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[14 Oct 2003|04:52pm]
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woohooooo [06 Aug 2003|03:15pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Congratulations - The juliana theory ]

I'm updating. I should do this more often, i will. Well, im going to go to camp for a week and then to georgia to drop my brother off at Emory. My family decided that we would "vacation" down there. Yup yup, i hope i don't melt. Er i hate this weather, it rains for 10 minutes and then its hot, sticky, humid, damp, and wet outside for the rest of the day. I hope the weather gets better.
* 2 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

Woot woot! [23 Jul 2003|11:10pm]
[ mood | have to piss mood ]
[ music | laundry. ]

and yes. Life is being fun. and yes. I'm still alive! WEE! im gonna go and comment on all my buddies. :] I got a new screen name, IM me sometime soon.

a c s b k h d f <-- IM ME!
* 3 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

[28 Jun 2003|02:50pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | play crack the sky - brand new ]

its summer. WOOHOO. sorry for the lack of updates. Its cause i got lazy and boring and ... yeeeeahhhh.

i've been going to the pool and getting burnt/tanned. I need to get a better tan cause when i went to hershey park i got a HORRIBLE tan of my shirt. ahh. i look like a retard :)

yesterday i was being a good daughter and washing the dishes for my mommy and in the process i dropped the bowl on the tile floor. and it shattered everywhere. and my mom was on her way out of the house and so she told my brother to help clean it up but he got pissed and left so i had to clean it myself and i got a peice of glass shoved into my pinky and it hurts like a mother.

what do you do when you feel like you don't really like someone anymore to the point that you can't stand them but they like you a lot? and what do you do when you think you're falling for one of your close friends and doin't want to ruin your relationship you alreayd have?

ahhhhhhh. >:[ HELP!
* 4 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

[14 Jun 2003|11:09pm]
[ mood | jealous ]
[ music | clocks - coldplay ]

my brother went to a coldplay concert last night. wow im so jealous. But he came back with a coldplay shirt for me, so it was all good. Hmmm yeah im bored. Ill update something meaningful or somewhat sometime later. I think im growing apart from some people and that my patience for the little thigns are running out. I hate mysef and my poor tolerance.
* 2 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

bleh [09 Jun 2003|06:34pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]
[ music | failure by design - brand new ]

So don't apologize. I hope you choke and die.
Search your cell for something with which to hang yourself.
They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has got to hell.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do.
Everyone's caught on to
Everyone's caught on to everything you do.
Everyone's caught on to
And I can't let you, let me down again.
So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish.
and I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
And is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends mean friends forever

8 days till Deja Etendu
* 1 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

Praises to miss hallie [07 Jun 2003|05:04pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Seventy times 7 - Brand New ]

Praises to miss hallie for making me this awesome icon! I had an awesome day at Hershey Park yesterday. It rocked but i got badly sunburnt on my neck and it was bright red so everyone was calling me a redneck. And then we had funnel cake and shay took the powder sugar and dropped it on Steve's BLACK shirt. MAJ HAHAHA! we bought a million lighters. Haha it was awesome. Im off to comment on all my blurty buddies.

10 days to Deja Etendu
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yay for rain [03 Jun 2003|09:09pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | Pardon me - Incubus ]


* 1 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

ashley is sore [31 May 2003|12:18am]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | No sensitivity - jimmy eat world ]

oh man. Have you ever woke up... just really sore? Like yeah, i have for instance... today! like not everything is sore, its just the twins and the upper half of my thigh or however you spell it. Wait... okay the sore thingy on my leg thing is from ryan radwonski cause i got in a kicking fight with him. So for some odd reason i woke up with sore twins. Ugh its bothering me.

Ackerdoodles. Poor Ryan (not the one i got into the kicking fight with). This poor fellow is SO blind and SO nieve that he likes me. :[... poor guy! And hes like "ashley your hair looks nice" umm. thank you. and then allan mutters "oh he thinks it smells good" and then i do a little heh thing and then ryan goes "can i smell your hair" and i said ummmm and walked away. Haha. Someone should knock some sense into that fella.
* 5 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

woot woot for still being sick.. [28 May 2003|05:16pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | the scientist - coldplay ]

Ugghhh. This house is so morbid... this day is so morbid. Damn... i thought i was getting better but now i got worse. *$&@^#&$(@$)@# i feel like fucking shit. ::sigh:: i need chocolate. and a someone. Im off to take a nap.
* 8 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

90*473981637809487 [24 May 2003|11:18pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | certain tragedy - saves the day ]

::sigh:: it totally blows being sick.
* 2 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

::sigh:: [24 May 2003|02:47pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | grey matter - finch ]

she was dying inside a beautiful flower wilting but his love was like water to her, and she needed it to thrive...to live
* I'm sorry *

theres a polar bear in my backyard chewing on broccoli [24 May 2003|04:01am]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Mix tape - brand new ]

You are Avoident. People with this disorder often
feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and
seek out jobs with little contact with others.
They are fearful of being rejected and worry
about embarassing themselves in front of
others. They exaggerate the potential
difficulties of new situations to rationalize
avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy
worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike
schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people
yearn for social relations yet feel they are
unable to obtain them. They are frequently
depressed and have low self-confidence.

Which personality disorder are you??
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...not entirly true...
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im flabbergasted [22 May 2003|05:05pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Macys day parade - Green day ]

ugh i cant stop coughing. its so annoyinggggggg. But ya know what? THats totally fine with me. Im sick, but i enjoy going to school and doing my share by spreading the disease. I love coughing on my papers that i hand in hoping to give my teachers diseases. Yup going up to random kids and coughing on them saying Sory i have saars is so fun. I was bored in music so i wrote a poem and now you lucky folks get to listen to it!

Another broken heart
ripped into more than one part
im left alone so cold
i feel like rotten mold
i dont know what to do
im lost in this world without you
im flustered confused and sad
im everything opposite from glad
it feels like you ripped my heart out
but i couldnt do anything, not even shout
i miss the way you would stare
and without im now in despair
my heart is now a stone
and ill wait beside the phone
for you to call once more
im sitting alone on the floor
with lonly tears in my eyes
i watch while my soul slowly dies

i didnt mean it to be so sad. It just happened to be sad. I love poems that rhyme. ::claps:: haha LEAVE COMMENTS!

may the force be with you
* 6 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

::cough:: [20 May 2003|03:04pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Is this thing on - Less than jake ]

Im so sick. ::cough:: ughhhhh.

You're "You Know How I Do", you're always
tired, upset or lying and you won't take
anyone's crap.

Which taking back sunday song are you?
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Everything seems to be going downhill. It makes me mad, sad, and confused. And i dont know what to do about it so i just cry. I've been crying so fucking much these days. Way more than i should.

::dies of fustration::
* 3 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

>:0 [17 May 2003|03:28pm]
[ mood | rejected ]
[ music | Through being cool - Saves the day ]

I wish i had someone to talk to.

* 5 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

sprite cans in your face bitch. [12 May 2003|06:29pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Two tone army -The toasters ]

I had a two hour delayed opening today but i totally forgot so i went to my bus stop and there was no one there so my mom drove me to school and then i realized i had a delayed opening and i went home but i didnt have enough time to sleep so i ate my lunch. Yup yup. I dyed my hair on sunday. Its reddish brown but more towards the red side.


hehe my mom bought this silly ab slide. And at first it was scrwey and my brother was like mommy, your toy is retarded. LLOOLLL! it was sillyyyy.
* 3 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

its sleepy time soon. [10 May 2003|11:20am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Brilliant Dance -Dashboard Confessional ]

our eyes meet, you and me.
as I gaze upon the mighty beauty you contain within
I come to think is this much pleasure i get of seeing your beauty a sin?
if it is, or not, why should I worry?
I should just live life carefree
as the world turns around,
i fall to the ground, with your body around my arms -The best poem written by the best person ever :)

you rock you rock you rock you rock. You totally rock.
* I'm sorry *

::shoots allergies:: [04 May 2003|06:48pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | my dogs playing with each other... ]

::scratches eyes:: GOD DAMN THE ALLERGIES! claritin.allegra. they dont work! i took benadryl today so i feel asleep. It made me drrrowwwwwssssssyyyy. Ugnakljdasdkj.
* 4 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

chex mix is good [03 May 2003|04:43pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | gainesville rock city - Less than jake ]

I thinks allergies lead to horrible diseases. I had horrible allergies and now im sick too. Ahhh i have horrible cramps but i dont have my period. SO yeah.... =/ Hahaha i love my mom. On the way home from the grocery store she played no doubt really loud and opened all the windows and was headbanging to no doubt. :) i love my mom! I slept till around 12 30 today and im still sleepy. ahhh wtf?
* 4 said it wasn't okay * // * I'm sorry *

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