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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003

Time:4:53 pm.
Mood: jubilant.
Music:story of the year- divide and conquer.
what does jubilant mean? well anyways just sittin here bored.. i think im gonna go see brooke soon! i have bout two pounds hanging from my ear... stretching bling... ummm yea 1/2 inch baby! danielle is away and she said "i really want to see you", but yea w/e, who gives a fuck i suppose i wasted a week of my life but hey, it was a nice week... i seen thrice ha!!! umm god damn im bored, oh yea i got a live journal code so i probably wont use peice of shit blurty anymore and what not.. so this may possibly be the last time i write, good times i had yelling and bitch about shit in this journal, but hey shit happens! well adneris just got online so ill talk to you maybe later if your lucky journal dude.. peace
*care?*

Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003

Time:3:41 pm.
Mood: blank.
Music:devildriver.
well i went to see brooke like i told her i would and no one answered the god damn door.. i sat there for like five min. knockin and nothing... i went to fuckin best buy and yea, they tried to fuckin rip me off.. bastards, but i need 5 bucks... i didnt know you had to pay cash difference with those stupid fuckin ticket thingys they sent me..but its kewl.. i would rather pay 5 then 35, b/c that dvd she wants is fuckin like 25 bucks... and then story of the year cd is 13 or so... yea yea, broke again!!!! but hey its kewl, im gettin some shoppin outa the way.... danielle returns tonite, how much do u wanna bet she dont call me like she said she would, ha, that always happens... but i dont care.. not like shes my g/f or something, im not good enough to deserve that honor i suppose...COME MEET THE MOUTAIN says dez!!! ummm well im bored of typin in here so im gonna go, oh yea im married.. me and adneris' sister got hitched.. sweet eh, yea well ok im done now.... peace
*care?*

Time:1:24 am.
Mood: cold.
Music:the fan.....
yea its fuckin late, i gotta be up early and i cant sleep.. theres to much shit runnin through my mind.. things to do, what the fuck i should do.. fuck me man... im just kinda worried, yet i feel no stress, i feel content but yet i feel so alone! i think im just gonna stay up all nite... so when i go to sleep tomorrow nite it will be that much better... but what to do for the next four hours? tra lala, im gonna go see brooke after i get outa class, its gonna be odd since she wont be able to talk and all.. ill probably be like whats up, oh yea u cant talk.. and then feel like a super ass!! but yea tra lala, hey im doin a good job, ive killed like 4 minutes.. 250 more minutes to go.... if it wasnt so cold, i go for a walk or something maybe look at the stars... is there any stars out? let me check...........................................................................................................................................................i couldnt see them the tree is in the way, fuckin stupid tree.. christina is mad at marcus, she wont let me kill him though, i dont know who he is but i wanna kill him! i ran outa blank cd's tonite, i think ill get more when im at best buy tomorrow, gutter got stars done on his abdomen, SPELL CHECK ON ISLE FUCK!, he said it hurt like all hell, he probably cried, adneris got pics and gutters gonna show me them tomorrow, marcus is emo, im emo, hey did you know that im not christinas boyfriend... shit man, i could have sworn her not talkin to me for a year was a definete yes... but hey she broke the news gently, so im not gonna cry *TEARS*... ha... i just got this wicked evil idea... i think that im gonna wait, i already did that one... hmmm *thinks*..... christina is askin me question bout danielle, my answer= "not sure, dont care".... thats like bacon for xmas brunch at cafe ole....do yea get my drift home boy? yea i know you do bitch.... what would you do for a klondike bar, ill tell you what i wont do... kiss gutter again! welll... yea i wont! should i make her wait at the airport for me? thats mean but hey it will be my welcome home gift to her, a nice visit in OIA.....she can site see, i heard theres umm stuff to do there... christina just confessed her love to me, imean she didnt really say that, she said goodnite, but i mean cmon we all know what that means dont we? yea we doo....... when im done typing i think im gonna count every period i put in here, then ill add that up with ever letter then multiply by three... dolly boobs weighed 69 pounds, her husband said they weigh 222 much, so she went to 51st. to see doctor X who gave her 8 pills which left her 55378008.... yea good shit man, you know if you flip that upside down it spells boobless rite, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i want a cookie, think i can go commando and get one without wakin moms up? nah i doubt it, but hell lets try anyways... SHUT THE FUCK UP TURTLE, IM TRYING TO THINK!!!! ha tra lala, guess who i want to go see.. just b/c she makes me smile... OH SHIT CAMPIN IS SOON... hmm i gotta get ahold of sexy lil julia gulia... i think bob is gonna take us out on the boat or something.. OH Yea, his pa is gonna drop us off on a island for the weekend or something like that, LORD OF THE FLYS type shit ya herd me... moo said that cow over thurr, well ive killed bout 15 minutes.. 235 more to go... umm ill watch tv now.. be back later most likely!!!!
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Monday, December 1st, 2003

Time:11:19 pm.
Mood: confused.
Music:poison the well.
SHUT THE FUCK UP TURTLE, GOD DAMN, IM TRYIN TO THINK? NAH hahahaha, um anyways, i gotta be up vury vury vury early and take adneris to her thingy and what not, then go to school, then talk to school bout my damn money, then go to best buy, then go to see brooke, then go home and work on a report, then go get danielle from the airport, cant say that im to happy shes back, well maybe a lil happy... then do w/e after that, probably go see bout a tattoo... its pretty damn cold.. if i get my money, im gonna get double pedals, then after a lil while get my interface, pay some bills get that mixin board from carlos then record our demo.. or test record... its a process ppl. deal, but sooner or later local disaster will be blastin in every car from here to timbuck-fuckin-tooo!!!!! well its late and i gotta get up early early, so i think im gonna go now, talk to you later journal dude
*care?*

Time:5:01 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
guess what i fuckin did... i had a feeling someone important was gonna call me today, AND I LEFT MY FUCKIN FONE AT HOME! god i felt like an ass when i got home and seen the call but yea, im gonna go now peace
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Sunday, November 30th, 2003

Time:11:07 pm.
what the fuck is good charlotte doin on tv..... this is my fuckin prime time watchin shit ya know, FUCKIN GET OFF YOU FAGS... though billy does look kinda good, ha, not my weekend sorry, but im pretty sure bob will think so, GET THE FUCK OFF YOU FAGS!!!! wow those twins are hott.. bling i think benjis gonna fuck them, TAG TEAM MUTHA FUCKA
*care?*

Time:10:40 pm.
Mood: shocked.
Music:story of the year- until the day i die (video).
ok well today had to be the biggest peice of shit day in a long while... fuckin now i guess we arent playin a show next weekend, and practice went like shit and blah blah blah, i hope everything goes good this upcomin week, danielle comes home and i get my 2000 dollars. bling bling.. so i should be gettin new toys YAY, buy gifts and taken "her" out.... the question is will that her be the same one as lately or will things b/c pooooo!?! we will find out though, UNTIL THE DAY I DIE ILL SPILL MY HEART FOR YOU, FOR YOU! ok sorry, had to sing, but um yea, tv is on, so i guess ill go watch that umm talk to you later
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Time:3:51 pm.
Music:more special silence.
well well well, what a worthless sunday, fuckin boring ass day, i have to go back to fuckin hell tomorrow and im just sittin here on my last free day... i dont know if we are havin practice tonite, b/c josh is being stupider then his g/f... im just bout to say fuck this band for now.. b/c everyone is soo fuckin stingy and ungreatful for anything that goes our way, bob said we can play at his house, but now jude doesnt want to b/c its not a stage, JESUS FUCKIN CHRIST, WOULD U LIKE ME TO BOOK US WITH BLINK 182 NEXT TIME THEY FUCKINI COME TO ORLANDO.. fuck man

Dopey6sic6: y not just play to have fun.... a gig is a gig, ppl will hear us, we will have fun, drink do w/e man
Nyconcretesoul: true
Dopey6sic6: if u need a stage, me and bob will build you a stage
Nyconcretesoul: ur right
Nyconcretesoul: hahaha
Dopey6sic6: ill make lightin rig, and everything
Nyconcretesoul: lol
Nyconcretesoul: lol
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Subject:si si el importanta
Time:12:14 pm.
Mood: bouncy.
Music:FALL OUT BOY- grand theft autumn.
well umm its about noon fifteen and im bored, adneris sister yelled at me b/c i didnt bring her a coookie too.. she made me cry, gangstas are always soo mean to me, so i owe her two cookies... i took adneris to work and now im sittin here awake at 12 waitin till like 5 to go to band practice, we need as mucho practico as possible b/c we have a 90% chance of playin a show next weekend, bobs havin a party, IM GONNA GET SO CRUNKED UP NIGGA haha, aryelis said im not street enough to talk like that, i dont think i spelled her name rite either.. oh well, she yelled at me.. but yea, bobs house, party, my band...everyone should go... it will be pimp, i hope danielle can go, she will be back TUESDAY TUESDAY TUESDAY!!!! hmm yup well thats everything for now, ill talk to you later journal dude... peace
*care?*

Saturday, November 29th, 2003

Time:2:57 am.
Mood: cranky.
Music:nerd- lapdance.
well well well, three o clock and im still up, such a fuckin loser i am, SLEEP MOTHER FUCKER... ok i think ill try now........................................................................................................................nope didnt work, see i fuckin told you, wait y am i holding a conversation with a webpage... dude wow, dude, umm dude, fuckin goodnite
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Subject:OOOO MY FUCKING GOD...
Time:1:11 am.
YOU WONT BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED TO ME, IM SITTIN HERE FUCKIN DOIN NUTTIN RITE JUST READING MY OWN JOURNAL ENTERIES AND MY FONE GOES OFF.... IM LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.. SO I CHECK MY VOICE MAIL...... IT WAS FUCKIN DANIELLE, I JUST BOUT SHIT MY FUCKIN PANTS, I CANT BELEIVE I MISSED HER CALL OMG.... BUT I GUESS IT WAS KINDA WORTH IT... KILLSWITCH....
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Subject:SIC ASS FUCKIN SHIT MY NIGGA
Time:1:02 am.
Mood: mischievous.
Music:chimaira- split.
GIMME SOME SUGGA U SEXY BITCH U!! welp all i have to say is KILLSWITCH FUCKIN KILLED THAT SHIT TONITE BITCH.... and you fuckin missed it, maybe next time! man my scabs are fallin off my stars and its icky and the color is shitty, i have to go get them redone and stuff, then im gonna get my bleeding music notes down.. but where o where eh? oh well... umm ok well im probably gonna masterbate or watch tv.. see whats on, *flips through channels*.. ROOMRAIDERS, i need to redo my bedroom.. what if roomraiders come and shit, that girl would find some pretty wierd things man... but oh well, there fuckin problem, IM DIRTY DEAL YOU BASTARDS!! *SINGS* i feel sooo worthless, good song good song... well umm im gonna watch tv now, just wanted to tell you bout the show mr. journal dude... dont fear i will return... COO COO CACHOOO AND I COME RITE BACK DUDE.. good movie hehe
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Friday, November 28th, 2003

Subject:oh where oh where
Time:2:18 pm.
Mood: predatory.
Music:the fan.
its been like two days since brooke was suppost to be back in florida and yet she hasnt called me.. what a loser, i know shes alive though b/c she wrote in her journal and yelled at me, see i can never get away from the women yelling.. but its kewl ya know... she didnt really know it was me!ha! but yea, i just woke up and adneris finally got a workin computer so now she will be able to keep me company all the time alll the times.. well im talkin to adneris rite now.. so ill get back with you later journal dude, dont worry, coo coo cachoo and ill come rite back dude
*care?*

Thursday, November 27th, 2003

Subject:BORED
Time:6:41 pm.
Mood: bored.
Music:outkast- hey ya.
im bored this many times.....

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bored times 100... mos def cuzin
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Subject:blah blah and another blah for good measure
Time:4:37 pm.
Mood: full.
Music:silence is special.
well i woke up at three to my sister bangin on the door, "wake up we are goin to golden corral".... so i got up and we left for that place and ate some food... now i am here bored with no one to talk to, well except bob but hes in fuckin longwood... WTF IS IN LONGWOOD... nothing good ever came from there, well except nato, but thats old school shit rite thurr... umm im bored, i think im gonna call gutter but i dont wanna interrupt food time there.. b/c his mom will flip on me and shit, that wouldnt be kewl... well i would just like to wish all you dirty fucks a happy thursday and stuff! dont eat to much of that shit bird... or you will die... the world is to fat as it is, so go on a diet you fuckin pig.... ha, ok im done now talk to you later mr. journal dude
*care?*

Subject:wow, its late
Time:3:52 am.
Mood: exhausted.
Music:conan on tv..
well well well, what a day what a day... adneris gave me toys from work, bling.... and then me and gutter when to my crizib and then boobookitty fuck (christ-ina) wanted to be wisked away so i told her i would be her shiny armor knight... so i went to get her and she came over here for like three hours and we just chilled,talk and caught up, its been a long fuckin while.. then i took her home around 3am.. and came back to wake gutter up and tell him to go home, b/c he has to cook turkey in the morning... or i would have just let him sleep, i felt bad for doin it but hey, hes gotta job to do!! CRAZY SILLY FRESH BAMMM! <~~~ if anyone knows what that is from ill give them a dollar, what a deal you cant go wrong!!! well post or im me with what you think is that answer and ill get back with ya! lol, what am i sayin, no one reads this
*care?*

Wednesday, November 26th, 2003

Subject:whoop whoop
Time:8:41 pm.
Mood: chipper.
Music:whatever gutters grandma is watchin on tv..
well today was band practice we actually started on time and we actually got shit done.. we finished the song we were workin on and all that good ol' donkey kaka...and now im sittin at gutters house waitin for him to finish w/e the fuck he is doin....umm i think we are gonna play a show tomorrow nite, bob is having a thanksgiving shindig and shit and i was like "mite as well fuckin play ya know", so if i can get ahold of bobbies stupid ass and ask him if it would be kewl.. then its a gig!!!! FIRST SHOW FOR LOCAL DISASTER, just think, you may miss out on somethnig that will go down in history..... broooke was suppost to call me when she got home but never did, typical women... and shit, but yea im done with all this so yea, im out yo peace!!! DoPey
*care?*

Subject:FUCKIN KILL HAHAHA
Time:12:43 pm.
Mood: horny.
Music:DEVILDRIVER CD.
HAHAHA IM IN A REALLY GOOD MOOD BESIDES THE FACT THAT IM PRETTY DAMN TIRED B/C I GOT TO MUCH SLEEP LAST NITE AND I WANT MOOORE, ITS LIKE SEX.. IM ADDICTED! BUT YEA, IM JUST BLASTING DEVILDRIVER HERE AT HOME B/C NO ONE IS HOME AND IM SITTIN HERE WAITIN TILL LIKE FUCKIN 5 FOR BAND PRACTICE AND SHIT YA KNOW... BROOKE COMES HOME TODAY AND WE WILL PROBABLY DYE MY HURR... FINALLY I GET MY FUCKIN HURR DID AND MAYBE IT WILL LOOK SOOO MUCH BETTER THEN THE SHIT IT LOOKS LIKE RITE NOW.... BUT YEA, IM JUST SHIT OUTA WORDS TO SAY AT THE MOMENT, BUT I WOULD LIKE TO STATE ONE THING "YOU SHOULD FEEL LIKE AN ASSHOLE!".... THE PERSON THAT IS FOR DOESNT KNOW I HAVE A JOURNAL BUT IF SHE EVER READS THIS SHE WILL KNOW... SHE SAID IT HERSELF!... BUT IM NOT ANGRY AT ALL... WELL PEACE YO! FUCK YA LATER
*care?*

Tuesday, November 25th, 2003

Subject:the perfect words!
Time:5:08 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
Music:glassjaw- siberian kiss.
Give me back my pictures of me.
Me, you, and him that makes three.
It figures the wheezing will measure your rate of depress
and I hope that you know.

Like a bitch in heat I hope she know.
So put another coin in and turn the crank until the frames
cease to move and the movie turns into a photo,
a photo the size of a kiss I hope she knows.

Staring at a Parisian sex flick where the characters don't meet,
the characters don't speak, and the characters are
like mirrors facing mirrors:
space always expanding.

So put another penny in and turn the crank until the frames
cease to move and the movie turns into a photo,
a photo the size of a kiss I hope she knows.

A hiccup in paradise I keep you jealously to myself,
in a photo the size of a kiss,
a kiss in the shape of a bullet.

On phone lines and letterhead, I'm dying about.
I've watched you whore yourself out for one more thing.
There's always one more thing.
If I can't have you know one will.
Pushing a lover to love another.
Are you turned on?
I keep you jealously to myself.

(WITH ALL THAT IVE BEEN THROUGH, I STILL CARE BOUT HER, MY HEARTS DEAD TO DISSAPOINTMENT, ILL PRETEND IT NEVER HAPPENED! FOR NOW)
*care?*

Subject:anyone out thurr?
Time:4:01 pm.
Mood:bored and lonely.
Music:THRICE- kill me quickly.
well today was just another day in my boring life... i got up at n9ne, went to class just got home at 4 and now i sit here bored, waitin, for something, not sure yet.... someone to talk to, somewhere to go... yea i dont know what to talk bout.... so um i guess ill just listen to music until i figure it all out... ill write later i guess... peace
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