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Hmm... [16 Apr 2004|12:13pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Baby Baby Baby ]

Well first Happy Birthday Luis... Yea okay.. So Me & Travis didn't chill tonight bc I was with tha Ladies.. So we talked and watched Making Tha Band 2getha.. I talked to my mom about him shes happy that im smiling again.. She juss said I gotta get my ass to tha dr. stop actin all retarted lol oh no Riana pointed out them hickeys lol my mom laughed and juss said be careful its all go0d im happy as fuk right now.. Im chillin doing me being with a nice ass nigga WORTH MY TIME..!!!!!!! lol.. aha I'm so happy i came to my sences well i gotta go to sleep ladies is coming here at 730 bc we cuttin school we have senioritis : / lol... okay go0dnight love u

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I'm Really Not Beat For Niccas [15 Apr 2004|12:49pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | Twista lol I'm saying BUH BYE!!! ]

okay everything with me and Travis is so go0d.. I feel like I've known this nigga for years and its only been since December.. Well everytime I'm around him I don't think bout Luis which is good because no matter what me and him will only be friends.... lol which is funny because hes back in Jersey, but doesnt want to tell me Hmm.. No Nigga Im not beat for you I dont even want you as my man so wow.. Its crazy because when I first met him he was larger then life but now hes bout this ---- small I should Of listened to everyone from the start I mean I love him but its strickly on a friends level... back to reality.. heather came here at 7*30 to talk to me bc I couldnt sleep anymore and I had so much on my mind she said if anything happens with tha situation shell help me lol.... Girl we packing our bags to our new apartment.. lol lemme stop till we see what happens... So then Liz came over I knew I had to talk to her because thats my big sister I love her to death and she would be the one telling me what I didnt want to hear and what I needed to hear.. (thats why iLu mama) she helped me alot but she said something that made me a lil mad.. but its okay.. heather said dont worry about it she didnt mean it the way im thinkin... well Miss Desi is the only one I can't talk to I dont know why but now Im the one scared to tell her things I guess bc her opinion is the one that always effects me the most.. Riana came here lol for lunch she was so gitty it was scary we talked and she laughed and said ma brush it off untill u know.. so now im juss bout to go to sleep bc im tired and i have to go to tha dr at 5 yey..! na lemme stop.. but yea im not beat for tha quick shit.. im tired of niggas thinking they can juss lie and be gay yea gay.. stop hurtin girls exspecially me :( im so nice to everyone well im going to sleep mwaahhhhhzz x0x0

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[13 Apr 2004|11:38pm]
Okay So Today Started Off Bad As Hell.. I was sick.. I lost my job.. My Dr. is a moron.. Well then my mom went to AC and Travis came over o0o boy lol.. Im feeling him but Im not gettin Gasped bc I know how niggas do.. Im tired as hell so Im just staying up for his call and going to sleep goodnight
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Miss Lee [12 Apr 2004|12:00am]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | ashanti ]

Dam I was laying here thinking about everything.. Aaliah.. I miss you ma.. I'm so glad I made it this far, but sometimes all I want is to hold your hand and hear you say Babygirl your going to make it.. I never got a chance to say good bye or let you know how much you mean to me.. You were a big influence on my life and will life on to be.. I miss you ma for real.. Shit hasnt been the same since you got taken away.. Now your an angel shining down on everyone I love you

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Todaii I realized.. [11 Apr 2004|10:50pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Todaii I realized how lucky I am.. I have people in my life that mean everything to me..

Julio my nigga my best friend but most important my brother nigga i love you so much and gettin that hug from you today made me feel better exspecially after i hit that bitch

Miss Desi ma talking tonight made me realize in alot of ways your just like me.. I love you ma

Eric that bitch had to go lol me n desi took care of that im so proud of u nigga

Luis even tho ur far away I can still talk to you I love u sweety

David your back in my life for a reason but right now isnt good your my nigga for life and i love u for ever

Travis dam nigga im really startin to feel u for real we need to chill and see what happens.. mwahhz papa

mommy talking tonight wow.. lol i love u



LOL!! HAHA I Finally Did it.. LOL KEISHA & DESI we always kicking bitches out tha crew

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Todaii I realized.. [11 Apr 2004|10:50pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Todaii I realized how lucky I am.. I have people in my life that mean everything to me..

Julio my nigga my best friend but most important my brother nigga i love you so much and gettin that hug from you today made me feel better exspecially after i hit that bitch

Miss Desi ma talking tonight made me realize in alot of ways your just like me.. I love you ma

Eric that bitch had to go lol me n desi took care of that im so proud of u nigga

Luis even tho ur far away I can still talk to you I love u sweety

David your back in my life for a reason but right now isnt good your my nigga for life and i love u for ever

Travis dam nigga im really startin to feel u for real we need to chill and see what happens.. mwahhz papa

mommy talking tonight wow.. lol i love u



LOL!! HAHA I Finally Did it.. LOL KEISHA & DESI we always kicking bitches out tha crew

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LOL!!! [11 Apr 2004|01:20pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Keisha ]

L0L get this Keisha & Julio are jumping around me because I wont get out of bed.. Keisha makes a point that I juss became sick since Sunday hmm how strange LOL! NO BITCH I am sick their just stupid and think I'm lol Love Sick I didnt loose my man so what is going threw they head.. Keisha keeps singing to me ahh her singing is making me feel worse.. Julio came all tha way from tha bronx to gimme a hug YEY!! lol no its not that serious that my big brother and he missed me.. lol

2 that 1 nigga mii girls keep questioning my feelings mi niggas cant believe a nigga got me trippin like this.. your l0ve seems so far away that it makes me confused if you only knew what you do to me im buggin if i only know what u do to me..

im going to be with my familia yey their all here to eat my moms food lol love uz bbye

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What a Week [11 Apr 2004|12:53pm]
[ mood | impressed ]
[ music | Keisha Rapping To Me Bout Him ]

Well Last Friday I met Heather ex boyfriend Tayo.. That nigga is c0ol as hell l0l.. Well Emily got drunK as fuq and was thr0wing up all night and we was hiding from security.. ooo boiii even th0 tha RA came to Tayo's room and said they heard female voices.. well finally 4am we went to sleep Emily woke up every hour asking how Desi was doing because her house burnt down :(.. And after that Heather would wake up asking what time it was.. At 9*30 we left came back around here.. aahhhh Saturdaii night I met Mo.. lol Jay's d0uble how fucking stupid 0f me.. Well I gave him my number he called but yo this nigga gives me a bad ass feeling.. FOR REAL.. Sunday went to say by to Luis :( then back at Tayo's lol we was slap boxing you know I fucked him up lol na juss kidding that nigga was bout to pick me up and slam me down na chill... Well he ended up telling Heather he was feeling me and I ended up feeling him bc he reminded me of someone I cared alot about.. But Heathers my cousin and I couldnt do that to her.. Monday she finds out Im feeling him and she wanna act all crazy talking bout lemme see what I can do for my cousin NO! Chick are u crazy thats your ex.. im not with that.. Tuesdaii ahahah meeting with Jay's counseler haha no bitch u will not get another chance this week was enough.. We talked alot it felt good to say everything I had to say.. but I cant do this again.. Plus u know how hard it is to be with someone when you got so much love for someone else.. well Julio is here ill be back.. mwahhhzz

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l0vE [06 Mar 2004|09:23am]
[ mood | loved ]

l0vE Everytime I talk to this nigga I get all stupid.. I can't get him off my mind for real its so hard.. I'm talking to him now if he only knew how I felt.. I think he kind of does but doesnt say anything I mean dam thats my nigga but I want to make more of it try all that again.. i wish i knew how he felt ah i dunno im so confused everytime i move on i find myself looking back at tha times we had and seeing all i want is that nigga

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Since Friday The 13th [05 Mar 2004|11:10am]
[ mood | peaceful ]

On Friday the 13th, I got into the worse car accident.. I ended up in the hospital for five days. Well now three weeks later, after being home everyday I had time to do alot of thinking and sorting out. I go back to school March 25th.. For the first time I haven't been so excited about going back to school.. When I was in the hospital I was scared but it was iight tha nurses helped alot.. Luis stayed there everyday till I went to sleep lucky as hell to have a boy like that for real.. My girLs came threw to NaNa ApriL Desi Heather ElizaBeth & Christina.. And ofcourse my family.. Aunt Tammy drove four hours to come see me, as soon as she walked in I started crying she started to, I guess its hard, she was like my second mother back in the day.. Finally Luis took me walking threw tha halls my first day actually out of bed.. I did pretty good, but shit that night I was in so much pain.. OHHH BOY!! I got home and WIFEY lol my best friend LizBeth came over right from class.. She stayed all night even when Luis came over YEY they got along.. Dam mama definetly helped me all night.. First DR. APPMNT. tha nurses and all tha doctors from ICU/TRAUMA were telling me they were surprised how much better I was doing.. They kept calling me Little Miracle.. Over this past three weeks I have learned oh so much.. You don't always have to give to people for them to know you care. Putting yourself first is also a big thing. I have alot more to live for now and instead ofregretting yesterday I'm looking forward to making tomorrow better.. Now I' m just doing what I gotta do I started driving again which is good because if i didnt I would of never got back in a car.. OOH BOY I definetly realized how much I loved that nigga.. but of course I told him we will never be anything but friends :(.. I'll write more later right now Im going back to sleep.. mwahhz

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