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[12 Mar 2003|11:38am] Hello. I finally saw lance after such a long time. I was soo happy to see him ::grins and nods:: WE talked about what we were going to do about the twins. yeah, enough said. ::laughs:: 1 comment|post comment

Shocking news......... [19 Feb 2003|03:15pm] [ mood | shocked ] ::Calls Lance on his cell phone, gets his machine::Lance, its Sandra, I went to the doctor today. He told me something very shocking,im pregnant with twins, a boy and a girl. Call me later bye ::hangs up and writes in journal:: So yeah I just got off the phone, i left lance a message. the doctor said Im having twins, a girl and a boy. Im excited and scared at the same time. Life is seriously going to be crazy now. ::sighs:: Oh well, I have been hanging out with Ryan gosling lately, he's like my best friend, he takes care of me. We are kinda sorta dating, I guess if thats what you wanna call it. He says he cares for me and always will. Im glad someone does, havent had that in a while. My stomach is showing alot now. You can totally tell i am pregnant. ::looks down and rubs belly:: Im still deciding what i want to name my babies. Anyone got any suggestions? Leave me a reply if you got any name suggestions. ack i gotta go! bye 7 comments|post comment

[08 Feb 2003|09:30pm] [ mood | cranky/excited ] [ music | "Never again" Justin Timberlake ] I saw myself on cosmo. I forgot what they named me as, most funnest girl or something, yeah I remember them asking me, where was the wildest place i've had sex? hahaha it was a cab before I became famous. I am showing up every where now. I think i am the worst actress in the world or so i have said. Everyone keeps askin if me and Hugh Grant are dating. Ok, maybe alittle. He is soo nice to me, and a gentle man. We arent nothing serious though. I been out with a few guys in the past few days, like Leonardo Dicaprio, we had lunch one day, and then I had a brunch meeting with Josh Hartnett. Nice young man. Then there was this party I went too I hung out with George Clooney, Jiim Carey and Robin Williams. That guy makes me laugh soo hard! I would soo love to work with him one day. So yeah. I'm pregnant with Lance Bass's baby. Uhhh yeah, he lied to me, so i lied to him. He told me he'd take the responsibility of being the babys father, now here he is whining he is upset,confused, etc. I told him I could take care of the baby myself, that I didnt need his help, he said no, that he wants to help or some shit like that. So I dont know why he's being like that. As for him turning gay again, go ahead, i dont care. I guess it was wrong of me to lie to him, but then again he was lying to me, so who gives a shit now? I dont. and im saving my comments of mandy to myself. So yeah Enough said about that matter. I guess there's my update, life after Lance update, haha. Anyways, I Have to go, im meeting up with Hug again. He's taking me to this nice restaurant. So see yas! Leave me messages! buh bye! 3 comments|post comment

why me?? [24 Jan 2003|07:36am] [ mood | depressed/Lonely ] [ music | "From the bottom of my broken heart" Britney Spears ] Why do i always get cheated on by some other younger women?? why?? why me? what is wrong with me?? What did i do wrong? WHAT? ::Half cries:: I just dont understand, why is all this drama happening to me?? Lance, i thought we were happy, werent we happy? wasnt i enough for you?? why why why??? I just wanna know that, please. I have been asleep for the past few days, I recently went to the doctors office, now i am taking anti depressent pills to stop crying every damn minute. ::sighs shakily:: I should have never dated someone younger than me. NOw im beginning to think it was a mistake. ::looks down:: I dont know if i will be for a while. Im just too sad to do anything. Luckily i had enough courage to come a just update, i dunn, im weird. you all think im weird. Im know im a big mouth, sorry justin if you hate my guts, i didnt mean to snitch, im soo sorry, please forgive me. and to everyone else..im sorry ::sniffles:: hopefully i will be on again soon. bye ::updates, and logs off internet, going back to bed, for another few days, onl getting up a few times to brush teeth, and take shower and of course, to use the toilet, but also doesnt eat, has lost alottttt of weight.::e 1 comment|post comment

Whats upppp [19 Dec 2002|03:01pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | sounds of rain hitting the roof ] Nat, gave me this link to take a quiz and I took the one where "Which soviet union" leader I am. ::Laughs:: check it out! Happy Christmas everyone! ::gives everyone gifts, even Justin::((ya'll have to im me to find out what your gifts are, okie?)) Lance asked me to live with him, so we live together now, i am happy. we have a such a beautiful christmas tree! He surprised me with it, and then asked me to live with him, how cute is that. I love you baby! ::kissy,kissy:: OKie, well Merry CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. Which Soviet Leader are you? go to:the quiz! £ 4 comments|post comment

Diane Sawyer Interview......etc. [17 Dec 2002|05:08pm] [ mood | dreamy ] [ music | "I wanna love you forever" Jessica Simpson ] I recently got interviewd by Diane sawyer, and Lance was with me. We announced that we are a couple, and in love. Yes, we are in love. I love him will all my heart. We talked about the new movie, etc. Then I showed Diane the dress i was going to wear at the preimire. Then me and Lance went to the show, and was hounded by the press, alotta questions, wooo! ::laughs:: The cameras were flashing from left and right. I think i'm still blind from the lights. But me and lance had a suuuuuucccccchchhhhhhh a wonderful night after the show ::blushes:: it was romantic! I love him so much. I haven't felt this way in such a long time. I hope we last along time. oh well, I think justin is mad at me still. OH well, Justin- If you got nothing nice to say, then dont say nothing at all- is all i'm gonna say to ya. alrightly there's my loudy update, talk to everyone later bye!! Love, Sandra- sands 1 comment|post comment

In Europe with Hugh Grant.......... [12 Dec 2002|05:00pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | "Rock your body" Justin Timberlake ] I am currently in Europe with Hugh Grant. We are promoting the new movie "Two Weeks Notice" It's raining really bad here. I talked to Lance last night, I miss him soo much. ::blows kisses to Lance:: I will be home late friday night. I am going to the american primiere with Lance. We don't care who knows about us. He's my baby::laughs:: Cant wait to see your surprise baby! Hugh is talkign to his wife on the phone right now. He talks really loud. We are just hanging out here in the hotel, watching movies, and stuff before we go to the movie primeire(sorry bad spelling!) I cant wait till this trip is over! I really want to be in Lance's arms! ::frowns:: Anyways, There is an after-party but i don't know if im gonna go. I don't feel like getting drunk. Okie, I'm gonna go shopping with Hugh right now, he wants to get something for his wife, and i'm gonna get something for Lance. ::smiles:: I'm gonna get you a surprise too baby! okie? OKie, bye!!!!! Adios, Sandraz post comment

Happiness at last........... [08 Dec 2002|01:37am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | "Happy" Ashanti ] Im soo happy right now::laughs:: My new movie is coming out soon and I finally found someone. ::smiles:: He's perfect right now. Lance, I'll treat you good!::laughs:: I am just soo giddy right now. Ahhhhhh! Damn it sunday, I slept in today, until 11, damn how lazy am i? ::laughs:: I had a llllllonnnnnng as dream, it was weird. It was like me and this other guy, a cousin, I think we did something bad and we had to hide out in L.A, at this ranch and leave the next day. Weird, Weird. But I think the crime was we killed someone or something. Okie, i wouldn't kill no one first of all, and the ranch was my grandparents, whose ranch isn't in L.A, its in Los Banos, California. I am home alone right now, in my blue shorts, and Z95.7 Jingle Ball 2001 shirt, it was in San Jose, California, the compaq center. I went with my niece who lives there. Lemme tell you, the show really sucked! It was beyond boring. Jessica Simpson, Christina Millian, Arron Carter, Shaggy(I left during his part, at the end, Cause I don't like him much) and Sugar Ray was there, and other people who cant sing for shit! Sorry. But I thought Sugar Ray's performance was good. Same with Jessica, and Arron. Inbetween, breaks, like before the next singer came on, there were these stupid ass people who cant dance for shit, try to dance on stage for a good 20 minutes! I cant wait to see J.Lo's New movie! A cute Cinderella Movie! Oh yea, speaking of Movies, Lance I forgot to mention. I loved that movie "On the Line" I went to go see it the second day it was out. Problem was, I was sooooooooo sick. But my niece begged and pleaded, So I gave in. and Lemme tell ya, during the whole movie, I totally didn't feel like I was sick! Strange huh? ::Laughs:: But then when the movie was out, I took my niece to Bakers Square, and It felt like I got morrrrre sick than I already was. But I still loved the movie, and I have it on DvD.! ::Laughs:: So goooood job on that Movie, babe! Especially at the very end with Justin and Chris. Hey Justin, you play a good gay guy, or thats what it seemed like, lol! Sorry and Chris was just sooo funny, like always. Alright, i'm going to shut up now! I hope to hear and see from you guys soon! Buh Bye! Love, Sandra post comment

Good Afternoon..... [07 Dec 2002|01:10am] Hey People, I talked to JC, Justin and Lance last night. Lance and I were getting alitte freaky, but hey thats ok! ::laughs:: Call me hon! With JC, we were talking about normal stuff, joking around with each other. He made fun of me falling down and shit. I'm not clusmy! Like I told them I got paid to fall down! Justin thinks I paid myself, little butthead! ::Laughs:: I had fun talkin to the boys. Finally I wasn't alone no more. Oh Yea, Lance, I think I got a crush on you! ::laughs:: We should get together REAL soon! ::winks:: I had fun with ya last night, poofu! ::giggles:: Okie, I'm hungry! Marks hotdogs is here, juicy also! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! Later! Sandra 4 comments|post comment

Hola Amigos and Amigas........ [06 Dec 2002|04:18am] I Just finished watching Christina Aguilera's "Beautiful" Video. A decent Video! Hey, I can't wait to see JC's song. I think its called blowin up her love, with tara reid? Hey JC, are you datin her? I saw you several times in weekly magzine with her, you two looked pretty cozy. Oh well. I soooo F-ing bored, so i try to keep up with the latest gossip. Ok, i have to go, something came up. love, sandra 2 comments|post comment

Oh soooo lonely......... [05 Dec 2002|08:46pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | "Crazy" KC and JoJo ] I am lonely right now, nothing to do. No one to talk too. I'm such a loner sometimes. I want to go out and party, but no one to go with, and I don't feel like going and meeting strangers. I rather go out with my friends. So i am here in the net, writing in here. To who ever reads this, pleaaaaaaaase talk to me. I don't care about what. I am listening to kc and jojo because its a good song. So lately, I heard a rumor i was dating ryan gosling, hahaha where does the media get this stuff. Yea he's cute, but i'm like half his age. I find myself attracted to young people, like those nsync boys. they are hot. its sad how Britney and Justin broke up, they seemed soo happy, and really looked like they loved each other. I wonder what happened, oh well. I like keeping up with gossip, especially about me! LoL! Oh yea, i remember when i presented with nsync at the teen choice awards, cutie pies. I made a fool of myself when i feel over in front of JC. But it was all in the act. Hhehe! I really need to start working out again, those donuts are starting to show. I have a gut now, a big one! argh! Maybe i can ask Britney Spears for some excercising tips, because that girl is dead on skinny. She's crazy if she thinkgs she's fat. Oh well, or i migght Christina Aguilera, she gained a few pounds from what i can tell. But still looks, skinny. I just saw her Diirty vvideo, totally not for kids eyes! Not to be rude, but it seems more like a porno flick instead of a video. Oh well, she has one hell of a voice, she can sing better than britney, but cant dance. Like Britney can't really sing well, sounds she has a stuffy nose. But she can dance good! Sorry, but i had to get that off my chest. Better to be honest than lie! oh well, i better get going buh bye! Always, Sandra 6 comments|post comment

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