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Monday, June 21st, 2004
9:15 pm
No worries! It's all GOOD! Kim called me an hour or so ago. She just didnt find a computer place in Mexico city so no big deal. I feel so much better now.

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6:19 pm - Hmm..
I went to Banff to party this weekend. had a great time. Strange thing, I didnt even get a text message or e-mail from Kim or anything. It's kinda making me worried. Maybe I'm just too paranoid..I dunno. Usually while she's walking around she'll stop in an internet cafe and e-mail me or txt message me or something. She comes home in two days!! This Wednesday!!! I dunno..I miss her so much and it's getting closer and closer to the end and i haven't heard from her. Somone please tell me you talked to her on the weekend.

current mood: restless

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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
11:40 pm - 7 MORE DAYS
7 MORE DAYS!! 1 WEEK!! and KIM RETURNS!! I can't believe it. I'm so happy! Today I was thinking about it and i actually got all jittery and fuzzy as if it were happening right now. Unreal. I can't wait to see her.

current mood: giddy

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Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
9:38 pm - 35 More Days...
35 More Days, and Kim comes home. I can't wait. I'm sick of being without her. There's barely anyone to talk to. The few friends I have here can't always come out to do stuff..which is understandable. I have no cable, and I can't even catch CBC to watch the hockey games because all these new fucking TVs dont come equipped with antennae. You have to BUY them SEPARATELY. So I can't even catch the damn game on CBC. I have to listen to it. So I flick on my Stereo, switch it to the FAN 960 AM, but oh...wait! "NEW" Stereos don't come equipped with an antenna either! There's a port for one in the back, but you have to BUY one. Figure this one stupid little AM/FM alarm radio clock has the capability to pick up AM perfectly. So now, I can't watch it on TV, can't listen to the game on my nice, big stereo...nope..gotta go all the way down to my little, tin-sounding alarm clock. Talk about sucking ass...

Well on a lighter note...Tonight, as I was listening to the hockey game on my 13 year-old alarm radio, the Calgary Flames beat the Sharks. So now, they're going to the Stanley Cup finals. The city is going absolutely crazy now. I can hear them outside..they're all cheering and celebrating. Horns honking, people screaming, it's crazy.

What else? I've been eating better this week. Last week and the Week before, my lack of cooking skills really showed, and I was getting really shitty meals, and had the shits a few times. But I think I'm getting the hang of this. I'm just eating what I know for sure what to cook. (No, NOT Kraft Dinner!!)

Hmm, what else? We're trying to grow veggies and herbs, and everytime we try, they die. I don't know what it is. I give them sunlight and water, and for some reason, they just won't grow anymore or develop. I'm getting really tired and annoyed with my lack of green-thumbness. Sometimes I wish I could afford to buy a shitbox car that I can tinker with and work on. At least I know it will eventually be fixed. These plants, I dunno..Kim's gonna kill me when she gets back.

Well, 5 more weeks...5 more weeks..come on...hurry up....5 more weeks.

current mood: crappy
current music: my damn radio...

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Monday, May 3rd, 2004
11:27 pm - Flames WIN!
The Flames just beat the Wings! Holy shit, I can't believe it. Downtown is nuts right now. the entire apartment complex where I live just errupted in cheers! Pretty cool. Even the C-Train is honking thier horns.

I miss Kim so much.

I actually started playing Animal Crossing...oh my god. I'm hooked. LOL

current mood: excited

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Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
12:04 pm - Life in Calgary
Well, it's been an in-excusable amount of time since my last journal entry. I don't know what it is, but I lost complete interest in it for a while. Maybe 'cause so much was going on, I didn't even have time to write about it.

Well, so much has transpired since my last post. I'll sum it up REALLY REALLY quickly, ok?

-Left the Military
-Turned 22 on January 12th
-Application to SAIT is all good
-Moved to Calgary with Kim
-Got a job
-Yup, having your first apartment rules
-Got a big fishtank
-lost quite a bit of weight
-Got accepted to SAIT! Going to learn HEAVY DUTY MECHANICS *SO EXCITED*
-Kim Left for Belize a last friday, I miss her so much, she's not coming back until late June

Things are going overall pretty good with me. I've learned to survive on my own pretty good. Now all I gotta do is just work and try to save money and try to keep busy. I miss Kim so much! I got to talk to her this weekend on MSN. She can only do that during the weekends 'cause she doesn't have internet at the farm where she's gonna be working. Anwyay, that's it for now..

current mood: hungry
current music: Metallica - One

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Sunday, December 28th, 2003
12:00 am - Ahh...Vacation
Well, this Vacation so far has been great! Things with Kim are great! And I have had a lot of fun!

I'll start with my application for school in Calgary. Looking good so far. I spoke with someone in the transportation department the other day and they told me not to worry about getting a spot for Heavy Equipment Technician because they always have a hard time filling that class. It never fills for some reason, so I'm in luck. I still need to write the mechanical aptitude test before they'll accept me. When I get back from Quebec, I'll be in BC for a few weeks getting things together. Then I'll make my way out to Calgary. While I'm in BC for those few weeks, I'll be able to write that test at another school. They told me they'll ship it to another school and I can go write it wherever, as long as it's supervised.

The whole moving to Calgary thing has my parents a little freaked out. They keep trying to convince me that I may not be making the right decision and that "I might lose focus" I keep telling them I'm sick of what I do and I want out. I just want to go back to school. I want to go to a school that will teach me what I want to learn, and be able to tell me when I can start it. I just want to make a change in my life that will enable me to live out my life the way I want to. It was so tense last week. My parents were in town (richmond) and they stopped by Kim's house. They sat down for coffee, and not even 5 minutes into my parents' visit, my mother just starts ranting about my "plans" about going to Calgary. It was so heated. I couldn't stand it. I was so mad. It's not like they just talked nicely to me about it, they were really inquisitive and treating me like I was a prisoner who was being interrogated. I felt so singled out...I felt so embarrassed. I don't know why my mother kept trying to break my spirit or change my mind for me. I'm tired of people making my mind for me. That's why I'm quitting the military! I mean, shit! Why the hell would I allow all my career decisions to be made by a bunch of people I don't even know? Same goes for my parents. I'm almost 22 now and I think it's time they just let me experiment and do what I want. Let me make a mistake if it's truly a mistake. I'm willing to take that chance. What's offered to me once I finish school is huge, why would I pass up the chance?

Well, all that shit kinda got buried for a bit and Christmas was great. I went up to the cabin with Kim for 2 days (24th and 25th) and we came back on Boxing Day. We had a get-together at her aunt's house. I felt so great when I was there. I just felt like I was really starting to become accepted and liked. Kim's aunt got me a little something for Christmas and so did her Grandparents! I mean, whoa! That to me, is really memorable. The gift doesn't matter, it's seriously that though there that counts and made me feel good. I left the Jeep at the cabin, 'cause I won't be around much longer to drive it around. So now until I leave, I have no ride, just busses and rides from other ppl. I got some pretty nifty things for Christmas. From my parents, they gave me an espresso pot and this awesome espresso cup set that they've had since they were married. I've always liked it, and I always mentioned how much I liked the set, so my parents gave it to me. My dad remembered that a while ago, i said the first tool i'd buy before anything would be an engraver so I could mark all the tools that I'll buy soon. So, he got me this nice engraver, and it works so well! I tried it on a bunch of stuff, it's awesome!!
I also got a pair of cargo pants from my folks. Kim got me a bottle of the Swiss Army Altitude cologne. I love it. She also made me this really special "Kim and Dan" journal, I think that's the best gift I got..It's so awesome. Kelly got me a nice wool shirt from TIP TOP, and Kim's parents got me another nice sweater..I think they're both really nice. I got Kim her tool-kit for archeology digs, and this fuzzy pink house robe. She's wearing it now, she looks so cute wearing her house robe to bed. I got my dad a set of chisels, a pair of boxers and a touque to keep his head warm when he's outside working in the cold. I got my mom some chocolates that she loves and the movie "LEGEND" on DVD that she's always wanted.

Today, Kelly, Kim and I went downtown. Did some shopping. Kim got her hair cut, it looks so good. Some stupid bitch who was cutting hair there and wearing a white baseball hat kept giving me these dirty looks every time she'd come to the counter to talk to the girl who was at the front desk. She gave me those "I'm so much more important that you" looks. Almost appauled that I was even in there. Well, sorry about that! I'm sorry that my bald head won't make you any money! I'm sorry I cut my own hair to avoid you people! HAHA. I didn't buy anything today except for lunch and this cool shirt I got at this second hand vintage store. It's a work shirt from some place, navy blue, kinda big on me, but I liked it enough and figured I could just shrink it. Oh yeah, and I bought a leather case for my cell 'cause i'm tired of dropping it and it getting scuffed up. Kim bought a bunch of new underwear, clothes, etc. And this nice new hat that makes her look really cute. I love it. Oh yeah! actually I bought something else! hehee. I got new shoes to replace my ugly-ass AirWalks that are almost 2 years old. Yep, needed some new shoes. They look like converse shoes but a little different. 44 bucks, on sale from 89.00, so that's not bad.

Tonight Kim waxed my back. Owie! It hurt! But oh well, once the pain subsides, it's worth it. One day I'll get laser. Just can't afford it now. It's cheaper and easier to just buy the wax strips for men at the store. They're relatively cheap and they work very well.

Anyways, I'm pretty tired, and it's getting late...time for bed...

current mood: content
current music: Tool - Forty Six and 2

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Thursday, December 11th, 2003
4:40 pm - It's OVER!!!
WHOOOT! It's over! It's OVER!! I am done at this unit here in BC, and in January, I go back to Quebec (kinda sucks, i'm leaving Kim, AGAIN! UGH..But for the last time!) and once there, I'll resign, and be back in BC within a few weeks, then I can work on making my way out to Calgary. When Kim gets here, She and I will tell her parents that we're moving in together. This will be good for me. What I need is some proffessional instructors to teach me what I want to learn. I'm tired of waiting. I can't wait to go back to school!

I got accepted to S.A.I.T.! My grades were good enough(wasn't worried about that, anyway) and they start making the picks to go on the course after the 1st of March, 04. Yeah! I can't wait to start! In the mean time, I'll be living in Calgary with Kim, and hopefully working and saving some $$$. I plan to get a job in the mechanic field, this way, I gain experience. I might not be able to do that right away though, because I don't have any tools. I might have to get a loan and buy tools or use my Visa. So maybe I couldn't buy tools right away, but I know I'll have to buy somewhere around $500-$1500 worth of tools sometime next year. I might just wait until I get my student loan. So in the meantime, I might not be able to get a job at a shop, because everyone there uses thier own tools, and you need your own tools, you really shouldn't share. It gets complicated.

Well, now there's just 1 more week! 7 more days!! Whooo! Then Kim comes home! *OINK OINK* HAHAHAHA! J/K.

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Sunday, December 7th, 2003
1:13 am
I have the most incredible girlfriend in the world...

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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
12:37 am - Good Times and Bad...
Hello everyone. I haven't updated in forever, and I've actually partially given up on the whole journal thing, but I was reading your entries tonight and it kinda inspired me to start writing again. I think it would be good.

Today was a pretty standard day. Get up, go to work, go home, chill out. Today I watched the hockey game. The Leafs won, so I was happy. Was a pretty good game. Unfortunatly, I missed a lot of it,because Kim's dad took over the TV when I left it in between periods. Oh well, he flipped to it once in a while. Usually during commercials during "Horatio Hornblower". I still think that name is fucking hilarious.

Well, i was just about to go to bed, when the phone in my room rang. I thought it was Kim, but she told me earlier that she was going to bed. So I picked up, and it was Natasha. She was feeling depressed and felt like getting a coffee and cheesecake at breadgarden and felt like talking. I was hesitant at first, but I thought, "yeah, i don't get out much these days so I guess i'll go get some coffee" So, she picked me up, on the way there, we picked up Luke, and off we went to Bread Garden. We sat around the fire, talked, etc. Came home around 12:15.

I hope i dont have as hard a time falling asleep as I did lastnight. Lastnight Kim and I were talking, and she's once again all stressed out 'cause of school.

I dunno what it is, but it almost seems to me that in all this stress and comotion of school, Kim's forgetting her usual manerisms with me. She doesn't seem enthused at all about talking, or saying nice things to me like she used to. And the other night, she totally shot me down when i told her that I have a surround speaker system that might work for a DVD player, so that when we move in together, we could have our own little home theatre thing. Well, without even saying, "oh, that's great! that'll be cool" She tells me, "Oh no no! If you want a movie you gotta come watch a movie with me and Mike! That's a movie night!!" Something along the lines of that, anyway. And it totally hurt for that moment becuase I was just trying to make Kim excited about us having our own place and little entertainment section..but no....we can't have that because Mike is the authority when it comes to "movie night". What if I want to watch a movie in private with my girlfriend? I mean, Kim and I haven't exactly spent that much time together, we've spent tooo much time apart, and honestly, the first year or so with me and Kim living together, I want to spend a lot of time with her. Guests are welcome, and sure, we'll visit her friends too..but I'm not going to go to someone else's pad just because they have a better speaker system. It's not about speakers. I didnt tell Kim about the surround speakers I have (as little as they are) to impress her. I did it to show her I can't wait to sit down and relax..just me and her.

I know Kim means well, and doesn't intend to hurt my feelings like that, she's having a rough schedule through school, and stuff, but I sometimes get the feeling that she's forgetting she has a boyfriend that is standing by, supporting her as best he can from where he is, and exerting the most incredible patience he's ever had for anything. I love her so much, and I want to be there to support her no matter what, but I need support too! I need to be kept happy too. Guys aren't as heartless and resilient to pain as we seem. We are sensitive aswell.

Like the picture thing, for example. I mean, it's not a big deal, and I dont want her to do it resentfully, but I've been asking her for the longest time to send an up-to-date picture of her. I mean, she does have a digi cam, afterall..there shouldn't be an excuse there. But she refuses to take a picture and send it to me. I don't understand. I'm not asking for a dirty picture. Just one of her, so that I can look at it and think, "wow! that's what she looks like RIGHT NOW!" It's just something that would make me so happy, and if she wanted, I'd send her 100 pictures a day. Really, in a long distance relationship like need as much as possible to grab on to in order for it to work and for both people to feel happy. If it's a self confidence issue, i dont' know what to say. She's such a beautiful girl, and I love her for who she is, no matter what. But Kim, while reading this, if you decided, "ok fine! I'll send him a damn pic" Don't do it. I dont want you to do it reluctantly. I want you to do it from your heart, on your own.

Anyways...i hope i can sleep now..It's 1:00am, i have no idea why the fuck i decided to stay up tonight. I'm always so vigilant and go to sleep at a good hour 'cause I wake up at 5:45 to get ready for work. Well, goodnight all, ciao for now.

current mood: okay

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Monday, November 24th, 2003
10:27 pm - Average Day
Well, I haven't posted in a while...or consistently posted in a while, anyway.

My routine is pretty average. I get up at around 6:00 (sometimes earlier, if I have enough willpower to get out of bed), make a lunch, get to work for 7 and work until 3. I help the mechanics there do thier thing, or I'll work on my own, depends on the situation. I'm getting lots of good experience here, but I still can't wait to get the fuck out.

I'm actually saving money now. I haven't saved any money all year..what the hell is wrong with me? I've been working for 5 years straight and all I have to show for it is a whole lot of not much. But I finally organized myself so I can actually start putting money away. It's really important I do, 'cause once I'm out of the Army, i'll be jobless until I get to Calgary, and moving there and paying rent is gonna cost, so I better be prepared.

Kim and I have been looking at Ikea furniture and apartments together online. It's awesome, but I'd rather do it with her, instead of online. I miss her so much.

I called SAIT today and they told me that they're reviewing my application and they should send me something in the mail soon telling me if I'm accepted or not for the Heavy Equipment Tech. I can't wait. I'm so stoked for this. It's yet another big change in my lifestyle, but I need to try new things until I'm happy. My belief is, "why be miserable" I mean, sure, I could have stayed in the army, make steady money (not necessarily that good), get all kinds of benefits and then retire at 40 with a pention, but why be miserable? I can make 5x the money doing similar work in the civilian world, be freer to do what I want, when I want to do it, and best of all, I get to live with Kim! YA!

Well, I'm gonna hit the sack..I'm tired and I dont want to be a zombie tomorrow morning. Night.

current music: Depeche Mode - I Feel Loved

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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
6:24 pm - "They were angels bringing peace, to die like that is not fair,"
ROME, Italy -- Tens of thousands of people have been attending a state funeral at a Roman basilica for 19 Italians killed in last week's truck bombing in Iraq.

Mourners at the Mass were told that Christians had to love their enemies, even if they were "terrorist assassins," Reuters reported.

Authorities had asked Italians to observe a national day of mourning Tuesday, and fly national flags from their windows. Shops closed briefly, workers paused for 10 minutes, schools observed a minute's silence and the Colosseum will turn off its lights in the evening.

President Carlo Azeglio Ciampi led the nation in mourning at St Paul's Basilica, Rome's second-largest church, where the 19 coffins rested on a red carpet in front of the altar.

Army trucks carrying the flag-draped caskets had earlier slowly made their way past hundreds of thousands from the Monument to the Unknown Soldier where they had been lying in state.

"Our hearts are as big as our heroes," read one banner held up along the funeral route that wound its way through central Rome, Reuters reported.

The funeral came the day after tens of thousands of people, from Italy's president to ordinary citizens, streamed past the coffins containing the victims at Rome's Vittoriano monument.

"They were angels bringing peace, to die like that is not fair," Valentina Angelone, a 21-year old student, told The Associated Press as she queued outside the monument.

CNN correspondent Paula Hancocks said the deaths of the 12 Carabinieri, five army soldiers and two civilians had left Italians in deep shock.

They died last Wednesday in the southern Iraqi city of Nasiriya when a vehicle bomb exploded at their compound.

The attack, in which at least nine Iraqis also died, has made Italians realize they were now at war and in the line of fire, she added.

Tamara Crolla, a 19-year-old student who came from Caserta in southern Italy to pay her respects, said: "I feel pain and admiration."

She added that she felt proud of her nation. "This feeling has brought everyone together."

Despite polls indicating that up to 85 percent of Italians opposed the U.S.-led invasion of Iraq, the leftist opposition pulled back from criticizing Prime Minister Silvio Berlusconi after the attack in Nasiriya, Hancocks said.

The political truce will remain in place for a few days, she predicted, and the long-term implications of the deaths will not be known until that is over.

current mood: crushed

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Thursday, November 13th, 2003
1:15 pm - Bands I hate...
Yes, Here are the bands I hate:

Hot Hot Heat
The White Stripes**
The Strokes
...I'll I'll write more when I think of them..but all the above bands SUCK ASS, have NO TALENT, and ALL SOUND THE SAME.
OH yeah,

Billy Talent sucks too!

I was watching Much music today, and they had the White Stripes live at Much. Well, first off, the guy's a nut..second, the girl who drums, is sooo nasty, and she has the GROSEST teeth. Her smile is horrific! *PUKE* It's no wonder I don't even listen to the radio in the morning, 'cause there's bands like that who are just fuckin' useless who are getting all the airtime. When was the last time they played something good by nine inch nails, eh? Pff..Radio sucks..almost more than those bands..

current mood: bitchy
current music: Matthew Good - Hello Timebomb

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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
10:07 pm - Saving Money Starts here...
Well, i did it, I finally paid off my fuckin' VISA! wow..Took me a while...but here I paid off, and now I have over $400 in the I can finally just save my money.

This weekend, Kim's dad helped me build a new rear bumper and tire carrier for my jeep. It's so awesome...wish I could take a pic of it..but oh well. It's so friggin' awesome!

On Saturday, my parents hung out with Kims mom and took her shopping at all these Italian places in Burnaby. Then they came over and had coffee. Good times! We had good coffee and fresh Italian pasteries.mmmm...haven't had those in such a long time.

Well, Kim's present..oh yeah! Sexy underwear..always a good gift!

current mood: content
current music: System Of a Down - Soil

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10:06 pm - MY VISA IS PAID OFF!!!
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Tuesday, October 28th, 2003
5:25 pm - Heehee
I sent Kim a little early Birthday Present today...well, part of it anyway...

Kim, you should get it sometime this week. NOT TELLING

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Monday, October 20th, 2003
3:32 pm - I'm Sorry
I feel like shit. I had a crappy boring day at work and all day I thought about Kim, and how I was a jerk lastnight.
I don't know what I was thinking, no sense in coming up with an excuse or anything. We were talking on the phone lastnight, and after a bit, I wanted to go to bed. She kept saying that she wanted to talk, and I was kinda rude and insisted that I had to get some sleep. She sounded hurt when the phonecall ended, and I feel just terrible...I messaged an apology this morning onto her phone but no response yet..I'm such a fucking prick sometimes

current mood: guilty
current music: Don't Stay - Linkin Park

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Sunday, October 19th, 2003
12:12 am - My first wheeling trip with MY Jeep!!
I'm so excited!! I get to take MY Jeep out 4x4ing tomorrow with Kim's Dad! YAY!! I'm stoked! I got it all nicely tuned and ready to go! Dennis even let me borrow an extra CB radio and I spent an hour installing it to perfection. It's too bad he's not really willing to part with it. (well, it's not really his, that's why) I would love to keep it. Especially after all the installation time! I mean, I'd pay for it, of course because they're worth quite a bit.

I woke up so late today. I got up at 12:00. I guess that's 'cause last night I went to Cerena's B-Day party lastnight. We went to B.B's, which is across the street from the Hospital. I liked being around friends and stuff but I didn't really have that great a time. It was this crazy Karaoke bar. (I don't really like Karaoke, but whatever) Well, the weird thing was, there were all this proffesional singers there! They were great, but kinda takes the fun out of Karaoke, you know? I did, however, see a few Metallica songs in the book. So I think I'll practice singing "Unforgiven" or "Until It Sleeps" and then actually try Karaoke for once.

I talked to Kim tonight, just as I was finishing up installing the CB into the Jeep. She got upset because I spoke with her while I was working at the same time. I know what she means, though. I felt really bad, but I have a hard time sitting still, especially when on the phone. I always have to be doing something while I talk to someone. I can seldom just sit there and do nothing but talk. But I wrote her a little apology as a comment in one of her entries where she mentioned I didn't call her. I feel bad about that too. I never mean to not call her after I tell her I would. I just sometimes get caught up in things. Like, after I finished watching the Matrix, i was gonna call her, but then it was time for dinner, so I had to go and eat, and it's just one thing after the other. I hate it when things like that go sour. I just have to make more of an effort I guess. Anyway, I'm going to bed now. 4x4ing tomorrow!

current mood: Itchy!!!
current music: Evanescence - Haunted

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Thursday, October 16th, 2003
11:17 pm - There's that Jeep agian....
Today was an interesting day. I went to work in the morning, and then, I was supposed to go to Physio, but I had yet another problem with the Jeep. I lost power to my fan, which meant I had no heat and no defrost. I needed it because it was freezing and worst of all, it was (and still is) raining like crazy and my windows inside were getting all fogged up. So I went home to fix it during my lunch. All I did was figure out the problem, I couldn't fix it yet though, I needed some parts. So, I had to drive to work with my door windows down, and I just re-routed the power to the fan straight to it, passed the switch, so I had it working for the ride to work..but wasn't working the way it was supposed to..

Anyway, after work, I drove home in the same state, and fixed it. I set up a blue tarp from Dennis' garage, so I, aswell as the Jeep's interior, wouldn't get wet while I was working.

The cool part of it all is, that Dennis was actually pretty impressed by the work I did and the improvisation i used to get the job done in the pouring rain. That made me happy. Because there's nothing cooler than making your girlfriend's father impressed with your work ethic. Very good. It's kinda like brownie points. hehe.

So, after finishing the jeep, i went upstairs, played a game for a bit, talked to my KIM!! and then had Dinner.

After Dinner, I talked to Kim for a bit more and she was all upset that I was playing my game while I was talking to her..She's totally right, I feel bad now. From now on when she calls, I'll quit the game (if that's what I'm doing at the time, that's not all I do, although it seems like it) and talk to her. Sorry Kim!

I had such a wicked time in Calgary. I can't wait to go back! I like it there, it's a pretty nice town, despite the really cold weather 10 months of the year. I see Kim this Christmas!! Whooo hooo! I can't wait to see her again! It's gonna be grrrrreat! I can't wait to be done with the CF and then move to Calgary with Kim! It's gonna be awesome. She and I always go to these high-end home stores and stuff, and it's awesome because we have almost the exact same taste, give or take a few pieces that we might disagree on, but everything else it's like, "yeah! that would be awesome!" Or, "We HAVE to get one of these!!!" It's great. I can already tell what our place is gonna look like. Very urban with a cultural's gonna be sweet.

Anyways, I'm tired, going to bed now. Ciao for now...

current mood: tired
current music: Dredg - Convalescent

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11:15 pm - Cool
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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