http://www.angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/Dane_Cook_-_13_-_Operation.mp3

http://www.angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/Dane_Cook_-_13_-_Operation.mp3

http://angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/The_Blood_Brothers_-_Under_Pressure_Queen_Cover_.mp3

http://angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/The_Blood_Brothers_-_This_Adultery_is_Ripe.mp3

angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/The_Blood_Brothers_-_This_Adultery_is_Ripe.mp3

http://www.angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/the_blood_brothers_-_Time_For_Tenderness.mp3

http://www.angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/The_Blood_Brothers_-_American_Vultures.mp3

http://www.angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/The_Blood_Brothers_-_American_Vultures.mp3

www.angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/The_Blood_Brothers_-_American_Vultures.mp3

www.angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/The_Blood_Brothers_-_American_Vultures.mp3

www.angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/The_Blood_Brothers_-_American_Vultures.mp3

http://www.angelfire.com/creep/fantomahawk19/blood_brothers_-_denver_max.mp3

http://poststuff.entensity.net/010904/media.php?media=morons.wmv

http://www.liquidgeneration.com/quiz/images/humantorch.jpg
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They broke out in laughter again
His lip beaded with sweat as they strapped him in
And he stood by and waited to be called
The talk was of times that'd gone by
And the quantity and quality of women they lie
His eyes welled with wet and his mouth had gone dry

As he stood by and waited to be called
He stood by and waited to be called
He stood by and waited like the others before
For his turn to go over the falls

He got up and tried it again
For lack of persistence is surely a sin
As he stood by and waited to be called
He looked to the lightning with glee
And admired his vessel for its symmetry
Feeling twelve units shy of a bachelor's degree

As he stood by and waited to be called
He stood by and waited to be called
He stood by and waited like the others before
For his turn to go over the falls

Date:	2003-10-22 18:39
Subject:	hi.
Security:	Public
Mood:	lazy
Music:	Faith No More - Take This Bottle

Ummm..yea, I'm definately emo in personality now. Haha, but not in style. Hell if I ever put on a green sweater, or rectangle black glasses. Gay. Anyways, today was funny. In gym, Papi caught me trying to get out of running by going in the lobby. And yesterday, Elliot pissed in the lobby by the pop machines...haha, one of the funniest things I've ever seen. And Jonny B. was taping his pubes to a piece of tape and sticking it on people, also very funny. Well, the band is now complete. Its me, Eric F., Seger, Mitch, and Dan for the keyboard stuff. Should be very cool when we have a show, I'm looking forward to it. In a little bit I'm gonna watch 28 days later, so I gtg. Bye.

Date:	2003-10-17 23:49
Subject:	Thinking....
Security:	Public
Mood:	okay
Music:	Primus - Fish On

This will probably be my most emotional and heartfelt post EVER, so read it carefully if you actually care...
Hm.....I've got tons on my mind right now...Way too much to go into, but i'll try my best to explain it with some fantastic song lyrics that will explain it for me.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.


Alright, now that you've read that, i'll explain...
There's this girl I went out with months ago, it doesnt matter who she is, or what her name is, but yea. We eventually broke up, but still, to this day, whenever I'm around her in school, or any public gathering, I feel sick, and just want to leave. Even though this was seriously like 6 or 7 months ago, I still get these feelings. Now, its not really a feeling of "I still love her and want her", its like a "shit, I was so god damn happy back then, I'd give anything just to feel that again." I cant even explain it real well, just read those song lyrics, and thats almost what its like. So, yea....Basically, I have no idea what I want anymore. All I know is all I really want as of now, is to have a good relationship with a girl I really like...You know, one of those awesome ones where you can like cuddle with the person whenever we want, whether its inside watching a movie, or outside in the cold. Thats just one thing I've always been jealous of, and want to have. But of course, me being the most picky person in the world, the right girl only seems to come around once or twice a year. And going back, what hurt the most with this "ex-girlfriend", is that when we did that cuddling stuff, to me it felt meaningful, and serious. But obviously to her it must not have been, or it may have been, I still have no idea. I'm just now looking for a good relationship. It doesnt have to be an "I love you, I'll call you every 10 minutes one", just one thats got enough, without over-doing it. So.....there is actually one person I do like..she's extremely cool, and I guess I can only hope for the best, if anything does happen. But, after discussing this stuff with her, and my feelings too, its best to just "give it some more time." Bye.
-Kurt

well, im still on vacation...but good news for all you people that would actually care, im coming home tommorow....so yea, its about 10:30 over here, and im typing this out in some mcdonalds across the street that had the internet....hm...in my hotel, theres this super hot british chick....she looks to be about 14-15, but could be younger...as of now, i've already gotten 3...wait, 4 blowjobs from this girl...its pretty cool.....so....hm.....uhh....something cool better happen tommorow night, because i've been extremely bored lately....i really just want to go home...which i will be tommorow, so yea...im looking forward to going back to diversatech this weekend, that should be badass...anyways, i gtg, i'll see most of you tommorow.......bye.