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I move out of my crappy apartment in June! Only 2 weeks of school left! I'm finally going to pass a semester.....maybe! My flavor is Mint Chocolate Chip! ...........and thats about it. |
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crazy| what the hell am I doing here | ||||
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cynical| Essay #2 | ||||
| 06:07pm 02/03/2006 | ||||
It’s an ordinary day outside on good old Division Street. The older woman with Alzheimer’s next door is walking aimlessly up and down the street. The local bum is sifting through the trash left out for the garbage man to take away later today. Across the street a couple of punk kids nervously sneak into the drug house to pick up their monthly stash, which they will sell later on to the miserable kids in their high schools. We sit on the porch in silence, waiting for the other one to speak but neither of us says a word. 1:30 am, Mik runs down the stairs and out the front door, completely shoeless, after taking a few too many pills. He runs down Division Street at full speed, not quite sure where he is actually going. Hank runs after him, screaming for the lanky bastard to come back. Meanwhile, Shannon and I are on the front porch laughing until our stomachs hurt. In what felt like minutes later, I wake up to a shrill ringing. Listening in closer, I realize it’s the phone ringing. Stumbling over Sean, who’s sprawled out on the floor in women’s clothing, I pick it up and sure enough it’s my mother calling. Everything is fine I tell her, we just had a quiet night watching movies, and yes I am doing well in school. I have to go so I can get ready for work I say; it’s painful to lie to my mother but I don’t know what else I can do. I hang up the phone and jump in the shower to get ready for work, dreading what tonight will bring. We’re all just trying to patch up that empty hole in our lives, to fill the void. But maybe we set out to find what’s missing just a little too soon and we don’t realize that what we’re looking for is the same thing we’re running away from. |
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contemplative| 10:59am 28/02/2006 | ||||
The phantom was gorgeous, nice ass too. Bought the movie RENT and have now successfully watched it 5 times. I really want to see it live. We leave for Florida in 2 weeks. I just really want to leave this cold. |
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excited| Green Again | ||||
| 08:32am 09/02/2006 | ||||
I'm going to Florida in March, JUST TO VISIT. I won't be making any sudden decisions to live there again like I did last time. I'm getting a little overwhelmed working full time and going to school full time, but the classes are pretty easy so I don't think I'll have too much of a problem....hopefully. I had to wrote a descriptive essay in my english class so I decided to write it on getting high. Here's a piece: <<<<< “Dude, you would look so much hotter as a cross dressing bunny,” I blurted out abruptly before positioning the glass pipe to my mouth, dry as cotton, trying to steady myself for yet another abrasive draught of pungent smoke. I took the bowl to my lips and sparked the stale buds with the butane lighter. After handing the bowl over to my newfound friend Sean, whom I had met earlier that afternoon, I gradually exhaled, and let the ethereal feeling sink in. >>>>> Memoirs of a Geisha was just awesome. Definitely a buy when it comes out on video. |
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bored| I hate doctors. | ||||
| 10:50am 24/01/2006 | ||||
I want to go back one year. Would you come if I left? I still can't breathe. |
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gloomy| Bumper Sticker of the Day: | ||||
| 11:06am 10/11/2005 | ||||
NEVER Shake a Baby |
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| 02:28pm 02/11/2005 | ||||
If it's not, then it's not the end. |
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busy| Whoot | ||||
| 03:45pm 21/10/2005 | ||||
Yes he only has one. I like the rain. It's very cleansing. I wish it would rain again |
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calm| 02:54pm 29/09/2005 | ||||
One I'm scared of the most Can you scare me up a little bit of love? I'm the only one that sees you, And I can't do much to please you And it's not yet time to meet the lord above The first moment that I met her I did not expect a specter When I shook her hand I really shook a glove She looked into me so sweetly And we left the room discreetly No one else could know the secret of our love Every morning I awoke And I see my little ghost Wond'rin' if it's really her that's lying there I lean to touch her and I whisper But not brave enough to kiss her When I held her I was really holding air Though I try my best to keep it There really was no secret Must have looked like I was dancing with the wall No one else could see this apparition But because of my condition I fell in love with a little ghost and that was all Little ghost, little ghost One I'm scared of the most Can you scare me up a little bit of love? I'm the only one that sees you, And I can't do much to please you And it's not yet time to meet the lord above No, it's not yet time to meet the lord above |
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giddy| ....and then the tables turned. | ||||
| 09:35am 23/09/2005 | ||||
oh yeah, and Moose is HUGE! now. |
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surprised| Rut | ||||
| 04:02pm 12/09/2005 | ||||
What I really need is a drink.....make that about six. |
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crappy| 11:34am 01/09/2005 | ||||
We came up with this awesome idea and i actually hope we can pull it off. A bunch of us are going to start a sort of cover band where we cover all sorts of random songs from barbie girl to walk like an egyptian and turn them into alternative songs that actually sound good. Of course we'd also cover already good songs like my personal favorite, jimi hendrix, foxy lady. I'm going to be the front person and also the only girl in the band, which just sounds like a lot of other bands out there but here's the catch. All the boys in the band are going to be crossdressers! We're all gonna dress up together in hot garters and mini skirts and fishnets and rock out. It would be hilarious if we actually pulled it off. I think we wanna call the band something like Erin's Transies or something like that. If anyone has any awesome ideas let me know!!!! Oh yes, i lost every single CD I have ever owned. Life sucks sometimes. |
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groggy| 09:43am 15/07/2005 | ||||
That was just yet another oh so wonderful night with the Cerrone family. Bleh. I found an apartment in Albany. I don't know how i really feel about living by myself yet, but I guess we'll just have to wait and see. Oh yes, and I'm banned from the wonderful world of cross gates for a whole year. Lucky me. (Don't even ask why) Dave Matthew's Concert was awesome. Though it took a little bit too much effort to sneak that uhhh water bottle in. No more sifting through the trash! And maybe it was just me, but I was completely mesmerized by the violinist. A small factor in that might have been the special cigarettes we smoked, but either way I was in awe. |
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| 12:04am 09/06/2005 | ||||
a lobster sun burn a huge bite swelling her eye heat rash on your chest i know sexy right? |
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sore| savouring the last puff | ||||
| 11:11pm 24/05/2005 | ||||
met a terrible witch at work, got drunk and had my wallet stolen, woke up with a mysterious bruise on my neck, ended up having to work on my day off, missed mini golf, missed my violin lesson and, well lets just say it all went down hill from there. but life goes on. |
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bitchy| let the phone ring | ||||
| 10:52pm 12/05/2005 | ||||
fun is wheelchairing in the hospital parking lot random conversations with the horny homless ladies at a pizza joint riding on the hood of a jeep going 55 miles per hour going to cheesy carnivals with specialty cloves having an officer check us for "green tongues" playing in the fountain with your new best friend that about brings things up to date.... oh yes, and i got an awesome little comment card from a young customer at Dakota's and even though its not really saying much it went something like this: "hostess was the prettiest one in the place, the one with the ripped stocking" its nice to get a little ego boost every once in a while from a perfect stranger. |
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mellow| please be careful with me..... | ||||
| 12:37am 03/05/2005 | ||||
to the person who finally decided to speak: i waited forever for that phone call or instant message or even a little email. i didn't even get a reason for the sudden wall that separated us. i felt the need to just get out of here and never come back. i completely understand that you had to leave me and i respect your decision if you think that was the best. but how can you be mad at me for leaving my old life when you did the exact same thing? at least some people are happy i'm back. i think its those nights at washington park debating whether or not to jump in the lake at 3 in the mornin after a few hours at Ralph's and a nicely packed clove while you're being spotlighted by the fuzz. oh you know you love it ;) yeah its good to be back. |
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devious| Erin Go Brah | ||||
| 09:43pm 26/04/2005 | ||||
and now i carry my four leaf clover on my shoulder cuz i am a damn lucky irish |
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| 11:56am 14/04/2005 | ||||
I HAVE DISAPPEARED. |
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