Because the Wind is High it Blows my Mind.'s Journal
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Date:2004-01-20 23:14
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Music:Rachmaninov

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO FUCKING WORK TOMORROW!

FUCKIN ASS

man and this chocolate sucks

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Date:2004-01-08 16:55
Subject:Chocolate shells are the treasure of the sea.
Security:Public
Mood:good
Music:The Clash- Should i stay or should i go?

Karen's shoe looks like an old man. He's surprised and red faced, he has a mustache that loops.

i picked up my pictures today and by comparison they are far more sharp, they're brighter ... i'm not sure which i prefer. I also bought some Belgian chocolate.

Goal: i hope to finish my drawing today.

Finished )

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Date:2004-01-06 17:45
Subject:Hello
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Mood:so calm, so good

I'm on call today but luckily they don't need me at job. Luck because my face is still swollen and i have a bruise on my right cheek.

I've been incredibly productive these two days, i finally got out of my mail slump and mailed packages yesterday AND some pc's. Today i hope to finish the rest of the Pc's i wanted to send out.

Today i went to Walgreens and dropped off some negatives, there's 21 prints in total and i want doubles so i'll end up paying $16 and some cents. I can send some of the better ones as postcards for those of you who come across my journal and of course to my faithful members of the thirty7cents community.

I haven't done much reading lately but these two days i actually managed to read 3.5 chapters of one of the best children's book ever! I've also been working on stencils and buying postage and making envelopes. I love this productivity, it makes me feel that these are my last hours so i must take advantage before i croak.

My pages in the Parabolic are finished, my mind is clear, i have film, i have batteries, i have all the supplies [of course they're all on the floor] and i'm happy right now. All because they didn't call me in to work today.

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Date:2003-12-17 01:21
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So i went to the theatre not too long ago and i took pictures while i was there. I was in the second row from the front.

photos )

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Date:2003-12-17 01:03
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Date:2003-12-03 21:59
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Mood:mmm chocolate



There is no spoon

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Date:2003-10-18 01:40
Subject:I LOVE MY JESUS!!!
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Mood:.in love



I AM 75-100% ADDICTED TO JESUS!

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Date:2003-10-08 16:20
Subject:Cleaning
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My room is a mess )

Clean )

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Date:2003-09-29 05:35
Subject:Yeah i know.
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DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:High
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:Low
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --



There's nothing to do at this time besides sleep and i'm not up for it. Plus i'm taking a break from making people things.

Update:
after i posted this i became sleepy. Goodnight everyone.

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Date:2003-09-26 23:30
Subject:Tired
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Date:2003-09-25 11:17
Subject:New Community
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I decided to make a formal statement for those who don't read the info page.

There's a new community on blurty called thirty7cents and it's run by yours truly and anemicdesire. It's a mail art community where you can showcase your envelope art, make art calls (ask for stuff), or to merely interconnect with other users and exchange addresses for who knows what...

It has great potential, and if you happen to stumble on this journal or on the community join or leave a comment... up to you.

.I have projects in mind on the way and i'm open for suggestions.

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Date:2003-09-25 03:12
Subject:huh?
Security:Public

Why am i still awake?

just a few minutes ago i caught myself "swimming" through the air.

.it feels like everyone online is sleeping and i'm the only one awake.

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Date:2003-09-24 15:25
Subject:Oh happy day!
Security:Public
Mood:dangerously happy

I GOT A LIVEJOURNAL! Thanks to none other than baleia from my photography community. I'm so excited!

Check out her pictures, they're amazing!

I'm also extremly excited because i just came back from shopping. Art supply shopping of course!

Here's what i bought:

380 ft of hemp twine for all my book making needs!
Sage Handmade Lama Li paper (ten sheets)
Pastel and charcoal paper (25 sheets)
Lazer cut stencil
Fixative matte spray for my pencil/charcoal/pastel drawings
Two kneaded rubber erasers
And some acid free photo paper for my polaroids!!!!

AND AND AND i have 17 dollars to spare, and i finished one of the letters and everything i need to put in it AND i ate some of my favorite bread AND life just couldn't get any better.

:::Sigh:::

i love this.

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Date:2003-09-23 23:17
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Mood:amused

i'm definetly a bread junkie [shoots up yeast]

right now i'm having this butter crust wheat bread... ohhhhhhhh man.

with coke.
mmmmmmmmmm.

oh i got some junk mail i found hilarious:

in flate your br eas to the moon

and

hi to your big one

haahahah!

mmmmm bread
[passes out on the floor]

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Date:2003-09-22 20:05
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Was driving around and i saw a squirrel who's hind legs had been run over by a car. The tail was intact but it had a dent and... welll... it just looked strange.

Disgusting.

It started climbing up a tree with it's front legs, more like dragging really. Should've killed it.

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Date:2003-09-18 21:43
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Alright, here's the deal, everything is a competition.

I've decided to play against Jesus soooooo........

Click here yo!

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Date:2003-09-18 05:59
Subject:Reply to your reply that u didn't allow.
Security:Public
Mood:c.razy?

Good Night Everyone/Anyone

There's so much to think about, so many things to discuss, many more things to draw, so much, it's all too much...

I'm going to desperately try to fall asleep, i've come to the conclusion i need a + 5:42 AM buddy to talk to. There's nobody here but us chickens.

When i was little i use to always want someone to play with, now i don't know how. I have my pen in my mouth, i guess it's time to draw in the dark again. Coherence? Kiss my ass! People??? who needs People??? i have plenty of entertainment here :::pokes eye:::

Oh i was seeing too many extra lights, i have stigmatism so light bothers me. Lights are still there.

I was reading someone's journal and i do care. I don't know why but i do. I'm always asking myself why and i try answering honestly and i don't think i know. i get attached to some people, there's some reason [perhaps curiosity] that i do. And of course i can't have anyone change their perception of themselves from one stupid [seemingly general] comment but... no but. And it's not just curiosity. I wish i could help but then you wouldn't learn. Sure u feel vulnerable, i hate that feeling, but grow a callous. takes time to heal, i know, i have all my scars intact. Kris said scars were beautiful... not when it's most of your body.

No, you're wrong. all you have IS yourself, but you can't deny other people care... for whatever reason they might have, and for whatever intentions. You can't shelter yourself... you can't be like me because then you limit what you can become...

hey lets go to [wall], what are you [wall], are you [wall], speak to me [wall], okay.. bye [wall...wait, what? Where did...]

man... am i going crazy?

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Date:2003-09-18 04:13
Subject:Drawing
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I don't feel i should explain it. It's whatever you see, whatever you think it means.

Do you see beauty? Was it intended to show skill or beauty? is it art?

It was intended to be mine, for my eyes, so it doesn't care how you see it. It does however, know that you do.

I'm not sure if it's finished, at this moment it is.

I'm not sure if i'm going to leave it here long. I might.

NO )

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Date:2003-09-17 15:34
Subject:More words.
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Monkey was crying again today, this time because she didn't want to do her homework. One of her tears fell on her paper located in her spelling journal. It stayed there a long time, i don't think she noticed its existence. I saw it fall in what seemed like slow motion and i stared at it for a long time.

I wonder, would she remember tomorrow what that tear meant and why it's on her page? Or would she remember in the longer tomorrow what she was thinking when she did this and that...

Probably not, damn girl cries for everything.

I just find it interesting that sometimes the inanimate object say so much more than people.

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Date:2003-09-17 05:12
Subject:i don't know.
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Mood:depressed? maybe.

I'm in a fit of unrest.

There's so much i want to do... all at once.

i'm going to register tomorrow. finally. maybe.

I filled out an application today to work in the photo studio.

I just found out that a publisher/person i just started to love died last week of cancer. :*^( i never met them but for some reason it hit me.

I don't want to get attached to anyone anymore.

I wonder who found that Polaroid i dropped on the beach that last night Kris was here.

Sept. 15, 2003: Jesus and i have been going out for 22 months.

what do you want?

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