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Lynn's Blurty:
| Monday, January 12th, 2004 | |
| 5:17 pm | I'm a bad bad bad bad girl.. :' I keep forgetting to write here... Well I don't forget, I just don't have anything to tell really... It's the same everyday (ok almost the same) I go to school, go home, go to school.. _again_ lol! I had christmas holidays two weeks ago, that was great... now I have to go to school again... doh... so... that's about it, not much to tell... Just my normal life... Current Music: Murderdolls - Die My Bride |
| Friday, December 19th, 2003 | |
| 9:48 pm | Too lazy for english on the moment... Bijna drie weken niet naar school, kom drachter dat thuis net zo goed een gevangenis is. Zo gaat dat nou eenmaal, je zit OF de hele dag op school, wat kut is, OF de hele dag thuis, wat je ook niet wil! En doe dan wat anders dan hele dag thuiszitten? Nee want dat wil ik OOK niet... Leven is kut. Leven is kut. Leven is kut. Als dr al een god is mogen we hem wel _bedanken_ voor zo'n verneukt leven. Ja wat hebben we het allemaal leuk! VOORAL met kerst is het leuk he? Mooi niet dus. Iedereen gaat dood! HAHAHAHA nou dát is grappig. Ik hoop dat mijn opa en oma morgen ook doodvallen, en ons wat geld achterlaten natuurlijk, nooit geld teveel, wel teveel van mensen... Jammer genoeg. Ik moet niemand op het moment! Helemaal niemand, vooral mezelf niet... Ik ben niet depri voor je dat gaat denken! Gewoon egoistisch op t moment! Ik wil nieuwe kleding kopen, wat ik ga doen morgen of wanneer dan ook, over 2 weken krijg ik namelijk weer kleedgeld, wat ik moet uitgeven. Ja idd. |
| Tuesday, November 25th, 2003 | |
| 5:16 pm | AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH *kicks herself* bad bad bad bad bad me!!! I didnt write here for ages XD lol and im always complaining about other people not updating their onlina diary *hits herself* ... aahhh.. holiday... 4 more weeks to go.. I want holiday.. god.. I have to do loads of work for tomorrow.. schoolstuff.. and we have music lessons again next week in school! I hate them :' after this week 3 more weeks of school... ah im gonna survive it!.. I guess... god I hate school.. I hate it I hate it.. blah.. Current Mood:  angryCurrent Music: X Japan - Endless Rain |
| Tuesday, November 11th, 2003 | |
| 6:42 pm | AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ^-^ I just have LOADS of time to bore you all with my stupid nonsense talk XD I just LOVE it when my family decides they should go and see some family and I can stay home :') No humans here for tonight (well im not a human!! what did you think of me? Im a vampire =D doh..) I searched for a book, called "shizuko's daughter" (but the dutch version of that book..) and can't find it... I wanna know if the book's about the ringu story.. well shizuko WAS the name of sadako's mother right? I cant remember :/ (Im a stupid vampire.. so what?) Ahhhh I came up with the great - great idea of making some weird pictures of myself, my room, myself, my dragonthings, myself.. well you get it.. But the only camera I have is some digital thing and it just won't work the way it should --; I hate the thing.. Ahhh but there's some stupid thing humans use all the time... money... And I dont have enough of that on the moment to buy a new camera :' so... Maybe im going to finish my net gloves... (like I could? Without my mum's help.. ok so I just have to wait till she gets back..) Ok so Im doing that tomorrow... *grin* nevermind... I really _really_ want After Forever's new CD! Im not good at waiting, not at all.. I hate waiting, waiting till school starts,waiting till I can go home again, waiting till the weekend starts... I hate waiting :' It's like all my life only exists for waiting... Ha! I had some good marks again in school *grins* but it's not like that great for me to get good marks anymore.. im used to it now ;p WHAAIII !!! I wrote a letter today! And send it (I didnt forget to send it! Yay!!!) It was a letter for Chenka ^-^ I hope she'll get my letter tomorrow... I wrote it in school today.. Lol I have wayy too much time in school... This friday there aren't much lessons... welll 2... no school first two hours... 2 hours of school... annndd... weekend! But first I have to survive tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and *dies* It's cold outside again! I hate it --; In the morning when I go to school its cold - later when I can go home again it's still cold! It feels like the winter never ends! And it's not even winter really XD lol *waves* ^-^ Current Mood:  blankCurrent Music: Nightwish - Astral romance |
| Monday, November 10th, 2003 | |
| 9:23 pm | ITSSSSSSSSSSS monday! :' I just LOVE mondays... start of a new week, school, no more weekend, school, homework, school, get ut early in the morning, school... did I mention school? Well school s not all that bad! I like the people in my school! I like getting good marks... I like being at school most of the time, but being home and just writing stupid things here in my blurty is just more the thing to do for someone like me.. im not someone who should be imprisoned in school ALLLL day long! I could live with... 4 hours school a day? 8 hours is just toooo long... well I'll survive it... I allready did o-O; for today that is... Tomorrow english test... (Lol like thats a problem XD) Well no learning stupid english words with their dutch meaning tonight! I'll be learning those stupid words tomorrow.. at school.. I mean thats what school's for right? learning things? So my opinion is you should learn things AT school.. homeworks sucks... So no homework for me now! Ok enough about school *yawn* After forever's new CD!! Exordium ^-^ release date is november 13.. so thats this week *grin* ... I just have to get that CD... I heard some songs of the album last week at the concert of after forever (I've actually seen them =D kool eh?) Welll *thinks* I want to buy a new shirt... something warm for the winter and stuff.. but I just cant find something simple,black.. and cheap --; Thats the problem I guess.. I dont want preppy clothes... and there was nothing that looked really like.. my style.. at the ursula.. it sucks --; Tonight I had a dream about a dress I had made myself (I cant sew o-O; ) it was black and all nice and beautifull and *dies* I really want to make that dress... maybe im going to try sometime soon.. My mum says she wants to explain to me how that stupid sewing machine thing works.. and we could make nice gloves and maybe a skirt... and I could try a dress after that? sounds great eh? Well just wait.. will me... march or something before I get started on anything.. but when I do start I will really make something *promises herself* Ok... now... im... dont know gonna talk to someone and bore them with my not important things to say! Lynn Current Mood:  artisticCurrent Music: After Forever - Follow in the Cry |
| Wednesday, November 5th, 2003 | |
| 7:56 pm | Ok... Im writing.. Im writing.. nothing important.. go away o-O; just go away and dont read this... Blah.. I want weekend.. I guess... Everything seems to lasts sooooo long.. school.. every day.. yay. Im not going to shower today. Just dont feel like it --; I hate my school.. too much work... days are too long... at school.. but also at home.. I hate my life I guess.. not cus it's so bad.. just cus it lasts too long o-O; yeah im weird.. *points up* I warned you not to read this.. you know.. Current Mood:  annoyedCurrent Music: Nightwish - Dead Boy's Poem |
| Monday, November 3rd, 2003 | |
| 8:30 pm | Last weekend was just.. it was really awesome.. I went to After Forever.. and it was great :') *hugs floor* anddd saturday I was in amsterdam.. and well it was great... now.. monday... ahhhhh school 0/ 7 more weeks ... *dies* whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy in gods name.. why... :' *hates stupid school* Whaaahhhhh... french test 2morrow.. great... just great --; But I can study for the french test 2morrow in school so its not that bad... I want it to be friday! I wanna go shopping in Apeldoorn and buy some new clothes.. annnnd maybe some new hair dye (light green? or maybe... dont know..) Ahhhh we had PE in school today --; that just.. ugh I HATE it... lucky me.. it's only 1 time a week soooooo *grin* no more PE for me ... till.. next monday --; AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH I baked muffins yesterday :') but they are yuck *kinda stupid* anndddd I wanna buy a new cd! Just dont know what.. Maybe AFI or nightwish *no official nightwish cd's ... *ashamed for that* annnnddd ^-^ Im kinda happy.. dont know about what really... but.. IM HAPPY XD *waves and fly's off to check chenka forum* Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: Malice Mizer - Shiroi |
| Sunday, October 26th, 2003 | |
| 7:08 pm | YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY im home o-O; well thats not like.. fun --; ok.. 2morrow.. school and PE *hates school* and 5 more days till next weekend *long long time* I went to rijswijk annnnd... I have a new shirt ^-^ it's red with black and I love it.. my mum didnt like it too well but what ever.. not like what she says means too much to me or something *yawns* errrrrrr don't know what to write *stupid* ooooohhhhh I have 1 hour longer weekend.. *very happy about that* an an an... o-O; im gonna check chenka forum now lol ^-^" Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: After Forever - Estranged |
| Thursday, October 23rd, 2003 | |
| 7:56 pm | WHaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii immmmmmmmmmmmmm sooooooooooooooooooo bored --; did like.. nothing today *grin* an an an an... 2morrow yayyyyyyyyyyy *happy* I want.. I want... I want... new clothes! annnnnndddd my muffin :' annnnddddd ... *thinks* holiday :x annnnd... dont know lol *hits herself* :/ nothing to say really --; *waves* Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Moi Dix Mois - La Dix Croix |
| Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003 | |
| 1:56 pm | HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII whaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ... crazy things to do when you are at home and want to do something crazy but dont know what! 1) Dance around and say to your little brother/sister "I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!" 2) Go and hug your dog/cat/rat/whatever thing you have and tell it your plans to take over the world! 3) Write 100 things down about why you like =insert random j-rock persons name= so much! 4) Sort all the pictures of =random j-rock person/random music person/random actress= 5)Go and make some tea for your father/mother and say you really want that =book/cd/what ever= sooooooo much (without saying, MUM I WANT THAT CD SO YOU'RE GONNA BUY IT FOR ME.." doh 6)Make a drawing of the person you love most (mana? Hyde? Gackt?) and send it to that person XD (or just place it online ;p) 7) Go and write an e-mail to your best friend telling him/her everything you DONT like of him/her (and dont send it..) 8) Steal some of your sister/brothers clothes and dress like him/her! (can be quite funny.. really XD) 9)Go outside and tell everybody you see you are a pink bunny who is going to destroy the world! (and have fun seeing their reactions!) 10)Jump around in the house and when your mother asks you what you are doing you say "Im chasing the house's bad energy's.. cant you see them?!" Current Mood:  bouncyCurrent Music: Nightwish - Feel For You |
| Tuesday, October 21st, 2003 | |
| 9:22 pm | Whaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii So Im GONNA write something! ... Not something usefull doh! *grin* IIIIIIIIIII wanna buy new clothes :' Im gonna buy new clothes this weekend! And I want to paint my room... pink and green.. XD or black and pink or something *s kinda weird* my room's now purple-blue-like :/ It's ok but I'd like pink with lightgreen better LOL! And I wanna put my posters on the wall --; can't now cus ... I have to go to my sisters room or I have to paint my own room first :/ andandandandand!!!!! I lost weight! I really did! *proud* *talks to herself* "Just dont eat so much and walk a little faster to school and I can lose more weight" Im SOOOOOOOOO happy about that.. could be because of last weekend.. I guess so =D was in centerparcs soooooo ^-^ I want my painting of Kami! (kamikamikamikami!!!!!) But my teacher want it to show it in the school first --; and that stupid teacher! It was a perfect PERFECT painting and he didnt like it.. But I cant take it home.. *kills teacher* not fair :''' annnnnnnndddddd... I dont know what to say o-O;.. stupid me o-O; *waves* Current Music: Slipknot - wait and bleed |
| 9:13 pm | HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII its tuesday now o-O; 2 days of school... 43 to go *dies* I want holiday! God.. --; not fair :' holiday was great.. just.. great... not really much to say o-O; Current Music: AFI - Days of the Phoenix |
| Thursday, October 9th, 2003 | |
| 7:46 pm | 9 oct *waves* HIIIIIIIIIIIII itssssssssssssssss almost weekend! almost holiday!!! 2 more stupid tests and some stupid classes 2morrow... and.. .. YAY holiday *hugs herself* (no one else to hug at the moment o-O; ) *thinks* ittttttttttttttttttts not really late now o-O; Im tired god *wanna sleep* first hour no school 2morrow ^-^ yay for that! ... Whaaaahhh im seeing some sort of weird scary red light in the neighbour's house o-O; *hides* it's soooooo scary please help me @-O; AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I drawed Kami at school! He looks soooooo cute in my drawing(well painting really :x) With cute pink hair and blue lipstick.. *dies* my kami.. MINE! ehm... *hides* whahahahahahaha.. 2..morrow... *hugs her muffin* I like my muffin with chocolate .. I like my muffin with berry's I like my muffin with ... nevermind o-O; Yeah im kinnnnnnnnnnda weird now *hides* XD but it's kinda funny actually cuz I've got no one to talk to now! SOOOOOOOOOOO im talking to myself.. (yeah im sooooooo kool.. see I have FRIENDS.. do you see them.. there alllll here in my head...) annnnnnn im listening music... (doh)... after forever... oh I bought a moonspell cd.. I did say that yesterday eh.. well *hits herself¨* thinks its time for me to.. take a shower.. yeah good idea.. .. Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Miyavi - Girls, Be Ambitious |
| Wednesday, October 8th, 2003 | |
| 8:46 pm | WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH It's almost holiday!!!!! 2 more days of school *grins* yay! ugh and I hate HATE HATEHATEHATE the cold :' it's like raining allllllll day long and raining and storming and it's sooooooooooooo cold... and I dont have a warm sweater or something --; well one but its just soooooo cold.. and if I wanna sleep.. it's just too cold to sleep (yeah right XD but it IS cold where I sleep.. not like SOOOO cold but tooo cold for me! HA!) Ohhhhhhhhh I like my new CD! It's from Moonspell.. the antidote! It's just released soooo it's even cooler I have it =D yay *wanna make Muffin jealous* LOL!! Oh and im writing a stupid fanfic about a friend with another friend an.... well nevermind it's just too fucking stupid XD Im kinda crazy I know.. well kinda crazy... crazy like.. ALOT lol *loves life..?* i AM weird o-O; *thinks* ... 2 more days of school.. im gonna see muffin again *dies* I want it to be friday allready! Lol.. Immmm gonna buy chocolate for Chenka!!! (yes? yes!!!!!) I promised her so I will buy.. I guess verkade chocolate lol.. ^-^" *grin* My hair is red! Did I say that allready *cant remember* I love my hair the way it is now! Maybe want to change the red to pink... or green.. dont know yet *grin* EEKKKKSSSS two stupid tests 2morrow :' not nice not nice... NOT nice :'' *feeling sorry for herself* (awwww) well nevermind.. im gonna check the chenka forum now or something *waves* Current Mood:  amusedCurrent Music: Within Temptation - Ice Queen |
| Wednesday, October 1st, 2003 | |
| 1:34 pm | Whaaiiiiii... I like being at home when the other people of my class are in school LOL! Well im kinda tired and somewhat ill so it's not really that much fun --; But still I can chat as long as I want.. when im not learning french that is (yuk) oh god its hot in here *opens window* 2 days of school... I want it to be weekend! Almost.. almost.. yay! Going to amsterdam this weekend.. can buy pocky (japanese candy) again! *thinks* Oh! this night I dreamed *thinks* ehhhhh I was in the dream of someone I know with someone he know.. well in my dream it was the dream of someone with someone else and I was like in that dream but it wasnt my dream.. get it? Well it was _weird_ (the dream) there were hoops I had to fly through to enter the "dream" or "world" and .. dont know it was weird lol! welll nevermind Current Mood: crappyCurrent Music: After Forever - My Pledge of Allegiance #2 |
| Monday, September 29th, 2003 | |
| 5:54 pm | *s eating ice* whaaahhhh cold o-O; yay I can edit my journal entry's *happy* Im dying :' *cries* its sooooo cold here and I have some stupid german test 2morrow.. hate german :' Lol I miss Muffin --; and thats not really funny :' I ... wanna... do... something weird... something like.. going to dont know where now. I showered like... 2 hours ago and its COLD outside so im not going anywhere lol.. But I would like to just go outside and lay on the street (somewhere without many cars doh!) some time ^-^ thats really a fun thing to do XD You cant imagine (ok so maybe you can --; ) what people walking there will say.. things like "are you ok?" and "goodnight" or "You look like some plastic..thing.." LOL it's was soooooo kool this summer to just lay on the street somewhere *dies* just too cold for that now --; Ok nevermind im just telling stupid things. Today was weird o-O; (doh it's monday, mondays are EVILLLLLL God must have created mondays --; ) school, not weekend anymore.. mondays suck.. but this monday is almost over (hurray) welll nevermind *hides* Im just crazy *laughs* ... (sshhhh... ropes.. ann..) ehm never mind .. immmmmmmmm weird now.. yeah.. should be learning for 2morrows test... stupid me.. loads of stuff to do thats much more interesthing than learning german (writing in my blurty and talking to friends..) I wanna make my own clothes! In school today I thought of some skirts and shirts that would be sooooooo kool to make an have.. only I cant make my own clothes cuz 1) im too stupid 2) my mum wont help me with it XD annnnnnnd I wanna dye my hair.. said that allready eh? ok so im REALLY talking shit now.. *hugs herself* Current Mood:  bitchyCurrent Music: Satish - funeral of hearts3 |
| 5:41 pm | Today, monday... yay for monday's... no PE! Thats like ... good... I guess.. went to see a doctor but nothing important *yawns* I should be learning for a test 2morrow but too lazy for it now *grin*. Kinda happy today, weird happy.. but happy so thats good. Someone I know, Sara-may, dyed her hair red, like REALLY red... it's sooooooooooooooooooooooooo kool... want to dye my hair also! But it's too expensive now :' ugh.. have to eat now .. |
| Sunday, September 28th, 2003 | |
| 7:55 pm | Ok so... just dont know wanna say stupid things (yay for me) Im listening to nightwish... yay love music *hugs nightwish* wanna sing but I can't sing *grin* it's 20.00 now... in holland *stinky holland with all the cheese and stuff* "Heaven queen carry me Away from all pain.." Dead to the world - nightwish. Great song.. love it.. or something. I just saw some photographs from last summer and I miss the summer.. gawd.. its soooo cold now, im freezing (well not really cuz its not cold, in fact im dying cuz its so warm here but nevermind) 2morrow... school.. french.. and PE.. god I HATE PE... whats the use of it.. just running around in circles in the cold.. yay for school. "Pull the plug end the pain.." 10th man down - nightwish. I wanna see a train... trains are good... sooooooo big and heavy and if I'd be for a train... soooo much blood *runs* yay for blood... blood's good! Soooo nice color.. red.. I luv red... red s like.. well blood... and.. blood... so much blood... best color in the world... dark red blood... glasses full of blood, bottles full of blood... yay.. I luv blood.. wanna see myself and others bleed just cus it's sooooo pretty! And feels so good.. *dies* Blood s warm yknow? feels soooo good.. just like hot chocolate lol! hot chocolate is good... so blood is good.. I love hot chocolate... so I love blood you see? Why shouldn't we drink nice warm blood on a cold winters day? Why do we drink hot chocolate? Blood has a nicer color... We all love the color red! Red is the color of love... we like love.. so we like the color red, so we like blood... cuz it's red and all warm and nice.. I don't like hot chocolate! It's all the fault of the people who thought of hot chocolate! It's their fault we don't drink a nice warm cup of blood on a cold winters day! Maybe it's cuz of Gackt (some J-pop artist) We don't drink blood! I guess he (gackt) must like hot chocolate! I HATE Gackt. He ruins like everything... I wanna drink a nice warm cup of blood on a cold winters day! With all the snow and stuff... blood is kool! If you'd spill some on snow the snow would turn allll red... and we love red... red snow is good... snow with blood... yeah.. would be sooooooo nice... if all the snow would be bloodred! I wanna know... is the blood of different people the same color red? Or would there be some difference in the color of the blood? If so... maybe your blood has a nicer color than mine... or mine blood has a nicer color.. I hope my blood is nicer red... I love my blood... there's soooo much blood in each person.. just weird I guess... so hard to bleed to death cuz there's so much blood in each of us... I like my blood.. wanna see alllll of it in a bowl or something... or spilled in the snow... I hope there will be snow this winter.. I could spill some of my blood on the snow and it would turn alllllll red... Red snow *dreaming* it would be soooooooo nice... Maybe I could die someday in the snow.. spilling all my blood in the snow so it would be such a nice color red.. and allll the people who would see my would also see the snow with the best color red ever! I would love that... yeah... I guess so... But why do we drink hot chocolate? |
| 4:27 pm | HIIIIIIIIIIIII Just wanted to write like... something here lol! This is my new journal-thingy.. o-O Lol im kinda weird today *hides* just.. HIIIII all the people who are stupid enough to read this *waves* |