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Tuesday, March 16th, 2004

Time:8:56 pm.
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Sunday, October 12th, 2003

Subject:long time no update..
Time:9:48 am.
Mood: rejuvenated.
Music:TO THE WIIINDOOOWS TO THE WALL!.
dont u love how summer ends and so do the updates? i dont know school started so im busy with that... quarter exams are coming up... this weekend is 4 days long.. so thats always a plus... homecoming was last saturday we had fun... me, sam, jordan and roxie went to gias and walmart and culvers and to the dance.. i was sick this week.. friday me, sam, nick, anna, jordan and roxie went to see school of rock... jordan and roxie got cuddley! :) yay! thats exciting.. umm before the movie sam came over and we just chilled at my house(with no mom) for an hour or so.. twas fun... last nite i went to bed early.. like 930... woke up today at 830.... i think im gonna go lay down for awhile.. i gotta go to the doc tomorrow :( im scured... hopefully sam can come over today.. im thinking he can.. but we shall see.. well heres an update.. its been fun.. lol... OH YEAH AND STINA IS NOW 15!!!! and its only 23 days until my birthday!! :) i can drive soon i can drive soon
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Saturday, September 27th, 2003

Subject:talking like the bible is fun...
Time:11:39 pm.
Mood: hyper.
Music:album launch... limpbizkit(its one word now?).
i spent the nite at the bracketts.. they woke me up at 7am... made me breakfast and had me home by 930am... uhh i came home and signed on.. talked to sam.. cleaned my house for 2 hours.. he came over at 7.. from 7-10 we made up(out) for lost time.. among other things.. i love him.. he makes me feel like im the best person in the world to him.. and to me--heez the best everrrr.. i love him so much.. he makes me whole.. i am complete.

im a lil hyper now....
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Friday, September 26th, 2003

Subject:i got to see him.......
Time:9:13 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:the bracketts talk.....
i finally got to see sam.. after almost 2 weeks.. i couldnt even talk... i was like speechless.. i saw him and seriously it took my breath away.. i love him so much......
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Friday, September 19th, 2003

Subject:2 unterrible months.....
Time:5:49 pm.
Mood:-totally in love-sad-horny-.
Music:dashboard--this ruined puzzle.
sam and i have been going out for 2 months today.. we cant be together tonite tho bc heez still grounded...so we shall talk on the phone tonite im shure... rite now he is shopping for homecoming.. OH YEAH I GOT MY DRESS!!! ITS RED!! I WAS SO EXCITED!! CAN YA TELL?! HUH!? :)... but yeah.. its been TWO unterrible.. count.. 1..2.. unterrible months... just want to tell sam...

i love you. dont ever think im not serious. its the thing im the most serious about rite now, the most serious ive ever been about anything. i think that what we have is rare and how we fit together perfectly is awesome. i cant imagine my life without you, and i dont want to. thank you for being my best friend. who can say that their boyfriend is their best friend--and mean it? we are open--i can talk to you about anything. thanks for making me comfortable and excepting me for who i am and understanding my weirdness--even when its probably unbearable. thanks for the little things you do and always knowing how to make me smile, but making me feel if i was crying; i could cry to you. thank you for being the person who changed my mind on falling in love. if it wasnt for you i wouldnt be completely and totally in love with anyone--let alone be lucky enough to be in love with you. the emails u send me, the things u whisper in my ear, the looks you give me make me feel like im the most special person in the world and i hope i do the same to you b/c you are the most special person in the world to me and dont ever think your not. i love you so much and i know i can never say it enough. the past year and a half weve been friends has been more than awesome and i didnt think that it could get any better. thanks for proving me wrong. the memories we create every time were together are unforgettable. july 19, 2003; august 19, 2003; now september 19, 2003-- thank you for 2 unterrible months where i feel weve gotten so close and continue to get closer everyday--even though i felt it was impossible. i promise to always love you and never stop. what you do for me is unexplainable and i love you so much. thank you for everything thats in my heart that i want to say but i cant find words to speak b/c you make me speechless. sometimes you take my breath away. its me and u until the end.
i love you.

*words few*
trigger emotions
unknown to me
take my breath away
create tears so i cant see

make me speechless
all with words few
everytime you tell me
"i love you"

I love you so much!
I concur with all of my heart and all of my soul forever and ever~
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Sunday, September 14th, 2003

Subject:thanks jake
Time:9:27 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
Music:led zep--kashmir.
sams brother told his mom i was over last nite while she was in denver.. thanks jake.. now heez grounded and were both really upset.. i dont know when i will see him next.. totally emo now.. thanks jake.. im shure his mom just loves me even more than she already did...
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Saturday, September 13th, 2003

Subject:its like we live together...:)....
Time:11:37 pm.
Mood: giggly.
Music:the white stripes--seven nation army.
i havent updated in a long time.. sorry aboot that.. its been school and all that fun stuff.. umm... this week was kinda just really really long.. on monday i didnt go to school cuz i went to the doc to see how my foot was.. its healing.. but not fast enough.. she took me outta gym for 3 weeks.. yay! no running the mile business for me.. umm yeah totally was feeling emo all week and i couldnt explain it.. fuck that whole not being able to drive shit.. friday(last nite) sam came over after school we hung out over hurr til aboot 640 and then went to annas.. her and nick, sam and i went to see dicky roberts.. it wasnt good it wasnt bad.. our seat got kicked.. sorry ppl-we were watching tv in the movies.. lol.. umm.. yeah then we went back to sams for awhile(his mommie is in denver).. went to look for stars.. there werent any.. nick brought us back to annas and we chilled there for awhile and then my mom brought sam home and i called him and we talked til like 2.. i went to bed.. woke up this morning and did all my homework.. well most of it and then went to sams aboot 4.. (again his mom in is denver) but his bro was home.. thats ok bc he left us alone.. so we had fun.. it was like we lived together... which is the coolest thing ever.. we had beef a roo... yummmmm.... short asian dave came over.. heez short.. and asian.. hence the name..but really im done talking aboot him.. we went sailing tonite--2 times.. played football few.. baseball occured.. and definitely watched alotta tv.. road rules marathon.. but my mom came to get me at 11 and its sad now.. its 1137.. ive been here for like 25 mins.. i want to see him.. but tonite just proved how much i love him.. how we can just lay on top of each other in total silence and just be with each other.. (and talk aboot clown penis).... but i really do love him and every minute i spend with him rocks.. every minute i spend without him........GRR its unrocks...
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Saturday, September 6th, 2003

Subject:gently down the stream...
Time:11:40 pm.
Mood: loved.
Music:michelle branch--everywhere.
i woke up today at like 715 and went to 8oclock mass with my gma.. went to sunday breakfast.. signed on and sam was online.. so i talked to him... ate some breakfast.. went to osco.. came home.. took a shower and went to sams around 2-ish.. matt came over on his bike and we hung out.. fucked around with dumb ppls minds.. its just what we do.. then sams mom decided to leave so sam and i went to his room and played football and matt wanderered around online-- he left then bc i think we freaked him out.. WE FREAKED OUT MATT! CREEPY.. then it was me and sam..and jake--he was supposed to be "watching us" but he didnt and it was mighty windy.. then his mom came home and we ate some supper and ranch dressing is funny.. sams mom likes me now i think just bc she has another girl to talk to.. its all good.. then sam and i kinda just hung out until 830 and he brought me to my aunts house.. i have a few lil marks on my neck in which i had to hide with some makeup.. and now they are being hid with a hoodie.. lol. its a lil warm in hurr.. i am talking to him now.. im not going to school tomorrow bc im going to get my foot re-xrayed.. amanda called me crying bc andrew asked someone else to homecoming.. im glad sam and i dont go thru the shit they do.. im glad were totally and completely in love and understand each other and can communicate.. i love him so much.. its insane...
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Friday, September 5th, 2003

Time:2:27 pm.
Mood: sore.
Music:black sabbath--war pigs.
my ankle hurts.. ouch.. sams not here.. double ouch.. its sad... he shall be home tomorrow tho!! :):):) im hoping his mom will let him come over.. my mommie already said yes!.. he called last nite and i was already in bed but i specifically told my mom "if sam calls wake me up no matter how late it is or how comfy i look sleeping" and what did she do!? let me sleep.. GRRRR!!!!! nothing going on today.. gonna do my homework.. get it over with so sam can come over tomorrow... my gma is home.. i shall call her and get some presents and see how her vacation went......



*i concur with all of my heart and all of my soul forever and ever and ever*
**no more bad dreams---only good ones**
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003

Subject:friday----at home
Time:6:00 pm.
Mood: crappy.
Music:led zep--ramble on.
i feel like sucha unwinner.. but i was gonna go to the game tonite and i went to get in the shower, unwrapped my ankle and it was swollen and bruised worse than when i first fell.. so i am at home with ice and a pillow.. and NO SAM!!!! its terrrrrible!!! he is at his dads.. we only got to talk for 10 minutes today after he got home from school bc his bro made him leave.. i tried to trick sam into saying he was never leaving.. well kinda trick myself.. didnt work.. so i am gonna do some homework.. i am sucha cool person.. hopefully i can see him sunday when he gets home.. my gma comes home from wisconsin tm.. i get presents most likely.. and i get to go shopping for my homecoming dress!! :) im quite excited to actually get all dressed up.. :).. and it helps im going with someone i am totally and completely in love with, instead of just a guy to go to homecoming with.. :).. but i shall go now.. i think im gonna take some asprin and take a nap..
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Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003

Subject:WOAH! IT GOT DARK!
Time:6:49 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:uhh.. the tv.
sorry its been awhile.. (no im not quoting a crying bald man) but really it has.. school and sam have kept me busy.. ummm sunday i didnt do anything.. no breakfast bc my gmas outta town, my mom wouldnt let sam over.. so i just sat in my room and pouted.. he came over on monday at like 11am and stayed til 5 bc he had to go to dinner at his familys.. but we made good use of time.. sports--yes.. stairway playing--u guessed it.. sailing--a little bit, shoulda been more but it was weird with my mom in the next room.. she walked in on us making out and we didnt stop.... ahh good times..:):).. umm.. went to school tuesday gimping.. lol OH and i FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY wrote a good happy poem!.. and wednesday got thru school quick bc then i went to GHS and picked up sam!! :):) i missed him so much.. we came to my house and did some homework and then made good use of time(we are so good at that)... he was here from like 330-8.. we were "watching tv" for like 30 mins and i opened my eyes and it was dark.. it was the coolest thing.. made it | | <-- that much better.. he left and i decorated my assignment notebook for like 2 hours and he called and we talked until 11 and i went to bed.. i woke up today and took a shower.. my dad came and got me for school and he gave me this pic he took of me and sam.. OMG! ITS THE BEST PICTURE EVER!! :) i made him take me to walmart and get copys made.. so i was showing everyone at school.. most ppl dont know what he looks like and i figured they mite as well know who im talking about when i talk about him-- thats all i ever talk about anyways.. hehe.. but heez going to his dads this weekend so i think i shall go to the bracketts and make fun of amanda..... (sam---i love u)
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Saturday, August 30th, 2003

Subject:multi tasking.. yeah definitely not for losers...
Time:11:58 pm.
Mood: thirsty.
Music:norah jones.......
umm.. seeing as i am a mother fucking G.I.M.P i was forced to stay at home with my foot propped up all day... uhh not OTW for me.. i was sad.. until 330 then sam came over and we watched blow.. good movie.. well until like his wife had a kid.. then i kinda dont remember seeing the rest.. uhh then we went online.. played stairway.. VERY LOUDLY.. holy shit.. so loud.. so good.. :) and i learned that multi tasking is definitely not for losers anymore and that piercings are the coolest thing ever.. umm.. then we watched CKY4... goood funny movie.. BUT my gparents came over.. i about cried.. they were over from like 645-1000.. they bought me supper.. but i wanted them to leave.. after they left.. yeah stairway played the loudest its ever played before and i learned (again) how multi tasking is for unlosers... i cant explain how good this last month and a half has been.. really been taught that love isnt overrated and that i can feel that way about someone.. and i do..my foot didnt hurt all day.. until i had to take him home.. in my 3rd pair of pants of the day... COINCEDENCE?! YES! DUH!!! I AM NOT A WHORE.... i had to take him home and now that sucks.. but i shall see him on monday.. im gonna go to bed now... mmmm ice for the foot=good.....pop=better.....
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Subject:i trip alot.....
Time:2:02 am.
Mood: uncomfortable.
Music:my mom talking....
uhh this week.. school started.. hottness and grr-ness bc i hate most ppl.. umm.. couldnt wait til friday.. went to pick up sam from school.. we hung out at my house til about 8 and went to waterfront..we hung out with scott and jordan and nick.... that was awesome until i kinda tripped on a sidewalk thingy.. totally hurt my foot.. had to call sams mom to come get us early.. and went to the ER.. only sprained it.. but that means i gotta stay off my foot til monday.. there goes my weekend.. sam is coming over tho.. but i wasted 14 bucks on a button and was there 3 hours..but anyways.. i got myself some baco tell, some advil.. and a phone to talk to sam.. im all good.. until then....
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Wednesday, August 27th, 2003

Subject:schools back.....
Time:9:49 pm.
Mood: cold.
Music:freebird--------lynard skynard.
its like a STD.. leaves for awhile, comes back.. not that ive ever had an STD or anything but its just a metaphor.. uhh.. yeah woke up today and went to bookday.. got to see some ppl.. yay! (sarcasm).. i stood in line with CHRISTINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and paid for my books.. then i did laundry.. came home called sam.. talked to him.. ate supper.. got in the shower and now im here.. freezing my ass off.. i should go get dressed.. i start school tomorrow.. kinda excited but mostly just GRR about it all....
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Monday, August 25th, 2003

Subject:fuck this shit.....
Time:10:20 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Music:the who----behind blue eyes.
2 more days of summer.. well one if u count book day.. fuck this shit.. sam starts tomorrow.. he is all nervous.. i am sad bc he is sad.. matt should start tm but they are on strike again.. so im shure he is happy.. i get to go shopping tomorrow for shoes, socks, bras, and underwears!! so thats always fun.. but all in all today was pretty bad.. i woke up at 4.. so tired from this weekend.. but still it kinda has just dragged on.. i dont want school to start... this summer rocked and i dont want it to end...
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Sunday, August 24th, 2003

Subject:retreat........
Time:11:22 pm.
Mood: sore.
Music:blah.
uhh saturday morn i had to wake up at 630am and get ready for a natural helpers retreat.. def wasnt looking forward to it.. we got to the campsite at about 930 and i was just ready to go home.. the first day sucked until the hike thru the woods at dark--with no lights.. that was pretty cool.. then we had a campfire and told stories.. i talked about sam with heather and mallory..:):) i missed him alot.. under the stars with no one.. kinda sucked.. ok REALLY sucked.. we got lost on the way back to camp and that SUCKED BAD!! i hate nature.. well nature and i got in a fight--nature won.. my legs hurt soooooo bad!!!!.. uhh got back to the dorm and called sam for awhile.. totally missed him.. i missed him after like not even a day.. we talked for about 20 mins then i went to talk to molly.. i went to bed at about 130 prolly and was woke up at 630 (AGAIN!) and took a COLD shower and went to breakfast.. TODAY was good... i really had fun.. it was alot better.. got to know everyone.. kinda sad it was over but REALLY happy to come home.. called sam and he came over.. i was home for like half an hour and took a quick shower and he came over from like 730-1030.. he starts school tuesday so he had to come over..i missed him so much.. we just chilled.. watched willy wonka.. listened to stairway...DUH.. and ---- ON MY BED!!! then he had to go.. so now i shall check some mail.. talk for a bit online and go to sleep.. sleeeep is goooood!!...
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Friday, August 22nd, 2003

Subject:sometimes cold is good.......
Time:11:11 pm.
Mood: pleased.
Music:the fan..WOOOOOOOOOOO.
last nite i spent the nite at amandas.. we stayed up til 5am talking.. it was cool but i was tired.. so i went to bed and then my dad came and got me at about noon thirty... i went to the van and HOOOOLLLYYYY SHIIIIIIIT---he shaved is moustache!!! i almost cried.. i dont like it at all... it creeps me out man! he told me he got bored and decided it would be cool to look amish.. i dont like it... he looks NAKEY!!.. ahh! :(:(.. but we went to the practice place and then he brought me home and i took a shower.. talked to michelle on the phone until sam called me and then i talked to him until he came to get me.. we went to the green and white game.. as soon as his mom dropped us off i was like is it 8 yet?! i guess i saw alotta ppl i hadnt seen in awhile.. but realized thats why i hadnt seen them bc i dont like most of the human society.. uhh.. talked with some ppl.. went to dollar general and sam bought me a pink sparkley purse!! :):) and bubbles and silly string for himself.. totally were having fun fucking around with ppl then.. uhh.. my mom and gpa came to get us at 8 and we came back to my home.. kinda just chilled on my bed til 9 and then went to our hill.. we all know where this is going.. stairway was playing pretty loud.. we listened to it one time just kinda there and then the 2nd time it came on--football.... alotta football.. i'll tell u sometimes cold is good.. hehe.. uhh.. we then played baseball for awhile but then went back to football.. he made me!! but hey im not complaining.. then we came back inside.. went online and ate some pizza.. FRANKS PIZZA!!!! YUMMMMM!!! and then we were gonna lay on my bed but my mom made him leave.. so we brought him home.. i dont wanna go to the fucking retreat tomorrow.. im all packed.. i'll talk to sam for awhile tonite and go to bed.. it was a good nite.. hadnt seen him for awhile.. its a sad thing.. but now im all good... :)
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Thursday, August 21st, 2003

Subject:girl talk
Time:9:28 pm.
Mood: hyper.
Music:fitty--21 questions.
over at sarahs with amanda just hanging out.. talking about boys.. good ole girl talk.. sometimes, i just gotta gossip.. but at least im not a 2 faced dumbfuck.... tomorrow sam is going to the green and white game with me and then were going to my house...:) hello hill...
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003

Subject:that sounds like a harley....
Time:12:09 am.
Mood: mellow.
Music:lisa marie presley--son of a bitch....(sheeza princess heh).
sam was supposed to come over today but my mom decided that she was gonna be a bitch.. so i went over to his house at 715 or so.. we watched i love the 70s.. i was telling ppl and they were like thats all?! and im like "uhh thats all i need to do.. as long as im with him im all good".. they think im dumb.. ehh whatever.. they are dumb.. i conur.. anywho.. his mom brought me home at 1030 and we were pulling out inside jokes the whole way to my house.. good times.... then i got home and my mom made me take her to logli.. went and made her mad by singing vanilla ice.. to remind her we needed "ice ice baby".. i got home and now im talking to sam.. yes i know big surprise... but i shall get going now..
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Tuesday, August 19th, 2003

Subject:its been a month.....
Time:12:47 pm.
Mood: loved.
Music:stairway to heaven.
i cant believe its been a month.. this has seriously just flown by.. i feel that we've become so close.. so much closer than when we were just friends.. and i thought that was impossible.. u make me so happy, i cant even explain it.. i love you so much
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