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    Tuesday, November 16th, 2004
    5:53 pm
    Hi just wanted to see my mood thingy

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: Maroon 5 -Harder to Breath
    5:23 pm
    hi
    So hey how is everyone? I am goin insane and upon request from a certain blurty correspondent I am updating my blurty. I still do not like Kent but I am meeting new people. Since my last entry, I have run into the 2 people who arnt talking to me and both of them have acted like they didnt see me which is fine because i realized..I dont giv a shit!!! Today I got in a fight with my boyfriend about drinking. He doesnt want me to do it and says if I do he might break up with me .. WRONG!!! Thats not something anyone should say to me. I am not a drunk first of all . I have never had a drink in my life so if i wanna try it whether it be now or when I am 21 im gonna and no one is gonna tell me differntly or try to blackmail me out of it. How czn you throw away a whole relationship over a fuking beverage. I was proud of myself thought because I didnt yell once:)

    In other news, I wanted to talk to a certain vegitable I miss dearly and he was talking to his girlfriend. For some reason it really pissed me off even though we were online and he could talk to both of us at the same time ijust didnt like it. I miss my brother (I dont have a real one i just call him that) And i am finding an unexpected friend in philidelphia which I really enjoy talking tro. I just wish I could be more help to him but I am not very good when it comes to dealing with relationships....which I told my boyfriend at the beginning by the way.

    I cant wait until thanksgiving break. I dont know if it is a good or bad thing though. Everyone will be home and everyone wioll be different some, like me not different enough. I want to go to a party but i am not sure i will have time. What am I talking about? I can always make time for a party. Thats me... Party USA...hopefully party glabal in a few years. I need some excitement, change of scenery..something. I need my friend but he is no where to be found... i dont know what i need! I need New York!

    LAst night i stayed up til 3 writing a paper which is what i always do and i still get A's n them which bothera a lot of people. It bothers me because i wish everything came as easy to me as english. I have a great teacher!!! Hopefully i will be able to get him next semester. I think he is the only one keeping me sane. Well him and instant messenger.

    I am tired of having to hold my tounge or be careful what i sayaround people. Its like living a double life. I quit!

    So, now that I have all this free time on my hands in the ansence of the two female aquatences who have departed themselves from me, I am taking Kick Boxing, teaching myself how to juggle, and with the help of my new friend Marc's guitar tuner I will pick up a long lost love.
    Love you ALL! Ps is it long enough brandi?...im sure the next one will be happier because i am done being angry..its too tireing.!
    Friday, November 5th, 2004
    6:35 pm
    Long time no see!
    Hi everyone it's me again. Sorry i haven't been writing lately i have had a lot of test. well, today was a bad day. started out with me missing english to go and take my hella hard psych test to hellping with renessance ball and being the only one to having my bahama umbrella,,...my favorite umbrella fukin destriy by the wind, to gettin "sternly talked to" about what is appropriate to say , where to say it, and when to say....please ladies , you talk about being in college..act like IT! Once again I am so sick and tired of everything and a lot of people. As a wise friend of mine tells me "if they dont know you....fuck em! its there loss."Oh and i am majorly pissed about the fucking election...WHAT THE FUCK! I think i am going to start all over..make new friends..and be myself. its hard to know who you are when the people around you are so fake. Isnt it odd when u let people in the ones u let in the most dont even know who u are. maybe its my fault apperently everything else is people are soooo full of shit . even though i talk about you behind your back everyday and smile in your face that same night....im still your friend. yep..people are full of shit!oh and plese people if you have somethin to fukin say do me and everyone else a favor...........SAY IT!dont sit there and sulk like a 2 year old cause "we're in college".....i wish i knew more people here, then i could go wherever whenever and not have 2 worry about always bein by myself somewhere or walkin by myself....evev though i dont really worry about tht. i think im going to enjoy kickboxing on monday. whoaaa ...i feel a lot better. goodnight......p.s. props to bg abd kt..miss and love you both wish u were here so i wouldnt be goin insane.
    12:48 am
    Long time no see!
    Hi everyone it's me again. Sorry i haven't been writing lately i have had a lot of test. well, today was a bad day. started out with me missing english to go and take my hella hard psych test to hellping with renessance ball and being the only one to having my bahama umbrella,,...my favorite umbrella fukin destriy by the wind, to gettin "sternly talked to" about what is appropriate to say , where to say it, and when to say....please ladies , you talk about being in college..act like IT! Once again I am so sick and tired of everything and a lot of people. As a wise friend of mine tells me "if they dont know you....fuck em! its there loss."Oh and i am majorly pissed about the fucking election...WHAT THE FUCK! I think i am going to start all over..make new friends..and be myself. its hard to know who you are when the people around you are so fake. Isnt it odd when u let people in the ones u let in the most dont even know who u are. maybe its my fault apperently everything else is people are soooo full of shit . even though i talk about you behind your back everyday and smile in your face that same night....im still your friend. yep..people are full of shit!oh and plese people if you have somethin to fukin say do me and everyone else a favor...........SAY IT!dont sit there and sulk like a 2 year old cause "we're in college".....i wish i knew more people here, then i could go wherever whenever and not have 2 worry about always bein by myself somewhere or walkin by myself....evev though i dont really worry about tht. i think im going to enjoy kickboxing on monday. whoaaa ...i feel a lot better. goodnight......p.s. props to bg abd kt..miss and love you both wish u were here so i wouldnt be goin insane.
    Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
    10:44 pm
    My Saturdays
    Hello all!!! Well it's Saturday night and as usual i am in my dorm all alone. My friends have gone home for the weekend, my roomate is staying at a friend's house all weekend, and my boyfriend is at work! So, it is just me, Miranda, Charlotte, SAmantha, and my twin Carrie. (Sex and the City) As I sit here with my keyboard, my one and only companian of the night so far, I reminiss of all the Saturday nights I spent out and about with friends. I miss the late nights and even later mornings. I have been at kent over a month and I have still not gone to a party. I don't know why. It is probably because my friends are not as excited as I am about meeting people and hanging out. I am used to knowing everyone and always having something to do. I can't just sit around in front of the television or sleep all day like everyone ele. I am a night owl and enjoy the night life and like to boogie as the song so elligantly put it. So, my Saturday has consisted of watching re-runs of Melrose Place, all day with random shows cleverly intersoerced.
    But in other news, I had my first geology test and it went ok I think. The teacher might think differently. School is going well, I am happy to be learning new things and HOPEFULLY meet new people. I can't wait until Halloween. All of my friends and I are meeting up ant Ohio University to spend the weekend together. I miss all of them soooooooooooo much!!! I think I am gonna be Magenta from Rocky Horror Picture Show which is one of the best movies ever. Yes... I am strange:) I love Halloween!! It's great when you can dress up as who ever or what ever you want to bwe. Now i'm not sure if I want to be Magenta or SAlly from the nightmare before christmas which is my other favorite movie. I don't know if yoiu can tell but I love movies. They are my favorite thing in the whole wild world. I love watching movies over and over until I know all the words. Of course, when i talk along with the movie it annoys most people so I try to do it quietly. (Smile)
    So, like I mentioned earlier I did find my new friends Carrie, Miranda, Charlette and Samantha on my television screen on my many lonely Saturday nights. I love that show now. At first I thought it was just stupid girls talking about all their sex lives but they actually deal with real things like and good issues, like aids testing, pregnancy, abortions, obviously relationships, infertility and just everday things and its not all about sex. So I must be getting back to my new friends and oh...by the way..shout out to my peep in ohilly! Miss u all, llove you all, u know who u are.;
    Monday, September 27th, 2004
    4:15 pm
    Relationships
    When we go through life, we go through many twist and turns. One of these twist and turns is relationships. Most of us learn at a young age from television and movies what relationships are supposed to look like, but it is the reality of the situation that can be confusing. To me, a relationship is when you care about someone and that person cares about you as well. You both trust, love and understand eachother. To be in a relationship you have to be able to compromise and sympathize with the other person. All these things seem easy to do in theory, but when we are in these situations is it really that easy? Then when the relationship starts geting hard, the question is ...is it worth it? Most of the time it is but the real question is am I willing to put in the effort? What comes after the relationship? Do I want to get married? Why does it always seem like right after you get comfortable all the questions start piling up, and all the answers are need to be answered?
    Saturday, September 25th, 2004
    1:58 am
    Friday sept, 24
    tonight was not an eventful night. i went downtown kent with freinds and it definatly was not hoppin. downtown kent consist of about 4 bars and a million allts. how damn dare. i was definatly looking for a party and couldnt find one anywhere. my friends werent too upset about it tho. i guess im just a part girl? the question is ...can anyone hang wit me?
    Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
    6:38 pm
    Hi everyone, well this is my first journal and i really dont know what to say.......today was a boring day i had environmental geology and intro to college math. psych test tomarro.Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooook well thats it for now. miss and love all you. you know who you are
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