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hey [03 May 2004|10:20pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

hey everyone!!! well i haent updated in a little while.....

ehh pretty much all ive been doing is working. friday night i spent the night at sams with the mafia. and then saturday i went to work and sunday i worked and today i worked. hung out a little in between then. i saw andy like saturday night i think...and he moved now...so thats sad. but he came and saw me at work today and he made me smile. hes soo adorable. and i gave him back his cold he said, aww i felt bad. ya soo..

2morrow im going tanning with sam and kelli...then katy is meetin us up there and we all going to the mall!! im soo excited. its gonna be tons of mafia fun!! i love my bff's!!

well im gonna go!

shout out to meghan!! lol because she knows she has best friends!! and a great bf for her!!

xo danielle

1 kiss till the day i die

sorry [01 May 2004|12:04pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Outkast- "Roses" ]

You said we'd be best friends forever?????







It's certainly true, there's better things to do
and though I don't know everything
I wouldn't tell you anything if I did.
The last time I saw you act like this
we were kids.

What am I to do?
My heart goes out to you.
Over reacting, over again ...

just between friends.
What am I to do?
I won't come between you two.
What was I to do?
I gave it.
What was I to say?
I gave it all I could.
How was I to know?
I bet you'll never find another friend like me..

1 kiss till the day i die

i go home and burn the letters that i write to you, to make you love me.. [29 Apr 2004|07:36am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Liz Phair ]

Man my life rocks!!!

Today im going after school with sam and kelli (diffrent kelli in case yall were confused the other kelly is spelled with a y) we are all going tanning then we are gonna go running. its gonna be soo much fun. i love these girls to death!! gb next year people!! yay!! but anyways.... im gettin ready for school and shiot like that.. i will write more later! much love!

xo danielle

till the day i die

errrrrrrrr [26 Apr 2004|09:32pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]

Well I really need to vent and so here it goes…

I don’t get. I don’t even know if I cant put it into words. Alright well this is how it went. I met this really fantastic guy. And im sure whoever reads this read about it. And just as I thought, maybe we could have something; I go around and brush him off. I don’t call him, I stop hanging out with him, just like that. Its like my emotions dramatically changed. I don’t understand what happened. It was the more I thought about commitment the more I parted myself from him. I mean I want a boyfriend. I want the security of knowing someone is there for me. I mean yes I have great, wonderful, super friends that will be there for me. I know my mafia girls would always be there, but I wanted to someone there for me in ways they cant be. Not just physically but emotionally. I wanted someone to “love”. To tell you the truth, I don’t even know what im scared of. I know its high school and it’s a time to date and just have fun. But I feel like I cant even do that. Its like now everyone that “goes out” with someone thinks about marrying them now. I mean they go out and then they stay together for ages. That’s scary. Maybe its just me. Or maybe its that I haven’t found anyone to replace what I truly want. Maybe I still want it. Id liked to think I don’t. I guess I really don’t know any other explanation. I think I may be looking for perfection that isn’t there. Or expecting to much of someone that isn’t perfect and never can be. What I really don’t get is why im like this? Ive never been like this before. I never was quick to judge and I always got the chance to know people. And now its like I try and rush things hoping the feelings are there, and in the end I hurt someone. [I never meant to hurt you, what I did was stupid and I guess you’re the one that had to pay for me being a bitch, but I really didn’t mean to hurt you] I guess saying sorry never does change things. I could be sorry for the rest of my life and it doesn’t change a lot of things ive done. I guess ive learned from this. Maybe it was at the expensive of a really great guy who probably thinks im a bitch and never wants to talk to me. Lifes a bitch, and at this point, so am I…….IM SORRY

Xo me

1 kiss till the day i die

yup [25 Apr 2004|09:37pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | coheed cd ]

hey everyone!! this is gonna be short...

but friday night was grand!! another mafia girl night. hung out, met a few new guys, they turned out to be poo. but we still dont know really...

saturday worked sucked butt.

today worked sucked butt.

the 28 hours or so i have left this week will suck butt.

farm fresh just sucks butt.

xo the end


ohhh ya.. and on top of it, im mad sick as shiot and they wont let me take off. but you better believe im taking of friday night... maifa girls=beach friday!!!!

till the day i die

PICTURE TIME! [19 Apr 2004|10:17pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

PICTURES BABY!! )

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spring break is gone [19 Apr 2004|05:31pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

heyyy everyone!! im soo sad spring break is gone! i had soo much fun! i love my mafia girls!! they rock harder than anyone! bahh ahhahaha! this weekend will rock with them! anyways....

soo yesterday i had to work 11-7:30. it sucked! it was the worst day of my life. i thought i liked farm fresh...even loved it. i hate it. the only thing i like is my wonderful mafia girls and my f squared guys. soo it sucked!!

but i got home and andy came over. it was nice we just layed on the couch and watched Shrek! grand good time it was. then he had to leave. so we went outside and we just like stood there and i was bought to fall asleep him holding me standing up. hahaha. i loved it tho. :-D

and then i had to go to scool today and it sucked anus!

and now im here. hopefully going with cait to barnes and nobles to do hw and drink fraps! how i love my cait cait!! mwah

xo danielle

2 kisses till the day i die

spring break is gone [19 Apr 2004|05:25pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

heyyy everyone!! im soo sad spring break is gone! i had soo much fun! i love my mafia girls!! they rock harder than anyone! bahh ahhahaha! this weekend will rock with them! anyways....

soo yesterday i had to work 11-7:30. it sucked! it was the worst day of my life. i thought i liked farm fresh...even loved it. i hate it. the only thing i like is my wonderful mafia girls and my f squared guys. soo it sucked!!

but i got home and andy came over. it was nice we just layed on the couch and watched Shrek! grand good time it was. then he had to leave. so we went outside and we just like stood there and i was bought to fall asleep him holding me standing up. hahaha. i loved it tho. :-D

and then i had to go to scool today and it sucked anus!

and now im here. hopefully going with cait to barnes and nobles to do hw and drink fraps! how i love my cait cait!! mwah

xo danielle

1 kiss till the day i die

wtf!!!! [17 Apr 2004|09:32am]
[ mood | embarrassed ]

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damnit im a nasty freak!!!

till the day i die

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