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Wednesday, October 15th, 2003

Subject:Kristen, Ray ATTN Figure and -his crew-
Time:7:25 pm.
Mood:asleep.
Music:Angel of Love by Puffy AmiYumi.
Air... It seemed silly thinking about that one word, but Kristen was just thankful that Vanessa was there to help her. Before Ray got out of her range, she took one lightning bolt and struck his neck with it, destroying the red chip that controlled him. She felt dizzy for losing another large amount of blood...it had really taken a toll on her. Voices could be heard in the distance...voices she realized. Heh...the whole crew's here... With that, she fell asleep, exhausted and drained.

"Jeez!" Ray had felt a pain on the side of his body. Add that to his huge migraine, and he fell to the ground, clutching his head in pain. It hurts...so bad. Why...me?! To make matters worse, he heard voices.

"We're not done with you yet, Ray..."

((W00t! Today's my birthday! -falls over and dies-))
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Monday, October 6th, 2003

Subject:Kristen ATTN Figure and Ray
Time:6:01 pm.
Mood: determined.
Kristen went to the bathroom to wash her hands, which were still covered with blood. Something is definitely not right here. She made sure the hankerchief around her neck was intact. She took a quick look at the mirror then closed the door behind her. Figure looked concerned, but she knew what she had to do. "I know you're worried, but I'm fine, sort of.

I need to go see someone. You can come, if you want." She stood by the door, awaiting his response. What the hell are you hiding, Ray...?

---

Faint buzzes from a computer could be heard in the media room, as Ray was doing some research. He was soon interrupted by an unexpected guest.

"Hello, Ray." That voice... "Time to go now." He turned around and saw a shadowy figure, but already knew who it was. "Leave me alone"

"Tsk tsk. That's no way to greet me, now is it?" The girl put one hand around him. This only annoyed him. He stood up and took her hand off him. "I don't want to be a part of your plan anymore."

He could hear her whining. "But I was only trying to help you win her."
"No, I never agreed to anything! You forced me into--" He stopped mid-sentence as he felt her getting closer. The girl's eyes turned red and she put her hand on his shoulder, transferring her hatred to him. "You're a part of this whether you like it or not! Ray couldn't breathe, but only tried to rid of the pain running through his veins. Her hatred was like no other's, he couldn't stop it. Unfortunately, this was a fight he couldn't win as he fell under her control. "That's the Ray I know. Now come, her birthday is coming up and I want to give her one she'll never forget." She smiled evilly and walked into the shadows, with Ray following close behind.
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003

Subject:Kristen ATTN Figure then -closed-
Time:6:06 pm.
Kristen sighed. Just hearing Figure's voice eased her at heart. "You're right. I'll try to get some rest." She was sure to hide her thoughts. For you, I will. Taking his hands into hers, she gave a sincere smile, and went off to bed.

((Didn't want to force any unwanted plot, so that's why it's short. ^^;;))
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Sunday, September 28th, 2003

Subject:Kristen and Ray ATTN figure then -open-
Time:8:24 pm.
Mood: embarrassed.
Music:the Yu Yu Hakusho opening theme song.
"Um, Ray...you can put me down now." Ray sighed. "Like I said before I--" He took a quick look at Kristen and smiled brightly. "Well, why didn't you say so?" He faked an attempt to drop her like a bag of rice and laughed. "Just joking."

They reached the school gates, which automatically opened for the two. Kristen's stomach started to growl and covered it in embarrasment. "Heh heh..." Ray grinned and said, "You know, if I heard that earlier, we could've gotten something to eat."

"My stomach always has bad timing." Just then, a familiar face came up as they reached the doors. As a quick reaction, her eyes turned yellow and surges of lightning shocked Ray. "Hey! What's your problem?" His question was soon answered as this familiar face resembled that of Figure's. Kristen had quickly remembered their last emcounter.

"Sweet."
"There's nothing 'sweet' about living in a body torn between two minds. It's survival of the fittest and I'd go as far as ending my own life to get rid of Jordan."

She sighed as his glowing green eyes and rage got the best of her. Stupid, stupid, stupid! If only he knew that I was talking about the tranquilizers... She lowered her head in humiliation and walked right past him. It doesn't take a genius to see that he's not in the best of moods. I should just keep on walking.

"Hell-o?! Anyone home?!" Ray noticed that she was looking straight at Figure. "Ooh, is he your boyfriend--"

"SHUT UP!" She quickly slapped him and went inside the school, slamming the doors shut behind her. That's the last thing I need right now...
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Saturday, September 27th, 2003

Subject:Kristen and Ray -open-
Time:10:19 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
Music:the '95 Spiderman theme song.
Ray came out of the so-called "safe hiding place" with a sigh and Kristen in his arms. I can't believe I let this happen. It's all my fault. Bolts of electricity started to flare off the both of them as his emotions were tense, while hers were so, unpredictable.

My life, a lie. I believed all of it. Every single bit of it. How could I have been so stupid? Am I worth less than some experiment? Am I worth anything at all? Kristen's thoughts raged back and forth as the navy streaks in her hair started to glow. All of her raging energy had been left behind from the last "takeover", so she could no longer feel hatred or anger. One thing she recently learned was to never use too much of anything, in this case her crimson energy. It had grown weak and numb, with nothing to feed upon.

All of those thoughts were just while closing her eyes. She finally opened them, only to see what she usually calls a "lost soul", meaning Ray. He felt so guilty, and his thoughts drifted off to another place that he didn't notice she was awake.

"Ray, you could put me down now," Kristen said, holding her head. "Yeah right, you still haven't regained full balance now. Ease up a little bit, okay?" He finally snapped out of his thoughts and smiled back at her.

There's something so different about him. Some peculiar feeling, like I know him. Like I've seen him somewhere before. But that's not possible. He's just a really nice guy who happens to pop out of nowhere and tries to tell me about my past as a guinea pig. Ugh...

Great. Now I don't understand what I'm saying. I can't make sense out of a few things. He's right. I haven't only lost my balance. I may have lost my mind back there, but I haven't regained it yet. Whoo. Now I'm a mindless zombie. What the hell will I come up with next?

"Tell me Ray, where are we going?"

"Back to the school."

"Thank God."

"My thoughts exactly."
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Friday, September 26th, 2003

Subject:Kristen and Ray -open-
Time:2:45 pm.
Mood: crushed.
"Come on, Ray. What are you waiting for? Aren't you going to attack me?" The now possessed Berserker held her arms in the air and gave a sadistic smile. "I don't bite... I kill." Streaks of lightning continued to flare off of her body, while Ray was left with a choice. And you can bet he went with it.

A faint blue glow started to surround him as he prepared to take charge. Berserker was still smiling, awaiting the moment he would attack. "I'm waiting..." Her voice became demonic and without emotion. If there was any sign of the true Berserker, it was long gone. Or was it?

Ray...? RAY!! Help me!

Memories were being played in her head. Memories she didn't know she had. Memories of Ray.

Why do I have these memories? I don't remember any of this!

--

WHAT'S HAPPENING NOW?!
HURRY! GET XD BACK ONLINE IMMEDIATELY!
That isn't possible, sir.
ARGH! Can't anything get done around here?!

On the outside, Kristen's smile turned into a cry for help as the streaks of lightning ceased to exist. She grabbed her head and tried to control her thoughts without any success. She could no longer stand on her own.

Ray caught her just in time before she fell. "Are you okay?" Tears started to form in her eyes, and she shook her head. "No--no, I'm not okay...I don't know who I am anymore!" She began to cry while still in Ray's arms, and all he could do was watch. Right now he felt terrible.

They should've dealt with me...of all people, why did they involve her in their experiments? I don't understand...
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2003

Subject:Ack. x_x
Time:7:43 pm.
Mood: disappointed.
Music:Hello by Evanescence.
Well, I got off my lazy ass for once and actually made a post. Not my best. Actually, I think it's my worst.

Lydia: Do you mind if I start playing the real Berserker?

It's not really anything big, since the fake Hakaru and Ray are the same person. x_x

I'm still suffering from brain rot and a subconscious mind, so please don't rip my head off. Gomen nasai...

-Berserker
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Subject:Hakaru and Kristen -closed-
Time:7:39 pm.
Mood: numb.
Music:Hello by Evanescence.
A while after Kristen and Hakaru stopped fighting, they decided to go up to Kristen's room and rest. "You know, I really haven't gotten used to this school yet." As his sister turned to him, she opened up one eye and got up. "Well, you don't exactly have any problem with your black fire. Although you don't really need to be here, I guess it's cool having my big brother around." She smiled and stretched around.

"I did come here for a purpose." Kristen just stayed put and looked over your shoulder. "What do you mean? Tell me, Hakaru." A long uncomfortable silence fell between the two siblings. Then finally, Hakaru spoke up.


"I'm not your brother."


Kristen got back up, the blue streaks in her hair glowing, as well as her eye color changing to a deep and dark blue. "What do you mean?"

Hakaru got up and walked over to Kristen, and took her talisman and his amulet. He put it on top of a dresser. When he got that out of the way, he took out a folded piece of paper. "In fact, I'm not even Hakaru."

The confused girl looked deep into his eyes and took the note. She opened it and read it:

Dearest Kristen,

It has time that I have come clean. By the time you receive this, I will be gone. And I will never come back.


"What does this person mean?" Hakaru just turned away, gazing out the window. "Just read it."

The time to unravel the real truth has come, and it will change everything and anything. How you think, how you act, how you feel, everything.

All those images and memories in your head...they were all a lie. Those are images created in your head, and all those times you remembered from your past, your time at the Tower of Fang, your friends and family, they never existed.

Those flashbacks and memories were all created by Jhey-Li. He is my brother,


Kristen thought for a second. If Jhey-Li is Hakaru's brother, then that means... she read on.

...as well as your brother. Jhey-Li, you, and I were all fragments of people who have existed in this world before. Fragments of their mind, spirit, body and soul.

I don't know who, or what, created us. Neither does Jhey-Li.

The story is long, time is short, and there is much more for you to unravel on your own. Please...don't cry, Dearest. Soon, everything will be revealed. And one day, we shall all be together again.


Kristen was more confused than ever. She didn't know how to act, feel, anything. Just like the letter said...

"Hakaru?" She turned to the window, but saw that he was gone. "Hakaru? Hakaru?!

Is this all he came for? Is this all a lie? She didn't know what to do. She didn't know anything anymore.
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Thursday, July 31st, 2003

Subject:Hakaru and Kristen ATTN Charity and Ciel
Time:3:08 pm.
Mood: embarrassed.
"We should check out and see if there are any cute boys around this school." As soon as Hakaru heard that from across the kitchen, he got up like a spring and grinned. Kristen got up and grabbed his arm. Damn it Hakaru, you're 19! They're probably way younger than you. Don't you even think about it. Hakaru was startled and turned back to look at her. What's wrong with that? They'd have to be at least 16--or, somethin'...

Obviously that stupid ego of yours is getting to you.
WHAT?! That girl said cute boys. I'm cute. This irritated Kristen.
Yeah, sure. You're cute. You're OLDER. Get over yourself.
Excuse me...?

Their telepathic conversation soon turned into a little riot. Hakaru's eyes turned pure black, while Kristen's turned crimson. Sparks of electricity and black fire flew all over the kitchen. But as soon as they charged, they soon noticed that Charity and Ciel were looking straight at them, which got their attention and gave them a "o_O;;..." look on their faces. The electricity and black fire disappeared, while a deep silence stood between the group as they looked at each other, not one saying a word.

Hakaru and Kristen soon laughed nervously, put their hand behind their heads, and smiled. "GOMEN!" And in a split second they ran out of the kitchen and down the hall.
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Saturday, July 26th, 2003

Subject:Kristen/Hakaru -closed-
Time:11:22 pm.
Mood: amused.
A conversation between... )
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Thursday, July 24th, 2003

Subject:No, really...
Time:5:19 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music:The Digimon Frontier Theme Song.
I seriously don't know why I'm putting this here. I guess that shows everyone just how much of a Digimon geek I am:

Di-gi-mon!

Look to the past, as we head for the future to reclaim the digital world!
Faith in ourselves, and trust in each other; we've lived by the lessons we've learned

As we work towards one solution to a spirit evolution

(I am the one, I am the one)

Di-gi-mon! Forever united as one!
Di-gi-mon! Together the battles are won!
Di-gi-mon! Through us let your spirit evolve!
If we work for one world, there's a world for us all!
If we work for one world, there's a world...for us all~...
Di-gi-mon!
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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003

Subject:Kristen ATTN Jamae
Time:8:18 pm.
Mood:alert.
((Sudden turn around of point of view. ^^ Let's see how I do.))

Suddenly, the light of the talisman faded...it had all been revealed. Everything. Hakaru, Jhey-Li, my powers, our past, it was all clear. I then heard someone scream, and not too far away either. I rushed down the hall to track where the scream came from. And when I opened a door I found a waay too familiar face. One that would only make things more confusing.

"Jamae? Jamae, is it really you?" The memories of our friendship came back to me. All the jokes and weirdness we played out back at the Tower. Before Ceremme came and destroyed everything. In my eyes, it all seemed like a dream.

"But how? Why are you here? Why were you screaming? Why--" There were so many questions I wanted to ask her. But I knew that it wasn't the time to do so. I helped her up and grabbed a nearby bottle of water (new and unopened, of course. ^^). "Good lord. Don't scare everyone like that. I get the vibe that some weird things are goin' on, you know. I'm not saying that you're a burden, it's just that you might've had one hell of a nightmare to make you scream like that. Ugh...my ears are still ringing."

((Ookay...I think I'll stick to my usual way of RPing...-_-;;))
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Sunday, July 20th, 2003

Subject:Testing...
Time:6:08 pm.
Mood: mellow.
Music:Die Another Day by Madonna.
yeah. exactly what the subject says. =[
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