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[21 Aug 2003|02:24pm] Alright, I was boycotting updating until Matt did; and since he did update, I will too. I love Matt, he's an amazing guy. A couple days ago he came by and we went for a walk, and he kissed me and god, I felt like I was floating. He makes me feel like I'm special, and I know I am - because of him. I feel like the luckiest girl around here, because he's just such an amazing guy. It's all the small things that I love...falling asleep with him, feeling his arms around me, those little kisses he gives me on the cheek or forehead, the words he whispers into my ear...There's no place I'd rather be than with him. I love him more than anything and anyone else. He isn't just a big part of my life anymore, he's a part of my heart - a part I couldn't and wouldn't want to live without. All this stuff with Joel and I...it's just...it's not true. I don't know what else to say. Joel is one of my close friends, we can relate to each other on a certain level and certain topics and give each other advice. One of the topics we can relate to is love. We are both head over heels in love with our significant others. Joel loves Mandy; it's obvious to anyone who talks to him, and I would never try to break that love apart because I am crazy about Matt. He gives me advice and I give him advice and it's nice to have someone you can talk to about that. I mean, okay Joel has other female friends and I have other male friends - but you don't hear any rumors going on about those. Joel is one of my closest friends, nothing more, nothing less. Matt is the love of my life, and Mandy the love of his. If this didn't make sense it's because I'm fucking tired and I think I'll go to bed now... // so kiss me

[04 Aug 2003|09:54pm] -blinks- HOLY SHIT. -starts screaming- 3 kisses // so kiss me

[02 Aug 2003|03:44pm] -:Lays with her head resting against Matt's chest, absently drawing shapes on his chest with her finger as she stares at the wall, lost in her thoughts. Her head rises and falls with each of his breaths. She turns her head to look up at him with a small smile, placing a soft kiss on his lips as she gently removes his arm from around her and slips out of bed, walking towards the computer and turning it on. Glances over at Matt, not able to keep the smile from her face as she watches his peaceful expression. She turns her attention back to the computer:- Well, not much has happened lately. I've been spending most of my time with Matt. Time flies by so fast that I can barely tell how many days have passed by. I can honestly say that I have never been happier...I hope this never ends... Matt really needs to stop telling Faith things; well no he doesn't because I actually get some pretty good information from her. I know I shouldn't bribe a little kid; but you should hear the stuff that he tells her - it's quite interesting (until it's yelled out in a room full of people including a reporter and a camera man). I never considered myself to have a one track mind - until now. I mean, twenty four/seven there seems to be only one thing on my mind; Matt. I don't know, just thinking about him will put me in some odd, dream-like state. When he wraps his arms around me I feel better than I ever have before - and I never want to leave... I love everything about him; his smile, the way he laughs, the feel of his arms around me...he is the most amazing guy I know and I know I'd rather die than have to live without him. I am so sappy that it's sad - I don't remember ever being like this with anyone else...and I love it... ( Matt… ) -:Clicks "Update" and turns the computer off, walking back over to the bed and sitting on the edge; looking down at Matt’s sleeping face. Gently runs her finger down his cheek, biting her lip as she sees his eyes fluttering open. A smile plays on her lips as she lays back beside him, snuggling to his side and resting head against his shoulder, closing her eyes as she feels his arms wrap around her:- // so kiss me

[27 Jul 2003|05:09pm] -:She slowly begins to wake up, bringing a hand up to rub her eyes as she feels the presence of two arms wrapped around her waist. Turning her head, the beginnings of a smile tug on the corners of her lips as she looks at Matt’s peaceful face. Jessica shifts in his arms, wrapping an arm around his waist and resting with her head against his chest, glancing around the quiet tour bus. Her eyes land on the computer before biting her lip, smiling softly and pressing a soft kiss on Matt’s lips, slipping herself out of his arms, holding the blanket against her chest as she grabs his shirt, slipping it onto her body and pulling her hair out from the back. She stands up, looking down at him with a soft smile; studying his features before her eyes wander down his bare chest and over the blanket draped over his waist. Leans over and presses a soft kiss to his forehead before walking over and sitting at the computer, turning it on and waiting for the page to load:- Lately, I feel like I’m living on cloud nine. Even when he’s not around, just the thought of him can put a smile to my face…There’s no where else I’d rather be than in his arms, and when I’m there, I wish that we never had to get up…he is the most amazing person I have ever met and I wouldn’t trade a moment with him for anything. I don’t know how to describe what I’m feeling…It’s just…whenever he walks into a room, he brings a smile to my face. When I look at him and I see him smile, I don’t even realize I’m smiling back. When I’m laying in his arms I feel like nothing can get to me. I seem to go off into my own little world. When I was with Michael, things were different. Yes, I did love Michael, I wouldn’t have been engaged to him otherwise. Things with Matt are so much different and I enjoy them so much more. Michael had a child, he was older than me; marrying him I know what my role would be. I would be a step mother, I would have to be an authority figure. I couldn’t be wild and just do something that’s out there. No matter what tomorrow would bring, I always new what the future with him would bring. Raising his son and maybe kids of our own. With Matt, we don’t know what will happen tomorrow and we don’t know what will happen in the future. We are living everything one day at a time and not worrying about what will happen tomorrow or the day after or even next year. I don’t have to worry about being the perfect role model for a child and watching what I do or say. I love being with Matt more than anything. I got asked a question today, what I loved about him, why I did…and thinking about the answer; I really don’t know how to explain it. Around him I’m not afraid to be myself, I’m not afraid to make a fool of myself, I don’t care if I don’t look perfect, I know it won’t matter to him. I love everything about him, I love the way he smiles, the way he laughs, the color his cheeks turn as he blushes…I love the way his arms feel around me, I love the way his lips feel on mine, the feel of his hands on my skin. It’s so much that it’s overwhelming and I’m not even sure how to put it. It scares me that I could fall for someone so quickly and so hard, but at the same time, it’s the best feeling in the world and I wouldn’t trade it for anything. We haven’t been together a very long time but I already can’t imagine what my life would be like without him. Speaking of Matt, I’m going to go climb back into his arms until he wakes up. -:Quickly presses "Update" and turns the computer off, walking back to the couch and sliding under the blankets, wrapping her arm around his waist as she nuzzles her head against the crook of his shoulder. Closing her eyes she begins to drift off to sleep once again:- 1 kisses // so kiss me

[26 Jul 2003|04:19pm] ::walks in the room, dressed in ( these ):: Ginger, Gwen, Maggie, Lena and I are retaliating against Team Mest. We're forming our own team. Team Good Charlotte...and since there are only five of us, we're each taking over a certain member. Lena is my twin, and since I'm Joel, that would make her Benji. ::grins and slings an arm over her shoulders:: We mad hott, yo. Ginger will be bassist, Paul. Gwen is taking over Billy and Maggie is Chris. ::grabs a mic, starts singing "The Anthem" while jumping around and grabbing her crotch:: 3 kisses // so kiss me

[26 Jul 2003|02:53pm] ( WE LOVE YOU TONY... ) 1 kisses // so kiss me

[25 Jul 2003|03:19pm] Why can't people mind their own business? From US Weekly... Meanwhile, it's all over between Jessica Alba and longtime fiance Michael Weatherly. On July 11, Alba, 22, went solo to a friend's birthday party at the Los Angeles restaurant Tantra, where, a source says, guests were warned not to ask about Weatherly, 35. The reason? Alba and her former Dark Angel costar had broken off their engagement. "She seemed sort of quiet throughout the party. At one point she kind of did some dance moves by herself," says the source. Although Alba and Weatherly had been engaged since April 2001, they never set a date. Reps for both did not return calls. Jesus christ, it's over and done with already. I don't want to keep opening magazines and having to read about this shit. I'm fine, I'm happy, I'm over it. Find some more recent news and drop this, damnit. // so kiss me

[23 Jul 2003|05:42pm] -:Jessica walks to the computer, dressed in a large, baggy shirt which goes to her knees, covering most of the boxers shorts beneath and white socks. Her dark brown hair is pulled up into a lazy bun, loose strands tucked behind her hair with a cup of coffee in her hands. She pulls out the chair in front of the computer, sitting down and placing the cup beside the monitor. Opening up www.blurty.com/update.bml, she pulls a knee to her chest while she waits for the page to load; chewing on her lower lip in thought. Once the page is loaded, she places her fingers onto the keyboard,; beginning to type:- There’s so much to say, I guess. I’ll have to get to all of it eventually. I’m on tour with Mest at the moment; Matt asked me to go with them a couple days ago and I figured "what the hell", I’m not working on any projects or anything, and I love hanging out with Matt. The good reasons outdid the bad and here I am. -:She turns her head, looking at Matt asleep in the bunk as the corners of her full lips tug into a small smile at the memory of the night before. Her eyes travel over his features, taking in the peaceful look on his face as he sleeps:- Speaking of Matt, he is an absolute sweetheart. I can’t say I couldn’t help but form a small crush on him over the time I spent with him. Obviously, the crush became something more as Faith so kindly yelled out earlier in the chat. You can always count on that girl. I can’t count the number of times she would yell out of no where "Matt Likes Jessa!" or "Jessa likes Matt!". Well…last night, while just sitting around, Matt asked me to be his girlfriend. I believe my first response was "Fuck, yeah!", which I attempted to save by "I mean yes". Some how I don’t think that worked too well. -:Chewing on her lower lip, she rereads what she wrote, leaning out to take the coffee cup, sipping it as she glances around the room, thinking of what else she should update about:- Faith is the cutest thing in the world. I love that girl, she could probably get me to do just about anything. I just need to remember not to tell her anything that I wouldn’t want yelled out in a room full of people. We went to Disneyland (the "we" changing continuously as people came and went). I think throughout the whole day it was Faith, Matt, Benji, Kelly, Jayce, Lance, Erika, Pierre, Jessica, Janie, Tony and I. There might have been more people; I can’t remember. Benji and Matt seemed to have a thing for making themselves puke. Kids, you can’t take them anywhere (and with "kids" I mean Benji and Matt). Well, that’s a day that I’m not going to forget for a long time. -:Leans back in the chair, bringing her hand up and tucking back strands of hair behind her ear before placing her hands onto the keyboard and absently tapping the keys, a thoughtful expression on her features:- I love the fact that Matt tells things to people; they always manage to get back to me at the end; or in Faith’s case, anyone within hearing range. It always seems to go the same, Faith yells something, Matt and I blush, Matt covers Faith’s mouth, she starts laughing. Half the things she even makes up herself. Once she yelled out "Matt and Jessa are getting married!". Well, I think I need to pay attention more because I never knew I was even engaged. Next thing you know I’m sitting in a house with two kids, married for ten years and I wouldn’t even have been aware of it! Faith better be sure to tell me my wedding day so I can actually show up. At this rate, I think my life is being run by a five year old girl. This should be interesting to watch. But I have to say, that is one amazing little girl. Lance and Jayce, you two are lucky. I hope one day I can have a little girl just like her - and I know a lot of people think that too. -:She turns her head as she hears Matt move in bed, grinning as she sees him about to wake up. Jessica quickly presses "Update" and pushes the chair out, running over and pouncing on him playfully and whispering "Good Morning, Sunshine":- Edit // Amy made me an awesome layout, everyone go check it out. Thank you, Amy! :-* 2 kisses // so kiss me

[21 Jul 2003|05:50pm] Aw, fuck. I think I just got myself a little...miscommunication problem. Fuck. 1 kisses // so kiss me

[19 Jul 2003|03:05am] -:Jessica walks into the room, holding a soda can in one hand as she pulls the chair infront of the computer out with the other; sliding into her seat and knocking the mouse to take the screen saver off. She places the can to her lips, taking one quick drink before putting it on the table beside the monitor, her fingers finding their way to the keyboard and lining themselves up on the correct keys:- I spent most of the morning and afternoon talking to people; I'm not even going to begin to attempt to name them all because I know I'll end up missing a few people and getting them mad at me - and that is the last thing I want right now. I had the pleasure of hanging out with Tony (Lucca) earlier. It was definatly fun to be able to just goof off and laugh. He seems like a great guy and that he'd make a good friend. At least that's my first impression of him. I think I'm already going to regret staring in Never Been Kissed. The discobarbie scene was already brought up. The horror? I don't know why that role seems to stick out from other ones. I mean, it's not like I was naked or playing a guy or anything (and no I haven't done that second one). I'm going to go against my better judgment and attempt to list the people I've met, more for my own resource than anything else. I started the morning off with a chat with Chris and Orlando. Chris is a complete sweetheart and Orlando seems like he'd be fun to be around. I also had the pleasure of metting Trace and Justin at different times. The meetings ended with a trip to Chuck E. Cheese and an argument over who's more stubborn (I still say I am). I also told Ashton that one of these days I'll get him back for doing that to me on Punk'd. I'll gang up on him with all the other Punk-ees around here. And just because I'm too tired and bored to bother writing anything else, I'm going to end it there and go take a nap...then be wired and up all night, driving everyone around me insane. Doesn't that sound like fun? -:As she finishes typing, she moves the mouse over "Update Journal", clicking it once and leaning back in the chair, reaching over to grab her soda can and taking a sip as she waits for it to update, quickly closing the window and pushing her chair out, getting up and walking out of the room:- 2 kisses // so kiss me

Quick OOC Shit [18 Jul 2003|06:17pm] [[ Jessica Alba is now under new managment...so please bare with me while I attempt to catch onto any ( possible ) story lines that Jessica had. ...and with that I'm going to go and attempt to find/make myself an AIM buddy list. AIM:JessicaxxAlba ( I know, I'm one creative little bitch, aren't I?) ]] // so kiss me

::waves:: [12 Jul 2003|06:26am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Mest - Rooftops ] ::rubs her eyes tiredly, having not been able to sleep the night before and sits before her computer, her mind slacking on what to update about. licking her bottom lip lightly, she took a sip from the coffee cup besides her hand and closed her eyes, trying to get any sort of sleep, frowning when none came to her. sighing, she opened her eyes and stared down at the keyboard for a moment before setting her coffee mug aside and beginning to type:: It's early and I still hadn't gotten any sleep. I'm not sure why. It's the first time I've ever had any trouble closing my eyes and shutting the world out but this time, the night was spent just tossing and turning and staring out into the darkness. It was a full moon last night. It was gorgeous because my loft's window has no curtain on it so the moonlight was just streaming in through the glass and lighting up the ceiling. I attended Pierre and Chuck's wedding yesterday, although I know I wasn't even invited to begin with. Ha. I felt kind of out of place since I didn't really know anybody other than Mandy, Benji, and my sexah Alyssa. My sexah Maggie wasn't there and neither was Jessi. ::laughs softly to herself and continues on typing:: I did take pictures of the wedding, though. Everyone looked gorgeous yesterday. Little Faith and Luca were just too cute for words. I left in the middle of the reception at the beach, while everyone was having fun. I had to catch my flight back to LA. I had made arrangements just that morning to go to Hawaii for the wedding. Luckily, I made it on time to the wedding but I had to leave almost right after to head back. ::drags her eyes tiredly to the clock on her wall and sighs to herself, biting her bottom lip softly and glancing back down to the keyboard:: I think I'm going out on Warped Tour. Tyson invited me out to join him on tour and I had agreed. I'm actually really excited about it because I'm a geek and I've never actually watched a live band upclose, you know. I mean, I haven't seen a band I haven't willingly wanted to watch. At least I get to this time. See all these great bands on stage and everything. It should honestly be fun. Speaking of Tyson, I hung out with him a bit yesterday. He surprised me when he approached and said hi, but that's alright. We ended up talking for a while which led him to ask me to hang out with him. That was awfully sweet of him. Plus. I think he's cute He's a really funny guy. :-[ ::hears her phone ring and quickly presses update. runs over to her bed and picks up the cordless, smiling when she hears her mom's voice on the other end and sits down on the edge of her bed to talk for a while:: // so kiss me

Good morning.. [10 Jul 2003|08:34am] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | Play ~ Whole Again ] :: she stretched her arms slowly over her head, yawning and shutting her eyes tightly, soft sleepy tears forming on her eyelashes as she squeezed them. Rubbing her eyes, she pushed her legs over the edge of her bed and stood up, pushing back her half-fallen blanket from the floor and back onto the bed. She headed downstairs to the kitchen where she prepared her usual breakfast - a bowl of Cap'n Crunch cereal and a tall glass of orange juice. She pushed herself into her seat and pulled over her laptop, quickly turning it on and waiting for Blurty to load as she munched on her food. She pushed aside the bowl after a moment and logged onto the update page :: I woke up this morning and had one sad thought on my mind as I pushed myself up. I was alone. I miss the comfort of having someone to reach out to in my sleep and feel them wrap their arms around me to pull me close in a tight, secure hug. I miss hearing laughter in my ear when I say something that isn't even remotely funny, but yet they laugh to humor me. I miss everything about having someone. All around me, people are hooking up with someone. They're falling in love and being happy in love. They couldn't be happier. I'm happy for them, but yet at the same time, I'm sad for myself. I want that too. I sound like a whiny child, I know, but I'm sick and tired of just being alone. I don't even have a crush on anyone anymore. And having a crush on someone is just as fun as being in love with someone because of the unexpected feelings that surface whenever they come near. I was talking to a certain friend of mine yesterday while we were on our way to watch fireworks at a local place that attracted tourists. We got to talking about soulmates and that "the one" theory. While she's confidant that he'll come to her and that's that, I have my doubts about myself. Everyone says I'll meet him, I'll meet him but I really don't think so. I know it's premature to be already giving up on this thing but I hate being by myself. I hate walking in the streets and watching couples walk by holding hands and looking at each other with that dreamy smile. I get so jealous and so lonely. I don't even believe in that whole soulmates thing anymore. There was once a time where I truly believed in it, but now I'm just fed up with it all. I should be happy with my life, and don't get me wrong, I am. I love the work I do, I love my friends and my family, but there's something missing. And it's always going to be missing. If I never find him, then it was never meant to be. :: she pressed update quickly, not bothering to read what she wrote and pushed away her laptop, closing it. She sighed and glanced down at her cereal, having lost her apetite after the depressing entry she just wrote. Sighing again, she got up without bothering to clean her table and walked back upstairs, wishing for all the world to just sleep her life away :: // so kiss me

Freak me in the worst way ;) [25 Jun 2003|02:59pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Nsync .. Up Against The Wall ] ::Tucks a few fallen strands of her dark brown hair behind her ear and sighs softly to herself, letting her dark brown eyes flicker to the computer screen before letting them drop to the keyboard in front of her. She grabbed the tall glass of ice tea from the desktop besides her keyboard and took a few sips before setting it down and returning to her computer:: I really haven't been around, have I? I don't get on AIM as much as I should. I tend to simply just update and that's all. But I'm working on it. I really need to take social lessons or something, I'm lacking on the skills and so many of you seem so nice. I really want to get to know everyone. I was able to meet some people yesterday, which was nice :) There was some sort of pool-party/barbecue thing that Benji had invited me to. You're all crazy, that's all I have to say about my experience with everyone. Benji asked me yesterday why I didn't have a boyfriend. Honestly. Nobody's interested. Hah. Honestly. I'll be interested in someone for the milisecond but it's always the wrong time because usually he likes someone else so I don't bother with it. I guess I'm not really competitive when it comes to fighting for a guy's feelings. If he doesn't like me, then he doesn't like me, that's really all there is to it. I suppose that's a bad thing if you're not willing to fight. I don't know. But I know I would fight if the guy in question returned my feelings and some other girl was trying to.. you know.. you get my point. ::Sighs, not able to think of anything else and merely presses Update:: 2 kisses // so kiss me

[07 Jun 2003|10:03am] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | Westlife - "My Private Movie" ] ::Smiles to herself and sits at her already turned on computer and logs into Semagic. Bobs her head to the music playing in the background of her room and silently mouths the words to herself while typing:: I love this song. Westlife is an incredible group, whatever happened to them? They were better than Backstreet Boys, in my opinon. Their songs were beautiful, especially the slow song "I Miss You". The Irish tone in the song is just gorgeous. I don't know why I'm updating. I have nothing to talk about. I got a lot of shopping done yesterday as a way to splurge on my money. I hear Mandy's in Florida. I'm flying out tonight to see an old friend of mine, I might just drop by and see her and give her my presents! I can't wait to see her. I haven't met her yet in person, but I've seen her around during award shows and charities. She's very beautiful. Wow I'm sorry, my update is going to suck today, but here's a song for you! Pretty girls are all around, I'm looking up and down 'Til my viewfinder finds you in the sand Zoom in til you fill the frame You're driving me insane And the way you're acting's telling me you feel the same Everything you do Everything I see The sunlight on your body is working for me Take after take watching every move you make There's only one thing that's missing Picture me all over you Picture you all over me baby you're the star of my private movie We're stealing the love scenes right out of my dreams We'll see the sun come up The violins are playing Girl we're making love In my private movie. Cut to a desert isle surrounded by the deep blue sea Fade to a picture of your lips kissing me Waves are crashing as our love runs free Let the rhythm take us from here to eternity Oh baby can we make this real Oh you've got my heart and I know how you feel Cause you know it's true girl You're my fantasy There's only one thing that's missing. Since Isaw your face I've never been the same Now it's only you I think of SLow motion frame by frame Everything I see Picture me all over you And all over me Baby you're the star... THIS WAS ABOUT A PORNO!!!!!! 2 kisses // so kiss me

[05 Jun 2003|11:29am] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Whitney Houston - "Where Do Broken Hearts Go?" ] :: she stretched her arms languidly over her head before climbing out of bed and heading for the bathroom to wash her face and brush her teeth. Exiting a few minutes later, she headed downstairs to the kitchen to grab a bowl of cereal and to watch some morning cartoons. She turned on the TV after pouring herself a bowl of CORN POPS! and turned on the TV to the Cartoon Network, smiling to herself when a favorite old cartoon showed up. She spied her laptop on the table and reached over, slidng the laptop over in front of her. She flipped it on and logged into her account before feeding herself a spoonful of her food. She placed her spoon down and began to type:: Good morning err... good afternoon. I look like a mess. If you walked into my house at this precise moment, you'd most likely run away screaming. It's so great to know that summer vacation is here. A lot of my neighbor's kids are outside as I type, already gearing up for the summer by running around and making a lot of noise. I think it's funny how kids wake up bright and early for summer vacation and complain about it during school days. I spoke to Mandy and Benji late last night on my screen name. My new screen name which I don't think I got the chance to tell everyone. anqelic jess. Benji mentioned that Good Charlotte is going to be off the tour for about a week on the ninth of this month. Which is great because I've been meaning to visit Brody and Mandy and take a sneak peek at those precious baby boys. I'm really excited about it. I heard they were beautiful. Well, all babies are beautiful, but--you know what I mean. I'll be bringing gifts when I see them. I did a whole lot of toy-shopping when I heard that all three babies are finally here and it seems like this is the perfect time as any to give them their little presents. Benji is really funny by the way. He had me laughing all night. I hope to God I didn't wake any of my poor neighbors up. I have a long break this summer from the world of acting. I'll be spending it here in Pomona, visiting with friends and family and just being chill. Which is great, it's something that I really need and I couldn't think of a better way of spending my vacation than being in my natural environment, surrounded by people I love and care about. :: hears the doorbell ringing and quickly wraps it up :: It seems like I've got an unexpected visitor today. I should go and see who it is. Probably one of my old friends. I'll see everyone later! :: scans over her update before pressing the "update" button :: 1 kisses // so kiss me

[31 May 2003|09:54am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Mandy Moore - I Wanna Be With You ] :: she yawned, stretching her arms over her head as she slowly kicked the covers of her blanket off and sat up in bed. Looking around, she got up and walked over to her computer, sitting down and scooting her seat closer before turning it on. She logged onto her journal and quickly scanned her friend's page before going to make an update. :: Wow, look who's risen from the dead! I've had such an eventful two weeks or so that I haven't had time to simply sit down and write here. But never fear, I'm back. I went back home for a bit to visit my parents and my younger brother. My mom's birthday was last Friday so the rest of the family members had been going insane trying to plan surprise party without my mother noticing. Thankfully we pulled that off without her suspecting anything. The party was a success; my mom began to cry as soon as she saw everyone bunched up in the living room. Awwww, but I knew she was happy. :: She frowned as a thought crossed her mind. :: Enough about my family. I've missed so much while I was gone. I was shocked to discover that Mandy had gone into early labor and had her babies. Even though the circumstances that forced the birth isn't very pleasant, I just had to say congratulations. I really want to visit as soon as I can so I can see the babies. Call me late but I just got Mandy's CD. Her new edition with this song on, I Wanna Be With You, its really good. She has such a pretty voice! I also managed to grab myself a copy of AFI's Sing The Sorrow since I heard it was pretty good. I don't usually listen to this sort of music to tell you the truth. I'm usually more into singers like Mandy or Christina, but this CD was really good. Davey Havok's voice is incredible. :: bites her bottom lip unconciously, trying to think of what else to write before deciding that there isn't anything more to speak of. :: I think I'm heading back to bed. I really need to catch up on sleep. Be well, people! :: Smiles to herself before pressing update. She got up and headed back into bed, pulling the covers tightly around her before falling asleep. :: 3 kisses // so kiss me

[11 May 2003|10:30am] [ mood | content ] [ music | Madonna - "True Blue" ] ::sighs softly and seats herself down in her window seat and glances down at her neighborhood before lifting the top of her laptop and turning it on. Takes a bite out of her sandwich as she waits for her computer to tune up. Sighs softly and opens her update page and begins to type:: Wow, so I need to make a really good post in here sometime. Everyone's been writing such wonderful posts that I feel quite inadequate. I have nothing remotely interesting to talk about much but I caught Mandy online this morning when I signed onto my screen name. I feel so terrible knowing that she's basically the only person so far that I've spoken to, but I'm quite shy and I don't know what to say to anybody during first meetings. So I was quite relieved when she took initiative and IMed me first. She mentioned before that she was pregnant with twins. I really need to extend my congratulations to her. She's so lucky. She's having twin boys and she's madly in love with a guy who's just as in love with her. It's like a fairytale with no ending as far as the eye can see. You're going to be such a wonderful mom, Mandy. You're so caring and understanding, and so humorous, your boys will be so glad to have such a wonderful mother. Happy Mother's Day, darling. Happy Mother's Day as well to Brody. I know we've never spoken before. I find myself being more bold behind the words of my journal but I congratulations on your baby, Nathan Benjamin Madden. He's such a beautiful baby and he's so lucky to have such a lovely mother and a good looking husband as a father. Congratulations and if you ever need help of some sort, I'll be there with a snap of your fingers. Soon as I get over my shyness, of course. ::laughs softly:: As for me, nothing much is going on. I'm currently in post-reproduction for my new movie, Honey, that comes out soon. I'm not sure when, but soon. I hope you'll all watch it and tell me if it sucks or not. ::laughs:: I promise my feelings won't be hurt if it does truly suck. My engagement to Michael was called off. We realized that we just didn't fit well together and chose instead to stay friends. That's better than nothing. Michael was always a much better friend than a boyfriend or a fiancee. Maybe one day I'll find that guy with whom God will bless me to be with. As for now, I'll just kick back and watch everything fly by. This post wasn't too bad, right? ::smiles:: Definitely longer than my previous ones. 5 kisses // so kiss me

::smiles:: [09 May 2003|09:27pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Air Supply // "All Out of Love" ] Wow, I've been keeping up with so many of you kids as best as I could. First of all, I need to say a very big congratulations to Brody and Benji for their baby, Nathan. That's such an awesome thing, having a baby! I can't wait until the day I have my own although I have this feeling that won't happen for quite some time. ::laughs:: I'm just awfully glad you're both doing so well and so happy. Congratulations yet again. If you ever need someone to babysit, I'll happily do it for you. I need something to keep me busy, anyway. And congratulations to Mandy and Joel as well for their baby! Gosh, all these couple being married and having a baby, it makes me wonder if I'm doing somethin wrong that I'm still single. ::laughs softly:: I hope not. I'm hoping for a husband and a kid one day soon, but I want it to be the right person. Like the kind you've already found with each other. I had my eye on this one guy but I haven't even spoken to him. I just know he's pretty adorable and he's supertalented and from what I heard, really nice. I don't really know at this point. He probably wouldn't be interested and I'm honestly quite chicken at all this so I'll probably end up just keeping it to myself. ::smiles:: It wouldn't be a first time. AIM: sweet xx jess 1 kisses // so kiss me

First introduction-- [07 May 2003|09:18am] [ mood | accomplished ] Introductions are redundant. I don't see the use for them, but hello! I'm Jessica Alba. Otherwise known as Jess to some people. I'm really bad at introductions so I guess that's all I can leave you with. ::soft smile:: I'm currently working on an AIM name but I have no imagination so this'll take me all day. 10 kisses // so kiss me

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