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war of the fishnet stockings. [30 Oct 2004|01:51am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | lets go-lil jon, trick daddy, twista ]

well, long time no blurty.
today was halloween at school and i was a mermaid :D
thats all i gotta say, im fuckin tired.
oh yea, anonymous people suck ass. you can all go fuck yourselves.

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yeah im a bitch, deal with it. [22 Sep 2004|06:22pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

guys are assholes. all of them.
theyll get your hopes up so high...then fuckin like another girl.
I MEAN theyll tear em back down.
whatever, fuck you.
not like you ever fuckin check this anyway, and if you do then you can finally see how hurt i am.
yeah, hurt. and pissed.
but mainly hurt..

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shit. [05 Sep 2004|08:41pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | nothing ]

you know, because im the genius that i am, i lost my fucking cell phone today. at the galleria. not gonna see that ever again.
thats all i gotta say, bye.

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im making this public again... [04 Sep 2004|05:55pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]
[ music | headsprung-ll cool j ]

okayyyy. so i honestly have no idea why im updating this. it could be cuz im fuckin bored off my ass...
but thisll be my public journal again.

a lot has happened this summer, its crazy. but mostly good things. me and anthony are together again, and im happier than ever. =D butttttt my dads girlfriend, son and daughter are moving in. today. and that sucks monkey balls. i got kicked out of my room, and now i have the downstairs to myself, which is cool but i know its all bribery. this does make sneaking out a lot easier though. not that i need to, but when ant comes up i will. =)

currently, i have everything that was in my old room thrown everywhere in my new room, and i have to clean that all up by tonight. to make matters worse, school starts in less than 2 days and i still have to do ALL my summer reading. this year is already starting with me slacking off, and thats really damn bad.

wow i just remembered why i left blurty in the first place. NOBODY FUCKING COMMENTS. you all suck ass. yeah can you tell im in a good mood? cuz im not. im pmsing.

hope you like the new layout. peace out fuckers.

i love you hubby♥

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[16 May 2004|11:54pm]
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okay that was the last straw. my blurty is now... [21 Apr 2004|10:18pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | nothing ]

friends only. im sure you know the drill.

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HAPPY WEED DAY! [20 Apr 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | get out- jojo ]

yesterday...i cant remember lol. whoops.

school was the usual. lax was fun today. it was hot out but we survived. i played offence today!! YAY! oh yeahhh and we got our jerseys!! IM #2 FUCKERS!!! im soooo happpyyyy! =D besides having a good practice we got to watch the guys play. that was cool. then on the bus we were all hyper as usual and then meg started pretending to hit everyone with rubberbands...then arty actually did and i have a line on my leg!!! lolol it hurt after he hit me lol. well now im home and played with fuzzie...so um yeah. gotta get to that fuckin homework. ughh. peace outttttt ass raping shits! haha love youuu

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[19 Apr 2004|09:22pm]
fuck im tired ill update about my day tomorrow.
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[18 Apr 2004|02:06am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | hanging by a moment-lifehouse ]

VACA PICS!!!!<3 )

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GRRREATTT day =D [18 Apr 2004|12:23am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | none ]

well besides this morning...well sorta anyway...

i went to the mall and met up with kira and tashie. we first ate lol...then we shopped around and went to coast to coast!!! YAYY!! omg i love all the people there. greeeaaaat chillins. lolol. we went to claires and tash and kira got earrings and we all got SPAZ JUICE LMAO!!! it had soo much fuckin sugar in it. whoaaaaa. we chilled in c2c again. then ummm we ran around and went to bp, sephora and delias. AWESOMEEEE. we didnt have a ride home and it was dark so we GOT A RIDE HOME WITH CORVINO!!!! omg it was so great. he was speeding and smoking. the smoking part was nasty and me and tash got shaky and couldnt really breathe after...but the speeding was fuckin hillarious. he tried to show off for us lol. gabe is the best and so is maggie. lol i had to get that out. so when we got home WE PLAYED WITH MY GUINEA PIG!! my first pet!! im sooooo excited!! her name is fuzzie lol...and she is soo tiny and cute! i love her! we went to my room and of course...pigged out. hehehe. well imma go cuz i have the attention span of a 2 year old right now. LATER!! x0o

oh yea...everything worked out in the end! =D

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[17 Apr 2004|03:31pm]
i screwed everything up.
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the good, the bad and the gross. [16 Apr 2004|11:26pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | goodnight sweetheart ]

i got out of detention
got 100 on a test
got my skirt!!!
new earrings
played offence
got out of detention
spent quality time with 2 of my best friends!
saw "the whole ten yards"---great movie!

almost got detention
almost failed a science test
almost failed another math test
kira got a horrible nosebleed and i like...died.
evil running in lax...actually that wasnt that bad.

saw a hoooooorrrrrriiiibbbllleee movie on smoking in health and i almost puked.
almost puked again when kira got her nosebleed.
ashley got blood from kneeling in the nosebleed.

that was the only way i could describe my day without it being 708437475 pages long. lol. KIRA FEEL BETTER!! love you all!!

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weeeeeeee [15 Apr 2004|08:37pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | dont tell me-avril lavigne ]

lax today was soooo fun!! we made up a song about mrs beardsley cuz she was bein bitch again. god i hate that woman. anyway, us 8th graders pretty much did our own thing today. we played our own scrimmage, did the star drill..whatever they didnt tell us to do, we did. =P then we played a real scrimmage with the whole team and i was 'effin defence!!! sorry if i sound bratty but i played defence all last year and i hated it, but i let it slide cuz i figured id be offence next year. well sofar i havent been so me and ashley (she has the same problem) went and told our coach, mrs margolis about it and she is putting us on offence =D yay! after lax we had the best bus ride ever. like all the lakers were there and it was wiiiiillllllddd and crrraaaaazzzzyyyy!!! hehe. then i ate at my grandmas and was increadibly tired and bored, and now im tired and have to d homework. poo. welllllllll MONDAY IS SUPPOSED TO BE IN THE 80s AND SUNDAY IS GONNA BE IN THE 70s!! YESSS!! SUMMER WEATHER FINALLY!!! i <3 summer sooo much!

gotta get going on that homework =X
bye! love you all<3

SHIT MAN I GOTTA POST THOSE HILTON HEAD PICS!! sorry lol ill get around to it this weekend, maybe tomorrow. =D

ashley is a teacher in training LMAO

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oops. [14 Apr 2004|11:00pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | rubberband man-ti ]

not much to say about today, cuz im dead tired and going to sleep. lol. i forgot like allllllll of today. anyway ill update tomorrow. nighty night.

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[13 Apr 2004|09:51pm]
wow. i really missed out on that rain! not fair!! if we didnt have lax then me, meggy, ashiee, angie and kira would all be runnin around meaghans house and watching now and then. next time it rains, ITS A DATE! heheh. we did that all summer. godddd i miss summer. 50 more days of school left. only fifty. okay. i cant make it!! ELEVEN WEEKS!! wahoo!
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about my lax/music skills/everything else buddy [13 Apr 2004|09:49pm]
bored. so here goes an entry on friends weeee!!
I LOVE MY RACHIE!! shes a russian dancer going to an execution!! LMAO!! and she is really upset and she shouldnt be!! shes always the one cheering me up!! WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO??! rachel is supposed to be the funny happy one and shes nottttt! ='( NO! everybody go cheer her up cuz shes the bestest!!<333 LUV YA PRINCESS SOFIA BANANA HAMMOCK! youre the bestest!! bffeae!
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>:-0 [13 Apr 2004|06:26pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | chorus songs stuck in my head ]

ughh. first day back to school. gay as usual. even gayer...we had lax practice till 5:30! WTF is that?!?! I COULDVE BEEN PLAYING IN THE THUNDERSTORM!! arg. right now im sore, tired and hungry. fuck i have to do homework so later.

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how could i forget... [12 Apr 2004|03:36am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | none ]

haha our countdown was great. lmao.

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things that happened today: [12 Apr 2004|02:27am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | none ]

-i was backstabbed >:-0
-i tried to play football
-i looked retarted trying to play football
-i went to my cousins for easter!!
yep, that was my day.

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easter! [11 Apr 2004|02:21pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | get out-jojo ]

im going to my cousins and i wont have my phone lol.

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what happened to us? [11 Apr 2004|02:07am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | what happened to us-hoobastank ]

i went to the movies with meggy, naini, and amanda. we saw the girl next door, omg it was hillarious!! thats all i really have to say. time for a friends only post!


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[10 Apr 2004|03:27am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | katy rose ]

weeeee! im home.

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"ohh ohh here we go!" [08 Apr 2004|11:34pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | jdhababds! ]

today we woke up late again and took a long walk on the beach. it was fun =D we came home and played cards for hours, then we got ready to go to dinner! CRACKER BARREL BIOTCH! heh. well my face isnt fat anymore..I AM NOT OBESE!! WEEE!! but now im a tomato again. not weee. we went to walmart after and went crazy!! then we came home and omg are we alll hyperrr. now we gotta pack up and shiot so later bitches!

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"hey boys! my friend wants to suck your dick!" [07 Apr 2004|11:59pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | dont wanna think about you-simple plan ]

today we went to calligany plaza. its a really cool place with lotsa shops. i left my hair down to hide my fat cheeks =[ but i was still red. oh well i had a fun time. we shopped...i REALLY want my tounge and bellybutton pierced. NOW. ughhhh!! i got a sweatshirt and a tanktop. there were these group of 18 year old guys there and they were hooting and whistling at us! lol it was kinda disturbing...but kinda not cuz they were really hot. well...some of them. =P they were saying really random things it was so funny. "i want a lady in the street but a freak in the bed!" "come over here and talk to us!" "come help my friend im about to kill him! hes really hot!" god they were wierd. i couldnt tell if they knew if we were younger than them or not. ash got presents for her family and so did kira. we went home and took a walk on the beach, then came home for dinner. we watched dickie roberts:former child star and charlies angels 2. hehe now me and ash are up listening to music and fixing our layouts. wee! overall it was a really good day =D



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"the itsy bitsy spider dropped acid at the park" [06 Apr 2004|10:48pm]
[ mood | pain...again ]
[ music | silence.. ]

we just finished watching thirteen again. that is such a good movie. before that we went to dinner at sonic and to petsmart...where i swear to god i found the perfect guinea pig. he looks like a puppy and i want him!! ahhh!! im naming him fuzzie....when/if i get him here. if not ill get one in ny i guess..even tho this one was perfect. my face is still semi-swollen, i look like i packed on a few pounds...however i didnt im just swollen. ash and kira hung out with max and his friend but i didnt cuz i didnt want to be seen in public. too embarrasing. maybe tomorrow. hmmm...idk what else to say cuz i have a bad memory or whatever but i really really want *certain* people to be here right now. ughhh this is so frustrating. oh well. update tomorrow. byes

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fuck fuck fuck shit fuck fuck [06 Apr 2004|01:00pm]
[ mood | IN PAIN X( ]
[ music | ashley yelling about her retarted phone ]

i am in more pain right now than you can imagine. sunburn is killing me and i look like a fucking chipmunk from the swelling. my cheeks are swollen and so is one of my eyelids. im sure im exaggerating cuz ash says i look fine but i see me as a fat person when i look in the mirror. ARGGGG when will this goddamn sunburn go away and turn into a tan?!?!

communitys that bash one single person are fucking retarted. i mean come on fucktards GET YOUR OWN LIFE AND STOP SPENDING TIME BASHING OTHERS!the dude that made up the community we saw was 20 years old. he probably has no life, sits on his ass at home with his mommy and is jealous of the kid. ughh assholes.

i gotta help ashley get a splinter out. bye bye

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omg pain! >:0 [06 Apr 2004|12:26am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | OWW FUCKERS OWW ]

oww...my ass hurt,s my legs hurt, my eyes hurt, my cheeks hurt, my arms hurt, EVERYTHING HURTS AND I LOOK LIKE A FUCKIN TOMATO! owwwwwwwwwww but its worth getting out of being albino...but OWWW!

moral: sunburn sucks ass. and burns ass.

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sunburnt till black... [05 Apr 2004|05:48pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | 8th world wonder-kimberly locke (sp?) ]

haha in certain light i look black. today we got up at 9:30 and went to the beach at 10:45...but it was really windy so we came back. we sat out by the pool for hours on end...resulting in 3 very burnt/freckled/tanned friends. me and ashley got our freckles back....i got really dark...kira got really burnt and ashley is burnt and tanned. were all in a lot of pain. we kept falling asleep while sunbathing too. it was funny. we went back to the beach at like 2:15 and tried to get to a sandbar...but it was muchg further away than we thought so we gave up and went back. we suntanned more and went swimming. i really want to watch thirteen again. that and now and then are my all time favorite movies. =]

last night on our beach walk it was fuckin amazing. it was so calm and low-tide so we went down to the shoreline and looked at the marine life and shit. it got chilly and we spent awhile there so we went back in front of my grandmas house and sat in a patch of moonlight. it was so peaceful. we had our heart-to-heart conversations...watching thirteen sparked it. SEE THE GODDAMN MOVIE PEOPLE. if it went on 5 minutes more i wouldve been crying so much. its depressing, but so true.

now everyones in the shower and im waiting to get one. wee. i miss everybody so much...but i dont want to leave. its so warm down here. i also really wanna see ant, hillary and ronnie. im working a plan to make my dad take us. i think he will...well at least i hope so. =]

love you all

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"hey guys! lets dig an asshole then sit in it!!!!" HAHAHA [04 Apr 2004|11:59pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | none ]

today we all got moving at like 2:30 and went to walmart. we got so much shit its not even funny. but we dont regret buying any of it! i got the movie thirteen, a bathingsuit, candy & combos, flip flops, and pina colada mix. sweeeet. after that we went to the beach and ran around, got wet and went for walks. then we came home at like 8:30 after watching the sunset. we watched thirteen after dinner. holy shit there isnt another word to describe that movie except INTENSE. its really scary at times...but omg if you havent seen it you have to. it makes you realize so many things. i wish i could explain it...but i just cant. now were going for a walk on the beach so...later!! <33
miss you all!

"ROOOOOAAARRRRR im a LIONNN" hahaha (from thirteen)

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in south carolina =D [03 Apr 2004|09:06pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | with or without you ]

at like 2 we left to go to hilton head..it was an okay ride. we were really uncomfy and only got like 4 hours of sleep each. we stopped at cracker barrel in virginia for breakfast =D it was cool. i really wanted to stop to see anthony, ronnie and hillary but we couldnt cuz it was like 6 lol. well hopefully next friday!! i dont remember stopping for lunch. oh well. i eat enough as it is. it was so warm when we stopped to get gas-78 degrees!! i beeped angie and she was TANNING ON THE FUCKING BEACH!! not fair!! anyway...when we finally got to my grandmas i gave ash and kira a tour of the house and then we went to the beach. the water was cold but after awhile it was fine...only the tide/current/waves were really really strong, so i got cut up by shells and knocked around but it was so much fun despite that. we got home and met matt...and then went in the pool but it was kinda late so it was chilly and the heater wasnt on...so we got out. then we had dinner and went for a walk to the beachouse. it was the best walk i think ive ever had! haha we took pictures, got lost, saw all these really hot guys playing baseball =D, and talked to people on the phone. ON THE WALK THE WIND BLEW KIRAS SKIRT UP IT WAS FUCKIN HILLARIOUS! we devised a plan to steal one of the mansions on the way there lol. we got to the beachouse and took pictures with palm trees, then ran for our lives from mosquitoes (sp?). we ran through a wedding reception!! HAHAH then we walked on the beach again, but this time dodging moswhatevers and trying to not get bit. it was fun anyway =] then we got back to the house and played cards and now were sitting here. weee. were all like dead cuz we got no sleep. oh well. i miss everyone already =] love you!


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hilton head...here we come!! [03 Apr 2004|12:22am]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | none ]

38 minutes until were off to south carolina. if you read this and you love me, you will leave me a comment...please? lol
call my cell...if you know the number =P
love you all<3

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SPRING BREAK FUCKERS! [02 Apr 2004|07:47pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | meg singing something about a hole in a bucket ]

okayyyy YAY today i wore pajamas to school!! WEEE!!! i had my big black shirt that went past my ass and these cut off sweatpant things. hehehhe today i was so wired. weeee!! okay i still am .after school meggy came over and shes still here!! YAYYYY!!! we went to the mall and got RINGTONESSS!!!! and really good french fries. FUCK YEA MO'FUCKA! hahah hmmmm im hyper as shit and im gonna let meg write something. heheh

.... yeahh.!! YEAHH!!! .. hehmeh... FRENCH CHINK FRIES.. AHAH HOHOHO..."hahaahah WE LOVE HOES!" .." umm yeah meg that says WE LOVE SHOES!" lmao! ear spazzing! umm marissas left cheekie fell aspleep..ASSPLEEEP!!! AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.. well what i meant tow rite was asleep but fuk it. BUTT FUCK IT HAHAHAHAH ok i should stop writing now b4 theres annother connection..

OMG OMG OMG i tried on this AWESOME outfit in a&f but it was fuckin $75!! GRRR i reaaaaallllyyyy want it. hehe. OMG IM GONNA POST PICS. okay ready...GO! )

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BREATHE IN, BREATHE OUT!!! haaaa [01 Apr 2004|08:18pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | breathe in breathe out-st lunatics ]

yesss!! IM PACKING FUCKERS!! hahahahhah

okay well today was cool but loooonnnngggg! i wore my ghetto hat and tomorrow im wearing it again THIS time ashiees gonna have hers too!! I TOOK PICS WITH MY NEW CAMMY!! post em later when i figure out the thing lol. im so hyper from excitement. i really dont think im gonna get sleep tonight. im WAYYY hyper!!!! heheh OMG ANGIE LEFT FOR FLORIDA!! I LOVE YOU ANGIE HAVE A GOOD TIME!! =P

i wanna wear pajamas to school tomorrow! NO I AM WEARING PAJAMAS TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!! FUCK WHAT PEOPLE THINK!! lol

yea im gonna finish packing! WEEEEE!!


p.s. i <3 comments [[HINT HINT]]

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wee april 1!! [01 Apr 2004|12:25am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | some girls-jc chasez ]

whew. sleepy time. HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!! <3
ive been 14 for a month! YAY! hehe
yea i still feel like...12.

oh snap i just remembered 2 days ago was my blurty 6 month anniversary! *sniff* its growing up so fast...jk!

hehe )

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wee [31 Mar 2004|11:21pm]
[ mood | rushed ]
[ music | 99 problems-jay-z ]

oh snap i still gotta do my homework. maaannn. okay call me crazy but im sitting in a bathingsuit right now. OMGGGG WHERE THE FUCK IS SUMMERRRR? eek. i really gotta get to that homework. LATER!

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MY SONG DOWNLOADED! YEAH BITCH!! [31 Mar 2004|06:56pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | stand by you-s club 7 ]

haha im quite the hyper one right now! weeeeeeeeee! MEG GOT HER BLEEP BACK!!! hahaha and she got cheese powder in her eye...which CHANGED INTO THE CHEESE SAUCE! ahahahahHAHAHA! school was....school. well anyway 2 FUCKIN DAYS TILL SPRING BREAK MAAAAN!!! fuck yeah! omg im so excited. you have no idea! well more later. BYESS!! love you!

p.s.-im revisiting my old obsessions!! look at my music!! =D

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SCORE MAAAAN!! [30 Mar 2004|09:55pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | the game-trapt ]


if you could only see the happiness on my face!

and kira...youre right ITS TIME FOR A NEW BEGINNING FOR ME!! ...well...as new as its gonna get anyway =P

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weeeeeeee! [30 Mar 2004|06:21pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]
[ music | out of control-hoobastank ]

okays I GOT MY HARDRIVE! yay!!!! i sound like such a geek but I ALSO GOT A NEW CAMERA AND ITS FUCKIN AWESOME!! OMG!!! yayyyy!!! and lacrosse got out early. all in all...it was a good day =D

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umm..yay? [29 Mar 2004|10:56pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | new beginning-trapt ]

okays. my hardrive has been shipped. i will have computerage either tomorrow or wednesday. GODDAMNIT CELEBRATE! but then again I NEED TO RE-START MY LIFE! argg.

hmm...more good things. I MIGHT BE ABLE TO MEET RONNIE AND HILLARY AND SEE ANTHONY SATURDAY or next saturday! that all depends on 2 things: [[1.where they live]] [[2.if they want me/ash/kira to]] well anyway im happy bout that! and ronnie i want you to feel better SOON! =D

i officially am in love with trapt. jeez. yeah hoobastank too. and how can we forget lillix? and yes one more...katy rose. yep. those are mi favorito. sry that was all a bit random. oh yeah...USHER IS THE HOTTEST THING EVER!!! lil jon has turetts...umm...yes i am still madly in love with all things rap. that shit is gooooooooood =D

ughh lacrosse practice till 5:30 tomorrow. oh boy. excitement. PAIN. MRS BEARDSLEY. she is one nasty woman with a whole fucking forest up her ass. she needs to be bitch slapped. HARD. and a few HUNDRED times. wow i cant explain my hate for that bitch. err...should i say bastard? she is very manly.

okay im gonna stop bothering yall and go to sleep. oh yes and iu downloaded semagic again. yay. NIGHT FUCKERS!<33

ive found a reason for me,
to change who i used to be.
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you.


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normal dayy... [29 Mar 2004|07:03pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | naughty girl-beyonce ]

school. lacrosse. yeah.
after those things me, kira, ash and meg went to pilones and got FOOD! then we had a picnic at meggys and it was fun!!
I HAVE HORRIBLE NEWS. my hardrive is really dead. everything i had on it is gone. MY LIFE WAS DELETED! UGHHH!! i dont think you have any idea how much this sucks ass. UGHH!!
i also have GOOOD news! i got an extention on my term paper and ash and kira are comin with me to south carolina! YAY! im so excited! i started packing already! well imma go...i want my semagic back SO BAD! ughhh!!! later...x0o


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omg.. [28 Mar 2004|10:34pm]
[ mood | scared ]
[ music | the reason-hoobastank ]

all i can say right now is ronnie i seriously hope you get better...you dont deserve this. im prayin for you tonight. lylab always<3

sometimes i wonder why shit like this happens to other people and not me...id rather suffer it then have them do it.

luv ya ronnie hope you feel better..

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thought you might get a kick outta this... [28 Mar 2004|03:08pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | out of control-hoobastank ]

"What is this? Hug a homo day?"

taken from my friend ashley on lj
dontcha just love spinner and dylan?

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hoobastank. whargg. [28 Mar 2004|02:25pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | the reason-hoobastank ]

i really really really really really am suffering without my computer. MY FUCKING TERM PAPER IS ON THERE!!! aakdhaodsfhsdlh!! anyway...

i woke up at 6 cuz i was thirsty so i got something to drink and went back to sleep. then i woke up again at 9 but i was hungry this time...but too lazy to get food so again i fell back asleep. then i woke up finally at 12 and watched pimp my ride. haha i love that show. now im here...bored...and i gotta re-write my term paper. this whole thing is so GAY i cant even explain the gay-ocity of it. DOIFHOISDHTGFOSDH! IM BORED AS FUCK AND CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! whargg!!!!! [aka new frustration word. it was also a typo at a time lol]

BYE BYE! x0o

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Llamas. [27 Mar 2004|11:56pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | nothing cuz i have NO KAZAA. goddamnit!!! isdhgifusagdodush. ]

xxxfatallyyoursx: love you like a fat llama!

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OUFDHOGU;EHGOB! [27 Mar 2004|11:21pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | the reason-hoobastank ]

okay. seriously i am having major "my computer" withdrawl. i need it. my whole freaking life is on that thing INCLUDING MY TERM PAPER! when i woke up i had nothing to do so i watched tv and fell back asleep. then i got so bored i started packing for south carolina. (weee! 6 days!) then i gave up and i seriously just sat there frustrated. i was twitching my leg cuz i needed something to do. i was stuck in my room 100% bored and without my comp. it was even fuckin 80 degrees out and nobody could do anything! ughh! i got some old tapes from when i was 11 (they were s club 7) and started watching them. i was still bored outta my mind. so after all that boredom i finally could make plans with ashley and kira. we went to the mall and i got some shit. it was fun! the coast to coast guys were there! ALL of then except for one girl. it was awesome. we came back to my house and watched drumline. now theyre gone and im left here very bored and on my brothers computer...which i am now being kicked off of. omg i wanna go online so bad but i fuckin cant. HAVING YOUR COMPUTER DIE SUCKS BIG HAIRY ASS I TELL YOU! id much rather be grounded from it then have it dead. ughhh!!!!

buh bye.

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LAX! [27 Mar 2004|12:12am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | somethin stuck in my head ]

okay umm school kinda sucked today but oh well i had fun at the end of the trip with kira, fabio, and robby. were awesomee! after school lax was soo great. we ran the mile and WEE!!! i got the fastest time! that is like my only thing to be proud of so...yeah. im sayin it. i was soo hyper haha! then angelia came to the practice cuz she was comin over. haha she told me that she could hear me....but couldnt see me!! AHAHA im sooo loud. we chilled at mi casa for a long time talkin..watchin some of final destination and like crying it was so sad! haha. were so emotional lol! we got pizza and zeppoles and talked about like EVERYTHING. it was so great....were more alike than i thought!!! lol!! OH SNAP SPRING BREAK IN A WEEK! FUCK YEAH MAN! well i g2g STUPOID BROTHER. no i take that back STUPID DEAD COMPUTER! ughh!

x0o bye byes

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NOOOO! [26 Mar 2004|11:50pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | none ]

OMFG MY COMPUTER BROKE!!! im dying my whole fucking life is on there!!!!! you have no idea how scred im going to be if i cant get all the data i have on there transferred. ill die. i seriously will DIE!!! ahhhh!

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birthday thingy [25 Mar 2004|09:39pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | come on-ben jelen ]

1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. underline anythig that doesnt apply to you
3. Bold the ones that best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a LJ cut.

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

if i couldve double bolded moody, and easily angered i would have. its not hard to piss me off. =P

taken from madi )

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im so sore [25 Mar 2004|09:23pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | 8th world wonder ]

well i just got home! school was okay i guess...i think i actually did well on a math test! actually....school was fun today! lacrosse was....PAINFUL! but sooo much fun. there was this scary guy and he was screamin at his daughter and we thought he was gonna kill us! all the 8th graders huddled together and screamed. now we have a chant! it goes 1, 2, 3, 4...UGGGHHHH!!!! its the funniest thing ever. we all sound so manly its so wierd. but we had the best time today! i got home at like 6 and had to go to my grandmas...i ended up falling asleep there and im really really tired right now so im gonna go to sleep. nighty night. x0o

SUZYS PARENTS REFUSE TO BELIEVE SHE HAS ADHD!! ahahahahahahhahahahhhaaaaa!

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ow wow cam i love you! haha [25 Mar 2004|06:46am]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | hey arnold hahah ]

this all happened while i was away... )

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