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It's been a while cuz of my trip to Mexio, anad then when I got bak I missed Rob to pieces, and so we've spent ALOT of time together, and when I wasn't with him I was working... And my classes start on Tuesday, but that's the only day I have... so...
Last night Rob and I were hanging out, biding time for Jack coming over, and Ja-fucking-Mel calls to see if he, ChrisTopher, and Jake can come over. Neither of us are too thrilled about it, but we when we pick up Jack, he's all for it and so Rob calls and tells the Melhole to come over.
BTW, I've been VERY angry with Mel since before I went to Mexico, when Rob and I had plans already, and Mel told Rob to just ditch me, and Rob stopped by to let me know he was going to cancel, but I told him off because it was the 5th time he'd done it, and so Rob called Mel and told him he wasn't going over there anymore, and Mel goes "What'd she do now?" You know what Mel, Fuck You. Why is it, do you think, that you can't hold down a steady girlfriend?
Back to the story:
The guys sit down and play video games, and I'm laying on the floor, and Rob went to kiss me and Mel gave flack about that slowing down the game. WTFE. I've really tried up til now to be nice to him even though when I look at him I want to kick him in the face. In the last 7 days I've seen him 3 times. But I knew that if I didn't leave, I was going to castrate him, so I went into Rob's room. I was playing cards for while, and then I walked out to get something from the fridge, and Jack gets a phone call, and walks into Rob's room to have a convo.
Rob shouts into the room "Hey, no masterbating in there, I just changed the sheets!" and Mel says "Why not? You're girlfriend's already been doing it all night!"
ONCE AGAIN---> FUCK YOU MEL! You're the only one in this room who needs to whack off, cuz nobody will ever touch you.
Rob tells mel to shut up, and that it wasn't cool. And then Rob decides he doesn't want to play anymore, so he tries to kill himself. And Mel tells him not to ruin the game "just because you want to hang out with you're girlfriend." And Rob said (supposedly, I didn't hear this part, because I was getting my stuff ready to go) Yea, I do, it's better than hanging out with you.
I don't know what Mel's problem is. Is he angry that Rob and I've been spening alot of time together? Does he feel like I'm taking him away? Is he jealous? (I personally think he's gay.) But I've took his shit for years because he was important to Rob, and I was willing to try because I love Rob, and I didn't want him to worry about whether or not he would have to chose between us. But I'm tired of it, and I'm tired of everybody kissing up to his ass, because he's supposedly some upstanding guy and "leader of the pack". I'm just not doing it anymore.
He's a loser. he didn't graduate from high school, and he still hasn't. He blames this on his counseler, but whatever, take some fucking responability. Graduating is your job, not hers. Making sure that you get into summer school so you can get on with you're life is your job, not hers. Enrolling in a fake high school because you apparently can't handle taking two classes at the real one is your job, not hers.
Graduate and move on.
Feel better now, going back to bed.
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