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grr [07 Feb 2005|07:00pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Placebo - The Bitter End ]

i just cut my hair. it long in the front but kinda shortish in the back. i was going to let my hair grow but decided to be weak and gave in. almost everyone i have heard talk ab out my hair liked it the way it was before b ut i guess thats not something i can change anymore. its done. my hair is all gone in the back. i th ink i might puke but i hope not. i was trying rea;lly hard actu ally to get through the middle icky stages of hair growth but oh wel l i g uess. i can alway s try aga in next t ime its long. i suppose.
so theres this one guy...who needs to get more out of this little ditch he's in. im sure if that person read this they would know im talking about them. hes s uch a cool guy.i dont really kn w him all that well anymore because i moved and stuff. i wish i would have gotten to know him better. it would have been nice but what can you do when your parents are retarded l ike mine. hes so good looking and has a perfect personality, and hes just cool to hang out with and comfortable to be arou nd and all. its nice to have friends li ke that. meh.

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Blood Sport [03 Feb 2005|05:24pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

I want to be a kid again
Combed down hair and Sunday best
See me staying out bunking school
Knowing wrong from right just rules

I wish I'd never seen your face
"Better door than window" phase
I need an echo not your praise
Straying from the point you nailed

My mother, my mother, my mother never told
My mother, my mother, my mother never told me
Love is just a blood sport, love is just a blood sport
Cause love is just a blood sport, love is just a blood sport

Sex and love is not a game
A game is something you can win
And maybe something kind of fun
Cause love is just a blood sport "son" !

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[02 Feb 2005|05:34pm]
[ mood | pathetic ]

i feel so lame. my mom has to do everything for me because i cant carry anything or do anything useful becuase i have crtches and all. ugh. *disgust* i guess all i can do is wait. at least i can comfort people somewhat when i talk to them. that at least makes me feel alright. maybe ill be able to sleep through the night.

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[31 Jan 2005|06:25pm]
[ mood | tired ]

-see yourself-

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crawling [31 Jan 2005|06:25pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | frou frou - let go ]

so i had physical therapy today. the lady was actually insanely nice so i look forward to going back wednesday. i have to do these range of motion exercises and if i do them my self they hurt like a bitch but when i just relax and do what she tells me to do then it actually feels nice to have the joint moving again instead of just straight in its brace...

im uncomfortable in this skin. i dont know whow to explain it in any other way. i had been sitting around the house, in the same position, in the same chair, in the same hours of the day. my whole being aches to get out. its just this feeling of your life being empty for just one moment every day and it pains you. i need....human contact.

//-relax-\\

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up- kinda [29 Jan 2005|05:58pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | DMB - some devil ]

well. here i am after a long, long, long week. i had knee surgery last week friday the 21st for the third time. one day of severe pain... and a few more after. meh. i guess im just happy that now i can finaly be up and around, even if i Am on crutches, and kinda be half way normal. im all doped up on medication of course. so ill update later on... probably have some pictures or something of my disgustingness. hah. peace love and the dove baby.

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dreaming... [20 Jan 2005|08:44pm]
sitting on my comfy chair... blanket in hand ready to do some heavy napping. nothing like a nap eh? of course i'll be drugged up for the next w ho knows how long after i have my surgery but thats... ok. i guess. i just need to sleep in la la land for the next three days and go back to school. pff.
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dreaming... [20 Jan 2005|08:44pm]
sitting on my comfy chair... blanket in hand ready to do some heavy napping. nothing like a nap eh? of course i'll be drugged up for the next w ho knows how long after i have my surgery but thats... ok. i guess. i just need to sleep in la la land for the next three days and go back to school. pff.
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night consumes me [19 Jan 2005|09:10pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | sneaker pimps ]

im so damn tired. i dont know whats wrong with me. i usually go to bed you know, at midight but i suppose thats just getting old. whatever.
so i was at a friends birthday party today.... he turns 21 today! mwahaha. you know what that means. this weekend is just one big party, but of course im getting knee surgery on friday so i cant go. bah.

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WTF mate? [19 Jan 2005|11:21am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

I don't know about this whole final exam shit. Its ghey beyond belief and all thats going to come out of it is me getting worse grades than I had before, and my mom yelling at me once again because.."Having 'average grades' isn't good enough." Whatever. F it.

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