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Moving To LiveJournal! [09 Oct 2004|06:54pm]
Moving all to live journal!


maybe i'll still keep this one open, idk. I like the other system more.
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Argh. Again. [29 Sep 2004|05:56pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Rob and I were arguing so much yesterday. I don't know why. We were just on eachother's last nerves. I love him. I'm not trying to be like all nasty towards him... I just feel so different.

It's wierd to be unemployed.


That's it.

Oh and he didn't show up like he said he would.

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Alisa's in the basement Oh Lordy can't you hear her makin love to the vibrator on the basement floor [27 Sep 2004|09:48am]
Alisa stole the vibrator again, and when people made fun of her, she took 14 pills and then tried to make her 'diddy' feel sorry for her. That's the stupidist shit I've ever heard. If you don't want people to make fun of you, don't fucking steal a sex toy. I mean, doesn't she realize that it's been inside (or near) someone else's dancinvaja? And you know the comericials for remaining abstinant "If you have sex with one person, you've had sex with all their partners." So basically, she just had sex sex with her Dad. I should ask her if it was good.

But off of that topic because it's fucking nasty, I'm looking for a new job. Does anybody know who's hiring? I don't really want to waitress, because I think I would suck, and I will not work fast food! But I really need a new job.

I need to go to the Doctors. And Rob is gone in Alabama right now for his grandfather's funeral. I'm guessing it's pretty shitty, but you know that stuff happens. And I quit my job. That's all.
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*Deliciously Saucey* [21 Sep 2004|11:38pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Don't tell me what to do : Pam Tillis ]

I'm talking to Colin and Rob online right now. heh.

Since Saturday I've had this bladder infection, It's horrible, I've been drinking Cranberry Juice, and I HATE cranberry juice. But I wasn't able to get in to the doctors so it's the next beset thing, right?

I told Colin about wanting to see cellular, because the guy in there is deliciously saucey, and colin told me it was no wonder that no one wanted to see it with me, because language like "deliciously saucey" is just plain wierd.

That makes me want to tell Colin that HE'S Deliciously Saucey. He cracks me up.

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A quick little update [20 Sep 2004|11:47am]
Well, I saw Taylor the other night at the Family Video with Mark and she looked healthier than ever. Lately I haven't had much time to sit down and write this stuff out because The Sims2 came out =) and I've played that ALOT. And then I've been trying to study for my huge psychology test that is tomorrow. Rob's Granny died Wednesday so I went to her funeral and it was very sad. I took off work for that day, I had to go, she waas a special lady and she was going to be in my family and he needed me there, and as a result of that, my work only has me on the scedual for one day a week, Saturday.


Then Rob ditched me last night and I was ticked off.

And now I need to go study some more.
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Haha, Men are idiots [09 Sep 2004|11:19pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | The Sun- Maroon5 ]

A married couple in their early 60s were out celebrating their 35th
wedding anniversary in a quiet, romantic little restaurant. Suddenly, a tiny
yet beautiful fairy appeared on their table and said,

"For being such an exemplary married couple and for being faithful to
each other for all this time, I will grant you each a wish."

"Ooh, I want to travel around the world with my darling husband,"
said the wife. The fairy moved her magic stick and -abracadabra! - two tickets
for the new QM2 luxury liner appeared in her hands. Now it was the
husband's turn. He thought for a moment and said, "Well, this is all very
romantic, but an opportunity like this only occurs once in a lifetime, so I'm
sorry, my love, but my wish is to have a wife 30 years younger than me."

The wife, and the fairy, were deeply disappointed, but a wish is a
wish... So the fairy made a circle with her magic stick and - abracadabra! -
the husband became 92 years old.

The moral of this story...

Men might be ungrateful idiots...

But fairies are...female!

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HELP ME ALLISON! [08 Sep 2004|08:50pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | Not a damn thing, unless you count Rob mumbling. ]

Allison, I can't figure out the LJ thing, I'm set up, but I can't figure out how to design the page.

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My Buddy Jack's Band, it's cool [07 Sep 2004|10:17pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

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A new era begining [07 Sep 2004|04:21pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Some song by Papa Roach, don't know the name ]

So, as of today, I am offically a college chick. And I really can't tell you much about that. My first class. Dr. Nichols, is only a trip and a half. He's likes 70 years old, and he has a more energy than even little kids do. And he has alot of Enthusiasim. And he has a mouth. He must have said "those bastards" 20 times, and he talked about how his son's girl friend turned him on "What a body", referred to his wife as Mrs. Nichols Bitch, asked us who had a great sex life... He has this Larger Than Life Personality.

My other teacher, I don't even remember his name, is his polar opposite. His class ( and him himself) are so boring I wanted to slit my wrists for entertainment. I fell asleep in his class. I thought I would love the class even though most people wouldn't find anthropology cool, but it's on religion and witch craft, and that kind of stuff.

The only good thing was that he let us out of class an hour early.

And I talked to Allison today, which was a real treat, because I haven't talked to her in ages.

I'm still angry at Rob. I have this huge crush on someone new, just like my horroscope said. He'd better watch out, because his ass is fixin to be grass. That's it for now.

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My ass wipe step dad [06 Sep 2004|04:43pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | Too pissed off for this shit. ]

I stayed the night at Rob's last night, after I got into a fight at home because Dave is the biggest dickhead in the whole world and had to pitch a fight becauseWendy's didn't have baked potatoes, like that's my fucking fault? And then he felt the need to bitch me out somemore when I didn't get french fries. I'm sorry, I'm not a fucking physic, how the fuck am I to know that anybody likes their discusting fries?!? He's fat anyway, he ordered three fucking burgers, like that wasn't enough?

Secondly, he could have gotten up off his ass, and went to get the food, but instead he was playing on the computer and couldn't bear to part with it for thirty fucking minutes. Don't bitch at me when you aren't willing to go do shit your self you fucking lazy shit face.

Anyways, I still have a freaking migraine, and I don't ever want to go home, I have school tomorrow, and I have to give my mom a check and whatever. I don't fucking care if I have to give her my whole fucking check for the next how ever long and not be able to have a life. I just want to fucking move out because Dave is an asshole, and I fucking hate him.

Damn Fucking Psycho. Rot in Hell.

I wonder how much fun college is really going to be? Well, I'll let you know tomorrow.

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AGHH! [04 Sep 2004|10:47pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Mad Season- Matchbox20 ]

He drives me fucking crazy! I don't even know why I even try anymore! I'm so tired of it... the critisism, the attitude, the every thing. And I want to get married? To HIM?!?!? I'm fucking insane if I even attepmt to believe, in whatever dilusional fantasy I'm in, that we'll make it. He makes me so angry, and I just can't do this anymore. I don't want to. I have my own life to work out, without him giving me this stupid fucking bullshit and always hanging out with idiots and then canceling our plans and then giving me attitude, like I should understand why, after dating him for five years, that everyone else comes before me. I sacrificed so much shit to be with him, and even now I still make these fucking sacrifices. I shouldn't put up with it anymore.


Work was fucking packed, and then I got out an hour late, and then I worried about Jill a bit. She and Jamon just broke up, partly because of the same stuff I've been feeling in the recent past. She went to the gay bar with Jarod, and I think they'll be having lots of fun together, I should have went with them though, because it sure as hell would have beat sitting at home by myself, but Rob said we'd be hanging out.


I've said fucking alot.
I feel better.
Not really.

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The Mel-hole [02 Sep 2004|07:55am]
[ mood | infuriated ]
[ music | Home Life- John Mayer ]

It's been a while cuz of my trip to Mexio, anad then when I got bak I missed Rob to pieces, and so we've spent ALOT of time together, and when I wasn't with him I was working... And my classes start on Tuesday, but that's the only day I have... so...

Last night Rob and I were hanging out, biding time for Jack coming over, and Ja-fucking-Mel calls to see if he, ChrisTopher, and Jake can come over. Neither of us are too thrilled about it, but we when we pick up Jack, he's all for it and so Rob calls and tells the Melhole to come over.

BTW, I've been VERY angry with Mel since before I went to Mexico, when Rob and I had plans already, and Mel told Rob to just ditch me, and Rob stopped by to let me know he was going to cancel, but I told him off because it was the 5th time he'd done it, and so Rob called Mel and told him he wasn't going over there anymore, and Mel goes "What'd she do now?" You know what Mel, Fuck You. Why is it, do you think, that you can't hold down a steady girlfriend?

Back to the story:
The guys sit down and play video games, and I'm laying on the floor, and Rob went to kiss me and Mel gave flack about that slowing down the game. WTFE. I've really tried up til now to be nice to him even though when I look at him I want to kick him in the face. In the last 7 days I've seen him 3 times. But I knew that if I didn't leave, I was going to castrate him, so I went into Rob's room. I was playing cards for while, and then I walked out to get something from the fridge, and Jack gets a phone call, and walks into Rob's room to have a convo.
Rob shouts into the room "Hey, no masterbating in there, I just changed the sheets!" and Mel says "Why not? You're girlfriend's already been doing it all night!"

ONCE AGAIN---> FUCK YOU MEL! You're the only one in this room who needs to whack off, cuz nobody will ever touch you.

Rob tells mel to shut up, and that it wasn't cool. And then Rob decides he doesn't want to play anymore, so he tries to kill himself. And Mel tells him not to ruin the game "just because you want to hang out with you're girlfriend." And Rob said (supposedly, I didn't hear this part, because I was getting my stuff ready to go) Yea, I do, it's better than hanging out with you.

I don't know what Mel's problem is. Is he angry that Rob and I've been spening alot of time together? Does he feel like I'm taking him away? Is he jealous? (I personally think he's gay.) But I've took his shit for years because he was important to Rob, and I was willing to try because I love Rob, and I didn't want him to worry about whether or not he would have to chose between us. But I'm tired of it, and I'm tired of everybody kissing up to his ass, because he's supposedly some upstanding guy and "leader of the pack". I'm just not doing it anymore.

He's a loser. he didn't graduate from high school, and he still hasn't. He blames this on his counseler, but whatever, take some fucking responability. Graduating is your job, not hers. Making sure that you get into summer school so you can get on with you're life is your job, not hers. Enrolling in a fake high school because you apparently can't handle taking two classes at the real one is your job, not hers.

Graduate and move on.

Feel better now, going back to bed.

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I missed talking with my dear sweet colin [09 Jul 2004|04:40pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Tequilla ]

xxxashersxxx14: Colin
Colin: ashley
xxxashersxxx14: long time no see
Colin: my thoughts exactly
Colin: hows ur summer?
xxxashersxxx14: busy n stuff
xxxashersxxx14: how's yours?
Colin: with what
Colin: also busy
xxxashersxxx14: work and painting my bedroom
xxxashersxxx14: lol
Colin: what color?
xxxashersxxx14: purple and green
Colin: barney?
xxxashersxxx14: no
xxxashersxxx14: like a lilac purple
Colin: ahh, much better
xxxashersxxx14: and my room isn't geen
xxxashersxxx14: my carpet is
Colin: ahh
xxxashersxxx14: and i'm painting my mirror and such the same color to match
xxxashersxxx14: and it's a light pale color
xxxashersxxx14: not barney green
Colin: if you paint your mirror, how can u see yourself?
Colin: thats good
xxxashersxxx14: um, the edges. the wood
xxxashersxxx14: not the glass
Colin: lol ok
xxxashersxxx14: i miss talking with you
Colin: in person? or period?
xxxashersxxx14: period
xxxashersxxx14: in person too though
Colin: i would miss talking to me too
Colin: lol jk
xxxashersxxx14: :-P
Colin: i miss talking to you as well
xxxashersxxx14: you're terrible
Colin: i know
Colin: well actually, im confident
xxxashersxxx14: tsk
xxxashersxxx14: so what have you been up to?
Colin: work, open houses
Colin: very busy
Colin: although i did just spend a relaxing week up north
xxxashersxxx14: fun
xxxashersxxx14: what'd you do?
Colin: relaxed..its in tawas/oscoda right on lake huron
xxxashersxxx14: yeah, i've been there before
Colin: its nice
Colin: alright, well im off, need to go running
xxxashersxxx14: k, nice talking with you for five minutes
Colin: ill b on later, will you?

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Updates are fun 2004-06-06 08:44 [28 Jun 2004|08:44am]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | The reason I breathe is you, idk the name of it or who sings ]

Jen moved out officially today. The basement is all mine! Woowoo.

I have to paint it, pull up the carpet, fix the window, and put up doors. But I get the whole damned thing to myself. It's almost as cool as Allison's bedroom. (Not Quite though.) I'm thinking cucumber green for the first room, and maybe a orange/pink color for my bedroom.

Ashley shared with us that Brandy will being going to Baker. I want to vomit a little in my mouth. I don't want to care anymore. So I wont. (I'm thinking that if I use the I-think-I-can-mentality, that I really wont care over time. I'll let ya'll know how this goes.) I dunno. I have him now, for like 100%, and that's all that matters. But he keeps doing stupid shit to piss me off it seems. Drives me insane. I love him, but some days my patience runs thin.

Pheobe and I had a great weekend alone together. Very relaxing.

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~*~Things in General~*~ [06 Jun 2004|08:44am]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | Iris : The Goo Goo Dolls ]

Graduated finally!!!!

It's kinda wierd though, cus going to school and shit is all I've ever known. And so not having to go to school and see people I like and don't like on a daily basis is kind of wierd. And not really having something to do everything is kind of wierd, esp since I don't have a car right now, and am kind of held at home against my will. Rob isn't really being the number one boyfriend either, and our anniversary is on tuesday. Which also, at the butt crack of dawn on tuesday, is an eclipse of some sort, where venus will be between the sun and earth. In michigan this will happen right at sunrise, so we'll have a hell of a time trying to see it. But even more interesting is that this will happen on tuesday, then again in 8 years, and then not for a hundred years. (No, I'm not a science dork... I just like interesting space shit... and weather shit... and historical shit...

On a nother note, my sister said she hates me, never wants to talk to me again, and that I can't be part of her wedding anymore. She's been one of best friends, but whatever. I don't want to go to her wedding anyway, and I have my own shit to plan and do. I believe I told her I didn't want to be part of her and "Gump-tooth's wedding anyway, she's just as much a control freak as he is. And that's true. He calls her every night to see where she is, he tells her what she can and can't wear, who she should and shouldn't see. At one point he told her I was a bad influence, and she shoudln't spend time with me.

And I won some shit from the all night party. =)

I guess today I just liked the word shit.

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Graduation [02 Jun 2004|03:28pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Imagine... John Lennon... The Beatles... w/e ]

So I went to prom, and I'll update on that later and maybe post up a pic or two, tonight i graduate and go to the all night party. some body posted some wierd shit on my last post.... i think i'm going to make this friends only now.God I'm so thankful to be over with the hell others call highschool.

I need a nap.


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Fixing an error [30 Apr 2004|10:26pm]
[ mood | embarrassed ]
[ music | Murder She Wrote ~Dunno who sings it~ ]

It was George Micheal, not Harrison!


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Fixing an error [30 Apr 2004|10:26pm]
[ mood | embarrassed ]
[ music | Murder She Wrote ~Dunno who sings it~ ]

It was George Micheal, not Harrison!


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Happy Birthday Topher (Tomorrow, we celebrated today)! [30 Apr 2004|10:20pm]
[ mood | devious ]
[ music | Murder She Wrote ~Dunno who sings it~ ]

We were chillin at the Holiday Inn ;). Really. Celebrating Topher's 18th Bday. Everyone was getting drunk and smoking and it was a real party. Fun Stuff. I really like Alex and him together. She's alright when you give her the chance. And I predicted it. Topher doubted me, but I see all.

Saw B.S. I miss him. I miss talking with him and the familiarity of our friendship. I miss being apart of his life I guess.

I want to go party!

See ya'll later!


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Things I like alot: [29 Apr 2004|03:11pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Faith by ?George Harrison? ]

10) The perfect kiss. Really soft lips. yummy breath, no too deep, but not to light. hands cradling my face, or playing with my hair. Maybe a little tongue action. Not all slobbery... Ahh.

9) Knowing I get out of high school in less than a month. Forever. And knowing that you lowly underclassmen will be there a lot longer than that. And being all excited about Prom too, that's awesome. Knowing I wont have to look at all you people I can't stand or having to attempt to have an intellegent pleasant convorsation you. OH YEAH! That deffinately rocks my world.

8) The days when I'm on call for work and have to call to see if they need me. Only to be told that they don't. It's like when you're playing monopoly and you draw the get out of jail free card. That's a classic wholesome feeling.

7)Skipping class and not getting caught, and then hearing about someone else that did. Especially when you despise that person.

6) When there is absolutely nothing wrong my car. 'Nuf said.

5) Innocent flirting. Especially when it's with a really good friend, who you kinda like but would never do anything to hurt your friendship, and they flirt along too, with the same mind set. You both leave the interaction happy, and feeling special.

4) Shopping and finding really good deals. Like tank tops at 9.99 and bathing suits 30% off and shorts and sunglasses 50% off and purses buy one get one free.

3) Seeing your ex with some nasty person, and knowing that you are doing a billion times better. Or seeing your ex and being genuinely happy, for the both of you. Or seeing your ex but not really noticing them.

2) Getting an a on something you've worked your ass off on. I love that too.

1) Crawling into bed and falling asleep right away. That's awesome.

~A list of things that couldn't be put on that list because they are uber cool, universally, and they deserved a higher placement than one.
---> Adult Swim: *Futurama *Aqua Teen Hunger Force *Space Ghost *Witch Hunter Robin *The Family Guy *Cowboy Bebop. If you aren't aquainted with the shows you are a friggin loser and deserve to be shot. It's called Cartoon Network (Sun-Thurs late at night). And if you don't know what I'm talking about, please, get a curling iron and stick it down your pants and try to curl your wang.
---> The Beatles. When their songs come on the radio, it's pure bliss. No, wait, exstacy. I recently went to Strawberry Fields. I recomend it. And if you think they suck, please feel free to repeat the last line in the above arrow. and then light it on fire.
--->Superglueing a vibrator turned on onto the hood of somebody's car. It's priceless.

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