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[22 Dec 2003|04:10pm] |
I wish everyone a happy Hooligans Holiday. I GOT MY PLATS!! YAYYYY they make me like... 6 inches taller. Everyone say it with me now -- WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Ok.
www.livejournal.com/~glam_zombie
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| ::Friends Only:: |
[02 Oct 2003|07:53pm] |
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Thats right kiddies. Friends Only. Like anyone would wanna read this anyway. Ha.
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[02 Oct 2003|03:55pm] |
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Thats what I'm talking about
Yeah.. orange Kool Aid rocks my socks. Yeah, so I really want a boyfriend. It's not manditory for me to have one it would just be kinda nice :) I might like Damian, but he's moving so that won't do me any good now will it? Erg. Theres no one. No one to take me as a girlfriend, except Anthony, and I don't know.. he's just.. like an awesome friend to me. Nothing more. I don't know.. I kinda would like to go out with him but yeah it's just too confusing to explain. I wish I had more feelings. I just feel so empty now. It's like.. hey I'm Tori I have no emotions whatsoever. The only emotion going on here is me with Damian, but I don't know. I don't feel anything anymore. It's like.. if my friends did something without me.. I would be all depressed because I was left out, but now I don't really give a shit. It's like, "hey Tori, we're going out somewhere wanna go?" "No.. I don't." ERG. I hate this.
I really need to stop complaining, don't I?
People need to comment.
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| ..Erg. |
[01 Oct 2003|09:04pm] |
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Hi
Yeah so this is my second update. I got new undies today :)
Erm theres really nothing to blab about, which is unusual, because I'm usually complaining about some thing or another. Yeah I suck. Time for a survey.
( Read this if you feel like it )
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| When I said we, you know I meant me |
[01 Oct 2003|07:40am] |
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Hi.
BlueDaiz12 (9:29:52 PM): i could really give a machine gun dump i listen too whatever i think is nice
Haha <3 Alanna
Yeah so last night I had.. the best conversation with Alanna everrrrrrrrrr. It was just so funny. I was going to go to a Marilyn Manson concert with Ryan and Kaitlyn and then my mom said NO AGAIN and yeah I told Alanna and heres what we were talking about.
Bey0ndTheVaLLey (9:33:21 PM): Lol I wanna see Manson's concert.
BlueDaiz12 (9:34:18 PM): it would be funny if you slept over my house once and we went out on my road and he pulled up cause he was lost
BlueDaiz12 (9:34:25 PM): and asked if he could stay with us
Bey0ndTheVaLLey (9:34:33 PM): Hahahahahaaha!!
Bey0ndTheVaLLey (9:34:35 PM): Yeah!
BlueDaiz12 (9:35:07 PM): youd be like yeah!!!
BlueDaiz12 (9:35:18 PM): and ide be like what the hell is wrong with you!
Bey0ndTheVaLLey (9:35:21 PM): I KNOW
BlueDaiz12 (9:35:25 PM): my parents would fucking freak
BlueDaiz12 (9:35:28 PM): and youd be like
BlueDaiz12 (9:35:31 PM): yea!
Bey0ndTheVaLLey (9:35:36 PM): Haha yeah!
Bey0ndTheVaLLey (9:35:44 PM): Like that!
BlueDaiz12 (9:36:17 PM): then they would gives us vip's t theier next concert which was going to be in westpeterson
BlueDaiz12 (9:36:27 PM): and wed be like sure well go
BlueDaiz12 (9:36:32 PM): and youd be like
BlueDaiz12 (9:36:37 PM): YEA!!!!
BlueDaiz12 (9:36:56 PM): and i would smack you
BlueDaiz12 (9:37:05 PM): and youd be like
BlueDaiz12 (9:37:10 PM): want to take a guess??
Bey0ndTheVaLLey (9:37:41 PM): FUCKL YOU
Bey0ndTheVaLLey (9:37:42 PM): LOL!!
BlueDaiz12 (9:37:45 PM): no
BlueDaiz12 (9:37:47 PM): what the hell did you do that for!!!! yea!!!
BlueDaiz12 (9:37:59 PM): hahah fuckl
BlueDaiz12 (9:38:04 PM): thats a funny word
OH MAN Alanna is like.. one of the best people in the world. She makes me feel so great when I'm all depressed and shit. But it makes me wonder. If Marilyn Manson really did break down in front of Alanna's house what would he do? I asked my dad and he said "I would invite him in and we would have a few shots" in the weirdest voice. I love my dad. He's so awesome. But yeah Alanna's parents would probably freak and I would be like *drool* *Ginger Fish* *drool* *drool* *drool some more* I havent used *s in a while so yeah I took advantage of that.
Must.. go.. to.. school... fuck.
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| Color me stunned.. |
[30 Sep 2003|02:26pm] |
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Hey.
Today we had a half day in school. When we got to leave, me, Katie, and Brian went to Rick's and Damian, John, and Ty Ty met us there. I'm expecting Shannon's letter today or tomorrow :) I can't wait. If I ever get to go to St. Louis to meet her, I'm going to be happier than a jack rabbit on speed. I'll be like.. hyper the whole time and it would be great. We could listen to Death Cab for Cutie and Third Eye Blind all of the time and I would just love it.
Put the details in a jar and bury them UnDeRwAtEr
I just got a wonderful new icon made for me by JENNYWAH and if anyone feels like creating another one for me for my Xanga it would be great. I am so lazy and poor to make my own. I think I'm gonna get the program for Christmas so when people want them I could make them!! Weeee. So... how's the kids?
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| Cool fuckin icon!! |
[29 Sep 2003|04:20pm] |
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Hey. I have a new icon, which someone has made so nicely for me. Go to her Blurty please, she is awesome with icons and really cool!!!
Her blurty.
If that link doesn't work, go to www.blurty.com/~jennywah
Yeah so now I think I'm gonna go to the park with CHAD see you alllll...
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| You're a bitch. |
[29 Sep 2003|07:43am] |
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FUCK DUDE... I was getting along with my mom so well, like since she ledt for like 5 days and I had to live with my dad, and now she just fucking ruined it. Last night we had the biggest fight ever. It started out like I wanted the Murderdolls shirt with "People HATE Me" on the back and she wouldn't let me get it because it said "HATE" on it. I told her it was a song and the fucking bitch didn't beleive me. Usually when we have fights I forgive her the next morning and this morning when I heard her talking to fucking Max I was like "fucking bitch". I fucking cursed her off last night. God dammit I hate her so much and I hate how I am so fucking bipolar. She used to say I would be able to go to their concert when they come around here but nope, not any fucking more. She doesn't understand that I love the Murderdolls, they're my favorite band, more that I love fucking Everclear.
Sorry for my bipolarness and complainess. I've gotta go to school now.
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| My hearts a tiny blood clot.. |
[28 Sep 2003|09:21am] |
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Yeah. Marilyn Manson "Coma White" is like the best song ever. I love it.
ERG why is it so fucking hot in my room!?!? I like.. can't put on my air conditioner because of my gecko and if he gets cold he would die, and I love him, so I wouldn't want him dead. I just woke up and my mommy went and got me Dunkin Donuts. My mommy does a lot for me haha. I hate her sometimes though, because she takes back everything she says, but what are you gonna do?
Today Elle and Gab might come over. I saved a sound clip of her saying "BRIAN IS A POOPIE HEAD" and it was adoreable. I wish I could get it on here but I can't :( SOMEONE PLEASE IM ME -- Bey0ndTheVaLLey
Kthx
Haha.
Now tell me, is that NOT the funniest thing you have ever seen?!
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| We are the Nobodies.. |
[27 Sep 2003|05:26pm] |
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Hi... yeah so this is my journal.. my other ones (slit_my_wrist and _pharmaecopia_) got suspended so being the retard I am I got another one. If you feel like it, you can go to my other one www.blurty.com/~blackjack6sic6 or my DeadJournal www.deadjournal.com/~silent_cries13. Yeah. They're lovely.
Mmhmm.
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