... know any. Clementine: Show me which ones you know! Joel: Okay... okay... oh! There's Osidius. Clementine: Where? Joel: Right there... see? Sort of a swoop and a cross, Osidius the Emphatic. Clementine: You're full of shit, right? Joel: Nope. Osidius, right there, swoop and cross. Clementine: Shut the fuck up! Clementine: Joely? What if you stay this time? Joel: I walked out the door. There's no memory left. Clementine: Come back and make up a goodbye at least, let's pretend we had one... Goodbye, Joel. Joel: ...I love you... Clementine: ...Meet me in Montauk... Joel: Constantly talking isn't necessarily communicating. heres the songs that he sung me: And stay up all night and sleep all day, We were smart kids with too much to see. We were so, so sure that they were missing out, They're the ones missing out, and We were elemental, took down to bear essentials, Who knew we'd get so far? Cause our days were numbered by nights on too many rooftops. They said we'd burn so bright. We burn this city and go. Play it again, oh (?) There's no such thing (no there's never too much). And we were so, so sure, oh we never had a doubt. Now were counting days to getting out. We were elemental, took down to bear essentials. Who knew we'd get so far? Cause our days were numbered by nights on too many rooftops. They said we're wasting our lives, Oh at least we know, that if we die - we lived with passion. They said we'd burn so bright. We burn this city and go. Pack our bags and let's get away - they're catching on to us. [2x] Pack our bags and get away - they're catching on to us. [2x] Cause our days were numbered by nights on too many rooftops. They said we're wasting our lives, Oh at least we know, that if we die - we lived with passion. They said we'd burn so bright. We burn this city, and go. |
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He put some stuff in it that I'm gunna put here so i can read it anytime I want --------------------------------------- "A girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no. She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever. He said no. She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away. He again said no. She had heard too much. She needed to leave. As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said "You're not pretty. You're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away. I would die." life is full of heartache and pain, but that is inevitable, so if you find someone that is worth your while, don't let them go, love them with all you have left, realize that hearts bruise and sometimes break, but all wounds heal themselves in time. we'll make it through this together... ive been withering away each day that goes by here without you oh how i miss you with each passing second i fall in a trance and i dont care because you're not here if only i could hold you again ill be glad but in the meantime i can only wait here in silence i hope i will last --------------------------------------- Its 11:11 make a wish --------------------------------------- Smiles and {her} laughter its the only thing that I've been waiting for a time regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time ...the only thing that I've been waiting for her persistent, pumping heart has purpose now. her lingering lips have found a friend. "i woke up this morning in a fever... but i wasn't sick. no, it was different. i looked in the mirror and my cheeks were pink. [yes, it reminded me of that Sunday when i first saw you.] my hair was a mess. but that's how i like it. i had slept in my underwear because the covers seemed too hot. maybe it was just me. ha, it sounded like a clever line you might whisper to me. yeah, and i would smile and press my lips into yours. mmm...your kisses are coated with hope. for me. and you." --------------------------------------- im still writing my book and its comming along alright. I finished Charles' chapter but I think I want to write more about him. I did a little about my start on drugs and I'm focusing on the night when I slept with Dave and that whole trip right now. Then I'm going to move on to Spring Break with Liz and that whole deal that everyone knows about probably except Dale unless Nick told him. idk. whatever lol. Then I'm going to write about Christina and Michelle and Mandy and focus on a lot of high moments and fucked up moments and just moments in general and then move on to the school night when the police dropped Cosola off at my place. And that aftermath. Then I'm going to move onto Greg and then the summer and then Dale<3. Dave is probably the only one who I actually talked to about the book. He told me I should write it as I go in life. And like after I catch up with my past write in it once a month summerizing it. Which I think is a really good idea. I'm glad I can talk to him. He was telling me how him and his girlie sort of broke up. Which he told me when he was high and he didnt seem upset when he asked her out he was so happy and now idk. I need to straighten this kid out. Yeah so now im going to do the 600 question survey Cosola did. So yeah<3 |
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