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I know this is late but I've been really busy and haven't really had any time to update until now. So technically this update may be short or maybe not. Depends on how descriptive I want to be. *laughs* So here goes nothing and I hope that you guys like my update. Eventhough, I have a feeling that no one really reads my journal since I don't update as much as the rest of you guys.
Wednesday Night - Chris and I had our first date. I know what you're thinking, "your first date, but you guys are engaged". Yeah, I realize that, but I guess that's what you get for skipping the dating part and going right into being an official couple then an engaged couple. Anyway, back to the date. Chris came home, snuck up behind me, turned me around and showed me that he was dressed in a tux. Let me tell you, Chris looked fine. And I do mean very fine. So I went upstairs to get ready, and dressed up in my new dress. He bought me a wrist corsage. That matched my dress. *laughs* I asked him where we were going but he was being a pain and wouldn't tell me saying that it was a surprise. *laughs softly* But we left the house and drove off to the docks to where a yacht was sitting there waiting for us. Seems like he had planned this, but I'm not exactly sure what strings he had to pull. I guess I'll have to figure that out later or something. We had this amazing dinner and danced a bit. He gave me a necklace that had a key on it. He said that the key represents the key to his heart. I thought that was sooooooo sweet. He's absolutely amazing. I love him so much. After that we left to go back to the house and just cuddled all night long. We knew that we had a short time to spend together before he had to start tour and me going to see the O-Town fellas in Florida.
Which brings me to my next subject.
Florida weekend - It felt weird being with the guys again, almost seemed like Jacob and I were sort of together but sort of not, like being there for him as a best friend. I mostly hung out with Erik since I've been the closest to him than the rest of the guys since the beginning of the group. Well, besides Jacob of course, but that's a given. I didn't spend as much time with the guys as much as I hope too. Ashley was off with Tiffany. Honestly, I don't like her. I think she's using him for sex or something. He can do alot better. Eh, but who am I to judge who he should be with. I'm not exactly sure what Trevor was doing, and I know that Dan was out with his girl like twenty four seven unless the guys had to practice just to avoid Erin. Honestly, I've been trying to avoid her too. I'm still kind of hurt for the things she's did to me. Yeah, I forgave her but it's going to be a while before I can trust her, or our friendship be back to what it was. You can call me a bitch, stubborn. Fuck, I don't care, but this is just how I feel. I can really care less what you think about my decision. You know what I just realized? I need to help find Erik a girlfriend. I know what it's like to be lonely and it fucking sucks. And I promise you girls, Erik is a wonderful catch. He'll definitely treat you like a queen. And if he hurts you, let me know and I'll kick his butt. *laughs softly* Saturday was their last show, and let me tell you that show was so emotional, except for Ashley. He seemed like the only one that wasn't depressed about it at all. However, they were absolutely amazing and I did miss seeing the guys on stage. The guys had the crowd sing All Or Nothing to them for the last song. I left yesterday morning, and let me tell you. I wasn't exactly wanting to leave. I miss that part of my life, but I knew I had to get home to my other part of my life that I was missing as well.
Back Home - Since I've been home, I've been packing for myself, Chris, and Orlando. I can't wait to get this packing done and finally moved into the new house. Johnny Depp is suppose to be helping me sometime this week. I can't wait. It should be fun to hear what he's got to say about Orlando. *laughs softly* I'll update more tomorrow.
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