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Date:2003-06-23 23:55
Subject:BI
Security:Public
Mood: predatory

SO IVE HAD THIS THING FOR LESS THAN A MONTH AND IM ALREADY TIRED OF IT. ITS LIKE PRETEEN LIVEJOUNAL. for serious. MY NEW JOURNAL WILL LOOK EXACTLY LIKE THIS THOUGH. AND I WILL CONVERT MY FRIENDS ((ALL 3 OF YOU))). YYEAAHH TIME TO BURN A WHOPPIN $$$5$$$....!

im not really predatory i just thought the icon was funny

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Date:2003-06-22 23:34
Subject:ßø®ëÐ____as usual
Security:Public
Mood: sick
Music:grass roots--midnight confessions

i h a t e beingsick/

so i was just watching the crow, but i missedtheending! i onlygot to the part where that guy stabs him onthe roof.......cause my mom bustedinmyroom telling me to fold laundry.              i guess she left forthe hospital cause my grandmas having a heartattack.>>>>>>>>>.

notthatimblamingmygrandmaformemissingtheendofamovie



_____________today i woke up at 3 and oafed around the w h o l e day.                 i needed that///////////////

               so i got the bob dylan tickets yesterday. i guess me and kassi are going... and no im not gonna lay down alistofrules...hopefully that wont be necessary
i can already see my summerwastingaway. its gonna be september and illbethinking,
wow i couldve done something more productive with my time...

rooney is now on mtv. i guess it was pretty inevitable that they were ddddddddddddestined for greatness. they dont have that typical "destined for greatness" sound, but they definintely have the look.
another thing------->>>>>>> i thought you were supposedtoloseyourappetite when your sick...why havei been consuming everything in sight??

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Date:2003-06-18 01:19
Subject:ineedsleep
Security:Public
Mood: annoyed
Music:beatles-flying

my eye is twitching like crazy right now,,,,,,i feel like thom yorke.
itsbeen doing this alllday...sssoannoying. its practically halfcloseddd!.

((.justgot backfrom chuurch. and starbucks, wherei justlost 10years offmy life from secondhandsmoke.))

>>>>>>>>>carloss mom didnt let me drive last night......um the ""show""" was...interesting,
the first band was crap, and the second band, areyoueadyforthis, E V E 6. THEwierdestthin g. they usedtobe one of my f a v o u r i t e bands when i was maybe 13. kristieremembers. fagenson. i barely even w a t c h e d themthough. i regret it now.                      even if it was a lllllllittle embaraassing knowing all the songs, i shouldve stayedand watched the whole thing. ifilmed part of one song, but stopped cause i was afraid my batterywould die,,,plusifeltlikeanidiot.                    mmmmmmmm so i went outsideandwastedmytime talking to some 16yearoldguy. i feel kindofbadnow cause i think i was a little mean. when theres anawkwardmoment i sometimes come off mean. bby the time i went back inside they were inthemiddle of ""insideout"" and i realized, hmmmmi shouldve watched them.

               >>>>the nekst band, accep   ..that oneband weve seen a few times, was great. i knew all the songs they played, which is prettyamusing. i e v e n d a n c e d for a fewseconds until i caughtmyself and rrealized what i was doing...
!! their lamefans started m o s h i n g like frickinidiots. it pissed me off ssssomuch i wouldveleftbut i had to stay and film.
my armis stillsore from filming.////


>>>>>>>joanofarc was terrrriblyannoying.<<<<<<<<




toobad we had to leave a little early...early as in 1200 because j o a n o f a r c keptgoingandgoing. he never ended. he was still playing when we left! /////////................................

>next thursday we should tryout our "camry plan""" aka "attick deception plan" aka ""julian drivingtoseewatashi plan""..

never eat tacos from jack in the box. if you must, eat them in the dark. you really dont want to see what youre eating.

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Date:2003-06-16 01:17
Subject:icantthinkofone
Security:Public
Mood: bored
Music:two of us-from get back

im waaatching lord of the rings right now.
so at this moment im really wishing i had mtv2.... yes i K N O W its lameandpathetic but______


shutup.

work today
ialso tookthis great jones soda

Title/Description
sorryifitappears "seductive" orwhat everr. i wasleaning(actaully straining) to seethestupid screen thing.
how cool is that. there was also onewithjust a peace signbut i grabbed this one so no one else would.>

and thomorrow..((technically tomorrow))....

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excitement. imissssssssssed thatone "show""" tonite. so this one better make up for it. i hope carloss mom lets me drive.
_________________so whensthat c u r e reunion?>>>>...

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Date:2003-06-13 15:45
Subject:depressed.angry.tired.relieved.
Security:Public
Mood: blah

so schools out.........

yesterday we went toboudin aGAIN and back to schOOlto get sarah. no more boudin for a long time======

thenwewent to 56 in newport,,,,then to main streeet where
lauren.got.her.nose.pierced.and.ashlyn.got.her.tragus.

imsojeaous. not that id getmy nose or tragus butim j e a l o u s of theircoolparents... but youknow
there has to be a pointwhere imadult enough to get my lippierced. even though i can legallydo it, T H E Y would probably kick me out or just never speaktome again.
uhhgh
so then worship g, and to kassis house. yes it took me about an hour to get therebecause once again my mother and her ffffffffffffreeway.restrictions.
ridiculous.
we watchedd zoolander
igothome atmaybe 200 causeididntwant to spendthe nightthere

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Date:2003-06-11 13:43
Subject:i hope i never have a stalker
Security:Public
Mood: indescribable
Music:strawberrrrry fields. forevver

my math final was ok. 10 questions, fun stuff. 5th per risp said "you dont have to be here go away"".
so we wwere like okkkkk and went to L I T T L E O N I O N but suprise it was closed..... and went to boudin instead and lacey looked really funny whilesheate.



bob dylan is lookin good, hope he ddddddddddddoesntfalloveranddie when i see him>>>>>>>

______________________\en gl is ht ho mo rr ow///////////////_________________________
heard itwas easY


imreallystupid.

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Date:2003-06-09 16:23
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: stressed
Music:ID RATHERnot say******

today was the first day of finals. openbook bible. so that was pretty easy. after school we all went to in n out & on the way therei honked at littlefrayand emilywavedat him all extravagantly. hhhhhhhhhow scary, hemust think we're scary,iwould. .....................thenafterward emilykarla and i went to southcoast and i got a magazine with a certain person onthecover whose name i shallnot speak............
t h e n . i dropped emily off and went tokarlas and watched punkypunky videos of allamericanregectsnewfoun dglory and goodcharlottelessthanjake and m e t a l l i c a it reminded me of the jrhigh metal heads. i felt really punkandemmmo.
ohman thatwas a good laugh. a really good one.
now here i am
ppppppppppprocrastinating when
i
should bestudying
for
spanish
an d

hISTORY!///

i m i g h t g o w i t h k a s s i t o s e e b o b d y l a n ***** p r a y t h a t itworks out>>>...

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Date:2003-06-08 01:28
Subject:
Security:Public
Mood: pleased

i figured it out:

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yay. random

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Date:2003-06-07 15:28
Subject:i dont know what im doing
Security:Public
Mood: pessimistic

here i am sitting waiting for the time to reach 500 when i will suffer a torturous 6 hour shift. i cant wait. i really dont know how to use this thing but well see what happens. as i explained i my profile thing or whatever, all other journal hosts have proven themselves unworthy so far. if this one isnt as lame as the other ones, i might even update every day. well school is out in one week. technically there are no more real school days, just finals. how fun that will be. summer will be...not very fun. reading pride and prejudice, writing 2 reports, working, studying for sats... it will probably go by fast. but hopefully there will be good concerts. i doubt i will get the pleasure of seeing the legendary bob dylan, unless some really cool person will have 60 bucks lying around to go with me. well, there have been plans to attend that one place which shall remain unspoken. and that one band that i dont like that will also remain unspoken. im a little upset about something right now. but i dont feel comfortable proclaiming it on here just yet. maybe ill discuss it later. crap, you cant put pictures on here can you? aghh

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