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I could go on and on for hours about what's going on in my life right now... But I won't.
Since the damn stage collapsed or whatever shit happened, I've been off with Ashlee a lot. Trying to get away from everything else. For a while, I just wanted to be alone... But I got over that and now I'm spending more and more time with Ashlee. And that really helps, she's one of my best friends, really. She's one of my closest, and it happened so fast. Whatever turn our relationship decides to take down the road, I always hope we can remain close as close gets like we were before the relationship. Which is more than I can say about some other relationships I've had over the years.
I know I say this a lot, but I think I'm gonna be heading back to Memphis shortly. I need to see my Mom and Momma Lynn.
_EDIT: Oh and that one guy, I hate him, later.
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[02 Aug 2003|02:40pm] |
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ASHLEE SIMPSON, WHERE THE HEEEEEEEELL ARE YOU. I'm bored. :[
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[31 Jul 2003|01:21pm] |
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SARAI -- Ladies |
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These past few days have been really crappy and what not. I mean, don't get me wrong, some parts have been a lot of fun and blah blah blah.
Ashlee's still my beeeeeeeeest friend, just don't let her get a hold of hand-cuffs. She's pretty damn mean with 'em. She'll end up hand-cuffin' herself to you or just yeah... And she really likes to bite. That one's still correct. I got the bite marks to prove it.
And if anyone's asking about me and Justin, we're ON A BREAK. And that's all I think you should know for now, it's not anyone else's business besides HIS and MINE. So please, don't bug him or me about it...
But for the time bein', I'm gonna be on the bus with Chrissy instead of J. He said something about wanting time and space, so by going there I can give him that, and still be close to him at the same time. Y'know, that sorta thing...
It's all gravey.
EDIT: Janie's the best and she gets me all confused with red X's. Thanks a LOT... Nahh, I still love yaaaaa.
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[25 Jul 2003|02:19am] |
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BREAK STUFF -- Limp Bizkit |
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My layout-ish thingie rocks... And my icon's dirrrrrrrrrrrty.
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[24 Jul 2003|02:38am] |
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Alright so here comes a lovely update from TRACE AYALA. Dun dun dun!...
Yeah well a lot of shit has been going on, and I know no one really reads my posts so I won't get into the details... And even if they did, I don't think I would...
We were supposed to be getting married tomorrow, but things came along and we postponed it. Things were done and said... blah blah blah. Y'all know how that goes. But me and J sat down and talked about it a few times and we decided to just ride out the relationship a bit longer, because we both know we'll be like this... together, for quite a while and that that aint going anywhere... So the marriage thing can wait a little bit longer until things settle down.
Some people around here, hopefully... they know who they are. Need to stop bugging me when I'm trying to get things done. EHEM!
And I was at the hospital twice last night. Kinda, weird. Once for when Willa was having Lily, and then a little bit after when me and Ashlee were hanging out and she hit her head and practically passed out. I won't go into the details, because I'm not sure what she wants people knowing, blah blah blah. She's my best friend, and HI I love her to death.
I really haven't talked to Janie much since I left for Memphis. I really should. She was gonna fly out here with me and meet my family and hang out and stuff... but I wanted to be alone for a while. Didn't really happen, but that's okay. Things are good.
Wow, I'm turning this into a longer post then I actually thought I was going to.
If you read this, comment please? I wanna have lots of comments for a change.
TRACE = 5, LYSSA = UNO
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[22 Jul 2003|05:44pm] |
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If anyone wants to talk I'll be back in Memphis and bringing my cell.
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[22 Jul 2003|01:41pm] |
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Okay since everyone's been on my case about updating. I'll try to update and actually make it something people MIGHT wanna read... ? I have no idea.
Yeah me and Justin are still together, and happy. Things happened a few days ago, that I'd rather forget ever happened. But that's okay, we're past that?
The other night, we went out to the beach just to chill and what not and he asked me to marry him. I've known him all my life and all that and I know that this just feels right. There's nothing more RIGHT in my life. I love him to death and even beyond that. I don't know how to describe it. He completes me, seriously. And I love it.
We know how to be serious with each other and we know how to say things and actually mean it... But then at the same time we can go and make fun of each other and do stupid shit we used to do without feeling weird. Things are just great.
And off the subject but Ashlee I'M GOING TO STEAL YOUR BED, you VAMPIRE.
And to Kiley, this IS THE UPDATE. I'm not all that busy right now, so I can actually update. AND you better get better.
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[18 Jul 2003|01:42pm] |
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Sometimes... I don't understand people and their doings.
Just as things hit their highest point, and you're the happiest you think you've ever been, it comes crashing down on you just like "HAHA! YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD IT." Like some kinda joke... Damn, it hurts.
I don't know what to do...
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[14 Jul 2003|02:05pm] |
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OHH WEE -- Master P |
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So let me just remind you the score... Trace 5, Lyssa... UNO! Haw haw!
I'm just sittin' around here waitin' for Justin to come around. I think he's out runnin' or at some junk meetin'. Oh well, he's gotta do that junk for the tour. We're in Florida and it's nice. I think the last Florida show for now is the 15th, so we're still gonna be here for a day.
Oh and Ashlee's gonna fly out here so I can kidnapp her, she said it was cool though. We're gonna cause some trouble and see how long it takes before we get kicked out.
Err, enough of an update for now. I'm gonna go bug J on two-ways.
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[12 Jul 2003|01:22am] |
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ITS MY PARTY -- Fabolous |
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Yeah, so if you haven't heard or found out already... Yes, I'm with Justin. And I'm happy things finally worked out and we could admitt that we had feelings for each other and what not. It doesn't mean we're completely gay and every guy that walks past, we're gonna be checkin' out. Hell nah, it just means that we're completely into each other and what can I say? I'm happy.
I know some of you aren't too happy with it, and from some of the reactions or things, some of you don't like it. Well, what can I say to remain on a friendly note with y'all? If you don't like it, don't look at us. I'm not askin' you to wtach us and love it, just be happy that we're happy aight? If that makes any sense to y'all...
I'm happy. Oh and J? I love ya man.
Chuck and Pierre, I know you guys don't know me all that well... But your wedding was awesome and congrats again.
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[11 Jul 2003|05:38pm] |
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Kiley... Shaq is awesome, stop hatin'.
Hi Justin GEORGE!
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[11 Jul 2003|12:06am] |
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Yep, so I'm here. I'm that one kid, that's always showing up places with Justin Timberlake. I think, maybe because I'm his best friend? Shwing!
[aim: Trace is pimpin]
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