Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
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10:36 pm
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Monday, April 19th, 2004
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5:08 pm - hmm
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-you held the world in your arms tonite-
current mood:  artistic
current music: idewild
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3:04 pm
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today i went to school for 3 periods. then left for harry hazels funeral. it was sad . just to think how im gona miss him and stuff. even tho i havent really talked to him in about a year that much , its weird. i think its the fact that hes gone that gets to me. a while ago when i went to church he was there. and now hes gone ? sad... i hope i didnt miss much in school. i talked to nick and ashley during the funeral today . i didnt talk to shelby much . i was so happy . i realized how much i miss them and when we had our old church cause we'd always be together. good times.. this day has been kinda crappy..
i needed to carry jimmy with me today to keep me happy during school .. lol mar
[hes waiting for you in my locker when ya need him tho]
spitalfield in 41 days . i hope we do end up goin to that. it would be fun
current mood:  discontent
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Sunday, April 18th, 2004
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10:07 pm
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so today was okay.. the thunderstorm was crazy.. like a mini tornado . after that happened i slept til 230 .and woke up got in the shower , got ready and totally finished my room, unhemmed my pants. and then got ready for the wake. i didnt think i would cry . but when i got there i did . and i duno . people dying .. i cant deal with it really all that good. and tommorow is the funeral . im wondering how thats gona go . im stayin in school only til 1045. ugh. on another topic.. im getting over him really good actually llol. and im happy cause i cant like him forever. just one thing is ...now who is there to like ? . it kinda sucks when theres no one to like . well i do like this one person . but i cant like him so .. thats bad . *jimmy* is mine and marisas. lol . his pic is goin in my locker tomorow <33.
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there tito... . i wrote about you lol .
current mood: sad
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2:30 am
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today i went to kleinhans for my brothers piano thing. the BPO was okay.. kinda boring and the oprah part made me want to blow my ears off my head. but other than that it was fun . the violins were the best. its confusing how people can play them cause they seem so hard.. jimi , you should def. do that guitar thing you were talkin about.. this vaca went by madd fast. too fast id have to say. umm . spitalfield ..cant wait. same with warped tour and hoobastank & lost prophets. exciting stuff... i should get to bed since ive been staying up late every nite. but one more nite isnt gona kill me . especialy since this is the last nite of break .. ::cries:: . o well . uhm . nothin much to say besides adios.
current mood:  bored
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Saturday, April 17th, 2004
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3:52 pm - yes... this is what happens when someone gets bored..they adopt a weird specimen..
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Friday, April 16th, 2004
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1:54 pm - spitalfield
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i hope that you never relieve that something tells me trouble always gives you a hand . . .
"i beleive that you just have to play your cards at a certain period in time and make decisions about how you're going to continue on"- chad michael murray
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1:23 pm
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so yeah. secret window is the best movie of all time.
everyone should go see it at the cheap theatre. and if you need a person to take with you..
im up for grabs =)
current mood: interested
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Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
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12:03 am
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Sunday, April 11th, 2004
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10:36 pm
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easter today . i hope everyone had fun
i know i did
tomorow = tami and ashley lol
i miss them and cant wait !
[tito , i hope things get better for ya .. but remeber if you do things for everyone else but you ..you'll never please yourself]
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Saturday, April 10th, 2004
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11:17 pm - sorry for the complaints.
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why am i so caught up on him ? i cant move on or anything . i need someone to sweep me off my feet cause i cant take this anymore lol . me and poor julie . ugh .i hate stupid *crushes*..if thats even the word. okay . maybe i dont need a boyfriend. maybe i dont need someone to like . but one thing i do need is to get over him .. cause theres no possible way he could ever become a good boyfriend anyways and i know why hes not . but blagh. maybe if i wasnt so shy around him ? im sick of these questions too lol . i wish they could all be answered. but they cant. so maybe its not time ? but a year and a half should be enough time. it should. but who knows...
*is there any prince charmings available in niagara falls? _
current mood:  blah
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Friday, April 9th, 2004
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12:45 pm
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Im TWISTED cuz one side of me is tellin me that i need to move on,
slept @ julies last nite
haha .
i miss him =(
highlights=1 day
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Thursday, April 8th, 2004
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7:32 pm
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@ julies house rite now. i havent been here in forever. highlights = 2 days.
current mood: listless
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5:25 pm
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| current clothing: | hoody, light jeans | | current mood: | tired | | current taste: | crest white strips | | current hair: | sloppy bun | | current annoyance: | only 15 more minutes | | current smell: | froot loops | | current thing you ought to be doing: | packing for jews | | current jewelry: | none | | current book: | dawn of the vampire | | current refreshment: | water | | current worry: | highlights? | | current crush: | hm | | current favorite celebrity: | no clue | | current longing: | a boyfriend..maybe | | current music: | julie singing | | current wish: | that i got 20 pounds skinnier | | current lyric in your head: | tbs | | current makeup (if you're a girl!): | mascara coverup lipgloss | | current undergarments: | none ;) . jk . thong and bra | | current regret: | um? | | current desktop picture: | rapid city riot | | current plans for tonight/weekend: | julies house! | | current cuss word du jour: | shit | | current disappointment: | none | | current amusement: | my nails | | current IM/person you're talking to: | andy | | current love: | chocholate | | current obsession: | yellowcard | | current avoidance: | him | | current thing or things on your wall: | many many picutures. and gum | | current favorite book: | stranger with my face | | current favorite movie: | donnie darko ? |
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Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
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10:31 pm
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put an x next to the things you have done.
(x) been drunk. (x) smoked pot.(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex. (x) kissed a member of the same sex. ( ) crashed a friend's car. ( ) been to japan. (x ) rode in a taxi. ( ) had anal sex. ( ) been in love. ( ) had sex. ( ) had sex in public. (x) been dumped. (x) shoplifted. ( ) been fired. ( ) been in a fist fight. ( ) had a threesome. ( ) snuck out of my parent's house. ( ) been tied up. (sexually) (X ) pissed xon myself.( ) had sex with a member of the same sex. ( ) been arrested. (x) made out with a stranger. ( ) did other sexual acts with a stanger ( ) stole something from my job. ( ) celebrated new years in time square. (x) went on a blind date. (x) lied to a friend. (x) had a crush on a teacher. ( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. ( ) been to europe. (x) skipped school. ( ) slept with a co-worker. ( ) cut myself on purpose. ( ) had sex at the office. ( ) been married. ( ) been divorced ( ) had children.
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12:58 pm
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Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
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9:04 pm
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i guess i'll just suck it up
i just wont talk to you cause you'll just piss me off.
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2:14 pm
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1:46 pm
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-if i could find you now, things would get better-
last nite was fun . paul & randy are really nice. and incredible crazy lol
me and andrea and nikki like had stupid little argumetns all nite long. its funny
i have to babysit in about 2 hours. not fun..
HOOBastank and loSt prophets ! -17 days !
current mood:  chipper
current music: yellowcard
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Monday, April 5th, 2004
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1:45 pm
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