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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004

Subject: this is our emergancy Time: 1:53 am. Mood: accomplished. Music: pretty girls make graves.

holy penis, it's been forever. i forgot i had this gay thing.. but chya anyway, bro. to bad everyone has livejournal, so nobody is going to waste their aimless time reading this.

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Subject: alexisonfire Time: 8:46 am. Mood: rejected. Music: - nothing..

yeah, well then, no one looks at this peice of crap mumbo jumbo either, but hey what am i gunna go. okay enough said, i'm going. later. oh yeah, by the way, i'm imature.

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Time: 11:39 pm. Mood: pleased. Music: jack johnson..

Well then, i'm here with the best person in the world, Jaque <33. ndjmbhv,nmrdxfbl yeah well today i cleaned the house and then went to michael's around 6:30 ish. then i got back and helped my madre with cooking and such.. word. >> cant wait till THE EARLY NOVEMBER << ahhh, it's going to amazing. It's as simple as something that nobody knows that her eyes are as big as her bubbly toes on the feet of a queen of the hearts of the cards and her feet are all covered with tar balls and scars It's as common as something that nobody knows that her beauty will follow wherever she goes up the hill in the back of her house in the would she love me forever, I know she could I remember when you and me mmm how we used to be just good friends Wouldn't give me none But all I wanted was some She's got a whole lot of reasons She cant think of a single one That can justify leaving and he got none but he thinks he got so many problems Man he got, too much time to waste His dreams are like commercials But her dreams are picture perfect and Our dreams are so related though they're often underestimated It's as simple as something that nobody knows that Her eyes are as big as her bubbly toes On the feet of the queen of the hearts of the cards And her feet are infested with tar balls and La da da da da da Well I was eating lunch at the D. L. G. When this little girl came and she sat next to me I never seen nobody move the way she did Well she did and she does and she'll do it again When you move like a jellyfish Rhythm don't mean nothing You go with the flow You don't stop Move like a jellyfish Rhythm is nothing You go with the flow You don't stop It's as common as something that nobody knows it Her beauty will follow wherever she goes Up the hill in the back of her house in the wood She'll love me forever, I know she If you would only listen You might just realize what you're missing You're missing me If you would only listen You might just realize what you're missing You're missing me It's as simple as something that nobody knows that Her eyes are as big as her bubbly toes On the feet of the queen of the hearts of the cards And her feet are infested with tar balls and

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Subject: Ode To Summer Time: 11:13 pm. Mood: artistic. Music: lostprophets.

well i just got off the phone with travis..fun i guess? Got to say, I am there, And, you are for, I had our best times, Had it our way, best times, but it's all I count... Sit down, my soul, I told you that my time is up and i'm falling down, got it all worked out, now I say to you that you would yeah so i think this might be near the end of these blurty entries. I started a live journal, but i have to put all those codes in and crap like that. but if it ever came down to one day, one day left in a thousand, the last good times of summer, are the last few minutes of warmth, remember what it was like to enjoy our time, before we all go back to school and learn, before our eyes turn greyagain, and we forget what it was ever like to feel awake, to feel awake, today was a nice day..after school i went to the bank and then around five i went to the mall with nycole to get jen, mike, and ricky something for v-day and jen's birthday and all that stuff..you know how we do. well my dad went to theropy tonight, thank the lord, he needs it, big time. word to yo' motha. so is this why i feel so cold? there's to much panic i've been told, and everytime i show, i see the way it used to go, i need to see that every year, not to hear it just so clear, so clear... the nights were so much hotter then ,we all hung out and made a menz, it's like you can't go back but hearing that just makes me want to, call my friends, tell them that i'm coming HOME!! so down, inside... So why don't i face it, why can't i face it? So why don't i face it? well i gotta go shower and blowdry my hair and then do homework and then sleep. yeahh i'm never getting to bed tonight. Are you addicted to painchips or laundry detergant... i hope not.

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Time: 12:10 am. Mood: numb. Music: cauterize.

Faded away like the color in a blue sky at the end of the day. Night falls and the search begins for something better than this. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ well it is 12:12 monday, early morning and i just finished folding laundry took a nice shower, and now im drinking some nice hot tea.. yeah word. So friday i sat on my ass, oh and then jaque came over, wahoo. saterday was the our own guilt show, at molly blooms. they did good. michael was practically dead. phil and i went to his house in the morning and he was coughing up blood and sheot, it was pretty sick. yuumm. yeah and dave's wrist was all effed up. niceee. yeah so anyway A scream or a cry, the truth or a lie, I'm not sure they will save us this time. I don't wanna be around when it all comes down to watch something beautiful die. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ after the show i went to rachel's and we had dinner and played around with clothes and music and whatnot. it was fun. oh and our wonderful reportcard, you know it. sunday i went to the mall with my dearest mother and then went to the movies around 6:45 to see the perfect score. it was pretty good. It was Rachel, greg, christie, casey, scully and me. word i was kinda disapointed i didn't get to hang out with jen, nycole, or mike. mike is grounded, aiudhfakdf gayyy but whatever yo. You said the only way was to run away. You're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear me pleading (I'm pleading). Does it show? I'm pathetic, I know. I just can't stand here and watch you go. I'm running after you (I'm running after you). ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ but now i have to blow dry my hair, and go to sleep. later. much love // white power <33 mac.

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Time: 5:32 pm. Mood: jubilant. Music: the used..

look in my eyes im jaded right now, what ever that means.. well school today was, so so. Jen nycole and i went over to living thearter and of course, it was cancelled. So we just ran around in hte slush like cool kids. >> ' i rip my heart out ' << Well i want to do something. I was suppose to go over to mike's house and play watch knutball but yeah that didn't happend/ I think michael is grounded because of his report card. i still have to go out to the mailbox and get mine. hah yeah im a lazy shit. grr i wanted to hang out with everybody this weekend, hopefully tomorow im going to the show at molly blooms and / or going to sports plus. word well im going to go now. laterr - mac

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Subject: your a >> lush and i hate it. Time: 10:49 pm. Mood: silly. Music: e dagger - lagwagon.

Boom Booms party last night, was fun. >> LIFE LONG SUICIDE Today i watched liam and kendall till 2 and then went to molly blooms of course seven stones burn droped out AGAIN! Grrrr. oog kinda ###### up but what are ya gunna do, ya know. everyone was there, jen, nycole, ricky, jessy, kelly, casey, joey, kerri, debbie, jill, grace, jason, andrew, alanna.. yeah word. _-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- You'd trade our starving eyes for a tar and feathered heart a twenty five cent execution to hear your anthem praises played on frequency decayed a breath of frigid self-made winter. Sing out and sing loud we'll sing as loud as you do and hold on hold on cause this is the end of the line I'm not falling. Of beautiful and sacred things and your immaculate disguise I'm trading it in for my pride war emblem. As if id fall to pieces in the wake of your design. _-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- well its 11:10 and i gotta check on the kids again.. laterrr - mac.

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Subject: you are my sunshine, my only sunshine Time: 9:37 pm. Mood: loved. Music: lostprophet..

well today i went to chloe's house around 3. it was really fun, for 4 hours, seemed like the whole day haha. we walked over to joey's like, twice. got home around sevenish. yeah, because i have a life. >> Greatest conversation with katherine. ><><><><><><><><><><><><>< LuckynumberxNine: when micheal jackson dies...life will be weird MercuryxRisingxx: oh i know MercuryxRisingxx: i wont have to lock my door at night. MercuryxRisingxx: and chain my vagina in a metal protecter. LuckynumberxNine: but he likes penises not vaginas LuckynumberxNine: :-\ MercuryxRisingxx: did i said i didnt have a penis LuckynumberxNine: sorry to burst your orgasmic bubble LuckynumberxNine: so you have a vagina and penis LuckynumberxNine: kinky MercuryxRisingxx: Oh i know, turns me on too. MercuryxRisingxx: But shh.. MercuryxRisingxx: its only between us. MercuryxRisingxx: :-* LuckynumberxNine: everything turns you on, horses, hermaphodites..whats next?? MercuryxRisingxx: you mom! LuckynumberxNine: your too jewcy for me LuckynumberxNine: pun on the jew MercuryxRisingxx: Im to jewcy for myself LuckynumberxNine: oh i know...you make the jew inside me BUST out MercuryxRisingxx: bust out like your playing twister LuckynumberxNine: bust out like your pulling out your penis MercuryxRisingxx: WHIPING OUT WEDNESDAYS MercuryxRisingxx: W.O.W LuckynumberxNine: W.O.W your penis is stacked LuckynumberxNine: o wait no it isnt LuckynumberxNine: its short LuckynumberxNine: :'( MercuryxRisingxx: NO i tried that enzyme shit MercuryxRisingxx: that stuff works! LuckynumberxNine: soo your willy needs some will power...sad MercuryxRisingxx: no not sad MercuryxRisingxx: pethetic LuckynumberxNine: stupendous? MercuryxRisingxx: i wish LuckynumberxNine: but i heard viagra works wonders for the ladies LuckynumberxNine: i mean ><><><><><><><><><><><><>< Dan's rapp to me..because we are married. Sorry eric. haha. xNovemberxFallsx: rachel likes bloody shits she says she has huge tits dan is in love with her when he looks at her he pers he just had a number 7 it tasted like heaven ><><><><><><><><><><><><>< well i gotta go shower. laterr.

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Subject: you are my blue skys and emerald green water...so beautiful. Time: 10:55 pm. Mood: grateful. Music: the boy with the moon and star on his head..

yeah so yesterday i went to jens with joey and nycole and nick we hung out and watched movies..and i slept over so we could study for today ( tuesday's ) test. yeah that worked out good for jen and us, but not our parents.. they are so WACK! >>pretty story.. ♥ A gardener's daughter stopped me on my way, on the day I was to wed It is you who I wish to share my body with she said We'll find a dry place under the sky with a flower for a bed And for my joy I will give you a boy with a moon and star on his head. Her silver hair flowed in the air laying waves across the sun Her hands were like the white sands, and her eyes had diamonds on. We left the road and headed up to the top of the Whisper Wood And we walked 'till we came to where the holy magnolia stood. And there we laid cool in the shade singing songs and making love...kissed the moon and star on his head. As years went by the boy grew high and the village looked on in awe They'd never seen anything like the boy with the moon and star before. And people would ride from far and wide just to seek the word he spread I'll tell you everything I've learned and Love is all...he said. Yeah so today.. i took the tests, and came home and did laundry and such as a punishment rich, mike, and gluck showed up at my door, didn't they were serious when they said they were coming to get me. but it was awesome. today was so much fun. we walked around town and then went back to richard'os house.. yeah sie senior ETA?? haha yeah but anyway i gotta go take a shower, and take out these stupid braids. waallaa later

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Subject: I hear zero with a capital Z. Time: 8:31 pm. Mood: energetic. Music: Cursive..

Songs from the balcony as the ciry crumbles.. yeah so yesterday I went to the show with my brother, phil. At molly blooms. We got there at 2-ish. Defeated purpose was pretty good, and casey has an amazing voice ♥ yeah word, anyway. I bought TFT's cd, they were good too. I like them OUR OWN GUILT was awesome, of course. They played really good and i had to get dave a bajillion glasses of water....hah yeah i got home around 6, and then cleaned the kitchen and went to jills, wahoo. Leigh, grace, jill, and i hung out. In the morning we all played on the ice at her pond and then leigh left :( Then we went to starbucks and they made me sit on POUND CAKE!! grrr, butta! We also found a little plastic baby in the couch hhaha. yeah then we went to wallgreen and nycole, rachel, greg, and debbie happend to be there hahha. It was soo fun. well anyway i gotta go clean the kitchen, again. later.

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Subject: wahoo.. Time: 9:42 pm. Mood: jubilant. Music: kerri and joey are screaming at the top of their lungs..

joey, kerri, and crazy katherine are here.... we are, or..were, watching donnie darko. but yeah, word. I just cleaned up joeys mess. yes you did joey you made a mess. stupid FUCK! i mean... i love you. gotta go, laterr. ( take a crap ) - katherine. poice- bitchas! mother - fucka - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - sweat drip down ma balls, all these bitches crawl. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - >> JOEY'S VERSION << sweat is dripping down from my pubical region, and hoes suck my balls. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - cfduiguah dsyfvzsdxfes4rf

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Subject: To day is Rachel Beckers Birthday &hearts: Time: 4:21 pm. Mood: thirsty. Music: ill mitch.

Wear ugly shades, yes i do.. SAY, NO TO ROLLER BLADES AND SO SHOULD YOU >> .. + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + Yeah, so school was okay today. Math mid-terms were easy enough. Went to Photo after school and then i walked over to the anex, went to my locker and started to walk home.. And richard's madre asked to drive me home, so jessy opend the door and started making techo music but you know..that's cool. well tomorow is travis's last day at the lunch table..its not going to be the same Well it's deffinitly going to be alot cleaner, but ya know. word. Going so fast you can barly see me board i go faster than a ranger ford.. + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + if you got a problem with tony hawk get off your wheels and take a fony walk.. + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + Your mama's wack, your grannies wack, keep a handy wipe in my fany pack. + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + AHH I LOVE THIS SONG! It's all frankie's fault i got it stuck in my head. well i gotta go get ready for dance..till 9, oh gee. Then i gotta shower and do my homework and read and such haha yeah, laterr. ox.

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Subject: and it is none of your consern.. Time: 3:21 pm. Mood: frustrated. Music: all thats left..

Under this killing moon, under this burning sky xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx well, i babysat friday, didnt get paid. owell. Um saterday i went back home, and phil and i went to michaels. loaded up the band stuff, got food, waited for stevo, and then left. We arrived at the village pub around 2:30, missed a perfect dark, and then i met up with kerri, liz, debbie, jill, emily, steffy, casey, kevin, john, jessey, joey, ricky, and such, we walked around and yeahh.. Then BAM >> right when s.l was playing, there was an electrical fire in the back room, of course. so we all stood outside for three hours, while all the dire trucks and ::ladder one:: arrived, to hear that the show is cancelled.. bull ####### shit. Not even a refund. It was so retarded. Eight bands didnt even get to play. akghioadfhalidgf GEYY! So i got home, and uh, sat around because jen and ncycole joey and ricky and lj (( her birthday )), they all went to the mobvies without me. Yeah niceee. but what can ya do. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx wake up everyone.. it's not to late to see the remniance of our hearts.. so stop giving up xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Today is sunday and its freggin snowing again. grr. we dont have school tomorow, thank goodness. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx the time is now or never, and this chance wont come again there's no promise of saftey... But i'm willing to find out what impossible means.. A L E A P O F F A I T H xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Time: 11:46 am. Mood: amused. Music: your silence.

Well, wednesday was a normal day in school i guess. I had that Health Awarness day 2nd, 3rd, and 4th period. Oh. well that was the highlight of my dad haha. Afterwords, i went to salta's house and we hung out, and ate food, yum. Thursday was a snow -ding dang- day. How strange..But fun. Today is friday and there was an early delay this morning, but my madre said i could stay home, so i did. Well, i have to go order new pointe shoes for dance, and clean my room before my aunt gets here. I get to babysit kendall and lian, oh joy. Tomorow I'm going to the show in portjeff, at the village pub. It's going to be great. Next saterday i'm going to Molly blooms to see casey's band, the final task, shatterd dreams and 7 stones burn. word. well im off. laterr. /\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\ Just A Little you surprise me, i'm looking out surprise me you jump back up on your feet somehow where'd you go? it seems like your better half said it all you're wonderful seems like your better half said it all you jumped back up motivation... motivation /\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\

because the world is roung it turns me on

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