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Date:2004-11-28 15:03
Subject:kicked out

i spose a solid effort of 8 hours isnt bad, 4th day in a row. my body is fucked. trade in.

imagine miss piggy was chasing you and then when you see her next she is elizabeth hurley, to make things worse shes only in rocky till monday when she flys back to darwin :(

i cant go out with another schoolgirl, or can i. shes churchy but not too churchy. i can write my madness here for you to pick at and not have to care. it also makes me feel better, tho i wish carlene was here and single nothing but that could make me right now. time heals nothing , time just kills you slowly.

better off alone like we began...

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Date:2004-11-23 19:36

friday when i finished work i started. i was only drinking everyone thought i was on something else, met some boring people and some not so boring people. last time i saw schroeder was at starrys funeral. went back to baileys and kelly was there too.

a vain person would say she followed me around all night . i say that only because i was too scared to talk to her. and if i ever see her again im going to let her know. stupified by the fact that she likes me.

saturday was shit, the beach was shit. scott got arrested again, i saw kirby at coles house which made me look twice.

facing the main drag while typing this, everyone that goes past rings me and asks was it me.

i also hate smoking again.

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Date:2004-11-16 20:51
Subject:cook me something

stupid fuck arsed fucking virgins. no more nrhs so theres no more of them.

i felt bad after that staff meeting, she mustave been calling me for awhile then when i turned my phone on i hung up on her cause there was like an hour left of the meeting. the only time i ring her is when i want something so i feel bad being the little fucking angel i am and not being able to spare a minute to talk with a friend.

then i got the notion that she thinks im using her, but i know shes using me to a greater purpose. even if i am being led blindly to the slaughter i love living this way.

two nights at home with these comforts, then at my grandparents because of 8:30 start then back into the jungle for a fucking good time.

call me if you like aussies haha or is it illegal to put my phone number here 0413204780

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Date:2004-11-14 15:32
Subject:the morning after

ever get the feeling youve been cheated...

slack weekend, drank heaps, i could take up smoking for another 3-6 months im down to 60kgs.

i still have like a litre left of whatever it was i drank. tastes like southern comfort.

i wish you didnt leave the party .... we couldave had fun.

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Date:2004-11-07 18:23
Subject:aint it funny

you know how you can just wake up something and be over it, it happens trust me.

i went to bed about 4am and the kids got me up around 8am.

didnt get to watch that football saturday, got too drunk. stopped drinking at around 7, fucked around and managed to be sober by 9 when i jogged for an hour and ten minutes straight. straight past the teeny-boppers party and the fuckwits party. i dislike alot of things :)

when your parents think your sleeping with a 35year old with 6 kids youve got problems. best friends stealing off you. best friends mother encouraging him. me smiling cause he may have taken $100 but i took $3000 off him afterwards to proove a point.

*numbers may be false to protect bank account holders, but Melissa does have six kids.

within a minute of turning my phone on this girl rings and asks if im going out with her that night, i mean id had my phone off for 3 hours wasnt that enough of a hint. wasnt asking M to answer the phone a good enought hint.

then when she stopped annoying me my brothers called me, theyll be back here next friday. this is the two that were at the brunswick and i was at garners when i was with you, if i knew they were there then you wouldave met them. you wouldnt have like them but you wouldave met them.

i like social people, but i love being antisocial. im anti everything. what happens when you put anti freez with dry ice......hmmmmm.

nicotine will kill you, i am immune to it but you on the other hand it will be fatal. ( dont be so vain, this is a different you ) Tzu won his fight. theres no scenery in tully i got told, the scenery aint that good down here either, hope its prime in arlie.

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Date:2004-11-03 19:24

_______Your Life_______
[x] they call me: slim
[x] sex: male
[x] my first breath of air: the 15th of July 1986
[x] status: what status dickhead? stupid questionaire
[x] occupation: some of this and some of that
[x] best friends: i dont choose best, i have too many friends tho thats not bad at all
[x] most memorable memory: getting shot
[x] worst?: subconciously blocked them out haha
[x] first word uttered: fuck you....well i spose you would be the second word, to tell the truth and be boring
[x] first best friend ever!?: brent, jamie, billy, daniel........
[x] love is: something 2 ppl work towards
[x] first love: angelina toffianu
[x] love or lust?: casual sex with many partners
[x] best love song: the blooding by tool 'wont you come a little closer, whats the knife for'
[x] when love hurts you: it wasnt love
[x] true or false: all you need is love: too many different levels of love, but true nonetheless
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: it usually wears off
_______Opposite Sex_______
[x] turn ons: girls, girls, girls, girls and girls. well they have to be legal anyway.
[x] do your parent's opinion on your gf matter to you?: not one fucking bit
[x] what kinda hair style?: fuckable
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: keep sucking gently for a min after you blow.......what its THE sweetest thing she could do
[x] where do you go to meet new people? face to face clubs pubs dark alleys friends houses streetcorners
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: yeh yeh
_______Picky Picky_______
[x] dog or cat: staffy
[x] sunshine or rain: both :)
[x] moon or sun: both :)
[x] hugs or kisses: kisses
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 10 or more
[x] summer or winter: in summer im King
[x] written letters or e-mails: emails
[x] playstation or nintendo: both for guys who cant get laid
[x] car or motorcycle: motorcycle
[x] house party or club: house party
[x] sing or dance: id rather dance
[x] freak or slow dance: freak
[x] how are you today? deep in thought
[x] what pants are you wearing right now? blue billabong
[x] What shirt are you wearing right now? yellow bundy rum
[x] what does your hair look like at the moment? hair
[x] what song are u listening to right now? none
[x] how is the weather right now? fucked
[x] last person you talked to on the phone? melissa
[x] last dream you can remember? about a woman i cant have, just yet ;) love life while you can
[x] who are you talking to right now? bekka g
[x] what time is it? 7:42pm
_______More About YOU!_______
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number? 4780
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? 100% white
[x] have you ever almost died? no one succeeded
[x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? hahahahahahhaahahahahahahahahahahahaha
[x] what's the best advice ever given to you? life goes on
[x] have u ever won any special award? no because im not special
[x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? lit the wrong end of a cig
[x] how many kids do you want to have? many many
[x] what are you most scared of? getting caught cheating by her husband
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 1
[x] do you have your own TV? yes
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? sprained , dislocated
[x] who do you dream about? s**** ***r*** if its got double r and double **
[x] who do you tell your dreams to? the moon
[x] who's the loudest friend you have? all of em
[x] who's the quietest friend? beka g
[x] Is cheerleading a sport? mmmm
[x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? too american for me

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Date:2004-11-02 21:49
Subject:life is so.........whats the word...............

i might still be falling, i might have hit the ground and died, it might take so long to hit the bottom im dreaming and when i wake up i will still be falling.....or would i have hit the ground.

theres alot of tryhards and fuckwits in this town, people who use their mouth in ways that get them in trouble. you know someones talking shit about something in rocky because their mouth is moving. if you keep low for long enough you turn into a shadow.

the lost art of keeping a secret, dont kiss and tell. whatever you do dont tell anyone.

when the bomb was dropped on hiroshima, was it the loud bang that allerted everyone?
if such a bomb was dropped on you could you hear it correctly?
if you feel woozy around someone and they say theyd love to be chased by you then is that an invite, does she know i want her. how the fuck could she not know, she may not have a phd but shes a thousand times smarter than i am.

i want her so bad, i think. wait it you want to get killed for this cause.

id die for any cause i see fit, this one however is real close to me so i cant let it go i cant ignore it i cant switch it off i cant block it out i have to do something about it.

humans have flaws, thats why we are human. can two flawed individuals keep a secret.

why do i talk to no one here, its not like im asking an opinion im just rambling.

im definatly going to do it, just got to wait it out and no one will be around to tell me otherwise. i dont want to get shot, again.

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Date:2004-10-31 11:29
Subject:lifes like that

Nothing, thats what ive been doing. Managed to pay narta off so arlie is on and sol and paul will be there for a while. I dont know what to do with anything.

kill them all........

they deserve it i tell yall.........

last night was fucking weird, someone owes me so fucking much, when your flying on that stuff you tend to forget that cars need fuel and oil and water. so after completing the checklist we were on our way to annoy the clubbers.

i wouldave had fun at the party if it wernt for the fuckwits there, just cause you go to a party that someone happened to be going to aswell doesnt mean you want to even talk to that person let alone be followed around all night like the owner of some little annoying dog with them going 'come over here i have to talk to you' or 'im for cereal' and other shit.

she needs to talk to you out front, that doesnt happen, kinda got kicked out of the house cause i jumped in bed with sarah to proove to teegan i wasnt going anywhere near the fuckwit. i fucking hate nrhs girls, i think i hate everyone but them i really really hate.

got my enrolment cancelled, yep yep. now if they kick bec out for apparently wagging with me all the time ill have to put a word in. i hadnt been near bec for a month or so then this biach in the office tells her shes gonna get kicked out because of me, that shits not on.

everyone comes to a time in their life when theyd like to kill everyone and be the last human on earth. fucking old hoares harrasing me about money.....not prossies just a figure of speach ya kno. my mate, bragged all weekend how he would beat me up with boxing gloves on but wouldnt take a swing when i begged him to, and his mum, fuckwit on heat that shouldave been clubbed flat when she was born.

those girls put something in one of those drinks anyway, wasnt strong enough to do much but i thought BEP was on the radio all night and it was like the death metal version of wheres the love. theyre driving around licking the corners of the bag and sucking down water like fish and im in the back of the car crying from laughter.

i got work to do today, pity i only got 3 hours sleep last nite and around 4 the night before.

that feeling that you dont know is good or bad. hmm
falling for a mates g/f, he isnt treating her right but whats to say i could, and if anything happens then the friendship we have would be unexplainable???? and its not just like shes my friend only, theres going to be so many reprocussions. if what happens happens then i mightnt be around to see how bad i fucked up and itll be all good. i cant fucking beleive it, your mind plays tricks on you and you start to like it and then cant get it out of your head and it consumes you and you eat sleep and breath it. the mind tricks arent from that shit they gave me last nite its from females.

maybe the ending should be clean up your act before someones cleaning you out of the cracks and crevices, Luke. No matter what you tell yourself it aint no game do not forget that too soon.

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Date:2004-09-15 22:28

**layer 1: on the outside... **
name: Luke
birth date: 15-07-1986
birthplace: Rockhampton
current location: sadly same as above
eye colour: blue
hair colour: brown/blonde
height: 178cms
righty or lefty: righty
zodiac sign: cancer

**layer 2: on the inside... **
your heritage: australian, american indian, dutch, german
shoes you wore today: fucked nikes
fears: fear nothing
your perfect pizza: cheese
goal you'd like to achieve: retire by 25 no matter how i get there

**layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow... **
your most overused phrase online: hmmm
your thoughts first waking up: where am i
your best physical feature: you decide
your bedtime: no set time
favourite song at the moment: hooker with a penis-tool

**layer 4: do you... **
smoke: yea
cuss: yes
sing: silently
take a shower every day: yes
have a crush(es): yes
think you've been in love: maybe
like(d) high school: haha
want to get married: maybe
believe in yourself: yea whatever
get motion sickness: no
think you're attractive: i know i am
get along with your parents: yeah
like thunder storms: walkin in the rain
play an instrument: guitar bass primarily

**layer 5: in the past 30 days have you... **
drank alcohol: yes
smoked: yes
done a drug: many
made out: no
gone on a date: no
gone to the mall: yes
eaten an entire box of oreos: no
eaten sushi: no
been on stage: no
been dumped: no
gone skating: no
gone skinny dipping: no
dyed your hair: no
stolen anything: no

**layer 6: ever... **
played a game that required removal of clothing: yes
been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
been caught "doing someone": yes
gotten beaten up: yes

**layer 7: getting older **
age you hope to be married: maybe
number and names of children: none yet
describe your dream wedding: haha
how do you want to die: for something not of something
what do you want to be when you grow up: not hairy
what countries do you want to visit: everywhere

**layer 8: in a girl... **
best eye colour: two eyes is good to start with
best hair colour: hair is an optional extra
short or long hair: depends what suits the girl
height: any
best articles of clothing: tight jeans
best first date location: anywhere

**layer 9: in the numbers... **
number of drugs taken illegally: i can count them on one hand
number of people I could trust with my life: my life is not my own
number of cds that I own: not nearly enough
number of piercings: 3, used to have about 7
number of tattoos: been in two times and about to book in for a third
number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 2 or 3 times
number of scars on my body: billions, did you know i have been shot twice.
number of things in my past that i regret: squillions

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Date:2004-09-15 22:11

went for a walk today, caught up with pollard unexpectedly, he only lives round the corner from tom anyway so i got a lift back to the system. staff meeting was cool its not like im going to say too much here i have always been careful what to say and how to word it.

my connection is so fucked i guess i havent been posting much here lately just bits and pieces here and there.

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Date:2004-09-13 18:26
Subject:6:36 pm

i have been thinking lately, is that a good thing, its a sign to let me know im alive but i need more.

clayton reminds me so much of chris's dog abigail ... abby we call her most of the time. we call him clayton

you have to lay a thousand bricks before you are a bricklayer
you have to ride a thousand horses before you are a jockey
but fuck one goat............

that doesnt mean i like goats or any other animal or fruit or vegetable.....

should i buy a shirt that says " WHERE DO YOU GET THE HATS THAT SAY IM SINGLE ON THE FRONT "
or should i climb to a mountain and scream it.....

its the drugs man the drugs. on a good note my hair will be bleached tomorrow. thanks in advance sandy.

how many dick tricks can you do.... thats not a trick thats wrong scott. i did that one that one that one and that one today and chase took a few pictures.... kinda gross letting a guy take a photo of your nuts on his camera but it was for everyone down tha back and chase is straight...or is he....does michelle know.

holy shit it is amazing watching someone do the splits....amazing.....

waterbombs tomorrow, im such a kid. i have sunburn from fishing at the causeway, we caught fuck all but got hammered on a bottle of rum and a slab of bitter. i get paid this week so this week i decide to get a tattoo now or wait till 20. i also get new shoes tomorrow and the day after. these ones still smell of petrol. im getting my chest and gut waxed wait she said i got to buy the wax so maybe not.

i have to think of something really stupid to do cause its the last week of the term i think. ohhhh and jailbaits dad is the guy that is asking me for ID all the time at the cri or stadium. small world. hehe fuck sandy was gonna kill that bitch today, i just played dumb hoping the dumb bitch would just say here you go bye and fuck off but she hummed and haaaad for ten minutes.

now i got to work tomorrow i need my sleep althought its not even 7.

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Date:2004-09-05 20:52
Subject:bigger than your average

jt and troy got glass in the face from micheal when he was being a fuckhead.

im going to go and

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Date:2004-08-31 21:52

she did it, althought i have a few cards up my sleeve.

she lied and told me to leave school when i shouldave been in qcs.
i have witnesses so say she said the words 'you boys can go wherever you want, shopping fair, movies, you name it'
she tried to fuck up sandys life aswell, i heard all about lindy lou from sandy ( big smiles )

if only it wernt a 7 month stretch for hitting a government employee....shouldave kicked the bitch in the face last year.

or say im black then i can break into her house while shes at work and when she gets home ask her for my keys, i dont care cause im black, ATSIC will pay for me cause im black. cause im black cause im black cause im black. btw im not racist, even the black and islander kids i hang with say that they hate abbo's...not cause they smell awful but cause out taxes go into a fund that pays for anything they break steal or borrow with the intent of breaking or not returning.

wake up australia, before i say cook shouldave fired off a few more rounds.

like my vote counts.....but ours will.

i wish you were all as smart as me
i shared a lollypop with abby
lollypops are good and fun
cept when you go lick for lick with a staffordshire terrier, she chews them like i do.

that was meant to be a rhyme, didnt work out, but yea i shared a ..... its all there.

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Date:2004-08-25 20:16
Subject:bullshit writers block

i woke up this morning to spit out half a tooth, weird it was if i do say so myself. mums making an appointment for me to go to a dentist. i have a headache i think from lack of sleep.

school hasnt changed dont even ask, next tuesday i go to the bloodbank to get high. seriously its better than any drug. also i have to go in and get a tattoo with my first paycheck and then im saving till xmas when im going to brisbane or cairns. mebbe even stay at steeves in melb. spend bulk cash down there and have nothing when i come back up.

i reckon i can use the mini as collateral or equity on a 80K loan to get a phase 3 xy or xw GTHO.

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Date:2004-08-24 14:25

i have an appointment with the new guidance councellor next tuesday i think i was told, should be fine by me. i have to go to see anne soon......seriously have you got any ideas.

i dont need to go to uni either....makes me smile. though it would be an experience.

ill write more here tonight when i get time you know, im rushed now, i didnt have to break up any fights today it was good. tomorrow im going over gareths for a few hours its gonna be slack. ill be legally allowed to drive soon enough.....jason get your ass into gear fix my car and sandy is waiting here for her car too so just get up and do them dammit, you wont have a job for much longer if you fuck things up.

i spose ill go now, i have signs to make before i meet anne at 3 at ..........................yeah you thought id tell you.

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Date:2004-08-23 20:20
Subject:i found batteries for my discman in my calculator during the test

i couldave so used my phone to msg someone and ask the answers , who cares. a test is a test you should be marked on ability to think and analyse not the ability to repeat words like a damn parrott.

i also found nemo everyone can we call off the search. natasha kept him in the cupboard.

do you think you interact with people for a reason, whatever that interaction, like even the guy who stared at you while you were at the lights or the person who wrote a comment in your blurty. hint hint.

anyone seen 'you cant stop the murders'
one: you locked the door
two: no i didnt i just shut it
one: you locked the keys in the car
two: no i didnt
one: we have central locking, hello
two: since when have we had central locking hello?

i have been overloading on the cable tv lately. probably cause i didnt have batteries for my discman.

'can you tell me why theres an absurdly dressed man standing chained to a fence post getting tossed off by a blind council worker?' no ali a no ali b no ali SHUT UP ALI

no one is talking to me online, i might go to bed. if i cant go to sleep im not taking anymore damn tablets im just going to get drunk.

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Date:2004-08-22 20:30
Subject:bullshit stories travel fast truth must be a slow process

everyones a new age jim morrison in their own lunchbox

jimi hendrix was the best guitarist sitting in that chair on that stage that day years ago...and forever will

kurt cobain only hated the closed mind opinion carried by the ignorant and those in any position of power

anybody guess what im saying, no. its fun when the world revolves around you but you must know exactly what to say and when to say it otherwise you risk falling into kurts' black book. metaphors are a part of life get used to them both.

my study shows that too much talking kills.

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Date:2004-08-19 15:19
Subject:it was all bullshit as i thought

school school, im burnt and bleeding (was) but im ok now. im so bad at maths, fuck this test ill do it and i dont care. i got a call from anne today...i have to meet her at 3 tuesday. and now i wait for the hidden messages to jump out at you. where is my medication? i dont know? what medication?

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Date:2004-08-16 21:07
Subject:ok just a quick one

what the fuck do you think/say/do when your told you might be a father soon?

just a random fucking thought. ho hum ..........silence.........

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Date:2004-08-12 20:33
Subject:attempting to predict the future

well i think ill actually go to school and after that ill probably have to put in an hour or twos work to get paid this weekend im thinking that i should maybe save money but this booze bus is gonna have me in a straight jacket. robbie crashed his car, formerly bonnies car, into a tree near school. close to the anniversary. yeah he was ok as was scott.


and such is life

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