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|Wednesday, October 29th, 2003|
|"There's just too much that tyme can not erase"
It's 11:27 and I most definitlly should be sleeping, but I'm not, I can't. Too much on my little mind to sleep. It's really scarey outside, 2 windy.....Something bad is coming my way and I know it, I can feel it. The cats eyes are wandering and he see's something, he has those glow in the dark cat eyes going. All the sighns are aproaching and I am pushing them away. I even think their is Blood on the Moon. Sometimes I think I am a little too weird.....Oh well. I have so much to do this weekend, HALLOWEEN!, My Parents Anniversary Party, Babysitting, & a Dance Work Shop ALL day Sunday. I'm bored & my mind is wandering, so I have to stop writing because I am having major ADD. Current Mood: scared
|"Word's can't bring me down, So don't you bring me down today"
I was thinking about you today and I miss you. I miss the feeling of being held in your arms, so close I can feel you Heart beating, the feeling of my little hand in yours, the feeling of your tight grasp when we had to let go, the late night phone calls, the long talks, and the feeling of love. I loved you and you never knew it. I fucked up again. I let you go and now all I have to remember you by are the torn images lost in my head. "I love you" is a just a phrase, powerfull, but over used. You said it to me all the time, and not once, did I say it back. But I thought it, I swear to you, you are the one. I really thought we would make it, together forever, I guess, I was wrong. The words keep ringing in my ears "He doesn't want to go out with you anymore" over and over and then I fell to the ground. And when I woke up you were their, asking if I was ok and I thought it was just a dream. But then it hit me, it was over, we.....we're over. I'm sorry, I am so sorry, And now I hate myself more for you. I miss you and I love you, Please come back..... Current Mood: crushedCurrent Music: Evanescence-"My Immortal"
|Friday, October 24th, 2003|
|"Laugh it off and let it go."
SOME PPL WERE BEING BITCHY TODAY! Kate, you know who I am Talking about. She's a fuckin bitch. I don't understand how you veiw ur comments? Someone wanna tell me? I am sitting on my ass again on a Friday. BUT, OMG today Leah made me fuckin pee my pants laughing.....Leah + Angela-The Monkey. HaHa. Some body come get me! :(
<3 Jocelynne Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: Beth Hart-"Mama"
|Thursday, October 23rd, 2003|
|"Keep yourself open to dreams. You never know where you will find them."
I miss Erin + Sam + Elena + Maria + Jen + Jenna + Michelle. I have the Ring Sam gave me on & I get Sad, But I <3 it so much, I can't take it off. And Erin is at Boston University & I am so excited for her. Woohoo! :)
Today Joe was being fuckin hilarious in American Biography. I kept getting yelled at for disturbing the class, but Joe was making me laugh. Long Block kicked ass because Joe, Ryan, & I were being stupid & it makes everything more fun!
Dance was fun today too. We are doing "Thriller" as a Production # & it's great. We did wicked hard shyt in "Hollywood" & I feel like I broke my back. But it was great. Tanya was slap happy and being funny. Like when she slammed her head into the Window! HaHa. Leigha & I are going to NYCDA's Convention together, Except she is mad good!
Some people are pissing me off by being mean to my friend. Names will not be mentioned just incase & plus I don't know the whole story so my opinion is not important. But, "my friend" you know I am here for you, "Don't let the world bring you down" you are a beautiful girl, with lot's of great thing's ahead of you!
I don't have to work this weekend or next! EVERYONE BE HAPPY!
<3 Jocelynne Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Michael Jackson-"Dirty Diana"