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[02 Aug 2003|08:56pm]
[ mood | happy and sad ]

Eventful day.

I got a new rat... she's chicken colored. Her name is Luna.

Mum got a new bird, a cockatoo. Her name is Poppet.

And Mia died... she's in the freezer now. ;.;

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[02 Aug 2003|04:16pm]
Rest In Peace
Mia Dawn Smith
December 2001 - August 2, 2003

You will live forever in our hearts.

[01 Aug 2003|11:00pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

right now my baby rat is dying. she's slowly losing her little mind, and seeing and feeling things that aren't happening. she's having trouble breathing and can't move herself.

right now my baby rat is dying... i love her so much. this cant happen... why is this happening?

im trying to cry but i havent got any more tears

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[01 Aug 2003|02:54pm]
Really done nothing today, so took some pictures of my new clothes.

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[31 Jul 2003|07:33pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Very happy. Got three pairs of jeans, some lip gloss, and some perfume. Happy like a duckling.

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[31 Jul 2003|05:00pm]
[ mood | worried ]

My daddy might get a job in Iraq. You know, rebuilding the country. If he took it, we'd be rich. But we'd only see him for 2 weeks every 3 months... for 2 years. I'm not sure how I feel about it. He'd be able to retire and pay all our bills, but we'd be on our own and I'd have to do a lot more around the house, with mom getting a job and all.

Iraq... Dad... rich? I don't know... :/

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[30 Jul 2003|09:52pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I got lots of stuff.

Earrings. :D

I got a weezer shirt, a nirvana shirt, a pink faerie shirt, a legolas shirt, a plaid miniskirt, some fishnets, a rubber duckie thong, a rubber duckie boys cut panties, some string bikini panties, and two bras (one flourescent, one black).

I am a happy little duckling. :D Going for pants tomorrow.

Oh yes, two skater guys (I am refraining from saying 'boiz') checked me out. Rawr. One was quite hot, the one who said 'Heeey.'

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[29 Jul 2003|10:02pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

I got my contacts back in (Yay!)

We got the money check (Yay!)

Mum is safe and good (Yay!)

And I guess everything's okay. School shopping tomorrow (Yay!).

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[29 Jul 2003|06:02pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Sum 41 : Hellsong ]

School List )
Hmm. I think that's it.

Anyway, Jennie left. I dunno if I'm happy or sad.

Mum is fine, she should be home soon.

Today was pretty uneventful.

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[29 Jul 2003|02:11pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Made a list of body mod I want.

  1. 3 earrings per lobe

  2. 2 left cartilage

  3. 3 right cartilage

  4. 1 Left Tragus

  5. 2 Navel

  6. 1 Tongue

  7. 1 Eyebrow

  8. 1 Tattoo, back

  9. 1 Tattoo, arm

That should do it.

Dad said if I work out, I can get my navel pierced. Whoo hoo. :)
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[29 Jul 2003|04:25am]
[ mood | pensive ]

Jennie goes home today. I'm not sure how I feel about that.

Mum is having heart surgery in a few hours. SHe should be waking up soon.

Dad is going on strike.

Man this sucks. :(

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[28 Jul 2003|04:18pm]
[ mood | horrid ]
[ music | One is the Loneliest Number : Three Dog Night ]

Usually, rain would make me feel better.

Feeling very useless, unattractive, sad, hopeless, worried, angry, hungry, unloved, lonely, grey, rejected, and blank.

I made a new layout.

Why I feel this way )

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[27 Jul 2003|10:22pm]
[ mood | Grr ]
[ music | Hellsong : Sum 41 ]

Wow, I wish one of my emails would work.

And I wish my server would work.

And I wish that every sexy man that I lay eyes on would stop being gay.

I never thought I'd say this; but I never want to see an attractive gay man again unless I am not attracted to them.

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[27 Jul 2003|09:12pm]
[ mood | horrible ]
[ music | White Stripes : 7NA, Sum 41 : ITD ]

Kind of upset. Or really upset.

Right now, a man whose hair I would put in a shrine worthy of Greek gods is performing in a concert a mere mile from my very house and I am not there.

My website will not work for me, though apparently to everyone else it is fine. This is a problem.

A man who could have been my future husband is gay.

What is the point?

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[27 Jul 2003|05:55pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Blurty. Yay! :)

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