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Chuck Comeau

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[04 Sep 2003|04:41pm]
[[OOC: ok unwoven_truth moved over to unlimitedrpg.com... same story line, just different location. my journal is www.unlimitedrpg.com/~comeau_yo. seeee ya! -Alyssa aka chuck-shaped! :)]]
4 proved wrong§One by One

[02 Sep 2003|12:35am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | "chop suey"-system of a down ]

Lena asked me the other day why i loved her and wanted to marry her. So here it is:

Lena is beautiful, caring, loving, sweet, funny, sexy, ect.. and just the bestest person ever. I want to marry her because I love her to death and I know I'll ever find someone like her or more perfect for me in my life. Its just this strong feeling i have.

When I hurt her, it tared me up inside. And when she's feeling bad, or just even a little down, i know it and it hurts me too, like i share the pain. Its a weird connection.

Gah, i can't explain why i love her. I just do and I can't change it and I don't want to. She's mine and I can't even explain how happy I am knowing that she loves me too and wants to spend the rest of her life with me.

I LOVE YOU LENA!!! <3

Anyways, you probably want to know how I perpoused... so here it is.

I told her the night before that I had a surprise for her and she tried really heard to tempt me to tell her but thank god I didn't say because i almost gave in ::laughs::

The next day I looked at rings with Pat... I have no clue why he out of all people wanted to come. He kept on telling "SCREW REAL RINGS! give her one out of a quarter michine or just go for a ring pop!" I tried to explain why I wanted to get a REAL ring but he didn't seem to understand. ::shakes head:: god Pat's a dumbass but i love him <3. Anyways. I picked out the ring I wanted and went to the store and picked up some stuff. I droped Pat off and got home and put some stuff in the back of my car for that night which was a blanket, a letter I wrote (I can't say what it says in it yet, cuz Lena hasn't read it yet :D), and some candles. I went inside the house and had dinner and then told her it was time for her surprise. I blind folded her and led her to the car. I drove to the beach and got my stuff and led her down to a nice spot. It was kinda late and it was a sunset. It was beautiful, it was a soft yellow, blue, and pink. I set all my stuff up and unblind folded her. She was surprised and happy. We went in the water for a bit. Then we sat together and cuddled. then I asked her. I was so scared. I didn't know what she would say, but she said yes. We hugged and both cried out of happyness for a bit and just sat together until it got dark. ::Smiles::

I cut out a lot of stuff cuz i got to lazy to type it all... But if your lucky, Lena will fill then in, in her next update.

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[31 Aug 2003|09:57pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

If you didn't see what I put in Unwoven truth here it is:

Comeau Yo: ::he slowly truns around, you can tell he's really nervous:: Ok, I'm about to ask you something and it can change your life, and mine. ::looks into your eyes and a tear rolls down his cheek:: if you say no.. i understand..but ::pauses:: will you marry me? ::pulls out a really expensive ring::

PreciousPain009: -looks at you, as tears roll down her cheeks- of course..-chokes back tears- yes...I will

HEHE I'm so fucking happy ::smiles::

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[31 Aug 2003|03:22pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | "over come"-Good charlotte ]

I don't think I really relized how much Lena loves until last night. We had a small fight and I was about to leave. When I was about to, she stoped me. I have no clue how because i was pretty sure i was gonna leave right then and there. But just the way so looked at me and talked to me I could just tell how much i ment to her. I love her so much and the only reason that I had for leaving her was hurting her. I'm sorry that I have in the past, Lena.

I planed a suprise for her tonight and i'm not telling ANYONE thats why its called a surprise! ::laughs:: i can't wait ::smiles::

Well, I better get some stuff done until to night... so see ya!!!!!!!!

-*§Chuck§*-

One by One

[29 Aug 2003|09:57am]
HEY EVERY ONE. I'M REALLY HYPER. BEWARE.

HAPPY BIRF-DAY DAHHHVEEEED!!!!!!!!!

ME AND PIERRE GOT YOU SOME STUFF...

From me:
DAVEY'S CAR
A car fo' you cuz I love you so much <3333

And if you look in the trunk Pierre gave you this:
DAVEY'S NEW GUTIAR This is for you when you are just playing by yourself and wanna do more then Bass. :D

HAVE A KICKASS BIRF-DAY!

Love you lots Davey and have a wounderful day <3,

-*§Chuck§*-
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[28 Aug 2003|10:30am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | "deny"-Default ]

hi! Woo I'm bored. I made a new layout and in the top left it says "GOLBAL_HEAD" I know I need to fix that. It pisses me off. Hopefully I'll get rid of it soon, as in today... I'm gonna make some icons today and if i make too many I'll post them and you guys tell which ones to keep.

Our show we had on Tuesday was great! We all were energized and put lots of effert into cuz we were all rested. Lena came and watched and she seemed to have a really good time.

I can't wait for our next tour. I didn't relize how much I love being on the road and playing every night until now. Its hard and triering, but I love it to death. Its the best career in the world, but only if you like it and work at it. I'm really lucky to have some of my best friends in my band. Not very many bands make it that are made up of close friends. We'll, we're not really friends, more like family. I count them as family anyway. :)

Jeff... I love him to death <3 we get closer everyday I talk to him. Jeff, if you EVER need ANYTHING always remenber that I'm here for you and I always will be.

Oh I was watching TV this morning and sesame street came on... I watched a little and it came to Ernie in a bathtub. AND YES, THEY SANG THE RUBBER DUCKY SONG. I laughed my ass off and could barely breath for part of it. It was great. That song will never be the same and the only other person who knows what I mean is Pierre... ::laughs:: "when I squeeze you, you make noise!"

ONE LAST THING...
Lena is the best! <3 shes everything I could ever ask for. :D

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[26 Aug 2003|11:45am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | "stupid girl"-cold ]

::smiles, turns on computer and looks at pictures on the background of computer which is pics of his band and Lena.::

I went to Canada for a day and came back to Cali. It was really nice getting to see everyone back home. After I got back to cali all i did was relax and go swiming with Lena. She is so beautiful ::smiles:: We, Simple plan, have a show tonight... I think its free too. I'm not sure though. Its in NY. Come and see us if you can. I promise you'll like us. Our shows are awesome!

There is nothing to update on. :[

-*§Charles-Andrè§*-

One by One

[25 Aug 2003|11:56am]
hey, its Chuck.

Lena left to New York a yesterday. I drove her to the airport and as soon as she got on the plane she callled me. :D She missed me, well I missed her too. Ah her house isn't the same when shes gone. It feels really empty. But yesterday evening, I flew back to Canada to see my parents, Jeffy, Seb and David, and Patrick. Patrick picked me up and when he saw me he came runing up and licked my cheek. I was scared, and happy. Pat has problems expressing how he feels.Oh well I love him. He is the bestest!!!!!!!!!! <333333333

Anyways, Pat drove (yes i know its amazing he's a good driver!!!!!!!) to my parents house and he visted for a little while and my mom made him cookies. My mom treats Pat like her own kid... she might adopt him... I don't want Pat as my brother... scary thoughts...

My parents are all nice to me now. yay! I told them I have a girlfriend and they got really happy. Well the first thing my mom said "you mean a boyfriend, right?" and I said no and she was all happy. She wants to meet her but I told her she was gone and she was said but i said I'd bring her to meet them as soon as possible.

David and Seb are awesome! I love there pool... I think Pat peed in it though when he went swimming yesterday though...
One by One

[22 Aug 2003|10:55pm]
[ mood | loved ]

::happily sighs, and turns on computer. Thinks about what to update about, and then gets a idea and thinks about how he'll write it::

Ok, I've been really happy lately, well today was the happiest I've been in a REALLY long time. I'll explain...

After me and Pierre got divorced I moved into Lena's house. We got to know eachother alot better then before. She was sad and Jere NEVER came around, not even to vist her when she was in the hospital. Things happend and me and Lena just came together. Lena is mine now... Don't touch! ::laughs::

Lena is the sweetest, most caring, loving, sexiest ...Pierre you're hot too ::laughs::, and bestest person ever. Everytime I see her it puts a big smile on my face. I love her with everything I have, want, and can humanly possibly give. Just being around her makes me all happy, or just thinking of her. I've never been this in-love. I still can't figure out why she chose me over every other person she could have. Ah hell I suck at words... you know what I'm trying to get at. Simply said, I love Lena with all my heart, always and forever <333333333

-*§Chuck§*-

One by One

[21 Aug 2003|03:22pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | "Its over" -Mest ]

hey everyone!

me and Pierre decided that we're going to be having "pierre and Chuck's questions you don't really have a answer to" question every week or so. you comment on who's ever journal its on. This week it was on pierre's and the question is "why is pierre so fucking hot!?" haha I think amy had the best answer.

so what else. Oh yes I'm back in the US now, and I'm staying with Lena again :D. My parents have been really supportive of me lately, I'm glad I got things fixed with them.

NEVER EVER LET ME LOOK AT THE PICTURE OF PIERRE'S ASS AGAIN... I GOT SCARY.

umm i think thats all for now!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE EVERYONE.. EVEN PATRICK... AND HE NEEDS TO COME AROUND I MISS MY PATTY-CAKE!!!!!!!!!

-*§Chuck§*-

One by One

[19 Aug 2003|11:25pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Who will your ex-husband be? by Bert
Name
Ex-HusbandPierre Bouvier
Date MarriedNovember 1, 2008
Date DivorcedNovember 9, 2044
Reason for DivorceHe is gay
Amount of Alimony$861,763
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


Pierre? GAY?! I would have never guessed!!!! thats why we got divorced!!!!!!!? ::cracks up:: I HATE YOU... YOUR GAY HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?! Jeez people are messed ::shakes head and then dies of laughing::

Who will your ex-husband be? by Bert
Name
Ex-HusbandPierre Bouvier
Date MarriedDecember 21, 2008
Date DivorcedOctober 17, 2048
Reason for DivorceYou're a slut
Amount of Alimony$203,968
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


SEB A SLUT?!

Who will your ex-husband be? by Bert
Name
Ex-HusbandChuck Comeau
Date MarriedJune 21, 2015
Date DivorcedMay 22, 2046
Reason for DivorceYou were in a porno
Amount of Alimony$731,160
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


::points to David:: PORN STAR! ::cracks up again::

those were the only funny ones... well, i found them funny at least!

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[19 Aug 2003|12:03am]
[ mood | dorky ]

Hey its as always, Chuck.

Here's what happend with me and my parents:

OK I got to the house and knocked on the door, my mom answered and they were just getting ready for dinner. She hugged me and said she was sorry and asked if Pierre and I were still together. I just sighed and simply said no. She seemed disappointed. My dad hadn't got home yet so we sat down and talked. I guess my dad made a big deal over my life before I came the first time and he was worried about a bunch of things so he was already pissed. My mom told me that she really liked pierre, and still does.

Then my dad came home. He asked where pierre was and seemed disappointed to find that he wasn't there and we broke up. I asked why they both suddenly changed there minds and they said they finally read the lyrics to my band's songs. They some how found out that me and pierre wrote "perfect" and they felt bad. Especially my dad.

We got to talking about whats gonna happen next in my life. My mom started talking about me having kids and her having "wounderful grandchilderen" runing around. That just freaked me out... Me, Chuck, a dad???!!!!!!!!!! Oh well... I probably should shut up... it might happen. lol

I am soooooooooo happy they except me again ::smiles:: my life is slowly getting better again. :)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Seb and Dave are such a cute couple. There's no way you couldn't think that they aren't a good couple. They're the kind of couple that you just know was ment to be.

FILL THIS OUT AND I LOVE YOU FOREVER... But if your Pierre...I'LL HEART YOU FOREVER!:

[1] when and how did we meet:
[2] what did you first notice about me:
[3] what do you like most about me:
[4] are we friends:
[5] have you ever seen me with my shirt off (its hot if you haven't :x):
[6] have you ever seen me cry:
[7] describe me in four adjectives:
[8] if we could spend a day together what would we do:
[9] have we ever gotten in a fight:
[10] if you could give me a present what would it be:
[11] would you hug me:
[12] what do you really think of me:
[13] have we ever kissed:
[14] has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
[15] wanna makeout:
[16] is there anything you dont like about me:
[17] what makes you think of me:
[18] am I a good/do you think i'd be a good friend:
[19] am i nice to you:
[20] would you ever go out with me on a date:

thats it...

-*§Chuck§*-

4 proved wrong§One by One

[18 Aug 2003|09:24am]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | "Drawing Board"-Mest ]

Hey everyone. I just got to Montrèal and I'm gonna be staying with David and Sebastien in their new house. Tonight I'm going to my parents for Dinner wich will be kinda weird ::sighs:: I just hope it goes well. And if it doesn't, I just give up and they'll just have to live with the fact that I'm their son.

Lena is in the hospital again. I'm glad she got help because I was worried but I know she hates being there. When I walked into the room she was in, before I left to Canada, She saw me and yelled "CHUCK" and had a huge smile on her face. I haven't had some one that happy to see me in a long time!!!

Anyways the flight was loooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg. I guess it was just cuz I was so excited to see Dave and Seb. I miss them so much when we're not on tour. They're my family! <33333333

Seb and Dave have a awesome house! Its really big and nice and quite. Very relaxing. Theres a really awesome house for sale right down the road but I dunno if I wanna live in the states or Canada. There's ups and downs for both places. And if i go to the states, I won't be with my band. Well only Pierre but, I'll miss the rest. But I'll have friends. Ah I'll think about that later :P.

I was thinking and I think I'm finally getting my life figured out. I've been really confused but I'm not nearly as confused as i was a week ago. I feel so much better. The only thing left that I need to know to be totally relaxed after I talk to my parents is what Pierre is gonna do. Even if he goes back to being with christina or being single again I'll still be thankful that he figured out what he wants. Its weird, hes one of the only people besides my parents that makes me really worried when somethings wrong. It eats me up inside, it may not look like it but it really does.

I really wish Pierre would stop with the weed. ::sighs:: but its not my life and I have no control over it.

3 proved wrong§One by One

[17 Aug 2003|03:05pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | "welcome to paradise" -Green Day ]

I've been too much of a spectator of my life lately. Its time I get up off my ass and do something. In other words, clean my life up.

I'm gonna fly back to my parents and talk to them again, I think I know how to get them back into my life as a positive thing again.

No more drinking for me.

I'm gonna give some druming lessons just cuz I think it'd be fun. Not biggeners though, semi-exprienced.

Patrick has gone on a barbie obsession and I mailed him some barbies just cuz I was feeling nice :D.

After I get all this shit fixed I wanna start out fresh. Put every thing thats happend in the past away and only remenber the happy times. Get my life back on track and be my old self but not as up-tight.

Pierre, you've taught me to lighten up and not worry so much. Thank you. It means a lot to me.

eh
sry I couldn't help myself... I LOVE PICTURES!!!!!!!!!

so, Life sucks, get over it and move on.

see you guys,

-*§Chuckles§*-

One by One

[17 Aug 2003|09:31am]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | "2000 miles"-mest ]

S'up? Nothing really new with me, just last night I suddenly (have no clue why) had I new outlook on my life...

TO be honost I got drunk last night because I wanted everything to just go away. I was so confused, but i don't regert anything I did last night because in the end everything that I fucked up became fine again, well better then it was before. Well, not everything but most of everything. I relized my life isn't so bad after all.

Pierre feels bad cuz he thinks everythings his fault. Its not. Pierre, your still my best friend and nothings ever gonna change that. I don't have the heart to get mad at you, we've been friends for almost 11 years and I'm not about to lose you. your stuck with me for life :P. Deal with it ::smiles:: j/k Pierre, I heart you.

Lena, I can never pay you back on how much you've helped me through life. You put up with my whinieing and bitching... you deserve a award or something!!!!!!!!!!!
"award of putting up with depressed chuck". ::smiles:: I love you Lena. your a kick ass friend.

Thanx to everyone else too. Thanx for just being my friend. If anyone needs anything from me or needs some one to talk to just IM me at comeau yo.

Me!!!!!!!!
meeeeeeeeeeeee
Me and Pierre
Here I'm getting Pierre back for making me drink... thats a old pic ::shrugs:: oh well

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[16 Aug 2003|10:16am]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | "My dream and I"-Reset..my old band, I know Thats pretty sad ]

hey everyone!

I'm at the airport with Lena waiting. I thought I'd update.

This morning I woke up got packed and then walked out of my room and started to walk out finding Pierre sitting down with his parents. I didn't want to interupt so I walked back to my room and waited for about a half hour and came back out to find only Mrs. Bouvier sitting down by the table. She looked up from her book and said, "good morning... Pierre left this morning and I dunno where he went to or how long untell he gets back. I'm sorry for the stupid things he's done in the past to you." I replied with "its fine I understand why he left. Don't worry about him, he'll come back."

So anyways after Lena woke up and got ready Mrs.Bouvier took us out for breakfast. Then she took us to the airport and on the way when Lena fell asleep, she said "even though you guys are divorced, i'm still gonna think of you as my son ok, chuck?" I just smiled and said that was fine. the bouviers are awesome. enough said.

I want to buy a house soon. Its making me crazy! don't get me wrong, I love living with Lena I just need to buy a house. :/.

Lena is still sick but she is getting better everyday. I love you, Lena! :D

-*§Chuck§*-

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[15 Aug 2003|10:55pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | "my immortal"-evanescence ]

I took out a bunch of questions cuz they were pointless, pissed me off, or made no sense... heres the remainder...


0. What is your full name?Why are we starting with Zero? my name is Charles-Andrè Comeau and I have no clue why
1. Nicknames? Chucky, chuckles, chuckster, Chewy (made by pat...)
2. B-day? 9/17/79
3. Age? 23
4. Sex: Yes .. erm male
5. Who have you talked to today? Lena, Mrs.Bouvier, Pierre, Christina, David, Jeff, Sebby, Mr.Bouvier, my mom a little...
6. Where do u live? Montrèal
7. What high school did you attend? Collège Beaubois
8. Siblings? 1 bro
9. Pets? None... wait does Patrick count?
10. Zodiac sign? ahhh... I forget what I am :D

11. Righty or lefty? Right-EEEEEEEE
**********YOUR LOOKS**********
12. Hair color: Brown
13. Eye color: green and brown mixed
14. Height: 5 ft something
15. Do you wear contacts or glasses? both... glasses at night
16. Do you have any piercings? nope
19. If so, what and where?
20. Do you wear any rings? nope
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? Nope.. I like what I like
22. How are you today? shitty
23. What pants are you wearing right now? A pair of tan Dickies shorts that go past my knees
24. What shirt are you wearing right now?: my white role model one
25. What does ur hair look like at the moment? its spiked up
26. What song are u listening to right now? "Anticipation"-Chevelle
27. What was the last thing u ate? Honey Bunches of Oats
28. How is the weather right now? sorta cloudy
29. Last person u talked to on the phone? Seb
30. Last dream you can remember? god, umm I really don't know
31. Who are you talking to now? Jeff
32. What time is it? 11:20 pm

**********MORE ABOUT YOU!**********
33. what are the last four digits of ur phone number?: 1983
34. If you were a crayon, what color would u be? Blue
35. Have you ever almost died? nope
36. Do u like the person who sent u this? yes
37. How do u eat an Oreo? Insert in mouth, press down teeth, chew, repeat, swallow
38. What makes you happy? playing at shows and hanging with friends
39. What's the next CD that ur gonna buy? not sure
40. What do you do in your spare time? stuff
41. What's the best advice ever given to u? live life to the extreme, you only live life once and it doesn't matter what other people think, its your life not thiers
42. Have you ever won any special award? ummm just stuff for my band
43. What are ur future goals? to get marreid again and live a long and happy life
44. Do you like to dance? Who doesn't?
45. Worst sickness you have ever had? namonia
46. What's the stupidest thing u have ever done? I dunno
47. What's your favorite memory? one I don't wanna say, and the other is the day I got married
48. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? the fact that I can be so blind when something happens and it obvious that its coming
50. How many kids do u want to have?: 2 or 3
51. Son's names?: I don't know
52. Daughter's names?: ^
53. Do you do drugs?: nope
54. Do you drink?: sometimes
55: What kind of shampoo do you use?: shampoo
56. What sport do you hate the most?: football
57. What are you most scared of?: never falling in love again and losing friends
58. How many t.v's do you have in your house?: I don't have a house I live with Lena right now
59. Do you have your own?: nope
60. Do you have your own phone line?: a cell phone if that counts
61. do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: nope
62. Have you ever broken, fractured, or sprained something?:nope
63. Who do you dream about?: my friends
64. who do u tell your dreams to?: my friends
65. Who is the loudest friend u have?: Pierre by far!
66. Who is the quietest friend you have?: dunno
67. Is cheerleading a sport?: no
68. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? It was on the news... 1562
69. whut came first the chicken or the egg?: i have no clue

**********YOU AND LOVE**********
70. Do you believe in love?: yes
72. Do you have crush on someone? Yep
73. Who is your crush?: IM NOT TELLING! HAHA!
74. Did you send this to your crush? nope
75. Do you ever want to get married? ya
76. where do you want to go on your honeymoon? doesn't matter
77.What song do you want played at your wedding? "My Immortal"-Evanescence.
78. What is the first thing you notice about the oppisite sex?: eyes
79. Are u too shy to ask someone out: Nope
80. Who do you wanna spend the rest of your life with? I don't know

~*~WHICH IS WORSE~*~
84. making out with Jennifer Lopez or Brittany Spears? YUCKY!
85. Whats worse having your tonsils or appendix removed? appendix
86. boxers or breifs: boxers
~~~~~~~~~~HAVE YOU EVER~~~~~~~~~~
178. Loved someone so much it makes you cry?: yes
179. Drank? Yep
180. Ever gotten dumped? yep
181. Broken the law? not yet
182. Ran from the cops?: Not yet
183. Stole something?: naw
184. Tried to kill urself?: nope
185. Made your self throw up?:nope
186. Been in love? yes, very
187. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? when I was little yes

********ONE FINAL NOTE***********
189. How many people are you sending this too? 1 and im putting it in my journal

so yes, now you know way to much about me. :)

One by One

[15 Aug 2003|03:32pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

hey everyone... Pierre and me are divorced. he signed it this morning.

I'm going back to lena's house tonight. so yeah. kill me now.

xbeautifulxtinax: maybe i should just go away
xbeautifulxtinax: get out of his life
Comeau Yo: I want to do the same right now but we can't
Comeau Yo: you can have him
xbeautifulxtinax: no no...you are with him all the time, you guys should work out your differences and get back together, after all...*looks down* you are married
Comeau Yo: naw we're not anymore
xbeautifulxtinax: oh

I just hope it doesn't affect the band.

pierre-
::sits closely to the ground and fights back tears looking down:: I'm sorry if i hurt you. Please forgive me. I still want to be friends. ::gets up and walks away slowly not looking back::

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[14 Aug 2003|04:44pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | "motivation"- sum 41 ]

I know I already updated today but what the hell... :D I'm really happy right now... ME AND PIERRE ARE GETTING THE DIVORCE.... CANCELED!

::smiles and dances around room:: PIERRE I LOVE YOU AND I WANNA FUCK YOU RIGHT NOW JHKJHSFKJHKSJHFKHFSHK ;X.

Moving on......... lets see. Oh me, pierre, and Lena are gonna go out and show Lena around, go out for shushi, go to the bar, and last but not least... TP MY PARENTS HOUSE!! MWHAHA

dfhaodshtdhtuy IM HAPPY

-*§Chuck§*-

4 proved wrong§One by One

[14 Aug 2003|10:39am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | "fuct up kid"-Mest ]

GOD DAMNIT! God heres what happend starting with last night~

The good part: I was bout to go to bed when my phone rang, it was Lena and she wasn't doing good at all. She was coughing up blood... So I said that I could maybe come home tonight and she missed me so much she had a friend of hers that owns a plane fly her up here in the middle of the night. When she got here we both were really happy to see eachother, I love Lena :D. anyways we got to pierre's just fine and everyone was asleep so I let her sleep in Pierre's brother's room cuz he doesn't live at home anymore. This morning I woke up before Lena and walked into Pierre's room to find him geling his hair. I talk to him a bit about what we're gonna talk to my parents and stuff and I told him Lena was there. Anyways I woke Lena up and walked into the kitchen to find Mrs.Bouvier had just made her super-duper yummy waffles!!!!!!!!!! they were really good. We all talked and spent time with Pierre's family and Lena got to know them. I love the Bouviers!!!!!!!!!

the bad part:Me and Pierre arrived at my parents to find my brother greeting us at the door, we walked in and my mom said, "Chuck! I've missed" and ran up and hugged me, then she saw Pierre and said "you brought him? I thought you were coming alone..." and my dad said "hey son, hello Pierre" is a mad voice...

At this point I was kinda scared so I walked closely to Pierre. We sat down at the table and me and pierre sat next to each other and I moved my chair close to Pierre's and sat down and they looked funny at me. I said basicly what I put in my last entry and Pierre added some stuff.

My mom started crying and she said "we just had so many good intentions for you, chuck. I feel like I messed up and let your life become what its is now." Pierre said "we are both really happy with our lives. I love your son, a lot. I feel bad knowing that I've hurt him and I'm sorry if i hurt you" then my dad said "Bouvier, keep your mouth shut. I knew you're trouble from the start. you got him into this band shit and then made him gay so you just keep you mouth shut. your just lucky chuck is here." at that point thier was tears running down my face.

then I said, "stop blaming it on Pierre. he did nothing, he came here to help me cuz I was scared. He wanted to come. Thats really brave. How many people in this sitution would do that? see he loves me. I know he would never hurt me on purpose. I'm sorry. I really am. and I did my part so now all that needs to happen is for you guys to accept me for who I am."

we left after that I got into the car and just started crying and Pierre hugged me and told me i'll be ok and clamed me down.

So yes, my parents hate me. I still have pierre, the rest of my band, and Lena. Thats my family, all I need.

-*§Chuck§*-

6 proved wrong§One by One

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