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MY ICON RULES YOUR MOM [24 Jan 2004|07:55pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

i just had to update cuz i made the coolest icon. woot look at it and all its prettyness. yay. it took me forever to do and its not even that great but i love it. i have it on my LJ too. woot woot for susan knowing how to make icons now. ^_^

1 death| kill me

[05 Jan 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Brand New - "Sic Transit Gloria" ]

okay so heres the deal. im on live journal now unless i get sick of it.

if u wanna read it, go here:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/fun_with_drugs/

but im going to be making the entries friends only from now on cuz i really dont want my parentals to read them cuz i talk about some bad shit. theres still some past ones before i did it friends only, so u can still read those but theyre a little gruesome and stupid and bleehhh the shit i say when im in a bad mood basically.

so if you kids still wanna read my newer entries, make yourselves a live journal... theyre free now, and you dont need an invite code. (which is super gay cos right when i finally got one they changed it)

so ummm i might come back to blurty, but i dunno. cuz id feel like a fag updating 2 journals. hmm. we'll see.

but yeah, go make a LJ. yes, you. NOW. heh sorry.

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[31 Dec 2003|12:47pm]
soo this journal is gay.

ive been wanting to stop it for awhile.

i think i should.

cuz my entries are so pointless and boring and i know no one cares, including myself.

if people wanna add me on live journal, just ask.
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[18 Dec 2003|08:55pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

im gunna put some pics me n liz took yesterday on here

pictures )

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[16 Jun 2003|11:54pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Korn - "Alone I Break" ]

from now on its friends only. post if u want in.

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exercise...whoa [03 Jun 2003|09:55pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]
[ music | Linkin Park - "Faint" ]

yea so heather made me agree to this exercise plan with her. i didnt really think id do it. but i did man! i started at like 9 n then till like 9:30 i was exercising. now this may not seem like much to some readers out there, but i NEVER exercise. NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER. for real, lol. it felt good. used up tons of energy n it was hard, but it felt good, surprisingly. heather is smart, lol. and i could go to lose a few pounds. yay for exercise. so im gunna try to keep this up once a day n see if it works. wow its gonna be hard. oh well i think i can do it.

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hell test [28 May 2003|07:39pm]
[ mood | bored ]

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Extreme

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

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boredom [28 May 2003|04:32pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Ramones - "Blitzkrieg Bop" ]

so i wore my bondage pants i made into capris n my Ramones tank today n ppl actually said i looked good. it was scary. n i had my hair up too. n then people were saying i had big boobs, but i dont. theyre buttheads.

brrr its cold in mah basement. ::shivers:: today was boring. like most days, but yea. goddammit i really wanna go to adrielle's party saturday. its a long story as to why i cant and its retarded. really retarded. im never gunna see her after this year dammit. n, like, EVERYONE is gunna be there. theres no drugs or alcohol or nething so that should make my parents let me go, but its near the ghetto in milwaukee. yea... dude i better get to see heather this weekend cuz yea. hmm i dunno wut else to say so im gunna end this now.

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parents are such idiots sumtimes [20 May 2003|04:29pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Mudvayne - "Nothing to Gein" ]

okay so ur a parent n u find out ur kid is depressed n does a drug to make themself feel a little better. they dont do the drug every day, every week, or every month for that matter. MAYBE once every 6 months. and its not heroin or nething way hardcore like that. so okay say ur a parent n u find that out. so wut do u do?

PUNISH THEM OF COURSE!

dont let them go to a concert they have been obsessed about going to for over a month. i mean obviously that will teach them...now they'll be more depressed AND angry AND sad, making them want drugs even more. great idea, parent. this concert is a CHRISTIAN BAND, NOT SATANIC, NO FACEPAINT OR MASKS, like most of the other bands i like.

i really dont understand the logic of my parents. i got teary eyed like 5 times at school today thinkin about how much i wanted to go to the evanescence concert tonite. but no. im so angry

this shit is so fucking stupid. arrgh im so mad.

2 deaths| kill me

[17 May 2003|08:11pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Powerman 5000 - "Free" ]

im such a fuck up.

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VICODIN IS GREAT [15 May 2003|03:01pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | Mindless Self Indulgence - "I Hate Jimmy Page" ]

yay for drugs. i got mahself 5 vicodin today - foh free! FER SHIZZLE! lol im excited. i think ima take em tomorrow at school. i was gonna take em for alysse's party thing, but i dont wanna be drugged up in a mormon house, lol. but maybe then i'll be happy for once at school. i dunno whats going on with me but ive been feeling so crappy lately. well, more than usual. like, manic depressive. i feel really bad cuz becky thought i was mad at her or sumthin. but i wasnt. goddamn my emotions.

YAY FOR VICODIN!

lol can u tell im happy? i guess it came at just the right time. see thats a reason drugs are so great. when ur feelin shitty, they are there to make u happy! :DDDDD yay. I LOVE DRUGS! lol. yay n its the REAL vicodin too not just like, generic hydro. SCOOOORRRRRRE! geez man...perfect fucking timing. :DDDDDDDD happiness lemme tell ya. drugs rule.

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murder my mom...yes [14 May 2003|09:41pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | Revis - "Caught in the Rain" ]

arrgh okay so yesterday my mom told me she signed me up to volunteer for my brother's concert thing he had today. im like, wtf dude? i was so mad. arrgh so yea tonite i went and i didnt even do nething. i just sat there with a bunch of ANNOYING ASS stupid 6th graders fucking everywhere! i coulda shot myself. then robin budnick's little brother Bobby (not Ricky) came up to me n we talked. i think hes the only kid under 15 that i can tolerate. hes cool. but then he had to go do his band shit so i was sitting around...yeah. but dude the story here im tryin to get to is kinda before the concert.

kay so im the one driving to this place (sharon lynn wilson center) n so we're goin up the lil driveway thing n my dads sittin next to me, my moms in the back drinking a beer as usual. so all of a sudden i hear like 3 honks n im like, wtf dude, wut did i do wrong? my dad told me that i was cuz my mom chucked her can out the window. so yea i park n were on our way to the doors n this dude who was behind us n honked stops my dad. hes all like, "y'know i hate ppl who litter. i got ur license plate number n i think im gonna call the police n make u have a fine..." im like, o god, of all the ppl who had to be behind us, it hasta be a fucking stick-up-his-ass environmentalist. arrgh so yea he said he thought we should go pick the can up n shit... arrgh. we never did. but i better not fucking get in trouble for this bullshit. cuz by law, i cant have ANY alcohol in the car when i drive, regardless of whether im drinking it or not. so yea if the cops call us n bitch im gonna be so pissed.

GOD MY MOM IS SO FUCKING STUPID.

arrgh im annoyed. god ive gradually been getting more depressed. and i dont know why. shit just sucks man. n i dont even know why which makes it so much worse. geez. only good thing is im sleepin over at alysse's friday. yay n i get to chill w/becky ;D yay.

i really hope my dad lets me go to evanescence next week tuesday dude cuz yea...theyre cool. and Amy Lee is a fucking goddess.

kay to finish this off, i took a quiz:

Depressed..
You're depressed. Really you are. And you
definitely have a reason. You often space out
and stare at things blankly, even if you're
normally hyper and energetic. This is because
nothing really seems important anymore. You
might just be sad right now, or you might be
manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa
and stuff'll be ok.


How Depressed are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

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seven deadly sins survey thing [08 May 2003|07:27pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Anti-Flag - "Seattle Was A Riot" ]

ANGER
1. Who did you last get angry with?: my mom
2. What is your weapon of choice?: my own fists. FUCK GUNS.
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?: i try not to unless they offend me which is hard to do cuz i never care
4. How about of the same sex?: ha yeah. i punched my friend Angela in the face only cuz she told me to n she punched me afterward. ha it was funny
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you?: my mom (dumb bitch)
6. What is your pet peeve?: lots of stuff.
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?: depends on what happens

SLOTH
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a while?: shower! haha im dirty. well, actually i took a shower last nite, but before that it had been 3 days :P
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up?: around 2-3 in the afternoon
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: heather, lol im too scared to go upstairs to get the phone cuz my mom is satan
4. What is the last lame excuse you made?: i was too lazy
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)?: ha hell yeah
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in?: umm...gym at school like 4 months ago? haha im so lazy
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?: 2

GLUTTONY
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?: Sobe...mmm Sobe
2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat?: hmm i like both, but white meat has less fat, so that
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: a 20 oz. Powerade half-full of vodka n then i had like 2 shots before then
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company?: no
5. Do you have an issue with your weight?: oh yes
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?: sweets fah sho
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH"?: haha no

LUST
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)?: not completely naked, but naked parts like 3 or so, i dunno
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?: none. im WAAAY too self-conscious
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?: haha yeah
4. Have you "done it"?: nah
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?: its not really a body part - but hair
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?: no
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy?: no

GREED
1. How many credit cards do you own?: none
2. What's your guilty pleasure store?: probably hot topic
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?: get a house for me n my friends to live in n buy a shitload of drugs
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous?: famous, but for sumthin cool like bein a rock star :P
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?: eh maybe
6. Have you ever stolen anything?: haha yeah, but not much nemore
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?: used to have 1,500+ but i deleted sum n then d/l more, so now theres like 300.

PRIDE
1. What's one thing have you done that you're most proud of?: nothing im not proud of myself at all
2. What's one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of?: nothing im a disappointment
3. What's something would you like to accomplish in your life?: go on an acid trip
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?: not anymore. i used to. im used to being second best
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?: no
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?: yes
7. What did you do today that you're proud of?: hmm...nothing.

ENVY
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own?: i wish i looked like claire
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?: Brody from The Distillers or Talena from Kittie
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?: HEATHER MILLAR!!! (i wuv u heather! i think ur the only person that still reads this)
4. Have you ever been cheated on?: probably
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?: FUCK YEAH! DUH! LIKE, EVERYTHING.
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?: ability to stand up for myself
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?: not really
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?: ANGER or SLOTH (yea angry lazy ppl!)

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tummy hurts [08 May 2003|07:03pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Twiztid - "We Don't Die" ]

i actually ate a real dinner for once - sum mac n cheese. my tummy hurts sooooo much. its not really used to food. owww. but im not bulimic so im not gonna puke it up, im just gonna sit here in my pain. ow. dude it really hurts bad. uggghh. my moms upstairs bitchin to herself. shes seriously yelling at the top of her lungs - - to no one. me n my bro r down here in the basement basically hiding from her. shes fuckin drunk as usual n its the same ol shit. it started by my dad askin me to sort sum laundry. i was like "i'll think about it" well my mom took it and ran...she flipped out. she grabbed a chair n threw it n bitched about how if we kept our fuckin house clean than maybe she'd be able to do laundry n it just kept escalating. this always ends up in me gettin my ass kicked, so i was like, "im outta here" so i come down here in the basement. shes still up there in the kitchen yelling to herself. its kinda funny. like, she thinks someones listening. my dad left like 15 minutes ago. god shes stupid. im so sick of her, i wanna murder her, as do like, all my friends. for good reason tho. i've never known what it's like to actually love a parent. everyone else is all close n shit to their mom n dad n then here i am wishing i didnt hafta live with them. arrgh. fuck it all. well ima go, im gonna call heather back.

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nuthin happenin [07 May 2003|08:05pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Cold - "No One" ]

nuthins really been happenin with me. i just did a quiz. Queen of the Damned is on HBO so ima watch that again. its such a good movie. yea heres the quiz:


Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even
hate the world and everything in it and you
believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye
for an eye.


How Emotional Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

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nigger hamsters [04 May 2003|08:04pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Dark Lotus - "Mah Jeh Mah" ]

haha today me n heather were talkin on the phone n she told me shes gettin a hamster. so i asked wut color n she said black n brown n white. then she said it was gonna be a nigger hamster! lol i laughed so hard, that was great. then me n becky were talkin on the phone n i dunno why, but i started talkin about if white dogs turned genocidal n killed all the black dogs. i dunno im crazy. yea i have nuthin else to say.




Go Catch Some Good Charlotte Members.
by empsbaybee
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dumped that ass [01 May 2003|10:43pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | lords of acid - "LSD" ]

haha yea i actually dumped him. we were talkin online n i was about to send the IM that said i didnt wanna go out nemore, but i guess he saw my journal n saw that i thought it was a pointless relationship. so yea i was like, i think we should break up. then he was tellin me how he wants to talk shit about me n i felt like a retard. he was tellin me how my "depression" is stupid n shit...i was annoyed. but oh well after he was talkin to me after i broke up with him it made me glad i did. cuz normally i feel bad, but he was bein a jackass so i wasnt sad about it at all.

and yay i get to go out with someone else now. the happiness ;D

yea i took the site for this outta my profile cuz i realized i dont want just anyone to look at this. wow today was so boring. school sucked. i was sober n yea. n then when becky came over to our lunch table she got kinda annoyed that i wasnt talkin to her, but i dont like talking when corrinne's around cuz she gives me mean looks n shit. whatever tho.

so i decided im gonna stop cutting. its really gonna take sum work but its been like 4 days since the last time i did n i wanna make my friends happy. well, friend i guess. im really gonna try.

yea if anyone wants to see my whole journal, i have a lotta entries that are friends-only, so let me know if u wanna see the others cuz i dont like any random person bein able to read sum of this shit. yea well im tired n work was gay n once again NOBODYS ONLINE! dammit. oh well im gonna go to sleep n have pleasant dreams about my sexy.

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great racist type jokes [25 Apr 2003|01:27pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Nine Inch Nails - "Perfect Drug" ]

Q: What kind of file do you need to turn a 15mm hole into a 40mm hole?
A: A pedophile.

Q: What's a pedophile's favorite part of a hockey game?
A: Before the First Period.

Q: How do you swat 200 flies at one time
A: Hit an Ethiopian in the face with a frying pan.

Q: What is a redneck virgin?
A: A seven year old that can run faster than her brothers.

Q: What do you throw a Mexican man when he's drowning?
A: His wife and kids.

Q: Why is a Black mans eyes always red after sex?
A: From the mace

Q: Why did Helen Keller's dog kill itself?
A: You would too if you were named Auuurraaagggghhh!

Q: What is the most positive thing in harlem?
A: HIV

Q: How do you drown a black preson?
A: Pop their lips.

Q: Why do Jewish girls like to fuck doggy style?
A: They can't stand to see somebody else have a good time.

Q: Whats the difference between a blonde and a mosquito?
A: One stops sucking when you slap it.

Q: Who are the two most famous black women?
A: Aunt Jemima and Mother Fucker.

Q: What's long, black and smelly?
A: An unemployment line.

Q: What do you call a Puerto Rical midget?
A: A spec.

Q: What's the difference between a British man and his girlfriend?
A: His girlfriend has a higher sperm count.

Q: Why is there so little Puerto Rican literature?
A: Because spray paint wasn't invented until 1949.

Q: What did Dodi Al-Fayed say to his driver the morning before the crash?
A: Do you want to go out with me and Di tonight?

Q: How do you know if a Chinese person robbs your house?
A: Your homework is done, your computer is upgraded, but two hours later, the fucker is still trying to back out of your driveway.

Q: What's the difference between a black man and a pizza?
A: A pizza can feed a family of four.

Q: Why is it so hard for Mexican women to get pregnant?
A: Because as soon as the sperm enters the cell it tries to hang itself.

Q: How do you starve a black man?
A: hide his foodstamps under his workboots.

Q: What's the first thing a redneck says after losing her virginity?
A: Get off of me Dad, you're crushing my cigarettes.

Q: What do rednecks and KFC have in common?
A: They do chicken right.

Q: In Kentucky, what do divorces and tornados have in common.
A: Either way, someone is going to lose a trailer.

Q: Why do the Scottish wear kilts?
A: Because a sheep can hear a zipper from like a mile away.

Q: What does a Cuban do when he gets a flat tire?
A: Drowns

Q: Two (insert favorite ethnic group here) jump off the top of a very tall building. Which one his the ground first?
A: Who gives a fuck?

Q: What's so good about an Ethiopian blow-job?
A: You know she'll swallow.

Q: Why did the redneck cross the road?
A: Because he coundn't get his dick out of the chicken.

Q: What does a redneck say after sex?
A: Thanks Mom.

Q: What do you call an Ethiopian with a yeast infection?
A: Quarter pounder with cheese

Q: How do you kill 100 Mexicans?

A: Blow up their van.

Q: What do you call five Mexicans on the bottom of a pool?
A: Sinko

Q: What's black and blue and hates sex?
A: A rape victim.

Q: What's the difference between a blonde and a washing machine?
A: They both drip when they're fucked.

Q: What did the little black boy say when he got diarrhea?
A: I'm melting!

Q: Why do black people smell?
A: So blind people can hate them too.

Q: What do you call a fat chinese person?
A: A chunk.

Q: What did the little Mexican boy get for christmas?
A: My bike.

Q: How are fat bitches and Mo-peds the same?
A: They are both fun to ride, but you don't tell your friends about them.

Q: How many house wives does it take to screw in a light bulb?
A: None! what the Fuck they doing out of the kitchen!?

Q: How do you blindfold a chinese person?
A: Dental floss.

Q: What's the difference between a jew and a pizza?
A: A pizza doesn't scream when you put it in the oven!

Q: How many jews can you fit in a VW Beetle?
A: 54, two in the front, two in the back, and fifty in the ashtray.

Q: Why do black people play basketball?
A: They can run, shoot, and steal

Q:What did Adolf Hitler get his neice for her birthday?
A: An easy bake oven.

Q:What would the Jetsons be called if they were black?
A: Niggers.

Q: What's the difference between St. Patrick's Day and Martin Luther King Day?
A: On St. Patrick's Day, everyone wants to be Irish.

Q: What do you call an Ethiopian on a hunger strike?
A: Ethiopian

Q: Why don't Puerto Ricans have check books?
A: Because it's impossible to sign your name that small with spray paint.

Q: How do you know when a redneck has her period?
A: She's only wearing one sock.

Q: What do you call an ethiopian with buck teeth?
A: A rake.

Q: What do you call an ethiopian wearing a turban?
A: Aq-tip.

Q: What's this? (pinches skin on both sides of neck)
A: An ethiopian eating a cornflake.

Q: Why do they put shit around the church at a packy wedding?
A: To keep the flies off the bride.

Q:How do you stop 5 black guys from raping a white girl?
A:Throw them a basket ball.

Q: What do you call a hooker with a runny nose?
A: Full

Q: What does FUBU really stand for?
A: Farmers Use'ta Beat Us. (my answer was "farmers used'ta buy us") heehee im evil

Q:Whats the difference between a pakie & a bucket of shit?
A:The bucket.

Q:What do you call a pakie with a wooden leg?
A:Shit on a stick.

Q:What do you call a pakie with two wooden legs?
A:A waste of wood.

Q: What do you call an ethiopian jumping off a cliff?
A: A chocolate drop.

Q: How do you get 100 jews into a car?
A: Throw a quarter in it.

Q: How do you get them out again?
A: Tell them Hilter is driving.

Q: What do you call two ethiopians in a sleeping bag?
A: Twix.

Q: How do you get 100 ethiopians into a phone box?
A: Throw a tin of beans in.

Q: How do you get them out?
A: Run past with a tin opener.

Q: Why do arabian women put a red dot on their foreheads?
A: Helps for better aiming.

Q: What do you do after you rape a 12 year old deaf dumband blind girl?
A: Brake her fingers so she cant tell her mom.

Q: Why doesn't Mexico enter the Olympics?
A: Because all their best runners, jumpers and swimmers are in America.

Q: How did the Grand Canyon get there?
A: Two Jews dropped a quarter down a gopher hole.

Q: How do you kill a redneck?
A: Wait 'till he fucks his sister then cut the brakes on his house.

Q: How do you kill 100 Ethiopians?
A: Throw a Biscuit off a clif.

there were more jokes but i figured that was enough to make a tummy hurt from laughing. heehee. stupid non-caucasians...

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Sick again [25 Apr 2003|12:38pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Prodigy - "Smack My Bitch Up" ]

uck im sick once again so i came on the comp...n took like eleventybillion quizzes. but theyre cool quizzes. eew i puked (well, dry heaves) like 10 times this morning. uck. i feel like complete shit. yea so heres the quizzes





thats wut mine was but sum of the other ones are soooo nasty. here look at these:

























Eeeeewwww those are so nasty! yea there were others, 20 in all, but theyre so gross. eeew..... ::quivers:: so then i took one on the best way for me to die by suicide:

When i kill myself i'll...
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n then i took one on how i'll die:


I Will Take my own life!.
After going through with your own well thought out version of columbine you finally turn the gun on yourself... the thick coat of brains and coagulated blood was a bitch to get off the auditorium wall. You sure showed them!
Find out how you will die, Take the Death Quiz now!

dude these things are cool as hell but theyre quite graphic. haha. i should make an advisory. haha im taking more. im gonna have like 420 pics in this entry. ha oh well



If i was a Bodily Excretment i would be:
What
kind of Excretment are you?




so then i take this serial killer test, and tell me how much this sounds like me...


If i was a serial killer i would be Lizzy Borden.

Lizzy Borden, not by definition a serial killer, but a notorious killer nonetheless. One day as her father was napping on the living room sofa Lizzy Borden took an axe and hit her father's head with it repeatedly some where around 40 times, completely disfiguring his face into an unrecognizable mess of blood and gore. Almost immediately after Lizzy attacked her mother in her bedroom, again hitting her head with an axe over 40 times. Lizzie Borden took an axe,



And gave her father forty whacks.
And when she saw what she had done,
She gave her mother forty-one.



kill count: 2

Find what serial killer you would be, Take the Serial Killer Quiz now!

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drug day [24 Apr 2003|12:58pm]
[ mood | thankful ]
[ music | Velvet Acid Christ - "Fun with Drugs" ]

yay i get my drugs today. im so happy. yea so im havin another boring day n decided to look at other ppls journals to see fun shit. so here sum is:

Susan
is a
Fire-Eating Disco Monkey


...with a Battle Rating of 8.2



To see if your Food-Eating Battle Monkey can
defeat Susan, enter your name:



now what the fuck is a food-eating battle monkey? i dunno but it seemed fun. haha. heehee im a fire-eating disco monkey! i kick ass! lol. heres another annoying survey cuz once again im bored as hell. sum of the questions kinda overlap the other surveys but idc, im bored.

>> You and Yourself

1) What's your name? - Susan
2) Do you like your name? - no
3) What other names were your parents going to name you? – Katie or Ashley
4) And if you were born the opposite sex? – i dunno
5) What is the most annoying name? – Lloyd
6) What is the most attractive name? – Raven, Chad, Trent
7) Ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex? - Yup (lol becky)
8) How often do you wash/bathe? – depends. i try to everyday but with work sumtimes its 2-3 days. haha im so nasty
9) How do you relax? - chill in my room staring at walls listening to music. woo
10) What are your pet peeves? - People

>> You and Others

1) Who is your best friend? - becky
2) Why are they your best friend? – cuz shes kickass
3) Do you have many enemies? – i think so
4) Do you find it easy to get on with other people? – get on? uhmm, get along? not really
5) Do you talk to strangers? - sumtimes
6) Prefer to talk to people younger or older than you? - Older, i hate kids
7) Are you patient when talking to others? - Usually
8) How do you deal with people that annoy you? – Avoid them
9) Would you say you are polite? - sumtimes
10) Do you talk to your neighbors? – nope
11) If you see an accident or incident, do you inquire about it? – depending if i care at the time

>> You and Love

1) Are you in a relationship with anyone? – i guess but its not gonna last
2) If so, do you think he/she is 'the one'? – ha, no way
3) If not, are you currently looking? – not looking, just waiting
4) Would you ever have an affair, and why? – prolly if i still had a low self esteem
5) Do you agree with casual sex? – yea
6) Would you have a relationship with someone that already had children? – no. eew...kids
7) How old do you want to be when you marry? – im not livin past 25, so i dunno
8) Or have children? – NEVER. EVER EVER.
9) What would you call your future children? (Male and Female) – NO! NO KIDS!
10) Would you ever marry an 80-year-old millionaire? - eeew no old ppl are nasty too
11) What is your age limit for relationships? – 5 years above my age

>> You and Life

1) What do you want as a future career? - DRUG DEALER! haha easy money
2) What are your ambitions? - die before im 25
3) How long do you want to live for? - another hour
4) Believe in growing old disgracefully? - fuck old people
5) How would you want to die? - protecting someone
6) How would you want your funeral? - shove me in a box n throw me away. dont waste money on my corpse. eat me, i dont care
7) Would you kill yourself if a loved one died? - yea if it was one of my friends
8) If you had one last request, what would it be? - someone get me sum LSD
9) If you only had a month to live, what would you do? - skydive or sumthin extreme like that. oh, and fuck!
10) What is the point of life? – there is NO point to life. its a living hell
11) What are you living for? – good question. i should go kill myself

>> What is your opinion on...

1) The war against Iraq? - Shouldn't have happened. The Americans should leave other countries to their own damn business. If there is no real threat then don't stick ur fuckin nose in it.
2) Discrimination? – other than against ghetto people, it shouldnt exist
3) Smacking children? – unless u want ur kids to turn out like me, dont fucking touch them
4) Football hooligans? – fuck sports
5) The fire service strikes? – what?
6) Obesity? – who cares. big deal. let people be how they are
7) Online dating? - meh...dont care
8) Adultery? – if i had a brain i might know wut this meant
9) Euthanasia? – why are there so many big words??? eek
10) Vegetarian diets? - only if its for a diet. if its cuz they dont wanna kill animals, thats dum
11) Self-harm? – heh heh. worst thing ever. ha not. its only ok for me, no one else.

>> You and Situations

1) If you could save only one person from a burning building, your favored parental figure or a doctor with the knowledge to cure a disease such as HIV or cancer, whom would you save? – doctor, everyone knows i hate my parents (and dont even say "how can u hate them? they brought u into this world!" ive heard it. and yea they did. and that sucks. i hate the world)

2) If you (or your other half) were expecting a child, but were told that due to unfortunate complications, only the mother or child could be saved, which would you let die? – the child. like i said i hate kids

3) If you were trapped in a lift that was about to collapse with a elderly lady and a young boy, who has the right to escape first? – Hmm, the “right” ? Both of them have the same “right” to life. old ppl suck. kids suck.

4) How would you react if you came home and caught your best friend cheating on your trusted other half? – pissed as fuck!

5) Would you sacrifice your own life for a loved one or family member? – not family, but friend

6) Would you ever donate any of your organs to anyone, either a loved one or a total stranger that needed it? – sure, either, i dont really care

7) Would you ever abort your own child, or place them up for adoption if they were disabled or unplanned? – yeah

8) If your best friend's other half was cheating on them, and you knew, would you tell your friend, or confront his other half? – I’d talk to both. I’d tell my friend about it right away and tell the other to fuck off!

9) How would you react if your own child was a murderer and placed on death row? Would you campaign for or against their life? – no child...ever

10) If a family member or loved one were killed either through an accident or murder, would you demand justice, the killer’s death, or try and forgive them? – Accidents are accidents and have to “justice” to them. Murder, on the other hand, demands “justice” and can include death if necessary

11) Finally, if you were called up for war, would you go for your country, or refuse and face jail? – Fuck my country. you cant force me to fight for a place i hate. id go to jail anyday

-------- heres another one cuz i love you all so much :/ ----------

Do you drink?: sumtimes

How many times have you been drunk?: only a few

Are you a virgin?: unfortunately

Is your best friend a virgin?: thats nobodys business

How many times a day do you say f***?: i cant count that high. ive said in this entry tons of times already, lol

Do you wear short shorts?: Never. that makes cuts visible

How many people have you slept with?: in the sex terms none, in the sleeping ZzzZZz terms, i dunno like 20?

Do you sneak out of the house at night?: once or twice

Do you get along with your mom?: NEVER...i already had this question in a different one i did

Ever been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?: haha no but almost

Do you have any eating disorders?: yeah

Piercings?: ear

Tattoo?: Not yet

Do you wear shirts that show your cleavage?: eew no. what cleavage?

Do you wear shirts that show your belly button?: sick nasty, hell naw

Have you ever smoked?: well duh

Are you a regular smoker?: No

Do you do drugs?: yes

Did you once do any drugs?: well yeah

Does your best friend do drugs?: not anymore i dont think

Do you have any kids?: EEEEWWWWW!

Do you think you could be pregnant?: no. these are stupid questions

Have you ever done it with someone you barely know?: Uh, I’ve never done “it” period

If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: walk on the moon. eew the sun is too hot. i would wanna be all weightless n shit

If you could share that experience with one person, who would that be, and why?: becky i guess, i dunno

What color do you think best describes you and why?: Black. im kind of a dark person n hate everything basically.

Do you know what your element is?: ive been told earth n wind, so i dunno which

Do you know your astrological sign?: Libra

Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul?: not really

If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing and why?: going on an acid trip. LSD sounds like so much fun

If you could only choose one element to surround yourself with either a)wind, b)fire, c)earth, or d)water, which would you choose and why?: fire. fire is pretty

Who runs circles around your mind?: myself. im insane

If you had to paint a self-portrait would you make it a)realistic, b)abstract, or c)you'd rather die than have to pick up a paint brush?: abstract i cant draw for shit

Which do you prefer more and why, a)natural light, b)candle light, c)florescent light, or d)moonlight?: aww moonlight is the realest n prettiest. candle light is cool if ur inside

How about fate? Are we all fulfilling a destiny here on earth?: were all fucked. theres no destiny we all live to e tortured souls. its gay as god. fuck fate

If you had to spend the rest of your natural life with only one other human being, who would that be and why?: becky

Have you ever written on a mirror? If so what did you write?: no

Have you ever written or drawn on another person? If so who, and what did you write/draw?: i have, i dont remember tho. last thing i drew was skribbles on the back of heather's neck

What do you wish on? wishes are bull shit. theyre like prayers. a waste of time. nothing ever comes true no matter wut u stupid god-believers tell urselves

Tell the person who sent this to you one thing about yourself, however big or small, that you've never told before: noone sent it to me i got it off sum dudes blurty. http://www.blurty.com/users/i_wanna_riot/ <--that guy

What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully, physical or mental, or both? dude my neck is "the spot" also if sumone strapped me down n acted all aggressive sexually toward me, thatd be a huge turn on too

Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors?: depends on weather n bugs n shit

What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: blood. its so mesmerizing. i cant stand seeing it on other ppl but on me its so beautiful.

Name one person whose changed your life for the better: i dunno. im fucked up n i dont think anyone can get me outta my pit

Name one person whose changed your life for the worse: MY PARENTS.

Do you believe in heaven? If so what do you think it will be like?: HA! fuck no. im not even gonna start bitchin about stupid believers

Would you rather a)run through a sunflower field, b)jump inside a waterfall, or c)hike through the woods? Why?: waterfall all the way! thatd be cool. i dunno why it just would

What is your worst fear in the world? Does it consume you?: i dunno. how pathetic everything is. i guess it consumes me cuz i never stop thinkin about it

If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?: good question. im not sure. Hitler maybe. i really wanna meet all the starting members of the band Kittie. thatd be cool as hell

Have you ever written poetry? Have you shared it?: yea but it sucked so i didnt share it. i think i threw it out

What was the last thing someone said to you?: online alysse told me Guy Jones got a g/f

What was the last thing you said to them?: whoa (haha guys a dork)


If you had the ability to change one thing about the world, what would it be and why?: make everyone realize how pathetic everything is. most people wont let themselves realize this n they should

If you could go back in time, where would you go, what would you do, and why?: stop my parents from ever having me

And finally, what makes you you?: i dunno im not deep like that

ok im done now. n im tired. my dad said i hafta study spanish so ill go pretend to do that
2 deaths| kill me

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