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[01 Jun 2004|10:22pm]
theres a full moon out tonight so im taking that as a sign that my weekend is gonna rock. hopefully it will.

good things going on right now
i never went to that appointment today haha
tomorrows my last day of school
3rd hp movie with heather
hopefully spendin the night at heathers on fri.
newark night on sat. w/ heth and steve
gettin a job soon-which means $$$
hopefully going back to cab

this summer i want to
lose 15-20 pounds
get a job
learn to play more on my guitar
know where im going to school next year

i've decided that im only 16 once... and im gonna live it up.
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dont ask. [26 May 2004|11:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | hoobastank- the reason ]

im not going to be updating on blurty that often anymore. im switching over to LJ for a while since everyone i know uses that. but i'll still be updating on here occasionally. if you wanna check out my LJ go
riiight herr!

i was bored. and i found a quiz website. and i went a little crazy. sorry.

The Strokes
Garage rock! I like you... I like you alot! You
and indie are on the same plane for me! You
bring rock'n'roll down to its dirty roots,
whether being minimalist like The White Stripes
or retro like The Strokes. You keep on doing
what you're doing! Oh...and did I mention I
like you alot?

What genre of rock are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

woo hoo im a rocker!

I am the Master of the Universe!
Magister Mundi sum!
"I am the Master of the Universe!"
You are full of yourself, but you're so cool you
probably deserve to be. Rock on.

Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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worship me!


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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aw im borderline crazy.

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Active in
games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves
attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short
tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in
oneself. Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.

What does your birth month say about you?
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i sound normal here...

Stoner Bear
Stoner Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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wtf? im not on drugs... but still very funny.

You're addicted to.....

Whoooooo partay! Also known as the hug drug
ecstasy makes you crave human touch. People on
ecstasy also like glowsticks and shiny things.

What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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again... not on drugs... but i do like shiny things.

You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting
personality, you're so unique. You're the kind
of person who always thinks outside of the box.
You're also a very accepting individual, and
believe in inner beauty.

Which kind of candy are you?
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i believe in inner beauty... nah fool nah u FUGLY!

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dont quote me. [19 May 2004|11:25pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | the beatles- shes leaving home ]

"not all who wander are lost" -j.r.r. tolkien

i got more clothes and shoes and a purse and some other stuff so its all good. and i got more $$ to spend. i went and saw the hemotolagist... need more tests blah blah blah... not sure whats going on blah blah blah.

hair appointment tomorrow
maybe seeing beth and lisa on friday
troys party on saterday
maybe going back to cab

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blondes have more fun [16 May 2004|10:58pm]
[ mood | okay ]

i went to accent music yesterday and got a black electric guitar! its awesome and i can already play a few songs on it. it was a little expensive but definatly worth it. today i went to the mall and that was just hell. i shopped around for 3 hours and all i ended up with was jean capris and a white shirt from american eagle. and i cant even wear the shirt because i have no shoes to match. but on tuesday i've got biology and then my dad is supossidly taking me out to lunch so after that im going to force him into taking me to the mall. i've got $$ to spend and i need some clothes.

key pieces in my life are being put together again. troy and i are talking. its feels great to know that we can be there for eachother again. i want to see him so bad and i think im going to at his birthday party on saterday!

on thursday im going to get my hair done and im not going to be a brunette anymore. im going blonde. and you know what they say- blondes have more fun...

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[11 May 2004|05:48pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | float on- modest mouse ]

me and lady are talking again. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. it feels great to be talking to her again and im just really happy about it. i hope were gonna get back to where we once were with our friendship. but not everything is great right now. but i cant explain everything on here. and talking about it would just get me more upset. its best if i dont think about it at all. but i go for another therepy session on thursday.

im supossed to be getting a phone call from someone. they were supossed to call monday. but they didnt. i feel like im not going to be able to breathe until i finally get the news i've been waiting for. if its bad news... i dont know if i will ever be able to get over it. and i dont think i'll ever be able to forgive. i can only think about the bad news. good news just dosnt exist anymore for me. i feel like im gonna lash out at someone any second now. but i'll keep it all in.

i disect a pig on thursday for biology. thrilling.

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a survay [30 Apr 2004|09:15pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | while my guitar gently weeps- the beatles ]

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page eighteen, find line four. Write down what it says: place in school and college curriculums side by side with ethan
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? an envelope
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? friends
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 8:46
5: Now look at the clock; what is the actual time? 8:52
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the tv
7: When did you last step outside? What were you doing? at like 6:00.... i was checking the mail
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? blurty.com
9: What are you wearing? grey pajama pants and american eagle t-shirt
10: Did you dream last night? i cant remember
11: When did you last laugh? half an hour ago
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? mirror... pictures...calender
13: Seen anything weird lately? yeah
14: What do you think of this quiz? interesting
15: What is the last film you saw? notting hill
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a guitar
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: i think that guys who wear eyeliner right are really sexy
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? no more rap music or gangstas!!
19: Do you like to dance? Sure
20: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? im not sure... but maybe Lily or Gwyneth
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? im not sure... but maybe James or Wills
22: Would you ever consider living abroad? Consider? I am going to live abroad forever or at least far away from delaware!!!!

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i wanna fly [17 Apr 2004|06:01pm]
[ mood | jealous ]
[ music | we never change- coldplay ]

last night i went and saw this local concert with ashley. the concert was ok but i know the lead singer and i havnt seen him in a while so we chatted and that was cool. but me and ashley really just talked during the concert and that was a lot of fun and shes not a gangster anymore! it was all good. me and ashley need to hang out more.

i just finished watching the end of the movie the birds. that movie is so crazy! it really is not scary at all and that lady in the green dress was like spazzing so it was really funny.

i wanna fly
and never come down
and live my life
and have friends around

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isnt it obvious? [12 Apr 2004|03:57pm]
[ mood | sarcastic ]
[ music | guns n roses- sweet child of mine ]

i have choir tonight at seven but i dont really feel like going. i would rather stay in my pajamas. but i'll be in a better mood once i get there.

im really in the mood to watch the austin powers movies. the last time i saw goldmember was a year ago. and i forget everything that happens. oh except for the part when britney spears exploded in the begining of it. what a great moment in american filmwork. git in mai bell-ley! aww... fat bastard.

well im going to watch seventh heaven now. a very bad acted soap opera covered up by mildly interesting moral story lines. i will roll my eyes several times, laugh at those retarded twins, and make sarcastic remarks back to my television screen.

people are clueless. everyone i know is so wrapped up in themselves that they dont even stop for one minute to see how someome else is feeling. the things that are the most obvious in life... are missed so easily by even the smartest people.

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$$$$$ [12 Apr 2004|12:07am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | america- simon and garfunkle ]

there are all these trees outside of where i live. they came into bloom just in time for easter. they look like pure white flowery cotton balls with little tiny mint green leaves. theres just on after another after another. they bloom so beatiful but the flowers fall so quickly. i wish i could see them all year round.

today was easter. it didnt suck after all. there are lots of flowers in our house that smell so sweet. my mom made an easter basket for me and bill is giving me $200 to go get some spring clothes!!! $$$$$$!!!!! me and my mom and bill all got dressed up and just went out to this really nice resteraunt. we went to harrys savoy grill. for desert i got creme brulee! ahhh...it was so good. we have decided to just go out to dinner every holiday now. i like that idea waaay better.

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risking what? [08 Apr 2004|03:32pm]
[ mood | poetic. ]
[ music | the beatles- im so tired ]

She walks in beauty, like the night. Of cloudless climes and starry skies, and all that's best of dark and bright meet in her aspect and her eyes. Thus mellowed to that tender light which heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less, had half impaired the nameless grace which waves in every raven tress. Or softly lightens o'er her face, where thoughts serenely sweet express how pure, how dear their dwelling place.

And on that cheek and o'er that brow, so soft, so calm, yet eloquent. The smiles that win, the tints that glow, but tell of days in goodness spent, a mind at peace with all below, a heart whose love is innocent.

-Lord Byron

i might be risking it a little too much.

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crazy and curious. [07 Apr 2004|11:18pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]
[ music | cat stevens- the wind ]

these past few weeks have been so busy. choir, art, vocal lessons, school, my health. its been crazy.

last friday- i went and competed at acsi in philadelphia. i got an excellant for my italian vocal solo! thats basically the best you can get so i was really happy. and i got to hang out with a lot of people i havnt really talked to in a while, so it was cool and alot of fun. but im deffinatly gonna do all-state next year too.

so about my health. i went up to a.i. hospital and i got all this blood taken for tests and then i think im gonna have to see a blood doctor and im getting a couple different ultra sounds done so they can see if i have anything blocking my blood from flowing right. so we'll see.

spring break has already started for me. i wont have to go back til the 20th... word! but easter sucks. all holidays suck. i might go over my grandmums house and do whatever there but most likely me and my mom will rent some movies, eat candy, and just chill at home. and thats fine with me. holidays just remind me that i have no family. so like i said... holidays suck.

i went and saw an art exibit last saterday in phili. it was so awesome and really got me inspired. i've been working on this painting im doing for my art class. my idea came from this picture i took of the ocean. its an awesome picture and hopefully my painting will come out really cool too. i have this idea for another painting i wanna do... its from the book the great gatsby... i would like to do what i think doctor t.j. eckleburgs eyes look like to me. if i could do it right... it would turn out awesome.

i was watching the real world today and found out that frankie is a cutter. im not sure if she really is though because how could she just drop the knife in front of everyone? and besides that stuff is practically scripted anyway. now thats curious.

i find my identity by listening to your words.

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[25 Mar 2004|09:42pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | bob dylan- like a rolling stone ]

i dont miss you. i just miss the idea of you.

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ahhh... waattterrrrr beeedddddd !!!!! [18 Mar 2004|11:19pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | robert plant- big log ]

i've seen the movie high fidelity about 3 times this week. they play it late at night and i leave it on while i go to sleep. i love that movie...speaking of sleeping... my brother is giving me his waterbed! its a queen size and im gonna get new sheets and curtains and everything! i'm soooo excited! i lovvvve waterbeds! im going to get it this saterday if ryan will grace us with his presence and more importantly let us use his truck so we can get it to my house. ahhhh... i cant wait!

i think theres something wrong with the circulation of my body. when i stand for just like 7 minutes in the same spot...(like when im doing dishes or in the shower etc.) then my feet break out in this weird red rash and start to itch and all my blood is not like flowing right or something back to the rest of my body. and i get all hot and feel like im short of breath. its weird. i saw the doctor yesterday and hes going to talk to some other doctors and run some tests. who knows?

my dad took me to school on tuesday and afterwards we went to lunch and the we went to barnes and nobles and i bought some books and looked around. then he took me to art class... it was really fun to hang out with my dad. i miss him a lot. hes gonna take me to school every tuesday from now on and im happy.

i love mixed tapes!! i made one for this guy kris this week. hes pretty cool and likes all the music i like. it was a really good tape. i wish i made one for myself.

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cinderelly!! cinderelly!! [13 Mar 2004|12:59am]
[ mood | awake ]

i went and saw cinderalla tonight. i didnt really pay attention that much because it just really wasnt that good. (except for kerry and barbara...who just rock) but it was fun since i mainly just chilled with kate karen and dee and that was cool. and i chatted with kerry and barbara and some other people afterwards. no one recongized me...ha it was funny. and i had this thing called a nerds rope and it was really good. oh yea there were other peope there that i know but i really dont care about them and they just suck.

im reading the harry potter saga again! im already on the third book. harry potter and the prisoner of azkabam.
the third movie comes out in june...what what! if you wanna check out some pics go riiight herrr!

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i got my herr did [11 Mar 2004|11:00pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | the white stripes ]

who am i? well im the same person, but i look totally different... my hair is now a rich chocolate brown and when im in the light you can see some reddish/violety colors. its cut straight and very blunty, its also cut a little higher then my chin and i now have heavy blunt bangs. its a cross between a 1920's flapper and catherine zeta jones in the movie chicago. its hottttt

the white stripes are the shit.

gimmie gimmie gimmie gimmie gimmie gimmie gimmie gimmie!!!
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someone new [05 Mar 2004|04:58pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

ok so we've grown apart. this is not shocking. but its time for some happy stories now. no more of this sad ending shit. its getting to depressing. new beginnings arnt bad. and even though you lose touch, you meet someone new. and that someone new can be really amazing.

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word. [04 Mar 2004|07:53pm]
[ mood | infinite ]

anyone who says that lucy in the sky with diamonds is about drugs just needs to be shot. and anyone who thinks
hold me closer tiny dancer is really hold me closer tony danza can just be shot also.

i really like this guy. but thats all i can say because who knows whos reading this.


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something better will come. [26 Feb 2004|11:44pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

i saw the return of the king again on saterday night. it was awesome as usual. im tryng to fing a job for the summer. or for now. or for both. i dont care... i just need money. money is my ticket out of here and im gonna start saving.

the only person i would really miss is my mom and probally my mommom. other then that... i want to leave and forget every place i've lived, every school i've gone to, and every person i know. i might go into more detail later... but right now i'll leave it at that.

other then that... i saw the passion of the christ today. i cried the whole time through. i didnt think i would... but it was so so so so so so so so sad. and im really glad i saw it.

my heart is racing... im sitting here being condemed for doing and knowing what is right. and im only insulted for it. i need to catch my breath... and warm my hands... dry my eyes... and know that something better will come.

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there and back again... [18 Feb 2004|11:48pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | coldplay ]

i'll embrace this change for now...
the best parts are that i only have to go for two days a week, i get to stay up late during the week, sleep in and not get up so early, im not so tired anymore, and i do so... much... more.

yesterday was biology and art was cancelled. i only stayed for an hour. afterwards me and my mom came home and made lunch together. my dad came over a little while later and i havn't seen him since around christmas. he gave me a valentines day card, $20, and a box of chocolates. he even signed the card "Love Dad xoxoxox" my dad never did anything like that for me for valentines day before. it meant a lot. after that me and my mom went to see The Lord of the Rings-The Return of the King. we snuck in pop-corn cookies candy and drinks. i had a lime green tea snapple...mmm it was good. the movie was amazing as always. one of my all time favorites. i cried during all the sad parts and i tried very hard not to bite my nails that i've been trying to grow, during the suspenseful parts. i think im gonna see it again on saterday.

today i went for english and geography. it was very boring. but the homework for geography is coloring. and i like coloring. but i cant find my good colored pencils... im gonna have to buy some. after that i went to barnes and noble and bought the Lord of the Rings-The Fellowship of the ring. im really hyped for the Lord of the Rings right now and i cant wait to start reading it! then i went to best buy and bought the first coldplay cd and the yeah yeah yeahs fever to tell. i bought my mom this dvd called as time goes by. she loves this show and i just wanted to surprise her. after that me and bill went to chilis and i had a salad and it was so good. i came home and had a nap.

im looking up showtimes now.

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very pink, very yummy, very happy... [15 Feb 2004|12:07am]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | queen ]

today is valentines day. i dressed all in pink and i ate sugar cookies in the shape of hearts that had red and pink sprinkles on them. they were very good. we have pink roses in our house and they are very pretty. i got lots of valentines and some had money in them, which is very good because i need some new c.ds. maybe a beatles one, or pink floyd the wall, an old white stripes album, or maybe an import one of coldplay, or something. today i got to watch jerry maguire, which i have never seen, and tootsie, which is an old favorite. comedy, drama, and romance in both. valentines day was very pink, very yummy, and very happy.

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