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[20 Jan 2004|09:47am]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | i am heaven sent, dont you dare forget ]

oh by the way...i made a livejournal a while back so thats why i havent been updateing...

its dbc_or_bust

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sexy sexy made up of plexi disaster.. [04 Jan 2004|08:44pm]
[ mood | devious ]
[ music | ::flipping through the channels:: ]

oh hey day
it twas so gloomy and snowy today
it looked like puke after eating powdered dounuts
noo jahoke

school starts back up tomorra
im not too excited now
im praying to buddah
but i doubt the occurince of a snow day will fall upon the livonia public schools area

she wants to party all the time
party all the time
party all the tiiiimmmee

hah i CAN NOT stop
i think thats Lionel Riche
but whooo knows ?>

well the GREEN BAY PACKERS won today
in overtime against the seattle seahwaks
it twas an awesome game, best ive scene in a while
hopefully my boys will do good this year<3

well i guess im out
~peices of my heart to all~

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im so lost, im barely here [02 Jan 2004|09:51am]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Blink 182 - Stockholm Syndrome ]

its far too early for me to be up
i had such bizzare dreams the last two nights
it was about kurt cobain being alive
and they just staged his death
and we kept makeing out
..weird..

well my new years went as planned
boring as hell but what are you gonna do

nicks coming over today
to teach me some more stuff on the guitar
and watch monty python, lol
that movie is so good
im SUCHA dork for watching it all the time
no joke, i need to get a life..

school starts back up on monday
wow is it gonna be weird
im not sure why, but it will be

only 9 more days til the big 1-6!
so that means it falls on a sunday
so ill be busy all day sunday with family and stuff
so i was thinking instead of a party
maybe i could get a few friends together on friday
maybe see a movie or something...who knows
i guess its not a big deal if i dont
i dont think it could be any worse than last years

well im off to go eat some breakfast

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your the spotlight girl [31 Dec 2003|12:36am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | hot hot heatttttt<3 ]

oh tired
its been a long break and im ready for it to end
yes thats right I WANT TO GO BACK..well kinda
life here at the homestead is a 10 on the lameo scale
but i did cut my hairr today so tis all good
well the next entray will be next year...so happy new years
or sad new years, or diiiiiie.
oh and thanks for dee hate mail, it really floats my boat

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[29 Dec 2003|10:07pm]
[ music | R.E.M. || Pop Song 89 ]

oh hey everayyyy one*!
jus got back from 12 oaks, it wwas pretty fun
i got a BRAND NEW shirt its way awesome,
and me and ray got a few things on the 5 finger discount, lol
we watched pirates of the carribean
jonny depp is so adorable
he was so funny in that movie


i super full and tired
im listening to some good music
and being very stupid
haha too bad im like flirting with my brothers like 22 year old friends, they are like huge dork, they like still have braces and watch anime!@!@!!!!!!


sooooo new years is gonna suck
its just me and my dad now
were probably go see a movie before Dick Clark
im thinking the last samuri or the last lord of the rings!!
there both gonna be really long, and are gonna bug me but w/e ill just like buy so ridilan before hand

my birthday is in 13 days or something like that
im gonna be sweet 16*!
im soo excited to get my lisence!!
even though it probably wont be for like another month after my birthday

soo everyone mark you calanders-
JAN 11th ~ ALYSEN'S BIRTHDAY!!!

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<3<3 [28 Dec 2003|05:08pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | James Taylor - Something in the way she moves ]

im sooo bored wowow

so ive been playing my new guitar like a lot
i know 4 chords!!!! woot woot, go meh
im really excited to play it,
i cant wait till im good
but ive got some good teachers so hopefully the time will come sooner or later when i can truely "rock out"

so i went n spent like almost all my xmas money
i saw cheaper by the dozen
got 3 new shirts
a nw pair of shoes
makeup n etc.
and wayy wayy too much food

new years is soon
i wanted to go to sitaras shin dig that nick said he was going to, but my dad got all weird about it and hes makeing be at his "party" which will consist of me, him, my aunt, uncle, and one of my cousins n his friend
ya it will suck like none other but my dad said i could possibly bring a friend so if anyone doesnt have plans and loves me letssssssss party, otay bye

p.s. James Taylor greatest hits is like the best cd i own so buy it!!

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mary mary christmas [25 Dec 2003|12:21pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Blaink 182 - Violence ]

oh its christmas....
I GOT A GUITAR! oh yey
its acoustic, i got a book and phils firned is gonna give me lessons!
its like the best present ive ever got!!
i also got lots of HOT clothes which youll all see im sure
oh i got the NEW blink 182 cd~~~!!!! its so great
andd a new straightner

im really bored, my familys all downstairs eating breakfast
but im not hungry
im going to my dads at 2, im stooked
i know like everything he got me buuutt w/e

CHRISTMAS partay tonight at my homestead everyones welcome to come~~!!
be therre or be squarre...

the concert on the 23 was so great i had allot of fun, i kinda like one of the guys from gone awry, but hes much older so ya theres nothing therre, we went up to steak an shake afterre and had milk shakes" my miolkshake brings all da boyz ta da yarrrd" hah whatta funny song, im sucha a dork for loving it

well happy fucking holidays

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maybe we'd watched the sun rise..but that night i learned some girls try too hard.. [23 Dec 2003|01:23pm]
[ mood | restless ]
[ music | Blink 182 - The Party Song ]

oh hey all
its been a while since the last entry
there hasnt been too much going on
holiday stuff ya know..

i had 2 games over da weekend
the one last night was horrible
i got 2 big carpet burns on my knees
and i got kicked so hard in my shin i was carried off the field
it hurts to walk, i look pathetic
man do i have bad luck...

so im going to "a good rock show" tonight up at livonia mall at 6 that includes:
Gone Awry
Godzilla Smith
21 Away
The Rebounds

it ought to be fun
my friend Julie might come and im going with Ray and Mando so it will be kick ace

if you read this b4 da show and are interested, dont be shy and invite yourslef to come along!


well tomorrows xmas eve..
im going to JUDYS!! to see Kali and Kelsey!
its like the highlight of the holidays
then we go to a xmas eve service then to bed

christmas i wake up open pres.
then off to my dads open pres.
then to my aunts to open pres. then back home where ill fell comepletely alone because my brothers gfs and my sis bf will be there and i wont have anyone...
im sucha loner ...

well merry xmas
i guess

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[19 Dec 2003|11:01pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Brand New - Play Crack the Sky ]

Greta Garbo 2
Your inner classic movie diva is:

Greta
Garbo


This enigmatic screen legend is known for her
unparalleled beauty and mysterious nature.
Never married, and often reclusive, she enjoyed
private time to herself and never played the
Hollywood game, preferring instead to create a
meaningful private life that was out of the
limelight. She enjoyed a simple life of waking
up early, being outdoors often, and eating
healthy food.


"There are some who want to get married and
others who don't. I have never had an impulse
to go to the altar. I am a difficult person to
lead."
-- Greta Garbo

What classic movie diva are you?
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im so glad your mine, and we'll be together for all time.. [18 Dec 2003|10:51pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Dashboard Confessional - Jaime ]

i heart my new layout so much
its so me
i never ever wanna change it again!

its sad how excited i can be over such a little stuff


tomorrow is the last day of school and i can not wait until we get out

i hope i make plans do do fun stuff over break, i usually never do, so if you have nothing to do sometime, dont be shy and tell me, and we'll hang out

im out

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and its sad but true.. [15 Dec 2003|07:43pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Brand New - Me vs. Maradona vs. Elvis ]

sup ya'll? its been awhile of course because blurty decided to go all gay for a week
its been okay lately
nothing glamorus or exciting goin on though
im in deep shit about my progress report
which sucks cause my mom is gonna tell my counselers and its gonna be a bi mess
i wish they cared less sometimes

i need something new in my life
this routine is so lame
i wanna do something crazy
something creative and artsy
i wanna redecorate my room too
like just draw random pictures on the walls then go over them with pretty paints
that would be sweet

xmas n shit
i made cookies this weekend
ive ate way too many and feel like violet from charlie and the chocolate factory, lol
oh and i went to this play at my church
it was weird going, i havent been there in a while, and i used to go all the time
i have my own theories on all the god shit
i kinda just go along with xmas because i dont want my family to hate me because i dont belive in god

w/e w/e im sick of talking, my parents are downstairs fighting about or money problems again and im kinda going nuts
this boy in one of my classes keeps being really nice to me and like touching me a lot, its kinda weird, but nice, boys just never seem to show intrest imn me, maybe i annoy them or something but who knows

i had a dream about stephanie on saturday
she came back, and we were at her locker and she was like yup it was only for a week
and i was so so so so happy
and i woke up and like an hour later i realised it was all a dream
and shes still in rehab
and i cant see her, maybe never again
i hope i do, i love her, she was one of the closest friends ive ever had
im so sad right now even thinking about her
ive gotta stop

this entry is over

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you're so crazy... [11 Dec 2003|04:23pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | The Used - Choke Me ]

oh hey everyone
i just went and got my permit
i lost it along time ago
i think ive almost forgot how to drive
i miss stephanie so much
everywhere i go im reminded of her
her work, the mall, her street
i dunno i just wish she was here

christmas is in 14 days
im kinda excited
buuut kinda not
it will be nice to not have school

today marks exactly one month
till my 16th birthday!!woopie!
i probably wont get my own car till the summer though :(

oh by da way!
I LOOOOOOOVE dis song

everything you do

why dont the newscasters cry when they read about people who die.. [09 Dec 2003|10:32pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | Jack Johnson - The News ]

so its confurmed
stephanie is gone
i guess she moved to another state
but thats what her parents said
either she in a girls home
or in rehab
my moneys on rehab
i hope shell be back by the end of the year
i misss her so much
i hate not knowing where she is
and if shes sad or hurt
i wanna know! i wanna see her
i didnt even get to say goodbye
i feel like shes dead
and like im never gonna see her again
i wish there was some way we could call eachother
but i dont think there is

after counsiling today i got really upset
we went to Frank's to get a wreath
and it reminded of steph
because she worked there
and it got me so depressed
my mom kept asking why the sudden change
but i didnt want to tell her, no way shed be mad

i dont know what to do
christmas is coming and i hate to think she'll be spending it in some facillaty


well at least i got an awesome stocking today
its lt blue and white
with fuzz on top
and it has cinderella on it
and says princess
$3!!!!

okay well this is all for now

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same strange, same strange cause i feel the same [08 Dec 2003|03:39pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]
[ music | The Used - Say Days Ago ]

i hate the world i have to live in
i wish movies and songs were reallll
i have no future
horrible grades
no real talent
and i doomed to be lonely forever


saweeeettttttttt
carry on then...

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we've all got reasons... [05 Dec 2003|09:04pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | STP - Sour Girl ]

im bored, todd left a while ago..
my familys decorating for xmas
but i didnt act happy enough for them
so they told me to go upstairs
i guess i was depressing them
sorry guys...

so i was looking through my little book
and i found this poem i forgot i wrote
its about this guy i thought i knew...


and now im fighting back the tears,
no heart, just a stomach
lined with fear.
i broke our bond.
i broke your heart.
i remember everything,
how could i have forgot.
its not fair for you to let go.
so easily and not to show...
left here, till i die,
theres no will left in me to even try.
whatever we had.
whatever it was.
whatever it will be.
you are you.
and i am me.

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i look you in the eyes, i try to read your thoughts... [04 Dec 2003|03:55pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | Rufio - one slow dance ]

HELLO READERS
today seemed great
the story i had to write for english last night has changed me
like i finally got all my emotions out
how i feel everyday
this depressing blur ive formed

well im super bored
i dont have anything to do
im watching cheech and chong still smokin
its so retarded i might be getting dumber by watching it

i have no good plans this weekend,
were decorateing and getting our tree on saturday
but i have no plans for tomorrow night
maybe i watch nightmare before chritmas with todd
that would be fun

i put koolaid in my hair
thatsn all for this entry

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okay well i stole this from todd-o, i cut off like the last 100 though [02 Dec 2003|10:29pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | viva la bam is a dumb show ]

(1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? alysen
(2) Are you happy with it? yes
(3) Are you named after anyone? my great grandmothers name was alyse sooo...
(4) Your nickname: al, aly, mary, albo, alex
(5) Your screenname: failingconcept
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? no thats tacky
(7) Then what would you name your children? kila
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? no clue
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? ray<3
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? uh alyssa and ashley
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? yes, and my first, id go by my middle name maybe...
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BASICS
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(12) Your gender: female
(13) Straight/gay/bi? straight
(14) Single? till i die
(15) Want to be? not really
(16) Your birthdate: January 11th
(17) Your age: 15
(18) Age you act: 12
(19) Age you wish you were: 21
(20) Your height: 5.8"
(21) The color of your eyes: blue
(22) Happy with it? i wish it was a brighter blue
(23) The color of your hair: blonde
(24) Happy with it? no
(25) Lefty/righty/ambidextrous? both
(26) Your living arrangement?mom during the week, dad on weekends
(27) Your family: mom, dad, 1/2 brother, step brother, step sister, step dad
(28) Have any pets? 2 dogs
(29) What's your job: unemployed at the moment
(30) Piercings? ears..just once
(31) Tattoos? no..
(32) Obsessions? chris carrabba
(33) Addictions? vicadin hahahah...no chocolate
(34) Do you collect anything? nope
(35) Do you speak another language? jiberish
(36) Have a favourite quote? "sucha stellar monument to loneliness" - chris carrrabba
(37) Do you have a webpage? my blurty and deadjournal
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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? nope
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? very, though i shouldnt always be
(40) Do you have any secrets? yes
(41) Do you hate yourself? a lot
(42) Do you like your handwriting? i think it looks artistic (crazy)
(43) Do you have any bad habits? i hate brushing my teeth
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? your soooo pretty, are you a cheerleader?
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? true life: im depressed
(46) What's your biggest fear? being vonrable
(47) Can you sing? actually..yes
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? no...fag
(49) Are you a loner? yup
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? to go to north california once
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yes
(52) Are you a daredevil? sometimes...if im high
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? yes
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? both...hah im such a hypocrite
(55) Have you got a journal? duh...fucker
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?strength - artistic side// weakness - self confidence
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? id like myself more
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one. what do you choose? love
(59) How do you vent? i write, i draw, i scream
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? no where near it
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? not going for things
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? nope
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? people are full of shit, be who you are
(64) What do you like the most about your body? my eyes
(66) Do you think you are good looking? sorta
(67) Are you confident? no
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? allison from the breakfast club
(69) Do people know how you feel? not really
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? deffinately
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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? i did
(72) Do drugs? i did, but thats a bad scene, so i dont now
(73) Read the newspaper? noo
(74) Pray? never
(75) Go to church? if im forced
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? its never happend
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? sahara...my lion!!!!!
(78) Take walks in the rain? ive layed
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? yup
(80) Drive? yes, i have my permit
(81) Like to drive fast? love it
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? its kinda annoying at times
(83) Hurt yourself? if trying to kill yourself works, then ya
(84) Been out of the country? canada, on the fort molden trip in 6th grade
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? no
(87) Been unfaithful? to who
(88) Been in love? with chris carrabba
(89) Done drugs? yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping? nope
(91) Had a medical emergancy? nope
(92) Had a surgery? nope
(93) Ran away from home? tried
(94) Played strip poker? are you kiding..no
(95) Gotten beaten up? by jon, but only cause i asked him to
(96) Beaten someone up? yes
(97) Been picked on? yes
(98) Been on stage? yuppppp
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? nnnooooo
(100) Slept outdoors? yes
(101) Thought about suicide? yes
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? corrin toys bday party in like 5th grade..hahahahahahaha
(103) If yes, what is your record? one day
(104) Gone one day without food? try a week, well i had like 2 saltines
(105) Talked on the phone all night? to my old bf jason
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sexfirst(moms and daddys don't count)? yes, nick
(107) Slept all day? yes
(108) Killed someone? noo have you?
(109) Made out with a stranger? yup, well kiss
(110) Had sex with a stranger? no
(111) Thought you're going crazy? i am
(112) Kissed somone of the same sex? no comment
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? haha
(114) Been betrayed? hah yup
(115) Had a dream that came true? nooope
(116) Broken the law? who hasnt
(117) Met a famous person? simple plan???????
(119) Masurbated with something other then your hand? yes, kinda
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yes, a fish
(121) On purpose? yes
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yes
(146) Stolen anything? a few times
(147) Been on radio/tv? hah like ch. 8...the livonia channel...6th grade
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? yes, twas fun
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? yup, lunch last year
(150) Considered religious vocation? i hate that shit
(151) Been critisized about your sexual performance? only by todd...hah lover
(152) Bungee jumped? never
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? yes!!! the oompa loompas
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CLOTHES and other fashion crap
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(154) Shoe brand? no
(155) Brand of clothing? no
(156) Cologne/perfume? now, bye a&f
(157) what are you normally wearing to school/work? weirdness
(159) Wear hats? soooometimes
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? sometimes
(161) Wear make-up? ohh yea
(162) Favourite place to shop? forever 21
(163) Favourite article of clothing? this lace see through skirt, its sooo pretty, but i cant wear it in public
(164) Are you trendy? are you?
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school: yes!! i love how they look, weird i know
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BELIEFS
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(166) Believe in life on other planets? yup
(167) Miracles? nope
(168) Astrology? yup
(169) Magic? nope
(170) God? nope
(171) Satan? nope
(172) Santa? nope
(173) Ghosts? nope
(174) Luck? yes, beacuse i have none
(175) Love at first sight? not really
(176) Yin and Yang (that good can't excist without the bad)? i dont understand
(177) Witches? nope
(178) Easter bunny? nope
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? nope
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? nope
(181) Do you wish on stars? I have when i was little
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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? nope
(183) Do you think God has a gender? 6666666666
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? YESSSS
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? no
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? 6 feet under, or in a vase, when you die, youre dead, simple as that
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AMIGOS
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? too many
(188) Who is your best friend? never had one, prolly never will
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? pat spouts
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? the movie angus "screw um"
(191) Your favourite inside joke? anything from a2a, uhm?. toooo many
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? butt, and breasts
(193) Who's your longest known friend? rene, 3-4 years?
(194) Newest? WILL
(195) Shyest? mego
(196) Funniest? brittany
(197) Sweetest? ryan
(198) Closest? ray
(199) Weirdest? amada
(200) Smartest? julio
(201) Ditziest? shelly
(202) Old friends that you miss being close to the most? todd
(203) Last person you talked to online? rachel
(204) Who do you talk to most online? pat by far
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? steph
(206) Who do you trust most? no one, i dont trust
(207) Who listens to your problems? any of them, whether they care is different
(208) Who do you fight most with? all
(209) Who's the nicest? kristi
(210) Who's the most outgoing? steph
(211) Who's the best singer? steeeevvvvve<3 hahaha
(212) Who's on your shit-list? your mom
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? yes
(214) Who's your second family? the cowans
(215) Do you always feel understood? never
(216) Who's the loudest friend? my dog maggie
(217) Do you trust others easily? nope
(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: jons
(220) Do your friends know you? kinda
(221) Friend that lives farthest away: brianna
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LOVE, and all that
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(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seing that as a section title? no, why?
(223) Do you remember your first love? never have been
(224) Still love him/her?....
(225) Do you consider love a mistake?no
(223) What do you find romantic? simplicity, music, laying around in eachothers arms
(227) Turn-on? lip rings
(228) Turn-off? sex itself, hah same as todd
(229) First kiss? LEVI! 1rst grade
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? horrible
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? knowing them
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yes
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? some do, some dont
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? when you get them alone, away from jerk like friends
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? theyre insane (samme as todd)
(245) Do you read porn? read it, how do you read it...no i do not
(246) Read the articles? what
(247) Just the pics? i dont
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? ceramic angels
(257) Are you in love? with chriss carrabba sensitive style of expressing his emotions
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot? I don't have one
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on thes idewalk? walk past with a flirty wink
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THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
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(267) Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? once a month
(268) If you did experience that for one day, what would you do? i dunno
(269) What do you love most about the other gender? eyes
(270) What do you dislike most? idiot abilities
(271) What do you understand least? the whole motcho thing
(272) Honestly, what do you notice first in the opposite sex? everything, then eyes
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POSESSIONS
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(273) What is your fave posession? my bed
(274) What physical, tangible posession do you want most? a car
(275) How badly do you want it? bad dude.
(276) Have you ever seen The Exorcist? yes.. whatta let down
(277) How long did it take for you to understand why the last question is inthis section? its not funny you dumbass

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remember when i said i love you well, i take it back.. [30 Nov 2003|10:32pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | Alkaline Trio - Stupid Kid ]

hah im a selfish unmotivated brat that has no life
i just wanted everyone to know..

poo i i i just wrote this.. so comment...jerk


well heres to you
the red white and blue
inm starting a revolution
aainst your untangible laws
and fucking pollution
listen to my lips speak
these lyrics arent a repeat
this comes from my lonely nights
and thoughts of fun
if this country were a person
id shoot them with a gun

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i aint got no crystal ball [28 Nov 2003|11:52pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | sublime - santoria ]

oh wow, its been quite some time since my last entray
but not too much has happened
i havent really done much this break
went to my aunts for turkey day
watched dumb and dumberer
hah it way funny that i thought it would be
then i spent the night over my grandmas
and we went shopping early this morning
hHHa..its quite sad how pathetic my life sounds
when i type it out
ya so its 'christmas time' again..woopp woop
its fun because people are nicer and you get gifts
but im sorta like charlie brown
like how he doesnt get it..the whole commercialization, if thats how you even spell it
hah maybe i should direct a christmas play..maybe

well lets do a spicearo here in the journal
a quiz????

Nightmare Before Christmas
You know so much about the nightmare before
christmas. You must research and study it as
much as I do. I have loved this movie since I
was a kid and studied it very hard.
Congratulations.Please Please Please vote for
my quiz.


XxThe Best and Most Challenging Quiz of The Nightmare Before ChristmasxX
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i asked for nightmare b4 xmas stuff for christmas
lol, oh i loooove this movie

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die young and save yourself [25 Nov 2003|03:53pm]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | Brand New - Sic Transit Gloria... Glory Fades... ]

people piss me off
i was just acting normal today
who i always am
and they got all
why are you acting so weird
and your so mean alysen
and it pisssssssssses me off
i wasnt acting
i was just being


ahhh
i feel like dying
when people treat me different!!!

looks do kill
i guess this past weekend some kid from my school hung himself
im not sure if its true
but its pretty dumb
im a smart person
and i know theres no afterlife
there for if you killlllll yourself thats it
and im not done yet
so im still alive fuckin batches

hahah

steph n me made up
<3<3<3

we hadnt talked in like a month n a 1/2
shes gotta bf and still does alot of drugs
but i love her still the same

oh i cut my hair at like 12 last night
i lalalalaove it!

i need a new fav band
comment and tell me good ones!!!!!

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