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Gone [02 Oct 2003|03:22pm] [ mood | bitchy ] So, i've been a little distant from everyone lately. I don't a hell of alot of time at the house anymore. I think i've been out 40 hours in the past two days patrolling. But, hey, look on the bright side, there are alot less vamps out there now! Or.. something. Whatever. Robin keeps nagging me to let him come along. If he doesn't shut up soon I might have to do everyone a bunch of good by fucking beating the shit out of him. That guy gets on my nerves quickly. I don't think i've seen anyone in the house for a couple of weeks anyways. I guess everyone's been busy doing their own thing. It's getting too quiet around here too. I guess thats how you know something big is about to come right? I've been out of the game for a while, but, yeah; that's normally how it goes. Fuck i'm ready to go over to B's room and start tearing shit up just to get a rise out of her. I need some entertainment. I need excitement. I need something. WHERE IS EVERYONE >:O I wonder where the bot is. chosen.

Don't waste my time [25 Aug 2003|07:56pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Linkin Park ] So, i've been post poning this update long enough. B and I got switched.. obviously, with our.. well, past-selves or some bullshit. In other words, psycho!me was running around apparently reeking havoc. Which is almost as nice to hear as it is to wake up with a knife in your side. And, really, I would know. B decided to leave it out in her update.. thought i'd be touchy at the situation. I mean she did do it before. Eh, that's not what I mean. Neither of us know what happened, or remember anything; but I get a nice big gash for my troubles. It's doing better though. Connor has been trying not to let me out and go patrolling. Hah, yeah, right, it's not that bad. Well yeah last time it happened I was in a coma for a couple years and almost died.. but still, it's cool. :; Scratches the back of her head, rolling her shoulders slightly, trying to continue at the pace she was at. ;: Yeah, speaking of which, apparently things were said to him. I don't know what she ---.. :; Stops, correcting herself;: what I said, but he was really out of it the first while I was here. I guess it was something important? Or some shit, but he isn't telling me and fuck if anyone else knows. Oh, and while on the topic of everyone else, where the fuck did you all go? The house is so friggin' empty it's driving me insane. Although, big house, just me and Connor, does have it's perks. Right B? ;) Oh, and other shit, Anya is back. I guess Red finally found a spell that'd work. I haven't said shit to her. Figure it's been a long time and she has more important people to deal with. And that I didn't talk to her before the whole almost end of the world again thing, so there's no point in doing it now. I guess you could said i've been avoiding everyone. I don't go down stairs too much when people are actually there. It's basically in ... in... in ``our``.. room, or outside patrolling. Which really fucking caught up with me lastnight. I was going on a run of the mill baddy hunt and all of a sudden Robin is there. Which, hi, is the best thing ever right? Only not really. We got into another fight, it got pretty wicked. It was just about to get physical. Well.. not that way.. and we got attacked by a bunch of vamps, and a couple of those things that Dawn and me say a couple weeks back. Whatever, so Robin fought off his and I got off mine, except the last one decided to be a bastard and kick me right in my wound. Can.. we say ow? I had to limp back to the house, i'm still fucking feeling it whenever I move. Mother fucker, dusted it though so what else can ya do right? B has been spendin' all her time with him. Never says what they talk about and ya can't even wonder. I could care less though, they've got their shit i've got mine; we're all in our own little worlds. But I think Angel and Cordy are the most off. I haven't seen either of them in.. well, since a week before ``the switch``. I thought there was gonna be something about an AI here or some shit, but since Cordy is off doing got knows what with broody boy i'm left clue less. Let me tell you though, this house, not the place I wanna be right now. I was thinking of moving into an apartment or some shit. But I can't even think about that until Cordy and Angel get the AI shit together. She was right, no way i'm gonna be getting a nine to five, so that's the best chance i've got. I don't even wanna think about anything else right now. I need to go fucking take a nap, later. chosen.

Fuck me [11 Aug 2003|09:53pm] [ mood | crushed ] :; Grumbles a bit, shifting in 'her' chair, looking around. Obviously not knowing what was going on, but saw that she had a 'journal' here aswell -- as the password was up all ready for her, a journal called 'faith__', so she just went to the update button, trying to 'gather' her thoughts;: So.. the fuck is going on? I wake up to find myself in.. some fucking funky ass house. Some weird people around here. A little blonde girl -- guess it's B's sister, or so they tell me.. fucking.. the hell? I had to get out.. I wandered around for a good couple of hours, still not knowing where I was -- then went back, caught a kid; good built, you know -- the kind a girl can ride for hours. Well, fuck me if that happened. I do mean that literally, 'cause I didn't even get to get off. >:o. Apparently.. i'm.. not me? Or, I am me -- but.. the other me.. And this me just happens to come with some emotional baggage that I don't want to carry@#$ >:o.. so I find out i'm in Cleveland. Great, the hell am I doing in Cleveland? And.. Sunnydale.. it's.. it's gone. The Mayor -- he's.. :; Head down, silence ;: I don't know what the fuck happened, or how, but.. everyone is going to fucking pay. I swear, there is no fucking way i'm going to take this. As soon as I find B -- she's fucking toast. I don't care if she doesn't know what's going on.. i'm going to kill her. I did get a few kills out though. I mean, yeah, it wasn't B.. but.. it's a start. That kid isn't too bad. Once he shuts the fuck up.. [ Past!Faith posting in Present!Faiths journal ;) ] chosen.

Eh [05 Aug 2003|10:57pm] [ mood | confused ] New icon.. I'd post. If I cared enough to. But I just posted lastnight.. and.. fuck if i'm about to do that all over again. :;Shows the normal, expected Faith.. getting defensive and hostile. 'Cause hey that's what you'd expect right?;: :;Shakes her head;: Guess this was just a GIP.. :;Shrugs;: [ OOC : I'm a fucking moron and accidentally purged my friends list. Well I turned this journal into a community while meaning to do it to my other Faith journal, and turning it back into a personal journal 'caused the "friend of" to be removed. Anyways, I logged into peoples journals and added me back, but I didn't have everyones pws, so if you'd be so kind as to add me again, i'd appreciate it. ;x <3 ] 6 !@$% chosen.

Well :\ [04 Aug 2003|11:47pm] [ mood | exhausted ] Figured I might as well post.. nothing else to do. Seems everythings pretty much settled down. But fuck if this wasn't one of the longest weeks.. ever. All prison shit aside, though. :;Won't go into how a day in prison feels like a week.. a month.. a year, will bare you from the sob story;: Well. First things first. And I know this is what you fucking bitches have been waiting for, for me to clear shit up. But I won't :;Gives a smart assy smirk;:. Connor left LA and came here. Angel followed him or something.. who the hell knows, and i'm not about to ask. Hung out around the kid the first day he got here. Mentioned how he was staying in some roach motel. From my first experience in Sunny D, I knew how bad that shit was. I mean.. it's Cleveland now, but not like it's any better or anything. :;Shrugs, not knowing why she was justifying herself;: So I told 'em that he could stay around here for awhile. The house had enough rooms, and B wasn't gonna say anything about it. :;Shrugs again, nodding;:. Took him out drinking one night, the night Angel came back. Kinda got lost found ourselves not knowing where we were [ as if that's any better.. ], ended up staying at some trashy place. Whatever, it had a bed, that was good enough for me -- I was not about to sleep on the fucking floor. So then B, Spike, Dawn, Andrew, Connor and me ended up going out patrolling in groups of two. :;Acts as if the apparent groups weren't obviously up to something;:. We were all looking for Angelus. Apparently he and the bot.. yeah, whatever. So anyways, we didn't end up finding him. Did find a little dance club thing though.. :;Coughs, running her fingers through her hair for a minute;: not as good as the Bronze.. but.. you know, what the fuck ever. :;Acts like she isn't blatantly skipping out on parts throughout that whole fucking story;: Got in a fight with Mini B the other night. Shit was said, is all that i'm really gonna bring up. We're 5x5 now, so whatever -- this whole redemption thing doesn't leave much room for me being bitter. How 'bout that, Faith not holding a grudge. :;Shrugs again, which seems to be a pattern for her today.. and just lately in general.;: Truth is she is one of the only ones I can stand for more than five minutes, so .. :;Doesn't know where the hell she was going with that.. just.. moves on;: Haven't seen much of B lately. she's been spending alot of time with her boy, not like i'mma pry them apart, there's plenty of other people to talk and shit with. No skin off my nose. :;Goes, again, to a new topic -- trying to make it seem as the avoiding between them wasn't probably purposely put there to avoid mocking on things from both their parts.;: Saw red the other day.. she wasn't around much though lately. So Dawn ended up having to do the spell to get Angel's soul back. And sure enough as soon as he was fixed, Cordy was knocking at the door. :;Not meaning it in an offensive way, although everything she says is taken as such;: Think him and her talked about something all emotional-like. Didn't stick around for that. Went upstairs and thought about what Angelus has said chilled for a while. .. There's not much more for me to say, I think i've said it all.. :;Blinks;: Actually, i'm sure there's a shit load.. but fuck if i'm about to go tell you. I need to run to the store and get chips.. someone ate them all.. :;Glare;: Oh, and got into something today after only a few people were left in the living room. B was there then bolted to patrol since Spike wasn't around. I won't really explain shit.. but it just.. got weird. Or awkward. What the fuck ever, that was pointless. Been thinkin' of maybe getting.. :;Cringe, wince;: a ..job or something. Don't see anything i'd be good at.. I mean I know i'm good at shit, but not the conventional waitress/cook/sales person crap. I'm bascially here for slayage and sex, and the whole getting on your nerves deal. And i'm not gonna become a hooker or a hit man again so fuck if I know what kinda job i'd be able to pull up. I'm not going and being bossed around either.. yeah, maybe i'll just forget about it. Just think it'd be nice to have money for booze shit every once and a while instead of waiting for B to support us all. I'm not good at that being taken care of shit. I can do things on my own. I don't need B giving me her money whenever we all go out drinking. :;Doesn't really know why she was getting defensive throughout this whole damn update. Is usually hostile, but has been extra nervy lately. Shifts in her seat a bit, trying not to think about.. obvious things and what's going on. But suddenly just can't help it. Sits silently for a while, staring forward.. trying to find the words before saying one last thing before she leaves. Can't even figure out what she wants to say;: Maybe I could get used to this.. [ Currently i've done layouts for Spike, B, Dawn, and myself. :;Had to pimp that;: and Did my new icons, Spike's icons, Connor's icons and four of B's icons. :;PIMPPIMP;: ;x! If you want some lemme know ] chosen.

Arg [31 Jul 2003|10:04pm] [ mood | frustrated ] Seems about time I post, no? Just about everyone else has started to get back into the little posting groove, can't let me and B die off from it. I've been a tad more social lately. Got "together" with B and Spike. Played a little game of T or D, that kinda thing.. apparently the bot was still on 'cause B doesn't know how to hit a fucking switch. Thanks alot B. I kind of.. feel... "bad"?.. Wow let's pretend I didn't just say that. Bad's not the word. I don't know what the word is. :;Shrugs;:. Gonna attempt and take the bot out slaying tonight, see what happens. Kennedy has been gettin' on my nerves lately.. probably because she reminds me alot of myself. And we just can't have that now can we >:o Only room for one Faith around here, god damnit. There was seemingly a point to this post, but i've lost it somewhere. Guess just letting everyone know what's going on still.. anyone up for slayage? Drinking? I'm free all week.. x; chosen.

- Crinkles nose. - Me.. wise.. never >:o [25 Jul 2003|05:35pm] [ mood | cold ] I s'pose I should update before B goes on another fuckin' lecturing spree about how i'm not responsible for keeping track of this thing. I swear I don't know how she can find a way to give a speech about every single little god damn thing. Someone has too much free time. That or maybe it's getting to her how we are the only ones that ever do shit around here. I see Dawn, Spike, and sometimes Xander around but not updating. It is kind of a shocker that me and B are the only ones actually around now. -Shrugs her shoulders, furrowing her brow- Guess everyone else is too busy. So; eh, guess this is the part where I yet again tell you what i've been doing. Maybe if anything interesting every happened -- sans apocalypses', i'd be more enthused. Well, I had a.. -Cringes a bit- "talk" with Xander the other day. Yeah, if he ever speaks of it in public I will hurt him. Hi, ex convict here. -Narrows eyes a bit; wearily- That's pretty much all you get about that. I don't give a fuck if you'd like to know what we talked about, that's my fuckin' business and you can kiss my ass if that bugs you. Ok? Good. B thinks she heard me and Dawn having a talk too. -Shifts eyes around, coughing- I don't know what she's on but that's total bullshit. I have been hanging out with Dawn though; let me tell you.. eh, she knows how to find the fun. What? Yes this is me being cryptic again. I'll be damned if I elaborate, sorry; but no. No wait not sorry, what the hell am I saying? Too much time with B or something. -Scratches the back of her neck, looking around; slowly switching to a new topic- Slaying has been going slow. You'd think a new hellmouth would attract more baddies. But shit's been so boring all I do is go out drinking. I'm not a fuckin' drunk but what the hell, how else am I going to get my kicks? Oh -- hanging with The B Bot too.. hm, I guess i'll go see if B feels like slaying. Or maybe she's asleep dreamin' more for her to post about later.. -Snickers- [ I made Dawn a new layout but hell would freeze over if she posted so, i'm pimping it go look k thanks. ] chosen.

Why yes, I am still here.. [20 Jul 2003|12:26am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Sevendust __ Praise ] -Slumps over in her chair, yawning a bit. Cracks her knuckles before placing them on the keyboard to start another update chock full of Faithy goodness, which she of course knows you all love- B has really been riding my ass lately. And not in that good B Bot kinda way either. Her and her little puppy dog have been throwing eachother lusty eyes for fucking days I tell you. Why won't he just get in the sack with her already? I still don't see why she still wants to get him into bed again. You done it once you already know what it's like right? -Shrugs slightly, brushing the hair from her face- Whatever, it's just wicked annoying to see them oogling eachother every time we all go out to the bar. While i'm shooting my mouth about things that are bugging the shit out of me, Someone is having some kind of love crisis. I never knew he was good with the girls. -Shrugs- I mean, I did get there first, so there's nothing left for me there; but you gotta wonder sometimes what it's like to stick around for something. I don't know, i'm the kind of girl thats there for the wham-bam-thank-you-sir deal, if you know what i'm saying, and some other people seem to be looking for the long haul around these parts. I hate to say I told you so but, oh who the hell am I kidding? I'm the one that's been fucking saying how it's easier to get what you need then leave, but no one was listening to Faith back then, now you're all shit deep in drama. Let me tell you, it's mighty nice to have been right. I'm thinking we're still gonna have to bring her back soon, even if he doesn't want her to come back. He didn't exactly say that, but you know you get that impression. Anyways; Red has probably been off doing some magicy type things since then. Who the hell keeps track anymore right? The only people that seem to be around are B, Spike, The Bot and Andrew. Enough rambling for one week, eh? I'm off to go get stone drunk or something. I let the bot charge all day so I could take it out to find a better spot to get wasted at. Hopefully this one won't have a god damn drinking limit. I swear, a girl trying to get drunk and get laid and people gotta stop her; these dudes need to learn how to find the fun alittle.. [ New layout >:D ] chosen.

[19 Jul 2003|01:12am] [ mood | tired ] B wants an update. Here B, a nice fucking update ;D chosen.

Riight.. [03 Jul 2003|11:22pm] [ mood | aggravated ] I'M NOT DATING THE GOD DAMN BOT. NOT. .. NOT. Jesus christ. Ok, so, now that that's behind us. Spike, B, and the B bot and I went out looking for a bar. Apparently B saw a bar looking thing around a nest.. No B2, that's not a birds nest; a vamp nest, so we were going to go check that out but we never got the chance. Spike ended up god damn well who knows where, B went off on her own and probablygot ripped and I took the bot out slaying with me; then gave her a tune up afterwards. Where the hell is everyone? 2 !@$% chosen.

[27 Jun 2003|03:44pm] [ mood | mellow ] Wow, you'd think being one of the slayers would give you more things to update about eh? Aside from the pain in the ass of patrolling there's not much going on. Ok, I lie, I love patrolling.. except the fact that we all know how I get after some good slayage, and there's still no Bronzey type place to be found. That's really a shame, 'cause then I just get stuck with me and the bot.. -Coughs a bit, shifting her eyes from side to side- Yeah.. so, anyways; still didn't get to bring the blond back yet. I kinda liked her too, aside from the constant talk of sex with Xander she was aright. Of course I could always shut her up with letting her know how I got to him first, but that's not the point; she was a straight shooter.. you gotta give a girl credit for that. Hah wait what am I saying? Oh, right, i'm a good guy now -Nods- all with the compliments. I think I better stop with this now; The B Bot might need.. uh, tuneing up; i'll see to that. chosen.

Hmm [22 Jun 2003|01:40pm] [ mood | horny ] Is it wrong to want to take the B Bot out bar hoppin' to find guys..? chosen.

Eh.. [17 Jun 2003|09:29pm] [ mood | contemplative ] -Sighs softly, looks around- So.. here we are again. Another apocalypse avoided, barely. Once again B is going to go through her post almost-end-of-the-world phase; along with her sobbing after yet another dead vampire guy. Can't blame her though, I mean, come on.. not like I know what it feels like. Use them then leave them, works for me. Besides, he wasn't that bad of a guy. What am I saying? He tried to kick my ass. ( Tried, being the operative word ). So.. scratch that. But atleast now she doesn't have to deal with the whole world on her shoulders thing.. that was overrated anyways. I mean, there was me, taking half of her slayer duties too. Although the whole prison thing kind of was me going on hiatus. But now there are thousands of us, all over.. kind of gets rid of the whole "chosen one" mentality. But that was contradicted when it was the chosen two, so, it was already shot to hell, wasn't it. I heard B and red talking about some kind of, spell mojo thing. Bringing Anya and Spike back. Obviously it can be done, I mean, apparently she did try to kill the whole world so i'm guessing this won't be too hard for her. And plus she brought B back, so, she's kind of a veteran at this. I'm thinkin i'll just play passanger on that ride, i'm not too good with the whole magic deal. I just hope they don't make me chant or something.. Who knows, maybe we'll end up back in L.A. some time. Sans prison uniforms, preferably. I wasn't really into the whole jumpsuit deal. Actaully, it wasn't too bad.. but the Mariah Carey movies.. they was just.. well, I thought cruel and unusal punishment was outlawed or something? -Shrugs shoulders slightly- I think I need to go catch up on my demon killing.. a girls gotta get her kicks somehow. I mean, we are on another hellmouth. There's got to be something going on here.. maybe there's like, a "Bronze-substitute" or something. Any place with alcoholic beverages. chosen.

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