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my b-day [14 Nov 2004|02:16pm] [ mood | irritated ] [ music | ..... ] my b-day wasnt to good but i really really dont want to talk about it and if you care enough you could just ask me about it even thought i dont think ill tell unless i really trust u <3 auddy *2 dreams watch the stars?*

aw [08 Nov 2004|07:16pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | sam ] for your birthday ill give you 9 roses and you can hold them and look in the mirror and see 10 of the most beautiful things in the world :) i love you AWwWW *watch the stars?*

my weekend [02 Nov 2004|12:05am] [ mood | sadish ] [ music | geo talking ] over my big bright weekend i ... worked when to stephens uhmm went shoping and then today i had myself a little party hehe everyone went exept... PAUL!! PAUL im MAD at YOU jk jk but even jojo went! yea but there was some drama there lol so we watched freddy vs jason and cabin fever freddy vs jason SUCKED ASS and haha annie screamed in every part of cabin fever haha i gtg ttYALLl latertatersss <3 audddyyyyy *watch the stars?*

brit [26 Oct 2004|07:12pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | letters from home ] *You Were My Best Friend* *You Were My true* *Now Your 356miles Away* *And We Are AS Close As Ever* *Ice Man BF4E* love you brittany! <3 auddy *1 dream watch the stars?*

blaaa [26 Oct 2004|05:58pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | nuthin on but the radio- gary allan ] noBODy calls me . . . .................................... ......................................... ..................................... ................................ ............................ ........................ .................... ............... im so not loved so today sucked i had a french test.... that sucked and stuff but my life is to boring to talk about soo im out like a porch light in the ghetto latertater <3 auddy http://www.livejournal.com/users/luckypenguin/ *2 dreams watch the stars?*

monday sux [25 Oct 2004|06:22pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | brad paisley - whiskey lullaby ] omg today sucked ass... annie wasnt there i had to throw away one of my contacts and some biotch pissed my off and screwed up the rest of my day... . . . . . . . . . . ...if you love me . . . call me ! 2383098! ok im out like a porchlight in the getto <3 Auddy *3 dreams watch the stars?*

bla [23 Oct 2004|11:22am] [ mood | high ] [ music | no shoes no shirt no problems ] hit me baby one more time... my lonelyness is killin me EGGNOG!>> haha brittany ((no shoes no shirt no problems)) I've been up to my neck workin 6 days a week wearin holes into the shoes on my feet been dreamin of gettin away since i dont know Aint no better time than now..for mexico No shoes, no shirt, no problems Blues what blues..hey i forgot them The sun and the sand and a drink in my hand with no bottom and no shirt, no shirt, and no problems! No problems Want a towel on a chair in the sand by the sea want to look thru my shades and see you there with me Want to soak up life for a while In laid back mode No boss, no clock, no stress, no dress code No shoes, no shirt, no problems Blues what blues hey i forgot them The sun and the sand and a drink in my hand with no bottom and no shoes, no shirt, and no problems Babe lets get packed..tank tops and flip flops if u got them No shoes, no shirt, no problems No problems. *watch the stars?*

bla [23 Oct 2004|11:22am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | letters from home ] my John Deere brings all the hicks to the barn and my like its bigger then yours damn right its bigger then yours id let you ride it but its way to large.. <3<3<3 auddy *watch the stars?*

bla [23 Oct 2004|11:22am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | letters from home ] my John Deere brings all the hicks to the barn and my like its bigger then yours damn right its bigger then yours id let you ride it but its way to large.. <3<3<3 auddy *watch the stars?*

my report card [19 Oct 2004|08:04pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | RacE!! ] i HATE MYSELF i got . . . a C in math a B in french a B in health a A in orchestra a C in biology a B in english a B in world history ok well i got to work tomorro so come c me ! ! ! ! last month as Matthew Jennings, 14, lay in a hospital bed, hooked to a machine, all hope gone, the boy's mother, Robin Glasscock, lay down next to him and held him. It was her goodbye. "I lay there with my head on his chest," she says, "so I could hear his heart beating." Matt's heart was beating, but doctors had declared him brain dead. He'd fallen from a skateboard and hit his head on the pavement. ^ SAD ^ (( RIP matt i love you so much)) im out like a porch light in the ghetto! latertater <3 auddy *watch the stars?*

todayyyy [18 Oct 2004|08:11pm] today sucked . . . very bad i was tierd and cold and nobody talked to me! I got pulled out of class 3 times today . . . they gave me this thing it says:: -permision slip- i give permision for my child _______________ to participate in the kids haven teen greif group held at E.C. glass high school. this group provides support for children who are grieving the death of a family member or friend. the group will be facilitated by a trained counselor from kids haven. if you have any questions or concerns, please feel free to call mr. stokes or myself, mr. lewis at 434 - - - - - - - yeaa but anyways i think im going to go talk to myself now. . . bye KISSED! Pass on the love. If you get it back you're really loved. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 pm tommorow, it could be anywere MSN, outside school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life. If you break this chain you will be cursed with realtionship problems for the next 10yrs. Send this to 15 people -_- _- _- _- -_- -_- _- _- _-_-_-_-_----Auddy-----_-_-_-_-_-_ *watch the stars?*

nobody loves me . . . [17 Oct 2004|09:20pm] [ music | she will be loved ] nobody loves me . . . > >> > >> > >> >I wrote your name in the sand... water washed it away... I wrote you name in the clouds... Wind blew it away... I wrote your name in my heart... For it never to fade away... nobody loves me! NOBODY! IF you DID you WOULD call ME! "Travelin' Soldier" Two days past eighteen He was waiting for the bus in his army green Sat down in a booth in a cafe there Gave his order to a girl with a bow in her hair He's a little shy so she gives him a smile And he said would you mind sittin' down for a while And talking to me, I'm feeling a little low She said I'm off in an hour and I know where we can go So they went down and they sat on the pier He said I bet you got a boyfriend but I don't care I got no one to send a letter to Would you mind if I sent one back here to you Chorus: I cried Never gonna hold the hand of another guy Too young for him they told her Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier Our love will never end Waitin' for the soldier to come back again Never more to be alone when the letter said A soldier's coming home So the letters came from an army camp In California then Vietnam And he told her of his heart It might be love and all of the things he was so scared of He said when it's getting kinda rough over here I think of that day sittin' down at the pier And I close my eyes and see your pretty smile Don't worry but I won't be able to write for awhile One Friday night at a football game The Lord's Prayer said and the Anthem sang A man said folks would you bow your heads For a list of local Vietnam dead Crying all alone under the stands Was a piccolo player in the marching band And one name read and nobody really cared But a pretty little girl with a bow in her hair *1 dream watch the stars?*

bored [17 Oct 2004|01:06pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | red dirt road ] im bored i wanna do something... i dont feel so hott its 1:08 ive been calling people all mornin and noone answers ok bye <3 auddy *watch the stars?*

matt [12 Oct 2004|06:56pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | perfect ] well.... i just got back from the doctor and . . . i got "strattera" i dont think im gonna like it bc i have to eat or it will make me sick.. . but but but im going back in like 30 days and getting "aderal" im veryy verrrrrry bored nobodys calling me... sam wont be back till like 12 ... im soo bored ! ! ! sadest story ...:( I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally Ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home In one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high Because he chose to drink and drive Now I would have to die So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me Like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom Tell daddy to be brave And when I go to heaven Put Daddy's Girl on my grave Someone should have taught him That it's wrong to drink and drive Maybe if his parents had, I'd still be alive My breath is getting shorter, Mom I'm getting really scared These are my final moments, And I'm so unprepared I wish that you could hold me Mom As I lie here and die I wish that I could say, "I love you, Mom!" So I love you and good-bye. *1 dream watch the stars?*

bla [12 Oct 2004|02:39pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | chicks dig it ] im about to go to the doctor! WeLL tHa » * T e A r Z * « aRe sTaRtiN tO sLo DoWn nOw B u T T h E e [{(( * P A ii N * ))}] DO U THINK U HAVE ADD? Often fails to give close attention to details or makes careless mistakes in schoolwork or other activities. Often has difficulty sustaining attention in tasks or play activities. Often does not seem to listen when spoken to directly Often does not follow through on instruction and fails to finish schoolwork, chores or duties in the workplace (not due to oppositional behavior or failure to understand instructions.) Often has difficulty organizing tasks and activities. Often avoids, dislikes or is reluctant to engage in tasks that require sustained mental effort (such as schoolwork or homework.)\ Often loses things necessary for tasks or activities (e.g., toys school assignments, pencils, books, or tools.) Is often easily distracted by extraneous stimuli. Is often forgetful in daily activities KERRY SUX!!! VOTE BUSH! well i gotta go to the doc. ttyl latertatersss BYES <3 auddy *watch the stars?*

YEA [11 Oct 2004|04:18pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | she thinks my tractors SEXY ] Hey everyone im having a party friday everyones coming! school was SUcKy today. . . i had a playing test in orchestra and. . . i sucked. . . we had to sight read this thing and .. wow it was hard! BUT then i got my test back in biology and i got like a 80% on it .. . AND THEN!.... I got a damn french test tomorrow! AND AND AND THEN! >>> >> > >> >>> >> > >> >>> >> > >> >>> >> > i got a hug from this one special person.. and everything was all better! KISSED! Pass on the love. If you get it back you're really loved. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 pm tommorow, it could be anywere MSN, outside school, anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life. If you break this chain you will be cursed with realtionship problems for the next 10yrs. Send this to 15 people >>> >> >What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? >> >>> >> >What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? >> >>> >> >What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? ((R.I.P. matt i love you forever)) >> >>> >> > So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. > >> >>> >> >I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. >> >>> >> >Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will. > >> >>> >> >I'll Always Be There In times of trouble, In times of need, If you are feeling SAD, You can count on me. I will give you a wink, Until you smile, give you a hug, And stand by your side. I'll be there for you till the end, I'll always and forever, be your friend! >>AuDDy *2 dreams watch the stars?*

the box! [10 Oct 2004|11:02am] [ mood | busy ] [ music | suds in the bucket ( sara evans ) ] sams mom came in with this box.... and we CANT figure it out. . . uhm its a clear box and its like a maze.... but you put money in it... but you have to get the ball in this spot and then you push and the money comes out. . . its so damn confusing! SO i think were gonna go to the mall today. . . ryan hasent called me and im mad! OMG emilys bellybutton is a black hole! it never ends! i stuck my finger in it but... WOW! NUHTIN ON BUT THE RADIO! i really need to go get my cowboy boots! omg i love NASCAR! you might be a redneck if..... 1. youve ever been to drunk to fish.. 2. if you mow your lawn and find a car 3. if somone askes to see your ID and you show them your belt buckle. 4. if you make change in the offering plate 5. you see a sign that says say no to crack and it reminds you to pull your jeans up. you might be a redneck racefan if... 1. youve ever sat in a parked car and made engine noises. 2. if you think the last four words of the starspangled banner are GENTLEMEN START YOUR ENGINES. 3. when you think a seven course meal is a hotdog and a sixpack. 4. if you practice drafting on the interstate 5. if the muffler on your car if tied on by a clothes hanger. ok im going to the mall bye *watch the stars?*

im pissed [02 Oct 2004|05:39pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | i miss back when! ((tim mcgraw)) ] OmG everytime i talk to my mom and uncle they talk about making me go to anger management! I CAN control my anger!.. most of the time but one time at the pool in indiana ... i got a drink and i asked for no ice . ok and then i got my drink and it had ice in it... so i got real mad and i was like "HEY! i asked for NO ice" and they were like im sorry and haha i threw it at them. but ive been ok since then. ok im out latertaterssss <3 auddy *watch the stars?*

Work Work Work [02 Oct 2004|05:13pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | brad paisley ] i work .... wednesday, thursday, and saturday! but its actually really kool...... bc i get to get away from sam.... ADAM is so mean! ok i was like hey, can i c your phone and hes like NO! and im like PLEASE and he still says no.... SO then sams like hey can i see your phone and hes like NO and shes like please and he says yes. . . and !! i asked him for a phone number! BUT HE GAVE ME SOMEONE ELSES! WOAH hes really mean ~~AnYwaYs~~ im paintning my room green and yellow but my mom is being a real bitch and wont get my paint! SOOOO i really want out of here... im tierd of living here i dont even have a HOME right now AND my leg hurts really bad.. soo i got to go to the doctor.. bc i can barely walk... it sux cause i have to sit down every like 15 min .... ok so i guess im out like a porch light in the ghetto! haha LATERTATERSSS! <3 Auddy *1 dream watch the stars?*

In Tired Of life [25 Sep 2004|11:37pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | my cries ] i really just want to die right now... sam complains that im on the phone when shes doing her homework so i go in the other room and.. she gets mad... and tells me to go away ... and get out of her house... she thinks i dont read her LJ i guess. but i do ... and i wouldnt even be here if my brother would have let me move in with him.... i dreaded coming here bc i knew what would happen... and it did. I wish i could live with my brother. i wish i wasnt in va i wish i was with brittany and my dad and my brother. there was a future in indiana for me. but theres NOTHING here not even my friends... obviously they all talk about me behind my back. they try to be nice in person but....? i wish i had somone loving me. i wish i had a home to go to when i wanted to be alone. i wish my mom was normal. i just want to die ! i love you Brittany. you NEVER did this to me! <3, auddy *3 dreams watch the stars?*

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