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alright so, Its really been like four years since...well everything. Well DAMN!!!!! Like I said back in 2008 lol, I love coming back to this. Its funny how i still remember my username and password. Like wow. HAHA i also like how i said i had a boyfriend and was so excited about it, well shelley THATS OVER lmao :)
ugh man how a lot of things have changed. i guess ill sum it up incase i come back to this thing :D
wellllllllllllllllllllll mainland regional high school class of 2009!!!
wooooo im 18. i have amazing friends. a lot are leaving me for college, im left here going to ACCC. i have 3 pets.. nicky passed away feb 18 2008....RIP BOY. love ya.
uhhh well F this ill write a novel about the last 4 years of my life.
ive been through hell and back about a million times and yet im still breathing.
i drive...i dont do drugs or drink or smoke, still a good little girl.
went to europe with AMA (american music abroad) 2008. good times, loved it. great people, miss alot of them.
i have a job at 5 below. good place. good people etc.
its my last quater as a senior in mainland, and reality will begin to hit me in may.
after i graduate im done with music, and that really sucks..there goes my hobby after 8 years :(
i dont own an instrument so what to do!?
since im staying here, i may pop in to see the marching band i suppose?
ugh idk whats going to happen after june 19.. i really dont, im afraid. its a scary thought. its gonna be hard but i know ill get through it. if i dont, ill probably be reading this and be like ohhhhh fuckkk you shelley you were wrong!!!!!!!
its 2:29 am
spring breakkkkk ........
wooooooo funnnnn
nothing is on tv
im so bored and not wanting to go to bed
what to do what to do
haha idk why im making this long
you loser
ill stop hating on myself now.
ill say something i used to say....
PEACE OUT DAWGS!!!<3333
(i wish i still knew how to make the sliding text!! LMFAO)
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hello..i love my blurty for excitement..i always go back and read them and i get tears in my eyes..cuz i see how much of a loser i was like 3-4 years ago...and how much shit i went through and how i handled it and who stuck up for me and all..and the words i said like gawd..wtf lmao...im 17 years old now...much more mature...and barely talk to any of the people in 2004...2005. i will always keep this blurty and reflect on my life and what happens to me in the future...eventhough no one remembers blurty, i always will.
now i gotta go play some yahoo pool with a friend.
oh ps. got myself a boyfriend..almost 2 months on the 6th. hell yes for me.
thank god!!!
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OMG. so i came across my blurtys. how are you doing. i wonder if i can get people back into them. i though these were sweet. so i read all of my entrys can u say LOSER! i sure can, damn. ive changed alot, what do u expect these things were the hit thing in 2003--2005. crazy stuff. i wonder if i remember how to make the blurty look, like you know the colors and icons and stuff like that. well it was nice writing in one of these things.
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HOLY SHIT ITS MY BLURTY!!! i found it haha, wow i have a blurty a xanga a myspace 4 picturetrails, i think i need more websites of myself haha wow, i went back looking at all my entrys and damn i had a pretty hard life back in the day..wow and look at me now, its all good well somewhat good haha yeah wow, well i know no one is ever going to read this, this blurty is for me to read about back in the day and no one else to read but if u come across blurties again congraduations!!!! its awesome...haha im going to mess around with blurty now and read some more of my horrible life..hehe byes
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OMG! HELLO! BLURTY! HOW YA DOING!! hey i miss my blurty...SHIT! ITS 10:04 AND I NEED A SHOWER AND IM ALL READY TO GET IN THERE BUT GUESS WHAT!!! IM NOT MOVING OUTTA MY CHAIR! well just thought i'd write in here..yeah my xanga i write in but hey why not i here too lol
peace<3 KeLSO
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hello everyone..uhmm idk what to say in here right now..cuz so far i have 16 comments on like my last entryy well 2 entrys ago..yeah..one thing i have to say about that..is uhh stop. i dont want to see another comment added on..to me its yesterdays news..and today is well todays news and yeah had some more problems but i think i can fix them....oh and just bc ur trying to stick up for me and i like it and all just keep the name calling and crap to urself..bc im tried on reading it..and the parts where they say "yeah erik will never go out with you.." hey u know what..I DONT CARE!!! i really dont and idk why u want to put that one there..do u think it'll make me upset or something..well it doesnt..it just shocks me u people would put such a thing and theres all this other stuff and i dont feel like talking about that anymore..yeahh uhhhhhhh idk im done i cant think right now christine got me distracted..lol uhm if i think of it..i will update? oh and erica made me a xanga so im gonna try that outt and i will tell u the link laterr ....bye-byes
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yeah hi everyone..im in a pissy moodd...sorry i havent updated in a while..lot of stuff has happened and guess what im not telling u everything i probably told u in person or online anyways..yeah had my party it was greatt danielles party was woah out of control but great bobby came on saturday and that was cool..chilled with him and other peoples dont feell like naming themm..so yeah hmm now in school i have tech now..mr. decicco seems like a cool teacher..miss computers though..anyways i have enrichment too ill be having that day 3 and 4..uhh today i helped mr. schmit or whatever u spell his name..with 6th grade tours? yeah early but oh well..that all go to stokes tomorrow morning..man i miss stokes..yeah well im gonna tell u why im in a pissy mood..u read eriks new xanga and his entry..yeah well i did..and its practilly all about..ME!! yeah..got me in a angry mood? yeah im sitting here reading eriks entry..hmm..wait a second..says im obsessed wiht him just cuz i have his hat?and bc i have a "picture" of him in a pillow..right..well u want some answers!?!?!?! ill tell you erik!! first..im not obsessed wiht you..christine put the picture in the pillow and made that little saying in it..then yeah u saw the poster she made..yeah all her i had nothing to do with it..so i went along with it..yeah did u see it in my room hanging up!?!? no u didnt it was in my closet bc im sorry christine i didnt like it..so guess what im throwing it away!! yeah and ur hat..yeah well its in the same condition it was in when u left it here...and NO!! i did not where it everywhere!! WHOOP DE DO!! i wore it to ccd..i was going to give it to you but u came up to me and almost took it off my head if u waited like 2 more seconds after i got my water out of the vendening machine u would of had it! but no..yeah so its gonna be in ur locker when u open it with a little note and possibly 20 dollars too..just in chase u do wanna buy a new one..bc u think i ruined ur hat for some odd reason..letting u know its the same..oh and yeah im sorry if i went in ur locker..i cant stand waiting to give it to u in person..bc having idk 5 people IM u about ut xanga..i didnt even know u had one..reading ur entry about me..yeah man killed! and guess what i dont caree...if u wanna be mad at me bc i had ur hat..then fine be it..i wont be ur friend anymore then..have fun with christine..start calling her urself and plan a day to hang with her then having me do it...bc i finally talked to christine and im fine with her..and now its you..MAN!! aint my life great guys!!! yeah! my life is horrible!! wow none of u understand how tough it is for me..yeah wow i have money but do u think money makes me happy!? well it doesnt...what makes me happy is actually having friends and a family who cares about me..and me actually having fun in my life..bc i cant be this age again u know..im 14 now! and when i look in the pass..my life was idk..gay i guess? yeah well when i look in the future what do i see..i see a girl who has a horrible life bc she never seceeded in life bc people always kept her down..yeah well do u think i want that!!?!?! NO I DONT!! so from now..im not gonna care what people think of me..yeah im weird in some ways but im a really nice caring person..and if no one sees that then whats the point of being it!? yeah sometimes i take things seriously that u kid about but thats me..im sorry..well i have a lot of other stuff to say but ill save it for some other time i have 2 open ended questions i have to do..and i have reading first period..and im worry about my grades..and if i get bad grades then im in deep dodo..and i dont want that..so later days..and ERIK if u read this..IM SORRY WITH ALL MY HEART..DIDNT THINK YOU WOULD GET SERIOUS ABOUT UR HAT!!!
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hello..............im in computerrrrsssss last dayy yeah listening to music!! yeah history test is next...and yeah i didnt studyy oh well..i probably have like a C in that class the class im worry about is math and historyy if i get a D im introubleeee...im gonna go0 now..peace<3
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hello..guess what today is!!! MY BIRTHDAY!! woooo...yeah im really not happy about this..yeah im in computers this is our last week here then 7th graders come to computers..mollys updating her blurty..yeah and my oh my danielle c isnt here..so im not get tourchered!!!!..anyways
christine if you look at my blurty todayy...there is no basketball game so dont come at 3:30 to the school..whats the odds of her reading this right now..oh well..
im out peace
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hello everyone...well yesterday was my party and it was blast..thank you all for coming and making it greatt i thought it was gonna be horrible but it wasnt..yeah lotta stuff hapeen at my party some good some bad...well yeahh loved all my gifts..gotta lot of money! wanna know how much!? around 500 dollars..oh yeahh and thank you all very much..uhmm im at veronicas with shannon veronica christine and kassie..yeah back to my party..well it was ok..at the end it was the best..i danced with ron then erik the back to ron..yeah then lets see..when i got home..all happy and all..and looking at peoples profiles i get to eriks and woah he goes out with christine..oh so shocking..oh yeahh burst in tears...wow..it was very crazyy i had 4 things that made my night bad..one katie rogers couldnt go to my party_ two bobby couldnt go either!!!_ three eddie couldnt go to0!!_ and fourth that shocking thing that happened to me...by the way i love veronica..anyways..i cried all night i cried till 5 in the morning then i actually went to sleep and woke up at 7 and ive been tired but it didnt hold me from doing anything todayy..but yeahh when i danced with erik he only did bc we're really good friends but for me it ment everything to me..and then bam christine and him go out..i talked to both of them and its ok i guess..i still like erik and all, but its weird, like today everyone was forcing them to do stuff and then justin was all over christine and like ok then..its weird trust me..and i know all you are saying crying over a guy is stupid and blah..move on and crap..i cant im sorry! theres something about him that i like and i really dont know what it is but i will find it soon trust me ;-)..anyways yeah today i hung with trevor christine veronica shannon kassie erik justin and billy..it was ok i guess..then they left and billy and justin stayed at justins and i took a little walk with erik to the school..came home justin and billy were outside then im on the with amanda and veronica then i go to veronicas...from i think 2 till 5:30 idk..but it was ok i guess to0..alright now on the way home..its dark its raining and i said im walking so i left my bike at veronicas..and i step outside im like holy moly! walk out and slush! ahh it attacks!! and im running and at the end of veronicas drive way was a drain and im standing on it like..omfg! so i took a leap and landed in a deep puddle of shush..yepp up to my ankles then a car was coming and i was in the middle of the street and i almost fell in the middle and i would of probably gotten hit..gosh..but i made it home alive just me shoes and my socks and all were soaked..yeahh yeah yeahh so hopefully tomorrow will be a good day i really need it to be bc this week really stunk for me..really...and yeahh my birthday is on mondayy the joyyy..i was thinking..im 14 im actually 14. thats old..lol but no uhm i was thinking at my party when i was dancing with ron and aprils guy friends..made me think..it feels good..having some1 there holding yaa..oh yeaa..such a good feeling but its not gonna happen again..my dream is over..and happen to turn into a nightmaree...omg..i cant stand looking at christines profile and away mesages..like would you think that would ever happen!? like ah! gosh..scareyy..ugh but anyways..mondays my birthday, oh goodie one day that everyone talks to me and crapp..well everyone talks to me a lot but i mean like its my special day? idk what im saying so dont get affened if i say something coocoo..gosh i need a b/f..anyways lol im gonna go0..get a shower and hopefully go to sleep bc im mad tired! 2 hours...of sleep..and i didnt eat anything yesterday b4 my party or after and then today i ate pizza at veronicas and i just had dinner and my gosh im still hungryy..yeah im sorry cant help it..tummys a rumbling..uhhhh yeah gonna go0..nice to update again and i shall update soon..bye
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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PARTY IS TODAYYYY!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
yes yes i know..cant wait..yeahhh so0 im in computers danielle is singing..she says shes a good singer..hahah!! u should hear her..hehehehe bad
alright peace out homies
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ekk im in computers and danielle is hurting me..and erghh her and molly get on my nerves..ahh danielle is talking to me..gotta go0..shes scareyy..BEWARE!!
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OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! HELLO0 EVERYONE!! long time no type! lol well lets see my birthday is in 6 days!! o0o yeahh and party in 3 days!! damn cant wait! anyways..the 3 day weekend we had was cool and fun chilling with the 7th graders..and if i tell you every detail..u would get tired of reading trust me..but i will summerize it for yaa..well friday night..practially everyone went to mikes partyy well i went to christines and her friend gabie was there and so yeahh made a new friend ;-) anyways..gabies a prankester..lemme tell yaa she got me like 10 times!..and they were good and yeah i got tourched by them to0..alright! lets see..saturdayy chilled nothing special christine came over played bball then yeah she slept over such a bed hog..both of us slpet in my twin bed and gosh christine u practilly pushed me off..waking up every hour but oh well..so christine leaves sunday morning....veronica and shannon ask to hang and im like yeahh so im waiting at the park for them lazy butts and it was cold..so we went to joes and i bought shannon..yeah then went to my house and in my room they're on the computer and im trying to tak pictures..blah blahh justin comes.then we went and got erik from the school...back to my house bball, joes, my room..and my gosh..shannon and veronica did the guys hair..haha funny...they leave..SUNDAYY im sleeping..i hear like 100000 IMS and i get up and its 7th graders asking to go on a bike ride at 10:15 in the morning im like yeahh sure..at the park waiting its like 10:45 no one..im scared but then they come..went to mcdonalds..then met up with my mom and got stuff for my party with erik tara fogg and kassie..yeah and then went to the pet store to see the puppies then acme then rode to kassies house on bay ave..meghan came then veronica and christine and gees guys..sunday and monday all i got was awwww shelley and erik..and other stuff..thanks guys..all i need right..well idk..yeah so at kassies and yeah came home around 4:20 it was very cold..so yeah if i told u every detail it would be longer and maybe better..yeah so to me my 3 day weekend was cool in some ways..now..my last entryy if u read the comments..one said "shelley..do you havea b/f?" no i dont. and i didnt write yeah and the other thing..havent looked at my blurty since todayy so0 that wasnt me..okiee dokiee...yeah so everything is going good..little nevrse bouts my party..but i guess it'll be ok..uhm guess thats it for now..ill update sometime later..peace
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hello0 everyone im at christines housee..just chilling aroundd with my bestes friend gabie and oh yeah crazy nutty christine..whata weirdo..anyways..doing nothing tonight and practically everyone is at mike gs house party..thats all good..uhm yea doing stuff on the internet and i guess im leaving soon from here and i want christine to sleepover my house..yeah im going..peace<3
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eyy eyy eyyy..im in computer class and its...POORING!! ahhh anyways..i finished my science web-page and its cool. uhm everyone cares about me!!! everyone asked if i was ok! like wow..we have an assembly todayy from 1:30 till the end of school. yea yea yea...uhh 10 MORE DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAYY!!! ahhh cant wait till my birthday and my partyyyyyyyyy....yeah well im going to go..ill update later..peace
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hello all.....nuttin much going over in my life..well actually NOT! there is some stuff going on and one thing upsets me very much but im sorry i cant tell anyone..and dont bug me bc i cant!! anyways moving on..school is going by..ah! NOT FUN! i had spanish today and yesterday tryy boring and tiring..total of 6 worksheets and yeah it was easy but the sub was a bitchhh anyways..uhm tomorrow i haveee gymm...doing taebo? idk sounds cool..punching and kicking and crap..yeah..uhmm yeah band started..very cool very cool..bad part..waking up in the morning..the horror!!! moving on..yeah school is going ok i guess..no one hates me..every thing is cool..moving on..being home/family..ehhh man not cool right there..all i get anymore is headaches from my mom yelling at cj and sometimes april..i dont get yelled at bc im always in my room and i dont talk to my mom bc i know if she already yelled at april or cj shes in a bad mood so0 i stay in my room..and cj..he just loves to wake me up in the morning..and april i guess shes ok with me..my dad..ok..my doggy..gosh i love him!! ok moving on lol love life..oh yay favorite topic..lol not really..yeahhh idk..dont think i like any one right now..but u know me..i like some1 but i say i dont but i do bc u know whyy its confusing..did i confuse u yet? lol yeah its like a 50 50 i like some kid but then i dont. ok moving on..my party..seems likes its gonna be ok..so far about 48 people said they're coming like out of 70..a lot of people huh..add that with aprils crew..and 3 chaperons..oh yeahh lot of people in a little placee senior citizens..ohh boy..i cant wait. if it turns out horrible..im sorry! just thought i would have a party for my birthday and spend time with the people i adoree..lol well other than all the drama in my life..everythings going good.im gonna check my mail and see if my uncle e-mailed me back about my neww computer!! ahh i cant wait till i get one..i'll be so0 freakin happyy!!! alright well gonna go0 ill update some time laterrr..peace my friends
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hello im in computers leaving in about 5 mins..almost done my element webpage.. im just gonna try something out..
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hello0 everyone, sorry i havent updated in a while..im actually lucky im updating now..lol well lotta stuffs been going on i guess, well not really. idk..first i wanna say whoever keeps commenting on jan. 1 please stop its getting on my nerves and i really dont wanna start anything...ok..uhm..yea the dance was last night..it was pretty good then beginning of it was boring but then yeah..i actually didnt just sit there..well first i couldnt bc there was no room! so i went around walking and what not..uhm, im sorry i really dont feel like typing im watching full house..cool show lol, well my party is in la de da 13 days..birthday is in 16 days..woohoo! yeah..ah idk what to say in here!! oh i know!! yeah idk if i like that certain kid anymore..its confusing..like people are telling me they talked to him and he says we're just good friends..i can take that..i agree i dont wanna ruin such a great friendship..so friends we shall be. lol alright im gonna go..im not on aim right now..i restarted my computer and just went to my blurty so im gonna sign on and probably go to bed..or maybe not...i slept like all dayy lol
ill try to update some time later...peacee
oh yeah!! im getting a new computer!! thank the lord!! i need it this computer is screwed!!! ;-)
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hello all, well im doing okie dokiee..haha i gave my invitations out..and it says january 21 and what if i cant have my party on that date!! ahh well ill tell everyone and post it places..yeah well im bored just talking to my bud eddie from st. joes todays his b-day and mine in...20 DAYS!! yay cant wait..till that and my party..and haha the dance of course!! thats in 3 days..lol fun fun..well yah nothings going on..so im gonna go0 goodbyee
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