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So you see, it's almost that time of year again. Where Mr. Old Saint Nick comes prancing off his sleigh, into the chimney that he can't fit into, then delivering presents to everyone even the little brats that don't deserve um. (;. Hmm, sometimes I tend to get bitter around Christmas, then at the same time I get incredibly chipper. Weee! The Cure fills me with so much anger, its fun. I'm all like >_<. Hah. Whenever I do that face I say to myself, "No kitty, those are my cheesy poofs.." Hehe. Awe. Good ol' Cartman.
Wow. That Bob guy from Bob's Discount Furniture really bothers me. I just want to smack myself when I hear his little annoying voice and commericial on tv. Then on top of that when I have enough, I go to turn on the radio and hear his stupid cock voice again! Hmmf.
So let me recount the weekend that was by far the most boring weekend I have ever had. Friday. Friday was cool because everyone thought it was tara's birthday because of moi. Wee! Friday night I went to Emo's, then went to the tree lighting, then froze to death, then went home. Yeah. It was quite boring. Then I talked to Teddy for like a 1/2 hour then went to bed at like 10. Yeah I'm cool, I know, No need to tell me. Then Saturday. Saturday I was snowed in, and couldnt do anything. It was Tara's birthday though. Whew! Yeah! I was suppose to go to the mall with Ted, but nooo, the stupid storm had to come and ruin my plans. Jerk. Then so you see, I watched Christmas movies and ate food and played in the snow with Ollie and went on my computer and uhh danced and sang and listened to music. Yup. That was my day. Then talked to teddy on the phone then went to bed for like 2 hours then woke up and watched more movies and tv. Then Sunday. Yes, Sunday I went outside and rolled around the snow randomly, yup I'm cool I know. Then after that exhilarating moment, I went inside and took a shower. Then my parents randomly decided to hate me, so I wasn't allowed to go to the mall : (. So no, Ted. Nope, not once this weekend. I'm like falling apart as we speak. I'm just sitting here, deteriorating. So yeah, now I am here, doing nothing at all. Ted's at the mall, he may call from a payphone, I doubt it. Who would talk on the phone when they are at the mall. The greatest place in the whole wide world. ::Signs:: Hehe. Well I must go find something to do. I may come back here. I love you Ted. I love you Tara. I love you Alex. I love you Alexa. I love you all. Thanks. ::nods:: Bye.
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I got really bored.. so I'm going to do mad surveys. You can do them if you like. Or not. I don't really care either way.
Survey 1)
Use a song lyric on every question to answer the questions.
what color are your eyes: "..I can picture us walking hand in hand and side by side then I look into your grey-blue eyes. I like you an awful lot..." (I think I'll quit- Saves the day)
what do you think of yourself: "...I am not so upset about my horrible self But why don`t you go upset yourself..." (Cretin Family- The ramones)
what are your future plans:"...I'm about to see a million things I thought I'd never see before and I'm about to do all of the things I've dreamed of.." (Bulimic- The used)
what do you think of liars: "..the way you make me feel is so unreal.." (Autumm in the park- Suburban legends: awe.. they make me think of ted ): )
what do you think of your mom/dad/parents: "..It wasn't a suprise...You think my hurt will subside, when will you realize it will never go away, with the mark that you displayed, the wounds big but that's ok, I know you were wrong, so I wrote this song!
LIES! LIES! Mother Fucken Lies! Try to get away, instead you burn my eyes.."(Tissue-Fallout)
where is your favorite place to be: "...We're right at home in the California Sky illusions are taking part of the confusion in me
tomorrow, there will be no heroes left to follow..." (California Sky- Unwritten Sky)
what about love: and you never would have thought in the end how amazing it feels just to live again it's a feeling that you cannot miss it burns a hole through everyone that feels it ..." (Blue and Yellow- The used)
what about your friends: "...you were always there for me when i needed a shoulder to cry on childhood can be so cruel thank god i had you.." (My best friends- 5 days ahead)
what about your ex: "I know I'm stronger now who's looking south not me I'm not looking back i'm done denying the truth to anyone cause I'm alive you showed me how you seemed to find a hole but I just laughed and smiled begged and rolled my eyes even cried and denied the truth to you just like the truth to me mostly lied I'm not going to look back white it out like glittering wax butterflies.." (Maybe memories- the used ^_^)
what about that current someone: "Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. And that feeling of doubt, it's erased. I'll never feel alone again with you by my side. You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your loves always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. (Warmness of the soul- Avenged Sevenfold)
what do you think about fall: "Warm October nights you came and cuddled next to me our noses brushed so close I wished it was our souls drifting off to sleep" (October nights- Yellowcard) Yeah i know it didnt fit to well but i love that song.
what do you think about summer: "And she'll have fun fun fun till her daddy takes her T-bird away."-Fun Fun Fun, Beach Boys
what about morning: "swallowed up in the sound of my screaming cannot cease for the fear of silent nights oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming the goddess of imaginary light.." (Imaginary- Evanescense)
what do you think about revenge: "So how does it feel? How does it feel? 'Cause it's tearing me apart How does it feel? How does it feel? 'Cause it's tearing me apart....You've been replaced by a prettier face so look who's crying now.." (How does it feel- Sugarcult)
Survey 2)
You and Yourself
1) What's your name? - Beth
2) Do you like your name? - Eh
3) What other names were your parents going to name you? - Chelsea.. Anne
4) And if you were born the opposite sex? - Ryan
5) What is the most annoying name? - I don't know
6) What is the most attractive name? - Tyler.. Teddy.. wee
7) Ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex? - Yeah
8) How often do you wash/bathe? - Everyday
9) Where do you shave? - Haha.. places...my tongue.. chin.. you know how it is (;
10) How do you relax? - music
11) What are your pet peeves? - A lot of shit
>> You and Others
1) Who is your best friend? - Tara and Teddy
2) Why are they your best friend? - Cause I can talk to them and I love them
3) Do you have many enemies? - umm.. yea like one
4) Do you find it easy to get along with other people? - Yeah
5) Do you talk to strangers? - I guess?
6) Prefer to talk to people younger or older than you? - Older
7) Are you patient when talking to others? - Sure
8) How to you deal with people that annoy you? - Avoid them.
9) Would you say you are polite? - When I need to be
10) Do you talk to your neighbours? - I wave and say hi sometimes
11) If you see an accident or incident, do you inquire about it? - Yeah.
>> You and Love
1) Are you in a relationship with anyone? - Yes
2) If so, do you think he/she is 'the one'? -- Who knows
3) If not, are you currently looking? - Nope
4) Would you ever have an affair, and why? - Nope, cuz if i go out with someone it means i really like them and really want to be with them, and only them.
5) Do you agree with casual sex? - I guess
6) Would you have a relationship with someone that already had children? - Maybe later in life
7) How old do you want to be when you marry? - No later than 30
9) What would you call your future children? (Male and Female) - too much thinkin involved.. tooo tired
10) Would you ever marry an 80-year-old millionaire? - No
11) What is your age limit for relationships? - 14-18
>> You and Life
1) What do you want as a future career? - I dunno.. Doctor?
2) What are your ambitions? - Not sure
4) Believe in growing old disgracefully? - Huh?
5) How would you want to die? - I'm not sure..matters if im alone or not
6) How would you want your funeral? All the people I loved and saying happy memories
7) Would you kill yourself if a loved one died? - I'm not sure
8) If you had one last request, what would it be? - To maybe.. uhh be with ted for the rest of my life
9) If you only had a month to live, what would you do? - everything
10) What is the point of life? - Still trying to figure that one out
11) What are you living for? - Friends, family, ted , music ...
>> What is your opinion on...
1) The war against Iraq? - I don't really know
2) Discrimination? - Bad
3) Smacking children? - Umm.. bad
5) The fire service strikes? - What?
6) Obesity? - America
7) Online dating? - Stupid.
8) Adultery? - Bad
10) Vegetarian diets? - Eh..sure?
11) Self harm? - No comment
>> You and Situations
1) If you could save only one person from a burning building, your favoured parental figure or a doctor with the knowledge to cure a disease such as HIV or cancer, whom would you save? - God.. I would say my grandpie... but nvm
2) If you (or your other half) were expecting a child, but were told that due to unfortunate complications, only the mother or child could be saved, which would you let die? - I would die.
3) If you were trapped in a lift that was about to collapse with a elderly lady and a young boy, who has the right to escape first? - The young boy.
4) How would you react if you came home and caught your best friend cheating on your trusted other half? - Kick both their ass's.
5) Would you sacrifice your own life for a loved one or family member? - Yup .. in a second
6) Would you ever donate any of your organs to anyone, either a loved one or a total stranger that needed it? -Yeah
7) Would you ever abort your own child, or place them up for adoption if they were disabled or unplanned? - No.. not at all
8) If your best friend's other half was cheating on them, and you knew, would you tell your friend, or confront his other half? - I don't know
9) How would you react if your own child was a murderer and placed on death row? Would you campaign for or against their life? - Not sure
10) If a family member or loved one were killed either through an accident or murder, would you demand justice, the killer’s death, or try and forgive them? - If it was murder, than die
11) Finally, if you were called up for war, would you go for your country, or refuse and face jail? - Go for my country.
Name: Beth
Name on birth certificate: Bethany Jean Weber
Nicknames: Be, Beth, Bethie, Stawberry Shorty, ..other things lol.. too many
Screen Name: alot..mostly BOARDERlineCHIC
yahoo: none
When is your birthday?: April 27th
Eye color: Grayish blue
Hair color: Brownish lightish redish
Natural Hair Color: brown
Who do you love/like: Ted
Who is your best friend?: That's already been answered.
Who is your girl crush?: Tara! hahahaha... wee.. that was funny
Who is your boy crush?: Look up about 3 questions
Your favorite people? (Up to 10):
1 -- Ted
2 -- Tara.
3 -- Whore
4 -- Ku
5 -- Lexii
6 -- Mike
7 -- Alex
8 -- Bert-Quinn-Jeph-Brenden
9 -- Mo
10 -- Ollie
~RIGHT NOW~
Outfit: Jeans, white shirt, black hoodie, socks, bra, thong, hehe.
Hairstyle: up in a clippy thing
Jewelry/Accessories: 3 necklaces.. earrings
Underwear: Black.
Do drugs: Nope
Wear dark colors: Yeah
Dye your hair: Sometimes
Shave strange places: My tongue? Is that strange? (; Hah. You wish.
~HAVE YOU EVER~
Kissed someone: Yeah
Killed someone: Yeah.. a few (;
Been raped: those questions are stupid
Smoked: Yeah
Gotten Drunk: Yeah.
Worn rainbow: .. dont think so
Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: Aha, yeah.
Left the country: yup
Had a party with over 30 people: Yep
Taken nude pictures: haha.. afraid so
Stolen something: yup
Caught something on fire: yeah
Cheated on someone: ..... once... i swear to god...teddy i never meant it.. and im so sorry for it.. i love you so much*
Wanted to cheat on someone: nah
Asked someone out: nope
Been dumped: yup
Dumped someone: yup.
Had a dream, then the next day it happens: yeah
~PICK ONE~
Cat/Dog: Dog
White/Black: black
Hot/Cold: cold
Far/Near: near.
Water/Land: water.
Kiss/Sex: both..lol
Online/Phone: both.
Beer/Book: beer... lol.. i meant book*
Novel/Poetry: poetry.
Music/Silence: music.
~DREAM MATE~ shall i describe my loved one? yes.
Short/Long Hair: in the middle.
Preppy/Dorky/Druggie: Haha.. my boyfriend now is a dork.. hehe* You know i love you..
Freckles/No Freckles: none or a few
Hair Color: dark brown
Hat/No hat: depends
Makeup/No Makeup: No make up inless some eyeliner and black nailpolish... yum!
Dressy/Casual: casual
Holding hands/Holding 'other body parts': both
i <3 ted.
:D
~LAST PERSON~
You Touched: Mom.
You Talked to: Tara.
You Hugged: Daddy
You Kissed: Lovey.. weee
You Instant messaged: tara
Who broke your heart: emerson.... :/
~ARE YOU~
Understanding: Yeah
Open-minded: Yeah
Arrogant: Nah
Insecure: Yeah.
Interesting: I guess
Hungry: Not right now.
Smart: Nope.
Moody: I can be
Childish: Yeah
Independent: Not really
Hard working: Sometimes.
Healthy: Yeah
Emotionally Stable: No.
Shy: Sometimes.
Difficult: Sometimes.
Attractive: No
Bored Easily: Yes.
Thirsty: Yeah
Obsessed: Nope
Angry: Yeah
Sad: Yeah
Happy: Ehh sometimes
Trusting: Yeah
Ill: A wee bit.. ::sneezes:: Hehe
Talkative: When I want to
Ignored: Not a lot
Reliable: Yeah.
Self-disciplined: No.
Sleepy: Yeah
Lonely: Right now
Word Association
-dog- MoOllie
-brown- Mr. Hankey
-hot- cocoa
-water- im thirsty
-bed- nice
-flower- rose.
-cold- warm.
-love- ted.
-cow- moooo
-car- cooper
-sex- fun!
-phone- sex
-ring- tone
-God- is great
-friend- ship.
-swim- PE
-rock- Onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
-sweet- candy.
-bad- boy.
-tree- christmas tree.
-school- sucks.
-summer- nice.
-picture- ted<3.
-fast- slow.
-boat- water?
-shower- hot.
-feather- turkey?.
-ear- muffs.
-vomit- Ew
-baby- guRL .
-light- bright
-blood- red
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Do You...
-have a pool?- yup
-have cable?- yeah.
-watch MTV?- sometimes.
-have a waterbed?- nope
-like cookies?- who doesn't?.
-have DVDs?- yah.
-like cheese?- yup.
-have a watch?- umm i think so.. i dont wear it though
-have ICQ?- no.
-sing in the shower?- yeaa.
-have a cell phone?- i did.. meep.
-keep a photo album?- yeah.
-drink water?- yeah.
-like roller coasters?- LOVE them.
-drive?- not legally.
-have a best friend?- many.
-know what TVU is?- nope.
-listen to online radio stations?- nope.
-send e-mail forwards?- nope.
-like the heat?- nope.
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Food (do you like...)
-tacos?- yeah
-bread?- yeah
-veggies?- yeah
-pizza?- yeah
-doritoes?- Yeah
-pretzles?- Yeah
-chocolate?- Yeah.
-garlic?- It's alright
-veal?- meep.. : (.. thats mean
-hamburgers?- Yeah.
-chicken?- yeah
-hot dogs?- sure
-ice cream?- Yeah
-hot pockets?- YEAH
-popcorn?- yeah
-pop tarts?- Yeah
-salad?- <333333
-coke?- Eh
-pepsi?- Yeah
-gatorade?- Eh
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BLURTY!
-How many times do you update your journal?-often
-How many hours do you spend on here?- Online? Lots, well not not, i'm not allowed on <3
-How does your journal look?- Stupid, go ahead and look at it
-How many icons do you have?- 3
-Can you do any of those cool LiveJournal overrides?- yeah I guess
-Do you have music on your journal?- nope
-Do you update your journal with font colors?- no?.
-How many communities do you belong to?- 1
-Do you remember your very first entry?- nope
more later.. im out..
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