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[03 Sep 2003|11:29pm] |
{im going outta town this weekend, ill be back saturday night so yea ill see y'all then...}
Ben
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[02 Sep 2003|08:52pm] |
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-he walks into the house with luca on his hip, sleeping softly on his shoulder. He smiles at her before sliding the back pack off of her back and lies her down on the couch softly, he looks down at his other hand were lola is standing next to him, sucking happily on her pacifier.- Yea Baby luca tired herself out at school today -she giggles and reaches her arms up for him. He bends down and picks her up and bounces her on his hip.- Come on sweetie lets check our email ok..maybe your uncle mikey wrote us back ok -she giggles as he walks to the computer and lets it boot up. He checks his email before letting lola pound on the keys in a reply to his brother.- k loly lets update ok -he pulls up his journal, and sighs before typing-
Jen took off to Italy today...i think shes gunna be back at the end of the week or something -he shrugs- Luca started school today -he laughs- yup kindergarten was so awesome for me so i hope its the same with her. Her and faith go to the same school so..-he nods- we're going out to Iowa on thursday morning, for a visit with my family. I want the girls to meet my mom and my brother and sister and her kids. It'll be really good for me...its what i really need -he nods-
-he looks down at lola- loly we had a fun time with our spaghetti last night didnt we -she giggles and hits the keyboard- akjhfajhsdfjasdjrjdafdnfknasSkssxnfdjkjfdmnfdmnfd <---and thats what lola has to say about that..-he smiles- im going to take my babies to bed..but heres a picture of my gorgeous daughter..and her spaghetti
Loly loves the s'ghetti
-he smiles down at his daughter- i love you lola -she looks up at him with her huge eyes and says- love daddy! -he smiles and then kisses her softly on the forehead before clicking update-
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[28 Aug 2003|08:41pm] |
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-he comes in the house, throwing his bags against the floor in anger, he plops down on the couch and grabs the remote flipping through the channels, he takes his ringing cell phone from his pocket and throws it against the floor as it shatters. He groans and then rips the bandages from his wrist, looking down at the deep gash- what are you fucking doing to yourself chris...you gotta knock this shit off -he lies face down on the couch and mumbles- who gives a fuck if your still alive, you're just a psycho now, thats all their ever gunna look at you as, so you might as well give up and let it take over you -he starts to cry and reaches into his bag popping 2 of his pills into his mouth-
( ooc )
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[24 Aug 2003|05:44pm] |
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-he sighs and picks up lola walking down the stairs- come on loly lets go update ok -she giggles and screams ok dada as he walks down the stairs to sit in front of the computer. He puts her down to go play as he pulls up a blank page-
So y'all know that me and Amy have been fightin'. We're trying to talk it out like rational adults, but certain people get in the way. Its not their place to get in the middle of me and Amy. We're both adults and we can talk things out, contrary to popular belief. I apologized to her for saying things in the past that have hurt her, and she did the same to me. We cant keep fighting like this because i really treasure her friendship, and i dont wanna lose her completely. I just i dunno why we always insult each other like that. But everytime i even think about saying something terrible to her im gunna bite my lip and turn and walk the otherway. I dont need to stress out about how i hurt her and how im hurting and such so i hope she does the same.
Amy you know i value our friendship, and i hope that we can put everything behind us..and i mean everything...start over fresh and just forget anything and everything that happend between us in the past -he shrugs- im just scared that we're both gunna keep hurting each other and i dont want that...
Next saturday in the formal Weddingm i hope alot of you can make it..its being held at the Blessed Pierre Georgio Frasassti in Aspen Colorado 
August 30th 2003 at 3 pm. No wedding gifts please. Reception to follow at the Smithson Log cabin.
-he shakes his head- ok well anyways thats i'll got for for today..im going to play with my daughter
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| Its been awhile... |
[15 Aug 2003|01:19pm] |
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Im sorry for my lack of updates guys...i promise ill start to kick my ass back into gear.
So much has been happening in my life lately. I found out that im going to be a father, Jen is pregnant. Keep your fingers crossed for a son -he laughs to himself- Peter signed the papers so that i can adopt the girls. Finally they will really be mine. Lola has been talking up a storm. She repeats almost everything we say, whether we ask her too or not..which has been a bad thing in some cases. But anyway Jen and i are having the formal wedding on August 30th in Aspen Colorado in a little chapel we found. Its perfect..just like my life.
However i have had a problem with some people lately. Things were said that...literary tore me apart. It was just so hard to believe that anyone would say something like that. And you know who you are..and chances are..you wont ever have my forgivness. It just seems like the world we're living in these days...is with out compassion, and no one takes others feelings into consideration. They say whatever the hell they want to say, and they dont care about the outcome, even if it shatters a persons world for awhile...
Im going to go spend time with My family and My daughters...Luca Bella Kutcher and Lola Ray Kutcher...
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[08 Aug 2003|02:10pm] |
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Happy Birthday Jayce...come back to us soon man..we all miss you like crazy
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[05 Aug 2003|08:47pm] |
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-he walks into the kitchen with his arms full of grocery bags setting them on the counter he looks down at luca holding a bag for him and holding lola's hand..he takes the bag from her and kisses her on the forehead- Thank you ladybug -he giggles and runs off knocking lola to the ground- ahh sweetie -he bends down and picks her up as she starts to bawl..he puts her on his hip and bounces her dancing around with her as she settles down he kisses her- good girl -he sets her in her high chair and then proceeds to prepare dinner for his family..talking to lola softly singing to her he looks over his shoulder and sees jen walk in the door-
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[01 Aug 2003|12:46am] |
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-waking up from another terrible dream he had a few nights before he wipes the sweat from his forehead patting the bed next to him realizing that once again jen wasnt there..getting up he walks down the stairs to see if she was infront of the computer or on the couch again..not finding her he checks his cell phone seeing if she had left any messages..hanging his head he walks up the stairs when he finds there is nothing on his phone..with one last hope he goes into luca's room to see if she was in there...sighing he kisses luca on the forehead when he finds shes alone in her room he trudges back to his room where lola is fussing in her crib..he walks over and picks her up- shh baby girl its ok daddys here -comforting her she settles back down as he lays her back in her crib- here and alone again -sighing he climbs back into bed staring wide awake at the ceiling-
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[31 Jul 2003|03:47pm] |
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i had a horrible dream the night before last...-he shudders and then takes a deep breath- yea so i want to adopt the girls..but one things standing in the way..Peter..i had a dream that when jen went to go ask him to give up his rights to the girls he took her off her feet and she fell back in love with him..and put a restraining order on me so i couldnt see the girls...-he shakes his head- i know that this would never happen because i know how much jennifer loves me..i just...it scared me..i just the thought of losing my love and then losing the 2 things that mean more to me then anything in this world..-he shrugs- i'll stop complainging now...
Jennifer I love you more then life itself baby
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[29 Jul 2003|06:27pm] |
Today Jen and I Descided that we needed to have some pictures taken of Lola since shes growing up and getting all big like..so here are a couple we had professionally done
( The Gorgeous Lola Ray )
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[28 Jul 2003|05:03pm] |
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-beams proudly- Lola took her first step today..she walked right into my arms...its the most amazing feeling in he world to see your little girl up and walking...wow..my little girl..-shakes his head beaming he sets the note down on her dresser with a rose ontop-
Edit// oh ya by the way i got married -smiles-
( To My Beautiful Wife )
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[28 Jul 2003|02:29am] |
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the week that ashton has to go to california for work..is when eveeeeeeeeeverything exciting descides to happen -laughs to himself- god i am so happy im home..i missed my baby and my little girls..man it was so hard for me being away from jen for that long..its never gunna happen again as long as god keeps me and her together...wow but willa had her baby..lily is finally here and shes gorgeous...dangit will i told you to wait for me lol and chris man shes gunna be a looker just like her mom so watch out for her lol..but yea -sighs as a frown comes across his face- jen told me jayce has cancer..man it was like a blow to my heart..hes like my brother and i love the guy for taking care of jen when she needed it the most..jayce and lance i love you both and jen and i are always here for you guys..if you ever need anything dont hesitate to ask because itll be done in a heart beat -sighs and looks over at jen laying in bed peacefully he sighs- i think im gunna get to bed -clicks update and goes over to lola's crib picking her up- Hey my gorgeous girl..daddy missed you and your mommy and your sister so much -watches her reach up and grab his thumb wrapping her hand around it he kisses her forehead- sleep tight little one -lays her down in her crib gently and snuggles into bed laying next to his beautiful fiance-
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[19 Jul 2003|02:14am] |
-walks into my bedroom where i see jen sleeping with lola peacefully by her side...i put a blanket over them and then set the flowers on the bedside table along with a note-
( Jen )
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| jen... |
[17 Jul 2003|04:54pm] |
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Moonlights in her eyes and I cant see three feet in front of me
And Its the middle of the day
Herculean tasks they come and go so easily
When her rods and cones play
White Bloomy bathed in Elysian fields they run
And i dont care what time it is
I'd throw my watch away if I could hold the Lunar surface
With the Flicker of light that she witnesses
And Im reaching you
Dont You feel guilty
And theres nothing to do
And you can only help me
And i May never learn
But you can onnly teach me
Im nto sure where youre trying to go
All im saying is that you reach me
Some see the forest for the trees to avoid teh trouble
Trouble might be what im looking for
Or surely id about face and on the double
But Its Just doesnt work anymore
No longer up to ma a compass leads the way
Restless evening spirit unwilling to cease
responsible for what the ouija bard might say
Although its my finger that moves the piece
And Im reaching you
Dont You feel guilty
And theres nothing to do
And you can only help me
And i May never learn
But you can onnly teach me
Im nto sure where youre trying to go
All im saying is that you reach me
I latch myseld at the helm as my ship sails a reef
A voilent storm is all around me
But before me only calm and welcome waters
As is at last she finally found me
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
And Im reaching you
Dont You feel guilty
And theres nothing to do
And you can only help me
And i May never learn
But you can onnly teach me
Im nto sure where youre trying to go
All im saying is that you reach me
And i may never learn
But you can only teach me
Im not sure where youre trying to go
All Im saying is you reach me
The wind chimes and youre mine a thousand times until my rymes and other chimes have aged like wine
You are sumblime so fine
You Reach Me
You Reach Me
i love you baby..
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[17 Jul 2003|03:51am] |
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-sound asleep when he hears lola crying..- shit.. -sighs and gets up and walks over to the crib and picks her up- baby girl whats wrong..daddys here -pats her back and wisks her out of the room before jen wakes up and then carries her down the stairs bouncing her breaking her wails with the bounces- god lola what is it baby -pats her back lightly and sticks his finger in her mouth as the wails continue..he sighs and feels her diaper finding shes wet- wow did we not change you before we went to bed -carries her over to the couch and lays her on her stomach and unfolds the blanket on the couch setting her on it and changing her going to wipe her- no you must have gone right after we went to bed..we gotta give you a bath..-wraps the blanket around her and carries her over to the sink as she settles down and stops crying..he turns on the warm water and lowers her down in and begins to wash her taking a wash cloth and getting it soapy with baby wash he washes over her body pouring water over her- there baby now thats better -gets a towel and pulls her out of the water wrapping it around her body gently and dries her off completely carrying her back to the couch he puts a clean diaper on and throws away the dirty diaper and folds up the blanket sitting on the couch and turning on the tv resting her against his chest waiting for her to fall asleep again he kisses her forehead-
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[16 Jul 2003|02:46am] |
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-sits up in bed watching the woman next to him sleep..thinking to himself how on earth did i get so lucky he leans down and kisses her cheek gently..his attention is directed to lola in the crib rustling..he walks over and hears her fussing..he bends down and picks her up gently and carries her downstairs before she really starts to cry..he walks her around the room bouncing her in his arms trying to comfort her..he feels her forehead finding she feels a little warm and then sticks his finger in her mouth finding a tooth starting to poke through- ahh we're teething again..its ok baby daddies here just let it all out -he takes his finger from her mouth as she starts to wail..hes goes to the fridge and gets her teething ring and sits on the couch handing it to her as she settles down and starts to chew on it..he turns on sports center and waits for her to fall asleep again-
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| the best feeling the world |
[16 Jul 2003|02:25am] |
lollipop luca: Daddy
dude its Kelso: Yes baby
lollipop luca: i love you daddy
-shakes his head grinning form ear to ear-
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| i'm..im getting married -gleams- |
[14 Jul 2003|06:50pm] |
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Dude Its Kelso: jen can i ask you something
XXJen90210XX: mhmm...what is it sweetie?
Dude Its Kelso: -takes a deep breath and gets down on one knee- Jen from the moment i layed eyes on you..ive been in love with you..you make me happier then anything on this earth
XXJen90210XX: *blinks fast and starts to cry happy tears...unable to speak words she nods her head yes*
Dude Its Kelso: i love you with all my heart and soul..you and your daughters are everything to me -takes your hand and pulls the box out of his pocket- i want to be the father to them..i want to teach them everything i know -opens the box revealing the ring- Jennifer Eve Garth..will you marry me
XXJen90210XX: *covering her mouth with her hand she nods her head yes* Yes Ashton..I will...I love you more than anything..I would be honored to marry you. *looks at the ring in shock* It's so beautiful...
Dude Its Kelso: -pulls you off of the chair and into my arms tears streeming down his cheeks-
Dude Its Kelso: not as beautiful as you are
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