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[10 Dec 2003|07:37pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | korn - right now ]

every time i smile all i can think of is how much i just want to die,
every time you walk away all i seem to question is if next time you will stay.


why do you always have go away?
you never, ever stay for long
theres always a problem, your always my flaw
i never seemed to understand
why you would leave only to return
with something else that was always wrong

a precious mistake
a flaw left unfixed
a broken mirror
as i stand there in bliss

alone and lonely
alonely girl


i stand there thinking of only you
i stand here in complete bliss
only thinking of the moments
when you and i were flawless
and now all we are is a
b u c k e t - o f - f l a w s

alone and lonely
alonely girl
lost in his eyes
blinded by the sun
alonely girl
who cant find herself
much less find him...


-i wont be writing much, nothing to talk about. nothing interesting. going to kerry's house this weekend with katie. show friday night, still have to find a ride. tristans gonna get off easy on rent a senior day. but i will try to get a shirt. if not. i will die.

i have to torture somebody, so that i can feel like im not the only one being tortured, and its so sad that i can actually admit that.

pretty in pink

[23 Nov 2003|06:56pm]
dude. im so confused. and scared.


what will this all led to?



is there ever an end?
2 eh. life sucks. pretty in pink

[19 Nov 2003|07:40pm]
guys im so proud look at my report card

english 1 - A-
english 2 - A+
U.S. 1 - A-
Basic Algebra- B-
Basic CP Bio - A
Spanish 1 - B+
Graphic Design - B
PE 2 - A-
1 eh. life sucks. pretty in pink

[18 Nov 2003|07:59pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | the early november - sunday drive ]

redid the layout. its kind of the same as the last one but whatever its nice. things are hard now. i cant sleep and it sucks. i just wish she was here. it sucks i wish she was with me. no one knows how i feel. unless youve been married to someone and they did everything for you, held you when you needed to be held and they just died. they were just gone. i dont even want to sleep in my bed. but if i sleep on the floor ill be in physical pain as well as emotional. i cant stand this and i hate how no one understands. i have no one to relate to i hate it. and im sick of people fucking asking me if i have fucking herpes. WHAT THE FUCK? ARE YOU FUCKING SLOW? i swear people only notice other peoples fails and you know what FUCK YOU ALL. NO, SORRY i dont have herpes but if you would take 2 SECONDS and get your head out of you fucking ass maybe you would see that. LOSER.

fucking asswipes.

hey you know in ghost ship in the begining of the movie when all those people get killed by the wire that cuts them in half, what i would give to have that happen to most of the people in my school.

uoykcuf

1 eh. life sucks. pretty in pink

[18 Nov 2003|07:59pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | the early november - sunday drive ]

redid the layout. its kind of the same as the last one but whatever its nice. things are hard now. i cant sleep and it sucks. i just wish she was here. it sucks i wish she was with me. no one knows how i feel. unless youve been married to someone and they did everything for you, held you when you needed to be held and they just died. they were just gone. i dont even want to sleep in my bed. but if i sleep on the floor ill be in physical pain as well as emotional. i cant stand this and i hate how no one understands. i have no one to relate to i hate it. and im sick of people fucking asking me if i have fucking herpes. WHAT THE FUCK? ARE YOU FUCKING SLOW? i swear people only notice other peoples flaws and you know what FUCK YOU ALL. NO, SORRY i dont have herpes but if you would take 2 SECONDS and get your head out of you fucking ass maybe you would see that. LOSER.

fucking asswipes.

hey you know in ghost ship in the begining of the movie when all those people get killed by the wire that cuts them in half, what i would give to have that happen to most of the people in my school.

uoykcuf

pretty in pink

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