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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004

Subject:this is our emergancy
Time:1:53 am.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:pretty girls make graves.
holy penis, it's been forever.
i forgot i had this gay thing..

but chya anyway, bro.

to bad everyone has livejournal, so nobody is going to waste their aimless time reading this.
because the world is roung it turns me on

Monday, May 3rd, 2004

Time:10:52 am.
wow, this thing is getting to be super old.

allright, well.
life's decent i suppose.

i went to that concert without kelly though. it was sick.
schools okay.
this weekend fucking kicked ass.

well allright.
because the world is roung it turns me on

Saturday, March 27th, 2004

Subject:i want a lover i dont have to love.
Time:6:59 pm.
okay wow, i haven't updated this thing in uhg a while..

well nothing special.
tomorow's show woot!

4/12 my chemical romance, avenged sevenfold, nora, and alexisonfire with kelly !!

ffuuck yea! haha
okay well thats it i suppose, laterr
because the world is roung it turns me on

Thursday, March 4th, 2004

Time:8:46 am.
Mood: rejected.
Music:- nothing..
yeah, well then, no one looks at this peice of crap mumbo jumbo either, but hey what am i gunna go.

okay enough said, i'm going.


oh yeah, by the way, i'm imature.
1 because the world is roung it turns me on

Saturday, February 28th, 2004

Subject:i love my mom, shes a hotty
Time:10:56 am.
yeah hey..

haven't updated this thing in forever, ever since i made a livejournal. sorry

not like any one ever reads this shit anyway, haha. um yeah

nothing eles is new.

yesterday i went to pats with john and then mall and bowling with jaque.

can't go to the show today for defeated purpose and a.p.d because i have no ride. o well.

yeah well gotta go play video games

l a t e r <<

i love everyone.
please have my babies.
because the world is roung it turns me on

Saturday, February 14th, 2004

Time:11:39 pm.
Mood: pleased.
Music:jack johnson..
Well then, i'm here with the best person in the world, Jaque <33. ndjmbhv,nmrdxfbl

yeah well today i cleaned the house and then went to michael's around 6:30 ish.

then i got back and helped my madre with cooking and such..


>> cant wait till THE EARLY NOVEMBER << ahhh, it's going to amazing.

It's as simple as something that nobody knows that her eyes are as big
as her bubbly toes
on the feet of a queen of the hearts of the cards and her feet are all
covered with tar balls and scars
It's as common as something that nobody knows that her beauty will
follow wherever she goes
up the hill in the back of her house in the would she love me forever,
I know she could

I remember when you and me mmm how we used to be just good friends
Wouldn't give me none
But all I wanted was some
She's got a whole lot of reasons
She cant think of a single one
That can justify leaving
and he got none but he thinks he got so many problems
Man he got, too much time to waste

His dreams are like commercials
But her dreams are picture perfect and
Our dreams are so related though they're often underestimated

It's as simple as something that nobody knows that
Her eyes are as big as her bubbly toes
On the feet of the queen of the hearts of the cards
And her feet are infested with tar balls and

La da da da da da

Well I was eating lunch at the D. L. G.
When this little girl came and she sat next to me
I never seen nobody move the way she did
Well she did and she does and she'll do it again

When you move like a jellyfish
Rhythm don't mean nothing
You go with the flow
You don't stop
Move like a jellyfish
Rhythm is nothing
You go with the flow
You don't stop

It's as common as something that nobody knows it
Her beauty will follow wherever she goes
Up the hill in the back of her house in the wood
She'll love me forever, I know she

If you would only listen
You might just realize what you're missing
You're missing me
If you would only listen
You might just realize what you're missing
You're missing me

It's as simple as something that nobody knows that
Her eyes are as big as her bubbly toes
On the feet of the queen of the hearts of the cards
And her feet are infested with tar balls and
because the world is roung it turns me on

Tuesday, February 10th, 2004

Subject:Ode To Summer
Time:11:13 pm.
Mood: artistic.
well i just got off the phone with i guess?

Got to say,
I am there,
And, you are for,
I had our best times,
Had it our way, best times, but it's all I count...

Sit down, my soul, I told you that my time is up
and i'm falling down,
got it all worked out,
now I say to you that you would

yeah so i think this might be near the end of these blurty entries. I started a live journal, but i have to put all those codes in and crap like that.

but if it ever came down to one day,
one day left in a thousand,
the last good times of summer,
are the last few minutes of warmth,
remember what it was like to enjoy our time,
before we all go back to school and learn,
before our eyes turn greyagain,
and we forget what it was ever like to feel awake, to feel awake,

today was a nice day..after school i went to the bank and then around five i went to the mall with nycole to get jen, mike, and ricky something for v-day and jen's birthday and all that know how we do.

well my dad went to theropy tonight, thank the lord, he needs it, big time. word to yo' motha.

so is this why i feel so cold?
there's to much panic i've been told,
and everytime i show, i see the way it used to go,
i need to see that every year, not to hear it just so clear,
so clear...

the nights were so much hotter then ,we all hung out and made a menz,
it's like you can't go back but hearing that just makes me want to,
call my friends, tell them that i'm coming HOME!!

so down, inside...
So why don't i face it, why can't i face it?
So why don't i face it?

well i gotta go shower and blowdry my hair and then do homework and then sleep. yeahh i'm never getting to bed tonight.

Are you addicted to painchips or laundry detergant... i hope not.
because the world is roung it turns me on

Monday, February 9th, 2004

Time:12:10 am.
Mood: numb.
Faded away like the color in a blue sky at the end of the day.
Night falls and the search begins for something better than this.


well it is 12:12 monday, early morning and i just finished folding laundry took a nice shower, and now im drinking some nice hot tea.. yeah word.

So friday i sat on my ass, oh and then jaque came over, wahoo.

saterday was the our own guilt show, at molly blooms. they did good. michael was practically dead. phil and i went to his house in the morning and he was coughing up blood and sheot, it was pretty sick. yuumm. yeah and dave's wrist was all effed up. niceee. yeah so anyway

A scream or a cry, the truth or a lie,
I'm not sure they will save us this time.
I don't wanna be around
when it all comes down to watch something beautiful die.


after the show i went to rachel's and we had dinner and played around with clothes and music and whatnot. it was fun. oh and our wonderful reportcard, you know it.

sunday i went to the mall with my dearest mother and then went to the movies around 6:45 to see the perfect score. it was pretty good. It was Rachel, greg, christie, casey, scully and me. word

i was kinda disapointed i didn't get to hang out with jen, nycole, or mike.

mike is grounded, aiudhfakdf gayyy but whatever yo.

You said the only way was to run away.
You're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear me pleading
(I'm pleading).
Does it show?
I'm pathetic, I know.
I just can't stand here and watch you go.
I'm running after you (I'm running after you).


but now i have to blow dry my hair, and go to sleep.

later. much love // white power <33 mac.
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Friday, February 6th, 2004

Time:5:32 pm.
Mood: jubilant.
Music:the used..
look in my eyes im jaded right now, what ever that means..

well school today was, so so.

Jen nycole and i went over to living thearter and of course, it was cancelled. So we just ran around in hte slush like cool kids.

>> ' i rip my heart out ' <<

Well i want to do something. I was suppose to go over to mike's house and play watch knutball but yeah that didn't happend/ I think michael is grounded because of his report card. i still have to go out to the mailbox and get mine. hah yeah im a lazy shit.

grr i wanted to hang out with everybody this weekend, hopefully tomorow im going to the show at molly blooms and / or going to sports plus. word

well im going to go now. laterr - mac
1 because the world is roung it turns me on

Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004

Time:6:19 pm.
Yeah well i can't go top full mode because my enternet sucks fucking ass.. but anyway.

so last night kelly debus and i talked forever on line. let me tell you she is the best night talker, ever.

Well it was like 2:30 am and my mom came home, and cut my hair, yeah how cool...

yeah so today was a great day, i don't know it just was.
i was suppose to have alanna over, but she's a butt and got lost, pssht dumb shit. hhah i love you.

well im rambling, so i'm going to go.

laterr-<3 rachel mac

TECH N9NE IMMA TELL <-- worst song ever! haha
-- this is the town where the clowns bring it down baby..
shut the door so yo' child don't hear the shound baby.
3 because the world is roung it turns me on

Saturday, January 31st, 2004

Subject:your a >> lush and i hate it.
Time:10:49 pm.
Mood: silly.
Music:e dagger - lagwagon.
Boom Booms party last night, was fun.


Today i watched liam and kendall till 2 and then went to molly blooms
of course seven stones burn droped out AGAIN! Grrrr.
oog kinda ###### up but what are ya gunna do, ya know.
everyone was there, jen, nycole, ricky, jessy, kelly, casey, joey, kerri, debbie, jill, grace, jason, andrew, alanna.. yeah word.


You'd trade our starving eyes
for a tar and feathered heart
a twenty five cent execution
to hear your anthem praises
played on frequency decayed
a breath of frigid self-made winter.
Sing out and sing loud we'll sing as loud as you do
and hold on hold on cause this is the end of the line I'm not falling.
Of beautiful and sacred things
and your immaculate disguise
I'm trading it in for my pride war emblem.
As if id fall to pieces in the wake of your design.


well its 11:10 and i gotta check on the kids again..
laterrr - mac.
4 because the world is roung it turns me on

Subject:i was only 17 when i got my heart got ripped clean..
Time:12:05 am.
Music:maxeen - soleil.
Against all authority
Hot rod circuit
Locked in a vacancy

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? no, im just not that loved.
3) What song makes you cry?..must i answer.
4) What song makes you happy? ..i dont know
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? queen baby.

a p p e a r a n c e

HEIGHT: 5'2, yeah what can i say i'm short/
HAIR COLOR: light brown,dirtay blonde.
SKIN COLOR: NIGGER, ... i mean uh, white.
TATTOOS: no, but this summer i will.

r i g h t n o w

WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Light blue levi's, word.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Worms of the universe - Finch
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Fucked freezing
HOW ARE YOU? no comment

d o y o u

HAVE A BAD HABIT?: bitting my nails.
LIKE TO DRIVE?:if i could, i probably would like it.

f a v o r i t e s

TV SHOW: Family Guy or southpark
CONDITIONER: does it matter?
BOOK: what's a book?
MAGAZINE: i .. admit it, i cant read, no joke.
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: beer tastes like piss, and everything eles burns my esphagus sept win coolers and mikes hard lemonade.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: just hanging out, or shows
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: From autumn to ashes/jack johnson/NOTORIOUS B I G

h a v e y o u

BROKEN THE LAW: oh.. i am such a rebel.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no, that's gay.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: pssht, that's really possible in my house hold.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: ha me? no way jose..cough, cough.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Yeah, kat and i are the masters.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: i would get raped in the eye, are you joking.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: i did today, and went to the guitar center with phil.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yes. unfortunatly.
o v e

SEXUALITY: them boys are just soo.. ROAR
CHILDREN: Oh there;s billy and jean and nancy, yes i got pregnet EARLY! like 2 this afternoon.
CURRENT CRUSH: i dont even fucking know anymore
BEEN HURT?: yes, obviously

r a n d o m

DO YOU HAVE A JOB: haha, nope
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: making others happy.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?:can you get happier then happy?
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Katherine, jen, chloe, nycole, joey, ricky.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: dance, guitar, video games.

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t

TIME YOU CRIED?: a while ago
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: a very, l000000ng time ag00.
THING YOU PURCHASED: barbie doll for rachel becker.

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n

ABORTION: I think that it is stupid that people these days just go have sex and get pregent and kill the baby. i mean if they cant carry it for nine months then i guess if you must, but otherwise just give it to and orphanage.
TEENAGE SMOKING: smoking is bad. come on just suck in that cancer.
DREAMS: i have weird ass dreams..
because the world is roung it turns me on

Wednesday, January 28th, 2004

Subject:you are my sunshine, my only sunshine
Time:9:37 pm.
Mood: loved.
well today i went to chloe's house around 3.

it was really fun, for 4 hours, seemed like the whole day haha.

we walked over to joey's like, twice.

got home around sevenish. yeah, because i have a life.

>> Greatest conversation with katherine.

LuckynumberxNine: when micheal jackson will be weird
MercuryxRisingxx: oh i know
MercuryxRisingxx: i wont have to lock my door at night.
MercuryxRisingxx: and chain my vagina in a metal protecter.
LuckynumberxNine: but he likes penises not vaginas
LuckynumberxNine: :-\
MercuryxRisingxx: did i said i didnt have a penis
LuckynumberxNine: sorry to burst your orgasmic bubble
LuckynumberxNine: so you have a vagina and penis
LuckynumberxNine: kinky
MercuryxRisingxx: Oh i know, turns me on too.
MercuryxRisingxx: But shh..
MercuryxRisingxx: its only between us.
MercuryxRisingxx: :-*
LuckynumberxNine: everything turns you on, horses, hermaphodites..whats next??
MercuryxRisingxx: you mom!
LuckynumberxNine: your too jewcy for me
LuckynumberxNine: pun on the jew
MercuryxRisingxx: Im to jewcy for myself
LuckynumberxNine: oh i make the jew inside me BUST out
MercuryxRisingxx: bust out like your playing twister
LuckynumberxNine: bust out like your pulling out your penis
MercuryxRisingxx: W.O.W
LuckynumberxNine: W.O.W your penis is stacked
LuckynumberxNine: o wait no it isnt
LuckynumberxNine: its short
LuckynumberxNine: :'(
MercuryxRisingxx: NO i tried that enzyme shit
MercuryxRisingxx: that stuff works!
LuckynumberxNine: soo your willy needs some will power...sad
MercuryxRisingxx: no not sad
MercuryxRisingxx: pethetic
LuckynumberxNine: stupendous?
MercuryxRisingxx: i wish
LuckynumberxNine: but i heard viagra works wonders for the ladies
LuckynumberxNine: i mean


Dan's rapp to me..because we are married. Sorry eric. haha.

xNovemberxFallsx: rachel likes bloody shits she says she has huge tits dan is in love with her when he looks at her he pers he just had a number 7 it tasted like heaven

well i gotta go shower. laterr.
because the world is roung it turns me on

Tuesday, January 27th, 2004

Subject:you are my blue skys and emerald green beautiful.
Time:10:55 pm.
Mood: grateful.
Music:the boy with the moon and star on his head..
yeah so yesterday i went to jens with joey and nycole and nick

we hung out and watched movies..and i slept over so we could study for today ( tuesday's ) test.

yeah that worked out good for jen and us, but not our parents.. they are so WACK!

>>pretty story..

A gardener's daughter stopped me on my way, on the day I was
to wed
It is you who I wish to share my body with she said
We'll find a dry place under the sky with a flower for a bed
And for my joy I will give you a boy with a moon and
star on his head.
Her silver hair flowed in the air laying waves across the sun
Her hands were like the white sands, and her eyes had
diamonds on.
We left the road and headed up to the top of the
Whisper Wood
And we walked 'till we came to where the holy magnolia stood.
And there we laid cool in the shade singing songs and
making love...kissed the moon and star on
his head.
As years went by the boy grew high and the village looked
on in awe
They'd never seen anything like the boy with the moon and
star before.
And people would ride from far and wide just to seek the
word he spread
I'll tell you everything I've learned
and Love is all...he said.

Yeah so today.. i took the tests, and came home and did laundry and such as a punishment

rich, mike, and gluck showed up at my door, didn't they were serious when they said they were coming to get me. but it was awesome. today was so much fun.

we walked around town and then went back to richard'os house.. yeah sie senior ETA?? haha yeah but anyway

i gotta go take a shower, and take out these stupid braids. waallaa

5 because the world is roung it turns me on

Sunday, January 25th, 2004

Subject:I hear zero with a capital Z.
Time:8:31 pm.
Mood: energetic.
Songs from the balcony as the ciry crumbles..

yeah so yesterday I went to the show with my brother, phil. At molly blooms. We got there at 2-ish.

Defeated purpose was pretty good, and casey has an amazing voice ♥

yeah word, anyway. I bought TFT's cd, they were good too. I like them

OUR OWN GUILT was awesome, of course. They played really good and i had to get dave a bajillion glasses of water....hah yeah

i got home around 6, and then cleaned the kitchen and went to jills, wahoo. Leigh, grace, jill, and i hung out.

In the morning we all played on the ice at her pond and then leigh left :( Then we went to starbucks and they made me sit on POUND CAKE!! grrr, butta! We also found a little plastic baby in the couch hhaha.

yeah then we went to wallgreen and nycole, rachel, greg, and debbie happend to be there hahha. It was soo fun.

well anyway i gotta go clean the kitchen, again. later.
because the world is roung it turns me on

Friday, January 23rd, 2004

Time:9:42 pm.
Mood: jubilant.
Music:kerri and joey are screaming at the top of their lungs..
joey, kerri, and crazy katherine are here....

we are, or..were, watching donnie darko.

but yeah, word.

I just cleaned up joeys mess. yes you did joey you made a mess. stupid FUCK! i mean... i love you.

gotta go, laterr. ( take a crap ) - katherine.

poice- bitchas! mother - fucka
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sweat drip down ma balls, all these bitches crawl.
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sweat is dripping down from my pubical region, and hoes suck my balls.
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cfduiguah dsyfvzsdxfes4rf
because the world is roung it turns me on

Thursday, January 22nd, 2004

Subject:To day is Rachel Beckers Birthday &hearts:
Time:4:21 pm.
Mood: thirsty.
Music:ill mitch.
Wear ugly shades, yes i do..
+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
Yeah, so school was okay today.

Math mid-terms were easy enough.

Went to Photo after school and then i walked over to the anex, went to my locker and started to walk home..
And richard's madre asked to drive me home, so jessy opend the door and started making techo music but you know..that's cool.

well tomorow is travis's last day at the lunch table..its not going to be the same

Well it's deffinitly going to be alot cleaner, but ya know. word.

Going so fast you can barly see me board
i go faster than a ranger ford..
+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
if you got a problem with tony hawk
get off your wheels and take a fony walk..
+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
Your mama's wack,
your grannies wack,
keep a handy wipe in my fany pack.
+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
AHH I LOVE THIS SONG! It's all frankie's fault i got it stuck in my head.

well i gotta go get ready for dance..till 9, oh gee. Then i gotta shower and do my homework and read and such
haha yeah, laterr.

5 because the world is roung it turns me on

Sunday, January 18th, 2004

Subject:and it is none of your consern..
Time:3:21 pm.
Mood: frustrated.
Music:all thats left..
Under this killing moon, under this burning sky


well, i babysat friday, didnt get paid. owell.

Um saterday i went back home, and phil and i went to michaels.

loaded up the band stuff, got food, waited for stevo, and then left.

We arrived at the village pub around 2:30, missed a perfect dark, and then i met up with kerri, liz, debbie, jill, emily, steffy, casey, kevin, john, jessey, joey, ricky, and such, we walked around and yeahh..

Then BAM >> right when s.l was playing, there was an electrical fire in the back room, of course.

so we all stood outside for three hours, while all the dire trucks and ::ladder one:: arrived, to hear that the show is cancelled.. bull ####### shit. Not even a refund. It was so retarded.

Eight bands didnt even get to play. akghioadfhalidgf GEYY!

So i got home, and uh, sat around because jen and ncycole joey and ricky and lj (( her birthday )), they all went to the mobvies without me. Yeah niceee. but what can ya do.

wake up everyone..
it's not to late to see the remniance of our hearts..
so stop giving up


Today is sunday and its freggin snowing again. grr.

we dont have school tomorow, thank goodness.

the time is now or never, and this chance wont come again
there's no promise of saftey...
But i'm willing to find out what impossible means..

because the world is roung it turns me on

Friday, January 16th, 2004

Time:11:46 am.
Mood: amused.
Music:your silence.
Well, wednesday was a normal day in school i guess. I had that Health Awarness day 2nd, 3rd, and 4th period. Oh. well that was the highlight of my dad haha. Afterwords, i went to salta's house and we hung out, and ate food, yum.

Thursday was a snow -ding dang- day. How strange..But fun.

Today is friday and there was an early delay this morning, but my madre said i could stay home, so i did.

Well, i have to go order new pointe shoes for dance, and clean my room before my aunt gets here. I get to babysit kendall and lian, oh joy.

Tomorow I'm going to the show in portjeff, at the village pub. It's going to be great.

Next saterday i'm going to Molly blooms to see casey's band, the final task, shatterd dreams and 7 stones burn.


well im off. laterr.

Just A Little

you surprise me, i'm looking out
surprise me you jump back up
on your feet somehow

where'd you go?
it seems like your better half said it all
you're wonderful
seems like your better half said it all

you jumped back up
motivation... motivation

because the world is roung it turns me on

Tuesday, January 13th, 2004

Subject:so sing along to the greatest love song..
Time:12:11 pm.
Music:rufio-science fiction.
Gonna kill yourself believing in these beautiful lies.
Don't believe this science fiction, tale of beauty and perfection.
You are more than ordinary
it's time to take this blindfold off your eyes.

There's more to life than all the beauty that they sell.
Why must we always try to look like someone else?
So monday was school again.

Today is Tuesday, and i didnt go.

I was up to late, waiting for my mother to bring dinner home, and she never showed.

Yeeupp. Well im going to jump in the shower. laterr

Just think of this and me
as just a few of many things
to lie around
to clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
because there's some thing's
I'd like to say to you...

I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing
Cuz I don't think that
you know what
you've been missing

I dare you to forget
those marks you left
across my neck
from those nights when we were both
found at our best
I could make this obvious,
and in one breath
you could shrug me off
your shoulders...

because the world is roung it turns me on

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