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terminator 3 [02 Jul 2003|02:02pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | bright eyes - a few minutes on friday ]

yesterday i sat around all day rereading the fourth harry potter book until nathan called me and asked me to go see terminator 3 with him and mike. i was excited because not only was it nuewl, but it was terminator 3. and then nicole called to see if i wanted to hang out so i asked nicole if she wanted to come to see it with us and she did! it was good. so nicole and i hung out for a while, an hour spent with one matthew on his break, in which i found this matthew to be verbally abusive but thats fine because he's allowed. and then nuewl came and we went to see the terminator 3 and mike came with meghan, who is quite annoying, but didn't really talk. terminator 3 was brilliant and i enjoyed it thoroughly. i spend way too much money on movies, damnit. its all nathan's fault. but that's okay, because nuewl's amazing.

desire is irrelevant. i am a machine.

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heart(warm) [30 Jun 2003|10:40am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | the distillers - i am revenant ]

finding nemo is heartwarming.
just thought i'd mention that.

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House of Brandon [30 Jun 2003|01:12am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Brand New - Play Crack The Sky ]

so yesterday a little after i last wrote i went for a really long, aimless walk with absolutely no destination and got all suicidal and stuff and then brandon picked me up on the side of the road and we went to walmart and bought movies and went back to his house and watched joy ride and then it was interupted by the likes of laura and jennifer and marley and jimmy watched some of it with us and matt came over for a little bit and then we went to sleep. i woke up to a somewhat empty house with exeption of william and sarah who are...older and don't come out of sarah's room, but yeah. so i was stranded at brandon's until matt came over and we bought my mother birthday presents and she liked them a lot and then matt had to go to work and then i was supposed to hang out with nathan but he wouldn't move and then he finally did and we went to see finding nemo. then i came home and it sucks cause they're having a stupid "guy day" tomorrow in which they go to the beach and leave me to rot at home.

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seeing red [28 Jun 2003|06:25pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | AFI - Morning Star ]

fine, this will be a real entry as opposed to "i'm bored" and all the shit that goes on. the only reason i created this was because i was bored. and i've been updating it like...every other hour. now that's what i call pathetic. anyway, i'm done being a lonely little emo kid (even though that's exactly what i, i mean, to the letter, i'm a lonely little emo kid). now the question is, is there anything really to write about other than being bored and saying whats going on? no. there is not. my life is one of boredom, and shit that goes wrong that continues to cause my boredom and loneliness. it sucks to be sad all the time, but i'm pretty damn sure i have a chemical imbalance. its kind of funny in a way. a couple of weeks ago i was out with a fellow vegan, phil, and we went dvd shopping at circuit city right before close and he couldn't decide what he wanted...the neverending story or edward scissorhands. well, the right decision was obviously edward scissorhands because edward scissorhands is amazing. and the neverending story...well, i just don't know about that. i met phil through matt, which is surprising because matt and phil really aren't friends. more like aquaintances. they never hang out. he drove us to warped tour 2002 which was quite amazing. warped tour this year should be even better. it'll be downright sweet as fuck. the only bummer is that the distillers won't be there...the distillers are amazing. i saw them play at 929 cafe way back in october. thats when i became obsessed with brody armstrong because brody armstrong is quite attractive. yeah...i wish the distillers hadn't dropped warped tour. it could have been incredible. but afi will be there, and afi is amaaaaazing. okay, this isn't really important. i'm just reallly bored and waiting for my phone to ring and get someone to take me out of this godforesaken place i call my house. i think i'm going to clean my room now. the moniter isn't healthy for my eyes.

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fuck [28 Jun 2003|05:59pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Brand New - Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades ]

i've been in my house for about 30 hours now. turns out nathan went straight to sleep after getting home from driving school. i'm thinking about taking a walk. you know...once i have a life again, this won't exist anymore.

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Nothing To Do [28 Jun 2003|04:19pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Still Breathing - Prevails ]

fuck i'm bored.

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blah [28 Jun 2003|03:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | The Smashing Pumpkins - Cupid De Locke ]

turns out matt forgot he had drivers school today, leaving me alone for the first half of the day. hopefully nathan will feel up to doing something after he gets out of drivers school. stupid kids getting tickets and leaving their friend kristina to rot. bastards. i drew a naked woman...thats nothing significant though because i always draw naked women. nothing interesting has happened, but nothing interesting ever happens, so thats what was expected. life is predictable. bastards. thats all for now.

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Waking Up [28 Jun 2003|11:19am]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | Minor Threat - In My Eyes ]

Eh, well, last night was quite obviously bad. I got lonely. I went downstairs to find some benedryl to knock myself out, but I couldn't find any and it ended up making me even more upset. I'm thinking I'm a tad bipolar, but I'm not willing to go get myself diagnosed as such. I'd rather not be known as bipolar, or have to look at myself in the mirror and think,

"Wow, I'm really fucked up..."

I already know there's something wrong with me, I'd rather not give it a label. Yeah, well, last night on the phone Matt said to give him a call this morning and maybe we could hang out before work, but I don't know if I will or not. I probably will. I always do. I try to stay away, but I can't. That sucks. I hope I get to hang out with Nathan today, I haven't hung out with him in forever.

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a realization [27 Jun 2003|11:12pm]

wow. i'm a loser.

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young child beside a dead pony [27 Jun 2003|10:23pm]
[ mood | morose ]
[ music | Bob Dylan - A Hard Rain's A-Gonna Fall ]

Hmmm...I just watched A Walk To Remember on HBO. Normally, I would call it crap and turn it off, but this time I was feeling particularly weepy-like so I watched it and I cried. I cried while watching Mandy Moore die of luekemia. What the hell is wrong with me. As I said in the previous entry, written only a few hours ago, I'm on my period. First day of my period. Also, I've been home since 12:30 this morning. The loneliness is getting to me again. That bad. I really wish that I wasn't so sensitive. I told Matt earlier today that I was going to try to be insensitive, I was going to be like The Hulk. Because The Hulk is magical. Right now, Aaron, Nathan, and Brandon are watching The Hulk. I called Nathan to tell him that I cried while watching A Walk To Remember, because I knew he would laugh at that tidbit of information. Nathan is easily amused. I don't call him Nathan in real life. I call him Nuewl. We were in first period study hall together senior year...its hard to believe that's passed, but I asked him if I could call him Nathaniel, but he was all, "That's not my name. I'm only Nathan." so I persisted and asked him if I could call him "Thaniel". He said, "No." so I asked if I could just call him "Nuewl." and he would laugh and I asked him those three questions every day until I just started calling him Nuewl and it stuck and now everybody calls him Nuewl. I know where its at. You know how I do. You know, for a bisexual, vegan, straight-edge kid, I sure like a fuckload of pop punk. I don't know where that came from, but I realize that today I listened to The Starting Line for 2 hours straight because I was sad. Then you know what I did? I started to read the fourth Harry Potter book over again. There's just something not right with that. Nuewl and Matt are both ashamed of me for enjoying Harry Potter to the simple extent that I do because they work at Barnes and Noble and had to work on Harry Potter night in which they were bombarded by suburban mothers and their kids. But hey, I like Harry Potter...just not to that extent. Anyway, that's about it. Despite our problems, I wish Nicole had called me back or stopped by. It's her birthday and I had flowers for her. Maybe I can get them to her tomorrow. Oh well. I hate my period.
((<3)) i'll live forever.

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