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horoscope... or somethign liek that [30 Dec 2003|09:43pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Clay Aiken//Invisible ]

Virgo Horoscope Previous Day - Next Day
Wed Dec. 31, 2003 by
Today you may get the opportunity to be quite proud of yourself, dear Virgo! But don't let things get too out of proportion! It's not very often that you allow yourself this little bit of narcissism. Everything you say will be extremely pertinent, and people will let you know. For once, the stars are giving you the opportunity to cater to your own ego, so take advantage of it!

i lov being a virgo.. mwahahaha

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whats the use? [30 Dec 2003|09:36pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Story Of The Year//Until The Day I Die ]

I think I'm going to make this one "Friends Only"... sorrie guys...Comment To Be Added....

.::.S t a R.::.

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its a jason mraz kinda day.... *sigh* [28 Dec 2003|11:55pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Jason Mraz//No Stopping Us ]

Read more... )


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[26 Dec 2003|11:29pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | *none* ]


saw Cold Mountain was really good--- i recomend (sp) it to e v e r y o n e of you--go out and see Cold Mountain Right NOW!!! and if you saw it already...wahts your favorite part??? mwahahaha.... mucher love

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merry christmas [25 Dec 2003|08:35pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Dashboard//Morning Calls ]

You're social but you always say dumb things. Your
friends are secretly laughing at you.

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Merry Christmas friends

Whatd you get for christmas??

+mp3 player
+dashboard confessional cd//dvd
+jason mraz
+vest thing for snowboarding
+star sheets
+volleyball accessories
+comfy blanket


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feels so good [13 Dec 2003|12:04am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Jessica Simpson//With You ]

french vanilla...mmm....

i worked from 4-11:15 tonight..7 thats alot.. Phil said i looked like i was dying..ha..thanks Phil. lets see waht my night consisted of... i got a papter cut doing geometry.. dropped a pretzel.. made fun of phil.. made friends with some old guy that always buys a "large loaded" coffee... yeah.. counted salt!! (got up to 415 oh yea)!, ate a bagel and pretended it was morning so i would wake up..needless to say it didnt work.. had like 9 cups of french vanilla cappuccino..very yummer!! (drinking one right now...make that 10)... and yeah.. took a new way home only took like 15 min intsed of like 35..good stuff.. got paid!! woo hoo!! i love fridays. lol.. well thats alll.. going to bed been a long day

much love

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=\ [09 Dec 2003|06:27pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Clay Aiken//Invisible ]

i . c a n t . p r e t e n d . a n y m o r e . i . h a v e . t o . t e l l . h i m . h o w . i . f e e l .

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Feliz Cumpleanos Stefanie!!!! [06 Dec 2003|11:07pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | All American Rejects//Your Star ]

Stefanie, you are a b e a u t i f u l Quinceneara!!!! =D Your celebration was awesome and church was funny as all hell.. :D but even so it was all so wonderful :) when you were dancin with your daddy i cried!!!! lol it was all so beautiful-- it was great..and hey THEY LIFTED YOU!!!!!!!!! woooo hoooo!!!! lol even though they would have dropped if u if they had to go around n e more but still-- it worked and we didnt mess up!! and everything!! I love you baby girl-- Happy 15th Birthday!!!!

hmm nothing new has happenend.. the catilian stuff is all over and done with. I'm gonna miss them practices and schillen ova there - it was so much fun!! got work//practice for Fusion tomorrow.. this is going to be interseting.

it upsets me alot when my mom gets all angry towards me when i'm schillen w/ tha guys. heres the scenario-- we're at the banquet hall and the girls and kevin are on one end of the long table schillen talking I think nubia and stef were dancin ova there and on the other end was me kris juan and corey. my mom "got tired of looking at me w/ 3 other guys " so she was like you're here for stef not corey and kris and then like 1/2 hr later she's all:: lets go. she sed it "looked bad" honestly-- everyone knows we're all friends so how bad could it be? PLUS Kevin was the only guy schillen w/ the girls..does that make HIM look as bad as I did??? *sigh* well thats all ill update again lata

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its over... [03 Dec 2003|08:56pm]
what do you do when you can't say no? can't turn around and walk away..don't know where to turn, who to confide in..thats kinda how i feel...all i know right now besides this mass confusion of "teen drama" is... i want some pancakes and damit i want them NOW!!! =\
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happy turkey day [27 Nov 2003|10:46pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Simple Plan//My Alien ]

ill post later bout tonight..heres some quizes...

You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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yeah well the page decided tos top workign?? ttyl all... mucho love

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its been a while [23 Nov 2003|05:55pm]
[ mood | guilty ]
[ music | Baby Bash ft. Frankie J//Suga Suga ]

hey my interenet has been down for a while.. oops.. but we're getting DSL it'll be hooked up monday! woo hoo! slept over at stefanie's last saturday and yesterday. it was fun. corey and kris came over today and we cut some of corey's was funnie as all hell..if u knew corey you'd kno why...but yeah.. saw Tim on friday (lol kelly) SORRI ESORRIE SORRIE I know i know. lol..good stuff.. blah .. i really dont know. i've been busy.. only like a week or 2 left until Stefanie's's gonna be a BIG party. i can't wait. i like dressing up :) and i get to dance in front of everyone! yay! lol..hopefully i dont mess up!!!!! but i have to go to work..ill update later. lvoe u

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[08 Nov 2003|11:41pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | //none// ]

hey! so PRiMUS was AWESOME the mosh was much fun..took the redline to the aragon-- good times--before the concert luisa jasper and i went to some lil thing? and we ordered fries and such-- we needed to spend 2 dollars or more just to sit in a booth..what tha helll ish dat??? but yah we ordered fries and jasper ordered coffee and a dog-nut i had a taste for cheese fries so we ask if they have n e and he comes back w/ a slice of kraft american cheese on like 4 of the was so hillarious--he sets it down and we just bust out laughing--it was great--dont really have time to elaborate on any of the events..i'll post tomorrow before Fusion-- ciao!!!
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*meh..bored* [03 Nov 2003|10:54pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | the hurt inside drowns away all the sound... ]

im back from work..i twa sfun..ill update later..i spetn forever doing this.. see ya

001. What is your name? Lisamarie
002. Spell your name backwards.eiramasiaL
003. Date of birth: Sept. 20
004. Male or female? female
005. Astrological sign: Virgo
006. Nicknames: Lim, Star, Girl
007. Occupation? I work at St Charles Sportsplex...
008. Height: 5'2
009. Contacts? nope
010. Hair color: dirty blonde
011. Eye color: green
012. Where were you born? Melrose Park
013. Where are u located now? Bartlett
014. Age: 16
015. Screen names: narcisticremedy
016. E-mail addy:
017. What does your screen name stand for? Desire for ones self/remedy: jason mraz song
018. What is your Blurty name? xsslitherahx
019. What does your diary name stand for? An inside joke..
020. Pets: cat
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 17
022. Piercings? ears...
023. Tattoo's? none
024. Shoe size: 5.5-6
025. Righty or lefty? righty
026. Wearing: volleyball warm up pants that I haven’t returned yet /redwings hoodie
027. Hearing: My Bloody Valentine “I Only Said”
028. Feeling: tired
029. Eating/drinking: ramen... yum...

. . . F r i 3 n d S t u F f. . .
Which one of your friends is the....
30. Craziest? Ipsen
031. Loudest? Pigman
032. Nicest? Rob
033. Bitchiest? meh none
034. Life of the party? Kellyyy oh yeah lol
035. Jock? uhm the most jockish friend...matt?
036. Prep? michelle
037. Rebel? haha.. pigman
038. Cutest? <3 Brian <3
039. Best friend of the same sex? Amanda//Jill
040. Best friend of the opposite sex? Matt/Pigman/Rob/Ronnie
042. Rudest? naw none
043. Most shy? uhh
044. Dumbest? me probably lol
045. Smartest?
046. Weirdest? meh..kelly? idk.. its hard to say we're all pretty weird..
047. Has the best hair? amanda!!!
048. Best personality? piggie
049. Most talented? dirksen
050. Most ghetto? dani
051. Most spoiled? uhh... eric kilinski jp
052. Drama queen? probably--again
053. Pain in the ass? uhh... *shrug*
054. Funniest? haha.. our whole study hall table!
055. Best advice giver? joe//rob
056. Druggie? uhh i idk
057. Most likely to join a cult? shrug
058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yeah
059. Person you've been friends with the longest? mathew thomas skym =D
060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? 181

. . . GuYs /L0v3/KiSsiNg/AnD 0th3r StuFf. . .
061. Have you ever been in love? yes
062. How many people have you told "I love you"? 2
063. How many people have you been in love with? 1
064. How many people have you kissed? 4
065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? Yes
066. How many people have you dated? 4..ish?
067. What do you look for in a guy?:
068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? The shoes (don’t ask)
069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for?: outgoing/funny
070. Do you have a bf/gf? yes, **brian michael**
071. If so where did you meet them? World history
072.What do you like about them? How he’s different, funny, and how we get along~~~
073. Do you have a crush right now? Besides brian? No..
074. If so who is it?: briannn duh.
075. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes.
076. Do you remember your first love? yes
O77. Whos the first person you kissed? Alex..
078. Do you believe in fate? Yes
079. Do you believe in soul mates? yes
080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? yes

. . . F a m i L y S t u F f. . .
104. How many siblings do you have? 1
105. What are your parents names? Anna and Craig106. What are your siblings names? Daniel
107. How many siblings does your mother have? 9
108. How many siblings does your father have? 2
109. Where are your parents from? Italy and Melrose
110. Is your family close? Yes
111. Does your family get together for holidays? yes
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? yes
113. Any medical problems run through your family? yes..
114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? Uhm.. Not that I know of?
115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? Nope
116. Are your parents divorced? no
117. Do you have step parents? no
118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? no
119. If so for what? --
120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? Yes

. . . M u s ii C S t u F f. . .
121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? dunno
122. What's the most embarrassing cd you own? Im not embarrassed by the cds I own
123. What's your faveorite cd you own? The ataris–Blue Skys Broken Hearts Next 12 Exits
124. What song do you absolutely hate? ....any U2/rap
125. Do you sing in the shower? yes
126. What song reminds you of that special someone? User Friendly–Marilyn Manson
127. Pink: sucks
128. Aerosmith: ish alright
129. Madonna: no no no no
130. Korn: niceee
131. Backstreet Boys: some–lol
132. The Beatles: yes ye yes!!!!
133. Sublime: yes
134. J.Lo: meh sometimes
135. *Nsync: no
136. Limp Bizkit: yahhh
137. Britney Spears: ewies.... *runs*
138. Creed: no
139. Enrique Iglesias: nope
140. Good Charlotte: meh
141. Christina Aguilera: no!!!!!!!!!!!
142. Eminem: yes :-D
143. New Found Glory: yes
144. Kelly Clarkson: no
145. Kelly Osbourne: AH *hides*
146. Mandy Moore: NoPe
147. Eve: no !! 148. Aaliyah: meh
149. Nelly: ahhhh noooooo
150. Alicia Keys: nope!
151. Incubus: yeah!!!!
. . . F a v 0 r i T e Z. . .
152. Color: midnight blue–black
153. Food: PIZZA!!!!!!!!! like thats not original... =)
154. Song: Good Riddance–Green Day//You Were Ment For Me–Jewel//I.O.U One Galaxy + Teenage Riot//The Ataris
155. Show: That 70's Show
156. School subject: World History–no joke
157. Band/singer: The Ataris–Green Day
158. Animal: cat
159. Outfit: my blue sh0rts w/ my red tank top--yesss!!!
160. Radio station: 94.7–99.5–101.1
161. Movie: Shrek//Just Married//Step Mom
162. Pair of shoes: etnies!! They’re red ;-)
163. Cartoon: rockos modern life
164. Actor: ashton kutcher
165. Actress: julia roberts
166. Potato chip: none
167. Drink: 7up
168. Alcholic drink: uhm....tangerine n tonic!! Yummie
169. Holiday: easter
170. Perfume/cologne: vanilla–adidas
171. Pizza topping: cheese??
172. Jello flavor: cherry
173. Lunch meat: genoa salami :-D
174. Board game: monopoly!
175. Video game: anything Mario–and DOA beach volleyball lol----
176. Website: none
177. Book: forever
178. Computer game: Lego Island!!
179. Number: 3-5-16
180. Cereal: fruity pebbles!
181. Comedian: Adam sandler
182. Dessert: ....uh...*shrug*
183. Disney character: ariel
184. Clothing store: pac sun
185. Pastime: softball--
186: teacher: mr lang
187. Childhood toy: times..
188. Carnival game/ride: none189. Candy bar: ButTeRfinGer
190. Magazine: meh..idk
191. Salad dressing: italian–thousand
192. Thing to do on the weekend: sleep–
193. Hot drink: hot chocolate
194. Season: summer
195. Sport to watch: hockey
196. Person to talk to online: uh–*shrug*
197. What color are your sheets? Tie dye.. Oh yes..
198. What color are your bedroom walls? Blue/silver
199. Do you have posters on your wall? Not n e more
200. If so of what? I had skaters.. Oh yes.. Hot ones lol
201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? No
202. How many pillows are on your bed? Like 5?
203. What do you normally sleep in? b0x0rs n a tank
204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: red tank/blue sh0rts
205. What size bed do you have? *shrug* twin I think?
206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? I have a.... bed!
207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no
208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? yes
209. Describe the last nightmare you had: or not
210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?yes
211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? Uh.. 2?
212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? Sometimes
213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling?: not n e more
214. Do you snore? I don’t think s0?
215. How about drool? Only in school when im half asleep...
216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes
217. What color is the carpet in your room? Uhm.. Beige?? Idk.. Its carpet colored..
218. What's under your bed?: nothing but the the floor...

. . . N a m 3 G a m 3. . .
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
299. Jack: kid on the bus last year--
300. Tiffany: a chic that was in mah spanish class last year
301. Ben: J.LO
302. Maria: girl behind me in health
303. Jennifer: Ahh– icky girl from northlake
304. Nicole: old friend///laurie’s sister
305. Amy: bestest friend :-D one of them
306. Adam: funny funny guy :-D
307. Richard: Mitzina’s bf
308. Justin: dispose of the yuckieness!!!
309. Arnold: who would ellect him for gov. of cali???
310. Tom: :’( died311. Melissa: tall/blonde
312. Charlotte: pig
313. Harold: he gots some big hair
314. John: cousin
315. Joel: gc guy
316. Vanessa: enrique englasies (don’t ask)
317. Michelle: another good friend
318 Kevin: summer before 9th grade partay–fun times
319. Brent: one of kristin’s x’s friends---
320: Jake: *shrug*
321. Billy: haven’t a clue
322. Sarah: my wifey ;-)
323. Natalie: cousin—POOL!!!! Where???? lmao!!!!
324: Chrissy: whore
325. Nick: ickyes
326. Linda: vanessa
327. Taylor: stuart
328 Jordan: 23
329. Jamie: Lauren
330. Adrian: guy I used to know.

. . . H a v 3 Y 0 u 3 v e R. . .
331. Mooned anyone? nopee
332. Been on a diet? No, don’t need it
333. Been to a foreign country? no
334. Broken a bone? no
335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? nope
336. Swear at a teacher? not recently
337. Talked to a Blurty member via e-mails or instant messages? not recently
338. Got in a fight? yeah
339. Dated a teacher? no..who do i look like???
340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? ha.. no that'd be funny tho
341. Thought about killing your enemy? nope
342. Gone skinny dipping? no
343. Met another Blurty member in the flesh? yep
344. Told a little white lie? yes
345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? nope
346 Used a foreign object to masturbate? hahahahah that's nasty-- no
347. Mis used a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? yes
348. Been on tv? yes
349. Been on the radio? yes
350. Been in a mosh pit? yes
351. Been to a concert? yes
352. Dated one of your best friend? yes
353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes
354. Decieved somebody close to you? yes
355. Broken the law? yes
356. Been to a rodeo? yes
357. Been on a talk show? no
358. Been on a game show? no
359. Been on an airplane? Yes
360. Got to ride on a firetruck? no
361. Came close to dying? probably
362. Cheated on a bf/gf?
363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yes
364. Terrorized a babysitter? yes
365. Made a mud pie? yes haha i almot ate it too eewww
366. Had a dream that our falling off a cliff? yes
367. Snuck out of the house at night? nope
368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? no
369. Had an eating disorder? no
370. Felt like you didn't belong? yes
371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yes
372. Smoked? yes
373. Done drugs? no
374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? no
375. Had your tonsils removed? no
376. Gone to camp? what kind of camp?? yes..
377. Won a bet? yes
378. Written a love letter? yes
379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yes
380. Written a love poem? yes
381. Kissed in the rain? yes
32. Slow danced with someone you love? yes
383. Participated in cyber sex? ah no
384. Faked an orgasm? No
385. Stolen a kiss? yep
386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yea
387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? uhm.. yeah
388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? yes
389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no
390. Done jail time? no
391. Had to wear a uniform to skool? no
392. Won a trophy? yes
393. Thrown up in public? yes
394. Bowled a perfect game? nope
395. Failed/got held back? no
396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? yeah...
397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yes
398. Taken ballet lessons: no
399. Attempted suicide? no.
400. Cut yourself? no.
. . . R a n D 0 m. . .
401. Do you believe in aliens? yes
402. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: hugeee flashlight.. cd w/ professional pix of daddy at work..some christmas card book my mom has??
403. Do you have any hidden talents? probably? i just dont know it yet..hence hidden
404. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? no
405. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? a romance or horror
406. What would your movie star name be? Star
407. Do you play any sports? yes--volleyball
408. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? o god..uhm.. i have no clue
409. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? i dont even remember???
410.thedumbest movie you've ever seen? the underworld
411. Do you drive? not legally
412. What is your dream car? honda prelude---camaro
413. Do you think you're good looking? sometimes--yes
414. Do others think you are good looking? some people.
415. Would you ever sky dive? not!!!
416. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no
417. How many bedrooms do you have in your house? 3
418. Are you afraid of roller coasters? ..yes...
419. Do you believe in God? yes
420. Do you believe in Satan? yes
421. Do you believe there is a heaven? yes
422. Do you believe there is a hell? yes
423. Do you own a pool table? used went bye bye when we moved
424. Do you have a pool? yep
425. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yep
426. Do you like chocolate? meh on ocasion
427. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? if i had one it would be the ataris
428. How many U.S. states have you been to? ...2? 3? ..3.
429. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes
430. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? i was a movie producer--STEVEN SPIELBURB! (lol kelly..)
431. Do you carry any weapons on you? pocket knife--watch out i know how to use it too
432. What is your weakness? --being held--romance of any kind--
433. Name something you can't get enough of: sleep
434. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: short, crazy, unique
435. How many kids do you want to have? 2-4
436. Future daughters names: haven't put much thougth into that one...
437. Future sons names: Aidan, Brian, or Michael
438. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep -- painlessly
439. How do you release stress?
440. Are you a trendy person? depends on waht u mean by trendy
441. Are you an artistic person? ha oh yes !!!
442. Are you a realistic person? sure
443. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? i dont even tie my shoes when i pu thtem on...
445. Are you a strong person? i like to think so-
446. Are you a strong willed person? yes
447. Who is the last person to e-mail you? my mom
448. Who is the last person to IM you? rob
449. Do you hate chain e-mails? yes
450. Are you a deep sleeper? yes
451. Are you a good story teller? lol... sometimes....but not really
452. What do you believe is your best quality? the ability to talk openly to people and to be able to give good advice
453. What is your greatest accomplishment? making varsity
454. Do you like to burn candles or incense? both
455. Do you do yoga? yeah
456. Do you have your own credit card? no
457. Let's say you win the lotto.what do you do with the money? use it for college//car//put it int he bank//give some to mom + dad
459. Do you have a check book?no
460. Do you like your driver's license picture? dont got one yet
461. Do you tan easily? helll no!
462. What color is your hair naturally? dirty blonde--a little darker than it is now many fillings do you have? none!
464. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? *shrug* i dotn think i had n e
465. Worst feeling in the world? feeling unwanted
467. Is the glass half empty or half full? empty
468. Last thing you downloaded? Emerson Drive--Fall Into Me
469. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? not recently......
470. What do you think people think of you? i dont really care...
471. Are you a likeable person? i can be
472. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? nope
473. Whats the best way to be proposed to? some kind of romantic..different sorta way..i dont want to explain
474. Are you in love right now? i like to think i am.... <3
475. If so, with who? <3 Brian <3
476. When are you moving? well after h.s. mom wants to move again..but i haven't decided when I want to move
477. What's your favorite phrase? too many to just pick one...

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[02 Nov 2003|09:55pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Jewel//You Were Ment For Me ]

~For A Start~

alex stopped by tonight. We were outside for 45 min. just talking...well we weren't really talking we just sat there.. we didnt know what to do--its not like it was like old times where we could hold each other when we couldn't find the different..very different...Idk what to think, Idk what to do. everythings just one big *blah* and all i can think about is how weird it was to sit in front of him and think about how things used to be..and when he walked me back to my all felt so different..we walked where the drive way meets the garage and we stopped..sent julio to go and warm up the car..and so we just stood there, dumbfounded..i didnt know what to do..i really hope things will be alright between us..he explained how he didnt want to hurt me anymore than he already did.. adn that no matter what he'll be there for me..until the day that he dies--and i cried... i cried the whole time..i really dont know why.. i miss him so much and i was so upset w/ him before he came over and just everything ran together..idunno what to think..but n e ways.. im gonna be a wreck tomorrow--


Tryouts went pretty good--Fusion is awesome i really hope i dont get we'll see.. i haven't been on a court/touched a volleyball since i was really excited about getting back out there.. and omg let me tell u..i smell ahahha and i love it.. lol im just kidding.. i really dont like the way i smell after i play but.. hey whatya gon' do bout it?? idk we'll see what happens next sunday.....

~moving on again~

i start work on Sunday! i think its sunday? idk i dont even remember, tonight's been so crazy..but yeah sunday.. i cant wait.. its gonna be fun :-D but yeah.. thats all going to bed.. its time for me to rest..


<3 Always

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[01 Nov 2003|10:56pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Rascal Flatts//I Melt ]

alex came home today-- i dont know whether to be happy or sad...*sigh* heres our first convo..

FeniX AkF: yup im back
LiMx831: hey..
LiMx831: how r u
FeniX AkF: its the best time of my life,
FeniX AkF: im such a better person

LiMx831: whatt do u mean
FeniX AkF: best shape mentally and physically
FeniX AkF: and plus im a big stud in my uniforms
LiMx831: ha
FeniX AkF: and people at restraunts pay for my meals
FeniX AkF: but anyway
LiMx831: mah stomach's hard as a rock
FeniX AkF: julio just came
FeniX AkF: and we are going out
LiMx831: yeah he called me on his way over
FeniX AkF: i see..
LiMx831: u 2 have fun.. =\
FeniX AkF: yup
FeniX AkF signed off at 10:16:23 PM.

sometimes he can be so arrogant...but hey...what can ya do? I feel so detached from everyone..esspecially from him--i wasn't sure if i should of IMed him or not so i just waited to see what happens...but anyways..

Kelly's party last night was A W E S O M E!!! it was so much fun.. omg.. but yeah.. saw brian today :-D went to the mall w/ him and ipsen.. good times-- good times! i lov that boy... mom really likes him too so its a plus!! yayyy!!! Family peace woo hoo!! lol..idk what that means.. i'm runnin on 3 hours of sleep.. its not cool.. so tired..oh at the hockey game tonight it was kinda funny-there were griffin fans sittin by us and they were all annoying so everytime something happened bad towards the griffins me n ma would jump up and start cheering and all that was great... wolves won!! i fell asleep on the way home.. like 45 min.. felt good.. woke up to moms singin in the drive way... i love that.. but hey.. im'out so tired...g'night

When you light those candles
Up there on that mantle, setting the mood
Well, I just lie there staring
Silently preparing to love on you
Well, I can feel the heat from across the room
Ain't it wild what a little flame can make you wanna do

I melt every time you look at me that way
It never fails, anytime, any place
This burn in me is the coolest thing I've ever felt
I melt

Don't know how you do it
I love the way I lose it, every time
What's even better
Is knowing that forever you're all mine
The closer you get, the more my body aches
One little stare from you is all it takes

[Repeat Chorus Twice]

Every time you look at me that way
I melt, I melt

^ ^ love that song ^ ^ 'rascal flatts-i melt'

<3 SleEpY StAR

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~tRiCk *Or*TrEaT~ [31 Oct 2003|05:09pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | ...the doorbell... ]

HaPpY hALLoWeEn!

1 comment|post comment times [31 Oct 2003|05:06pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | none... ]

meh it's 5 to 10... went to matt's house today--brian was there :-) it was so much fun. Didn't really know it was possible to have so much fun in like an hour and a half..but yea.. i got thurr and brian had called his dad so tht he would come a half hour later- so we were chillen on the couch and matt blows his nose on the arm of the couch..omg it was so nasty! but yeah matt kept leaving and was liek u 2 have fun and he'd come back a min. later~ finally his (brians)dad came and matt went outside to 'distract' his dad and his dad was all like is he lickin the back of her throat? i was like omg. lol it was funny--but yeah it was good.. so w/e.. me n matt talked about like everything after brian left- it was cool. matt's a crazy kid~butcha gota lov him- theres no way u cant. lol..but yeah idk.. it was so much fun... thats pretty much it? kelly's party is tomorrow i'm really excited!! besides the fact brian's gonna be at a wedding, i'm lookin forward to it. so yeah.. uhm ill post later-ciao

xoxo star

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[29 Oct 2003|09:56pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | The Ataris//I.O.U One Galaxy ]

aye, so it's been a while hasn't it?? yeah I'm gettin bad at this--but maybe its a good thing cuz then i actually hve something to go on about. lets see..saturday [the 25th] we had our last tourney :( we lost--[but regionals r today [wednesday] so it'll be intresting to see what happens]--anyways--saturday after the tourney i came home showered, and took off to my cousin, Luisa's, We went to the Ataris/Vendetta Red concert~it was so awesome!!! [not to mention i'm in love with the Ataris and would absolutly die to meet Kris Roe] so after Vendetta Red's set we went and hung out downstairs by Zack [from Vendetta] He had a broken was kinda funny cuz he had to sit in a chair the hwole time on stage--then we went back up to see the Ataris perform and let me tell u...that was the greatest! they played I.O.U One Galaxy [my favorite] first.. and it was just..the greatest concert i've ever been far..after the show Luisa and I waited around after ward to meet them, we went down to the main level and were chillen down there and met this crazy chick from Pennsylvania? i think...but yeah her name was Janel, she's a photographer student person thing.. so we get shoved outside and we went to Taco Bell and met up w/ her friend Jonny. He was cool~ he had new clothes!! but after a couple min. we were gettin cold so we went back to the car got a sweater and a camera and went back and hung out at the Metro. Kris Roe came out of the tour bus and so we went over there to talk 'n' get some pics w/ him. he was talkin to this other person and they're standing literallly a foot away from us, so we were waiting for them to get done..they finally do and Kris Roe was all like sayin he had to go to the bathroom so he goes and like ran into my was great..i was like wow.. but tyeah.. thats about it..idk.. im out

<3 StaR

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[24 Oct 2003|06:40am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | The Ataris//I Remember You ]

ah well it's been a bout a week hasn't it?? Let's catch up on current events. To start off with, i would like everyone to know that I'm a "psychotic bitch" Thank you Eric Warren for that title!!!! Yesterday was our last season game.. We played DeKalb--we almost won! and i had an awesome game!!! (not to brag) But it had to have been my best since i got pulled up. Tomorrow's the concert-- I really can't wait- I'm SO excited!!! But yeah- Nothing really has been going on this week, nothing worth writing about that is. Yesterday-Ha- Me n Brian got sent to the dean's office during seventh becuz we were late/loiterin in the cafe, i'm sorry my locker is on the first floor! jeez!! but it was funny. I laughed...So i got a pass and magically became "legal" (yea, cuz i wasn't before??) hehe.. it was funny. I've had this song stuck in my head for so long~ i love it~
The AtarisI Remember You

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
The wind would whisper and I'd think of you
And all the tears you cried, that called my name
And when you needed me I came through

I paint a picture of the days gone by
When love went blind and you would make me see
I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes
So that I knew you were there for me
Time after time you were there for me

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

We spend the summer with the top rolled down
Wished ever after would be like this
You said I love you babe, without a sound
I said I'd give my life for just one kiss
I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

We've had our share of hard times
But that's the price we paid
And through it all we kept the promise that we made
I swear you'll never be lonely

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain
Washed away a dream of you
But nothing else could ever take you away
'Cause you'll always be my dream come true
Oh my darling, I love you

Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
Love letters in the sand - I remember you
Through the sleepless nights and every endless day
I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you

That's all for now~Nothing really exciting has been going on.. like i sed...
Lov You All~

<3 Star <3

p.s. JoE rOx MaH sOx!!!! ;-)

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[19 Oct 2003|09:37pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | The Ataris//I Wont Spend Another Night Alone ]

what did i accomplish today?? N o T h I n G!! isn't it wonderful?? god i hate it... im so bored..i want to sleep... i want to see brian...

Everybody wants to be loved
every once in a while
we all need someone to hold on to
just like a helpless child
can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
and like a lonley highway
i'm trying to get home
ooo loves been a long time coming
you can look for a lifetime
you can love for a day
you can think you got everything but
everything is nothing when you throw it away
then you look in my eyes
and i have it all
once again
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been waiting for
just like a lonley highway
i'm trying to get home
ooo loves been a long time coming
didn't know i was lost
til you found me
uh huh
didn't know i was blind
but now i see
can you whisper in my ear
let me know it's alright
it's been a long time coming
down this road
and now i know
what i've been searching for
oh been a long long highway and
now i see
ooo loves been a long time
ooo been a long time
loves been a long time coming


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