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Monday, September 12, 2005
12:40PM - Nothin really new
Well since ive last posted, a few new things have happened I went to NY and partied harty down there for a few days and wasn't able to say bye to anyone really.Cause I had to go to work that day which sucks balls.Basically all in all I had a great time I got to see people I havent seen in awhile and its great.Drinkin was fun as always, you drink have fun meet people,you drink some more and have some jello shots after that its kinda like watching a movie in slow motion thats in fastforward.What really sucks is having to walk through the ghetto at night piss ass drunk all the way home like a mile away.Everyone was surprised to see the amount of weight I lost I honestly didnt notice it myself until I went to go get my new licsence for my 21 birthday I compared the two and im like holy shit.I still cant wait to get into the marine corp its gonna be a trip.
Although celebrating my 21 birthday wasnt spectacular I wasnt able to get shitfaced cause I had to work the next morning which again sucked balls.And the other day however I met up with this german chick at work cause she was lookin for some sort of ciggaretts that they sell in France and she was dissappointed cause america doesnt sell them.But I talked to her a lil bit and she's like hey lets go drinkin sometime, ill catch ya later.I was like hell ya 21.
Saturday, August 20, 2005
7:17AM - Dreams
My dreams have been becoming more real lately, alot of what I have been doing seems as though I have already done it. I have been having extreme cases of DejaVu lately. Its odd,one dream I had I saw a tattoo on my back with the grim reaper standing on large amounts of bones with a great scythe in one hand and a skull in the other.There was latin writing going over the top and bottom reading, When you kill a killer his kills become your own, and The dead hold no secrets.Now that is a kick ass tattoo im definately geting that.
I partied thursday night and it was awesome good time,good people, good food,but I feel as though ive been slacking on my duties to loose weight.I still carefully watch what I eat but I dont work out as much as I used to. I need to get back to doing that. Lifting weights makes me feel energetic and helps me loose weight quicker.So I need to get off my lazy ass and do it.Besides that nothing else is new besides that fact im going down to Poughkeepsie this Friday.Fuck ya motherfuckers rockin the house in the NY bitches wohooo.
Current mood: 
lazy
Saturday, August 13, 2005
4:04AM - GRRRRRR
I had this asshole come into work 45 fuckin minutes late again DAMNIT!!! I want to choke slam his ass through the fucking countertop at work.What a waste of human life and somehow he's part time army reserves but he doesn't do shit there either. I mean seriously what the fuck. And my friend also flipped out at work today but thats cool cause its understandable with the fucking idiots i deal with on a fucking daily basis, a woman asked to use the bathroom I said "SECOND DOOR ON THE RIGHT" What does she do, what does the dumb bitch do she goes to the first door on the LEFT. I swear the people I get at my job dont deserve to be in the human gene pool.Which is why I cant wait to get into the marines the sooner the better.Than again I know I will have to deal with idiots there to fucking assholes.Oh and does anyone guess as to why he was late to work cause he fucking over slept.Good news is during this whole day im once again invited to an on the spot party thats about the only good thing about this job, other than that it makes me very very very angry.
Current mood: 
pissed off
Saturday, July 30, 2005
4:25AM - Everything yet nothing is new
Well I dont really know who reads this thing anymore, I havent updated in such a long time I dont think it matters.For those of you who dont know I finally got off of my lazy ass and joined the military the Marine Corp to be more exact. I figure if you join the military might as well go all out. Im hoping the Marines can change me into someone else other than who I am now,I dont like my personality, and I dont like overall how I portray myself to others. When I come back from boot camp I want to be someone else so that I can start anew. It might seem strange,odd, and even bizzare but it is something I want. Im just tired of being plain old me, Im tired of working dead end minimum wage jobs where I get yelled at for both doing the wrong and right things. In life I have always been better at doing things head on and using my hands rather than being stuck behind a desk. I hope the marines can offer what I want and in the end I think they will. I know its own fault for being where I am right now but everything happens for a reason as they say. Im already making the committent I have lost of 60 pounds already and I am continuing to loose weight. The truth is I would have joined up right out of highschool had I been more physicaly fit,but I suppose now is better than never. Well thats all for now folks I will update some time later.
Current mood: indescribable
Sunday, April 24, 2005
9:59AM - It's All new baby
well fun times indeed have come and past within the past few months, the suckiness of college which I abhore to enth degree, the many nights of drinking with friends who can actually buy the damned stuff (damn legal ass hoes) and last but not least wasting my days away doing nothing!
But in all seriousness shit is good, unfortunately its crappy to hear whats going on in NY with all of the BS and all I mean seriously guys cant we all just get along, but I suppose everything calmed down which is good cause drama is bad ummmmm K.Dustin joined the navy(bastard im jealous of you for joining the armed forces may ur drill seargents yell loudly)but I know youll do fucking insanely awesome dude, I wish you the best of luck and your going away party was the fucking shizniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.Havent heard from aaron in awhile but i guess he's doin good doing the whole workin thing still holding his shit down.Krista im talking to right now,and everyone else in ny is doin ok from what I hear.
My lil brother is doing better in school which is good cause he was one day away from flunking away even though the kid keeps an average of a B+
A few days ago while chilin and playin Halo2 at my one of my friends house these two chicks stop by and they were weird.And one of them was a porn star I was like holy shit, never met one before it was definately interesting.And why is it the most interesting things happen when Halo2 is being played I mean its crazzzzy.It boggles the mind, humanity still cannot comprehend its worth in comprehension its unbelieaveable!
Also we have discovered that without cheese the world's economy would crash and crumble and die because the pot heads wouldn't have cheesy nachos and or equivelent there of, and without that the pot market would crash and if the pot market crashes than the world as we know it comes to an end I mean think of it billions of dollars spent on cheese products to satisfy the munchies would be lost forever!EAT CHEESE NOW DAMNIT!!!NOW!!!!
Current mood: 
geeky
Current music: BUY CHEESE NOW DAMNIT!!!!
Sunday, February 6, 2005
2:51AM - God DAMN SON!!!!!!!!!!!!
So wuzzup havent updated in a minute! Thats wuzzup, well here we go trying to explain whats been going on in the past......year or so, well working at wal-mart I decided that they were treating me like shit so I was like fuck u mother fuckers and the horse u rode in on and went to my friend chris who is an assistant manager at Shell the gas station and asked him to hook me up with a job he said no problem and I had a job at shell. I quit wal-mart in november and started shell the next day after quitting walmart.After awhile I decided I was wasting my time with this dumb bull shit and decided to go to school full time and get a doctorate in teaching.Well it turns out im smarter than I thought I was.When I took the placement exam for the college I scored really high and they put me in two honor's classes and I was like damn right mo fuckers.So off I am getting a teaching degree and bull shit.MY mom's boyfriend Donald broke up with her saying she was to fat(and im gonna break his neck) and that she wasnt attractive for her anymore!Well a few weeks after that he starts calling her back and apologizing for all of his dumb shit and all of the crap that he was giving her and she takes him back!Goddamit fucking dumbass things I swear to god Im gonna fucking flip out and release the inner fucking beast that I hold inside to destroy every fucking thing!!!!!But anyways my brother has been skipping school and hes only in 6th grade and a smart lil fucker at that he still manages a b+ average with 8 abscences.
The week I was down in NY was hella fun hanging out with friends and shit I mostly hung out with Dustin for most the week, damn hes shippin out in a few weeks thats gonna suck man im gonna miss him.Well I also hung out with aaron and tried to hang out with krista but That was my dumbass fault for not callin her back on friday, sorry i didnt mean to =).Well other then that things have been good I guess 20 yrs old and still alive so thats good, Ive made like ten friends since ive been up here,theyre all really cool ppl with twisted views:
Morgan and Pete:Identical twins who believe that the coming of christ has come and gone and that earth is Hell not a way station between heaven and hell.Who are way to smart for their own good.
Rob,Chris,jermey, and bear:Pagans who believe that we should wipe out human technological advances and let humanity fend for itself by killing off each other and thinning the human race.
Mat:An ordinary strange cool mob connected kinda guy
Jazz:Token black guy,with clinical psychosi
well thats pretty much the run down I suppose nothin much else has been going on and its getting late and I need to read an entire book for my women leaders of the 20th century class, an entire book and then hand in questions electronically by tommorow(yippee) alright kiddies have a good night.
"....God,god does'nt care about you hell he probably hates you..."
Ben Affleck in Fight Club
Current mood: pissed off
Current music: the little fucking leprechauns dancing loudly in my head
2:51AM - God DAMN SON!!!!!!!!!!!!
So wuzzup havent updated in a minute! Thats wuzzup, well here we go trying to explain whats been going on in the past......year or so, well working at wal-mart I decided that they were treating me like shit so I was like fuck u mother fuckers and the horse u rode in on and went to my friend chris who is an assistant manager at Shell the gas station and asked him to hook me up with a job he said no problem and I had a job at shell. I quit wal-mart in november and started shell the next day after quitting walmart.After awhile I decided I was wasting my time with this dumb bull shit and decided to go to school full time and get a doctorate in teaching.Well it turns out im smarter than I thought I was.When I took the placement exam for the college I scored really high and they put me in two honor's classes and I was like damn right mo fuckers.So off I am getting a teaching degree and bull shit.MY mom's boyfriend Donald broke up with her saying she was to fat(and im gonna break his neck) and that she wasnt attractive for her anymore!Well a few weeks after that he starts calling her back and apologizing for all of his dumb shit and all of the crap that he was giving her and she takes him back!Goddamit fucking dumbass things I swear to god Im gonna fucking flip out and release the inner fucking beast that I hold inside to destroy every fucking thing!!!!!But anyways my brother has been skipping school and hes only in 6th grade and a smart lil fucker at that he still manages a b+ average with 8 abscences.
The week I was down in NY was hella fun hanging out with friends and shit I mostly hung out with Dustin for most the week, damn hes shippin out in a few weeks thats gonna suck man im gonna miss him.Well I also hung out with aaron and tried to hang out with krista but That was my dumbass fault for not callin her back on friday, sorry i didnt mean to =).Well other then that things have been good I guess 20 yrs old and still alive so thats good, Ive made like ten friends since ive been up here,theyre all really cool ppl with twisted views:
Morgan and Pete:Identical twins who believe that the coming of christ has come and gone and that earth is Hell not a way station between heaven and hell.Who are way to smart for their own good.
Rob,Chris,jermey, and bear:Pagans who believe that we should wipe out human technological advances and let humanity fend for itself by killing off each other and thinning the human race.
Mat:An ordinary strange cool mob connected kinda guy
Jazz:Token black guy,with clinical psychosi
well thats pretty much the run down I suppose nothin much else has been going on and its getting late and I need to read an entire book for my women leaders of the 20th century class, an entire book and then hand in questions electronically by tommorow(yippee) alright kiddies have a good night.
"....God,god does'nt care about you hell he probably hates you..."
Ben Affleck in Fight Club
Current mood: pissed off
Current music: the little fucking leprechauns dancing loudly in my head
Monday, August 30, 2004
11:50AM - new
well I suppose a few things are new up here in New Hampshire, im gonna be moving out of my dad's place and moving with a buddy up here around december and that should be cool.I have a car its allright not great but better then nothing which great, its a volvo 89 runs good and in good condition. I still work at Walmart which has been going for about 7 months now wohoo, longest running job ive ever had and making a whopping 10.40 an hour. Im gonna start school soon and im going to go full time. I havent been to any parties and have sworn away smokin cause ive been down that road and I dont need to go down it again, it just dont solve problems at all. other than that ive just been chillin with people up here and hangin out I would be surprised if anyone ever read this post its been oh such a long time since ive posted well alrighty ill talk later.Oh and about the whole marine thing im diffinately gonna do that.
Current mood: 
tired
Friday, May 21, 2004
5:19PM - Update
Well much hasnt changed I suppose since the last time I updated. I got a job at Walmart working from 10:00pm to 6:30 in the morning Over night stocking isnt to bad I suppose.I get paid $10 an hour for it so itsw pretty sweet. But They asked me to go work at another Walmart cause they needed help there well now I commute for about 30-45 minutes to work which now sucks, and its in Mass so I hav e to pay mass tax and fill out mass tax form at end of year.I have been getting some good overtime through from walmart my last paycheck was $700 so im doing ok on the cash front.IM already done with school and I got a B+ in my american history class. I thought I would done better considering I got an A+ on a really important report and an A on an equally important test. But hey whatever.Jonathan has decided to skip elementary school yesterday for some reason, which has caused some major comotion within the family I mean elemnetary school come on really!Ive been keeping in touch with Aaron and Dustin havent talked with Krista in a while which I need to do. and ive been hangin out with people.Ive been to a few parties here it was ok I got pretty fucking drunk when a bartender who was at the party decided to make a new concoction called the snorkling Italian which is basically alot of HARD liquor mixed together with a pinch of ginger ale.It was fucking great and awesome all at the same time. AWWWW ya. Ive been thinking about joining the military again mainly the marines joining up and losing weight .Chances are I would probably go to Iraq if its still hot in a year.Im gonna start working out again and focus on loosing weight so I join up.Allright people talk to u l8er peace.
Friday, February 20, 2004
1:52AM - bad news folks
Well I got some bad news when I came home earlier tonight my dad asked how was ur day I said fine and he said he got fired.So I wont be online for a long while until the two of us can get jobs or at least until my dad can get a job but the thing is that my dad is in a field where not a whole lot of people want workers for so the chances are slim.I have high hopes of course asssuming he will find a job .well thats whats new in my life and there isnt much of anything else except for me trying to desperatley find a job which is actually nothig new but its still something to talk about.My communication will now only be limited to phone for prolly the next 2 months.So if anyone wants to have a chat pick up the phone and dial down the center AHAHHAHA I sometimes even make myself laugh.But seriously no collect calls.
Sunday, January 25, 2004
11:34PM - Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
well nothing much is new I would suppose I saw butterfly effect which was a ood movie.But I spent my halo2 money to go see it but im sure ill find 10 bucks by March.Ive been makin some new friends and shit up here.Talked to Dustin on I believe thursday was it?probably I dunno something like that or maybe it was Friday ya it was Friday.Anyways college is the same I started the second part of american history2 which is interesting learning how there are over 800K people unaccounted for the civil war.Well ahhhhh ummmmmmmmm ok I ah im typing right now if that counts as something new LOL.The heroic quest for a job is well still going on and on.Im working out again.Well other then that nothin new so i guess I will just go back to my boring life style.Paz
Sunday, January 11, 2004
11:42PM - Hi
Well I had a very fun time in New York last week, it was very fun.The very first night I was there I got drunk so go me!Did some smokin also that was fun.Got to chill with Aaron and Dustin only.Got a driving lesson tommorow and im going to continue to look for work.I also have to buy some more books I think, which should be "Fun".I wish I could have hung out with more people and stayed longer but hey thats how it goes ya know.For christmas I got an xbox with some games, all of which ive nearly beaten.Well I suppose that is the majority of what has happened.I cant think of much of anything else at the moment that is more extraordinary, because this post is pretty lame and so am I lol.
Wednesday, December 3, 2003
1:07AM - Vampire
Twinkle do twinkle light so far
I see the Settite. Toreador come and go
their fashion statements are numb and cold.
Brujah strong and mighty lazily admit the past.
But the Malkavians are the true children of Kaine everlast.
Well lets see nothing muc is new I suppose I will be stopping by in NY for a weekend, hopefuly. Im going down to Florida for christmas and I have been invited to go with Jeremy to this place in May. Ya long ways away but hey hopefully plans will hold out. I have a 8 hour flight total to go down to Florida, long ass flight if I dont say so myself. School has been good and things have been the usual looking for a job and finding none. I have been considering majoring in Teaching, specializing in American History. And because the NY school system pays so well why not teach down there right?Well I will write later bye.
Monday, November 10, 2003
3:45PM - Stupid Browser
I would have posted along time ago had I been able to post.I havent been able to beause of my internet browser it has decided to say fuck you and make internet life alot more difficult. Well now lets see what has happened.....I went to Salem Massachusets for Halloween and it was a blast it was just like mardigras actually lots of skantly clad women wearing very reaveling things. Ive been trying to keep in touch with people in Poughkeepsie but alas it has been more difficult then I thought it would be. Everybody always has to do something which is cool which is what im trying to work on which is trying to do something. Jobs up here are few and far between there is alot of unemployment up here and so everybody is looking for jobs. Finding friends is the next biggest goal, people are friendly but difficult to work with.
School has been going well for the most part nothing new there really. I will however be coming down to New York for a few days in December. About the second week of December I should be stopping down for a few days hopefully I will be able to hang out with some people and such should be fun. But im not making any plans at this point.Well thats it for now Ill talk to everyone later peace.
Tuesday, October 7, 2003
2:38AM - 23 days hopefully
yes I do hope people will be able to make for halloween up here.It should be fun going to salem it is quite crazy down there needless to say.Im gonna call dustin again tommorrow to find out if he can come and im going to call aaron also to see whats going on.I suppose all is going well in poughkeepsie for the most part from what I hear and read.Well im going to go get an application for shell.It's a gas station but hey where ever u can find work get it right?A guy I know is an assisstant manager and hes gonna put in a good word for me.NEver heard back from gamestop I guess they forgot about me just like the world does.I also got locked outta my house the other day but I managed to break in, without breaking anything.I really need to start working again so I can help out my dad pay for the bills which he told me today are alot.Well other then that I guess that sums up the situation.I also have to write a 3 paged essay by thursday which I havent started yet.But I got a B- on my first test which was a 2 essay, Identification test.Now Im gonna go crawl in my hole and go to sleep.
Current mood: 
distressed
Friday, September 19, 2003
12:07AM - A JOB!!!
Well I finally have another job interview I got a call from GameStop and a guy was like are you still interested and I said yes.So he said he was gonna give me an interview Friday which is tommorow.Yesss finally another Job interview.I handed in this application over 3 months ago.Im even surprised to get a call back from them the resume traffic they get is unbelievable.They are the equivelent of basicaly electronics boutique.Well I hope I get this job.It will help out in more ways then one.I will be able to save up for a car with the money.So yay I hope im lucky tmrw.
I dont suppose there is much else thats new, school is going ok my first test is wednesday.Learned alot of things about american history.They tend to leave out a whole lot of stuff in High School.Like us Irish had it just as bad as the blacks.Being sold into identured slave work and forced to it for the rest of their lives,not to mention that england forced them into debt which made over 150k people move before 1776.Anyways I got side tracked lol.IM going to be ordering my computer parts soon and im doing over night delivery who cares if its 50$ extra I dont wanna wait frickin 10 business days which is 3 weeks.BAH I want it now dammnit.Ok folks talk to u all l8er.
12:07AM - A JOB!!!
Well I finally have another job interview I got a call from GameStop and a guy was like are you still interested and I said yes.So he said he was gonna give me an interview Friday which is tommorow.Yesss finally another Job interview.I handed in this application over 3 months ago.Im even surprised to get a call back from them the resume traffic they get is unbelievable.They are the equivelent of basicaly electronics boutique.Well I hope I get this job.It will help out in more ways then one.I will be able to save up for a car with the money.So yay I hope im lucky tmrw.
I dont suppose there is much else thats new, school is going ok my first test is wednesday.Learned alot of things about american history.They tend to leave out a whole lot of stuff in High School.Like us Irish had it just as bad as the blacks.Being sold into identured slave work and forced to it for the rest of their lives,not to mention that england forced them into debt which made over 150k people move before 1776.Anyways I got side tracked lol.IM going to be ordering my computer parts soon and im doing over night delivery who cares if its 50$ extra I dont wanna wait frickin 10 business days which is 3 weeks.BAH I want it now dammnit.Ok folks talk to u all l8er.
Current mood: 
optimistic
Sunday, September 7, 2003
10:59PM - My BirthDay
YAY its my Birthday today!!WOHOO!!!
Well I got over 200 for my bday which is going towards my new computer that me and my uncle are gonna build.Hes a big computer guy and he's gonna help me build it.its gonna cost over 400 to make it tho.Well lez see if I can think of anything else.Well Im going to be applying to Friendly's(AGAIN).Hey you never know.I went over to my Aunt's and uncle's house for my birthday and it turned out ok.My great uncle and Aunt were down also visiting so I got to see them.College has been going good for the most part just a crap load of reading.It's also hard making friends up here with my personality.I really havent made much of any friends really so it does get lonely sometimes up here.Altho I am looking forward to Halloween when Some of my friends can come up.It should be fun going to Salem.YAY go Witch trials!Anyways I guess I will talk with everyone later.Bye
Current mood: 
sad
Monday, September 1, 2003
2:18AM - Why God Is God
Lemme tell you something about god.Dustin painted him when over my house one night and was like "This guy is god.......he is god because he is so awesome.He can kick the shit outta anybody.He has the big fucking gun strapped to his back."And so starts the legend of god.Yesterday god blew up two cars and killed one guy in combat.Yeehaw.
OK well anyways tmrw im applying to a job that pays up to 458 a week and pays for training and holidays.I would only work weekdays and not weekends.Does it sound to good to be true.....who the hell cares its 458 a week!I cant really think of anything else relevant to say .....oh ya the tv doesnt work which means no family guy or futureama or no Trigun no dammnit no!!!But I can hook up my tv so everything is good again.IM addicted to TV I need to get off it.LOL.Well the climate has finally changed.And im glad cause I just love this kind of weather.Up here its very cool with a crisp air taste.If I could have it it would be october all year round.I just love the foliage and the feel of it all.Some times life is good.
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
2:17PM - All the Same
It appears much hasnt changed by reading Kates Journal.I was hoping things would have tho.I just wish everybody would just calm down and take a break from everything.Drama is always ceaseless in Poughkeepsie.People keep doing the things that are really bad and they should stop.Maybe im getting mixed sources but whatever.
Things up here have been relatively the same.I take my first class for college in about 4 hours.Im not excited at all really for some reason.I guess because I never really cared about school even tho I know just how important it is.I just wish I could be around my friends and hang out with them.Well I guess I will talk to all of you later.Bye.
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