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[21 Nov 2003|11:11pm]
[ music | Our Lady Peace - Everyone's a Junkie ]

Everyone's so right and I'm so wrong.

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This pain is an illusion. [14 Nov 2003|08:37pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | Tool - Parabola ]

Mmm... Mom made lemon-blueberry MUFFINS.

They were tasty. And muffin-y. And there are still three left...

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Do you know how many times I've banged my knuckles on something today? [11 Nov 2003|07:33pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | P.D.Q. Bach - Lip My Reeds ]

Mmm... warm laundry on cold hands.

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Save yourself. [10 Nov 2003|07:26pm]
[ music | Hatebreed - Empty Promises ]

My mom sucks. So does Jon Smith. And his small, hyper children are worst of all.

Fugging fuggers.

I hate people. I'm a person.

I have no friends.

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And it passes by. [09 Nov 2003|09:44pm]
[ music | Our Lady Peace - Naveed ]

I can't live here anymore, but it's hard when you reach for that floor
Something that tears me inside so I can't go

There he's on his knees again, trying hard to understand why Naveed would let a young man die
Convinced that he might break, he reaches for that phone and then another day is gone, is gone, is gone...

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No one listens, but I'm okay with it... [04 Nov 2003|10:54pm]
[ music | Our Lady Peace - Blister ]

I need to post in here more often. It's so... dead. Blurty is just overly slow, though. Bleurgh. And my days aren't particularly exciting.

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e. e. cummings is awesome. [21 Oct 2003|06:21pm]
[ music | Noise Therapy - Inside ]

"Are you sad, or are you just waiting for me to go away?"

Brilliant one, Mom!

No, I'm deliriously happy. Lalalala the world is perfect.

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[20 Oct 2003|08:53pm]
[ mood | trying to keep a straight face ]
[ music | Smashing Pumpkins - Today ]

Ling thinks Charles is sexy.

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[insert title here] [17 Oct 2003|11:45pm]
[ music | Serart - Save the Blonde ]

Wow, today was exciting (except not)... I talked to Lane on the phone intermittently, as well as Jackie, and watched as everyone went to the mall except me... I really hate not being able to leave my house on Fridays sometimes.

I was home alone for a really long time, so I was gonna walk over to Lane's since nobody would know, but then my grandma came over, not that she would notice if someone blew up the house. But my mom came home a few minutes after Grandma came, so that plan died.

I basically just stood on the end of my driveway trying to be cool. I was even holding two phones at one point because somebody called me on the other line and invited me to go to Wegmans. I'm pretty sure it was Jason, but the caller never identified themself, and the connection was really bad. Jason and Jake were supposed to be going to Lane's, so I asked the caller about that, and they said they were on thier way... Lane felt insulted because they picked Wegmans over her.

But hey, then I got to talk to Lane more. I like talking to people on the phone (sometimes), it's a good opportunity to catch up and all that stuff.

I also made a new screenname: iSTALKbrandonBOY. If you don't get it, you need to read my blog more often... hee. I spent quite awhile making an icon, because the file was just slightly too large, but I finally got it. It amooses me greatly.

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[16 Oct 2003|08:53pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Reel Big Fish - Sell Out ]

Oh, and I definitely got a lot of weird looks from random people in school today.

Odd how I might possibly become the school freak again?

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Turtles! [16 Oct 2003|06:33am]
Wow, had more weird dreams last night... that my stepmom found a turtle in our backyard and I tried to take a picture of it and my digital camera wouldn't work, and that I made friends with some random guy in my French class (his name's Chris I think), and some other stuff too... weirdness.
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[15 Oct 2003|10:51pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Les Misérables - Lovely Ladies ]

You know, I like the pain caused by accidental razor cuts. It's tickly.

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My shirt has a map of England on it. :P [15 Oct 2003|08:05pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Limp Bizkit - Take a Look Around (Mission Impossible II theme) ]

Now, who would put butter in 70 pairs of shoes?

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[14 Oct 2003|10:28pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Linkin Park - Don't Stay (in my head) ]

Ooh, and my brother finally had his court case. They lowered the points on his driver's license from 9 to 3, I think. Mom dropped him off on a train back to college on her way back, so I didn't get to talk to him or anything.

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I need digital camera software. [14 Oct 2003|03:44pm]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | Cold - Stupid Girl ]

Hahaha, I was talking to myself when I walked in the door after school, and I didn't know my brother was home and sitting in the room next to the door... I stopped talking in mid-sentence (I was sorta mumbling anyway), and he just said hi to me. Hahaha, I'm odd. Literally!

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Bet YOU can't say you have an army of pet rocks. :PPP [13 Oct 2003|10:42pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | The Exies - My Goddess ]

The World Is MINE! by Demonac
You will conquer:the United States of America (void in Tennessee).
Your title will be:Master/Mistress
You will succeed by:Cloning an army of pet rocks.
Your Enforcers will be:Smart-mouthed Robots (from MST3K).
Your first act as ruler:Move on to bigger conquests.
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

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Complications and inverse variations. [12 Oct 2003|11:54pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | 3 Doors Down - Duck And Run ]

Okay. If one person is happy, the other person is made unhappy. If you try to make the latter feel better, it hurts the feelings of the first.

Children. Try not to be that sensitive? I know life sucks and all, but it sucks for everyone else, too. And just because we don't complain loudly of our depression doesn't mean we aren't all angsty teenagers at heart.

And it doesn't mean we haven't had our hearts broken, as much as we try to avoid it.

Yeah. Um, hi.

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Take all your pills and divide them by color and size. [10 Oct 2003|03:41pm]
[ music | Our Lady Peace - Consequence of Laughing ]

All the guys in my History class seem to have memorized and analyzed every moment of Robin Hood: Men in Tights. Am I the only one who finds this slightly disturbing?

Ummm... yeah. This one kid was going on about how some guy was the son of some other guy, and correcting Mrs. DeGregorio, who had accidentally named the son instead of the father or something. And our class discussion was on... feudalism. Yep.

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And half of my programs STILL don't work. [09 Oct 2003|10:20pm]
[ mood | needing to webdesign ]
[ music | Godsmack - Awake ]

Jon Smith thinks he'll have to reinstall the OS.

Eevil, eevil Windows.

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Fish heads, fish heads, eat them up, yum. [08 Oct 2003|06:34pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Korn - Falling Away From Me ]

I seem to have found the road to nowhere and I'm trying to escape.

Dad says I can go to E.Town on Saturday, which is funfun. I hope I don't get crazy amounts of homework this weekend; I desperately need to catch up on my sleep. I very nearly fell asleep during most of English today, and my piano lesson also made me drift. I've gone from mild indifference to extreme dislike of those lessons. The man has NO MEMORY of what he's been "teaching" me, except he keeps stressing picking up my fingers and not looking at the keyboard. Calm down. Maybe I'm not as obsessive about playing as you are, since I suck.

At everything.

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