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| 08:17pm 08/04/2004 |
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i've got sunshine on a cloudy day...when its cold outside i got the sun of may!! i guess you say what can make me feel this way MY GIRL LEXI!!!!
i love her she loves me |
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| 06:12pm 04/03/2004 |
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whats the sense??
yeah...all most all of my friends suck ass majorly...one of them is all..oh i like you but i dont wanna spend any time with you and one is all mood swings..it sucks..all i want is to hang out with someone and there's no one..and there not always busey just not wanting me around... |
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| push me |
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| 07:36pm 28/02/2004 |
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mood:  infuriated music: static x
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push me to go. push me to do anything. push me on the swing. push me out the door, into the pool. push me to do everything. push me off the edge
LIVEJOURNAL IS A PAIN IN THE ASS!!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| looking for something |
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| 07:02pm 25/02/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: none
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im looking for something...something i dont know. i've wanted this for so long..and now that it's here...i dont want it anymore. I think mabey you should just leave me now...
well..im depressed... i want a guitar really bad and it's $30 and my parrents dont have the money and yet they wanna get a $2000 treadmill...wtf?? |
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| whips |
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| 08:21pm 23/02/2004 |
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mood:  naughty music: nothing
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everyday when we come home from school i chain him to the wall shirtless.. "WHATS MY NAME BITCH??!!" "BECKY!!" "thats miss becky to you *whip whip* whats my name??!!" "miss becky!!!" *whip whip* "SAY IT BITCH!!!" "i...want you...i...ugh need you...oh baby..oh baby" "LOUDER!! *whip, whip whip*" "I WANT YOU I NEED YOU OH BABY!!! OH BABY!!! AGH!!!" *whip whhip* "now...who do you love??" "you ma'ma" "WHAT'S MY NAME?" "Miss becky.." "good boy" *smack, smack*
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| hell |
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| 09:59pm 18/02/2004 |
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mood: naughty music: nothing
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Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle I Limbo Riceboys
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Bill Clinton
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Rednecks
Circle IV Rolling Weights Qusay Hussein
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx Militant Vegans
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Uday Hussein
Circle VII Burning Sands Saddam Hussein
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Osama bin Laden
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell |
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| closing in |
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| 09:05pm 17/02/2004 |
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mood: crushed music: joss stone
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they're closing in on you. soon they'll be here. surrounding you, closing in on you. Can you run? no, probably not, they'll just catch you and make you bleed so slow. bleeding hurts..everybody thinks it feels like taking a "shower", no it doesnt. It feels like someone has just taken your skin and melted it down to nothing but char...a big pile of burnt trash.
well..today was borring as usuall. Nothing to do but watch tv or play ps2....bored right now! |
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| under the bed |
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| 06:27pm 15/02/2004 |
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mood:  curious music: afi,dresden dolls, dead poetic
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under the bed, is nothing but you and your imagination and death
hey...i dunno what that is but oh well. hows the world today? here, its okay i guess. what the heck is it with men and cars? why cant women like cars? |
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| let them take me |
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| 07:06pm 13/02/2004 |
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mood:  dorky music: Nirvana
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the girl watched the men come, and rages throughtout the house. Her sisters all ran and her mother screamed as her father was shot throught the head. Screams surrounded her, there was no where to escape them. The men chased her mother around and around the table until they finially cornered her. Over the table she went and into the fire. Her sisters wailed and she just stood there. They both grabbed one sister leaving her alone.
"Wait!! Take me!!!" She screamed. The men turned around and looked at her blankly... "You are already gone, death has come for you." the one man smiled and laughed loudly. They both walked out and she was left alone...with nothing but dead bodys and death around her.
hey guys! fun day i guess long break ahead! well...hmm dont ask where that story came from because i dont know....hmmmmm |
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| going under |
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| 07:21pm 12/02/2004 |
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mood:  bouncy music: three days grace, misphets
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i cant stay here anymore. stop holding me back! my fingers are bloody, with your blood. My nail are dug into your skin....but you still wont let me go. Standing on the cliff's edge, is you and me. Your in my way. I cant jump with you there, so i'll take me with me. So go ahead and scream at me..i dont care anymore. Falling forever into nothing is like nothing that you and i will ever expierece again...i promies.
hey world! great day! flowers, teddy bears and friends!! yeah....that was kinda gay, but oh well. Long time no update but now i am! im a semi-finialist in a poetry contest!! but i gotta go! |
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| falling into nothing |
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| 07:12pm 06/02/2004 |
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mood:  satisfied music: three days grace
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nothing is everything that matters...
think people! what does that mean?? well...think about it for a while! im kinda bummed got my report card today
history: 84 midterm: 84
Art: 56
Earth science: Incomplete midterm: 65
Gym: 65
Math: 61 (but i swear its a mistake!)
english: 84 midterm: 92
not all bad but some... |
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| hello to the world |
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| 06:39pm 02/02/2004 |
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mood:  drained music: three days grace
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hello old firend.. i've missed you, i think. you caused alot of torture and pain throughout these last years, but the thing is..i think that i could of handled it better if it didnt come from you. everything jsut came crashing down on me and you fled, you left me there..with that spotlight on my face, i couldnt see anything but you running away, but why? i bet there was a good reason right? i bet you got scared, but i was scared to. i was there by my self and you didnt want to help me, but this time i dont want your help, im not defeated by you..im gonna be okay, i have marie and amanda and even nate on occasions. there all i need, they care about me more then you ever did or for that matter, more then you ever will. they support me and i think they care about me and even if nate doesnt..then its okay, at least you still care....right?
hey everyone! how was your day? yeah thats stupid but oh well. just another typical day at high school right? my computers being slow and so my sight hasnt gotten up yet..but all most..... |
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| do you love me? |
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| 12:51pm 01/02/2004 |
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mood:  hungry music: dresden dolls and dead poetic oh and the best rocker kurt c.
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do you love? do you? would you give your life for mine? would you bleed for me? if i needed your heart would you give it? will you be there for me? would you still love me if i was fat?ugly?blind?death?dead? i know now that yes, you love me,you would give your life for mine, you would bleed for me, and you have already givin me your heart. you would be there for me and love me if i was death or blind...
but not fat
but not ugly
hello to all ye GuNkS!! i have decided to update my site pretty soon but please email me for the site and to join up. its free and it connects you to people who are like you.
me_naughty_me@yahoo.com |
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| 12:51pm 01/02/2004 |
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mood: hungry music: dresden dolls and dead poetic oh and the best rocker kurt c.
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do you love? do you? would you give your life for mine? would you bleed for me? if i needed your heart would you give it? will you be there for me? would you still love me if i was fat?ugly?blind?death?dead? i know now that yes, you love me,you would give your life for mine, you would bleed for me, and you have already givin me your heart. you would be there for me and love me if i was death or blind...
but not fat
but not ugly
hello to all ye GuNkS!! i have decided to update my site pretty soon but please email me for the site and to join up. its free and it connects you to people who are like you.
me_naughty_me@yahoo.com |
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| 12:51pm 01/02/2004 |
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mood: hungry music: dresden dolls and dead poetic oh and the best rocker kurt c.
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do you love? do you? would you give your life for mine? would you bleed for me? if i needed your heart would you give it? will you be there for me? would you still love me if i was fat?ugly?blind?death?dead? i know now that yes, you love me,you would give your life for mine, you would bleed for me, and you have already givin me your heart. you would be there for me and love me if i was death or blind...
but not fat
but not ugly
hello to all ye GuNkS!! i have decided to update my site pretty soon but please email me for the site and to join up. its free and it connects you to people who are like you.
me_naughty_me@yahoo.com |
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| cold as the winter wind |
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| 09:58am 31/01/2004 |
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mood:  artistic music: three days grace
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she falls from the moon and from the sky she is born. falling towards earth she stumbles apon the ground not used to the rocks, she is jaded.. away from us she falls away from you she runs. into the forest, torn apart by the wicked branches. going under them wont help. lost in the darkness of your heart, what a waiste, so young..youth cut down in its tracks...
hey guys! im starting my own "club" called the GuNk half goth half punk....if you want to join:
me_naughty_me@yahoo.com
if i get enough responses, then im going to publish the site. |
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| new me...old you |
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| 08:35pm 27/01/2004 |
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mood:  high music: afi, dead poetic and dresden dolls
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the blood runs over the rim
stainging the carpet...im sorry
yes it is me dropofyou88 but i had to change, but this will be the one that i will stick with...i feel like crap and i think that i have had enought right now....good bye untill tommarrow! |
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