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Tuesday, December 16th, 2003

Subject:the remedy is the experience
Time:3:32 pm.
Mood: uncomfortable.
Music:Hear You Me - Jimmy Eat World.
jury. done.
civ final. done
lessons and carols. done
messiah. wonderfully done.
theory composition. haha suprisingly, done and done.

now its just waiting for the spanish final on friday. piece of cake. College is this wonderful place that everyone loves up to a certain point-then they're pretty much all ready to return to the real world. I guess there's only so much one can take of an artificial environment. But we'll have 3 weeks off and then all be dying to return. I guess it's a good balance.

and this time next semester, i will be packing for europe. :) :) :) Rookie was talking about it last night and how every event that we've had the past week or so is making him look more and more foward to the trip. how rigth you are Rook. In love with I Cantori. And that crazy Eschen chick. still have to find my spot though. not quite there yet. it'll fall into place. and if not, i'm actually enjoying this quite time. its different and its exactly what i needed. going to be interesting next semester when i dont have rehearsals to go to.

i think i'm getting there with the worrying part. i just really dont care that much anymore. I dont know if desensitization is the way to go, but its not really a matter of choice-just happened. its as if i can't see beyond the next 20 minutes. so i take it in due course and respond accordingly. who knows? there might be a few more haircut-esque changes made in the future. stay tuned


meditation pour la jour: "keep your focus on the idea of someone and not something" - mom
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Monday, December 8th, 2003

Subject:look over yonder
Time:12:09 am.
Mood: touched.
Music:Feliz Navidad -ALL DAY yeah yeah Special Guest.
last day of mousetrap-done, finished, jay's last show :( hehe he'll be back, i'm sure but i'm still gonna miss him so much.

gotta get this shirt out of my room. dangerous stuff. hehe i'm ridiculous.

went down to the chapel early with Liz today before last chance mass. It was really nice-i just brought some stuff to look over and ended up seeing Andy. So i was talking to him for a little while and then all of a sudden, in walked Shane hehe who was just kinda killing time as well-he's so sweet, i love talking to him. good stuff

i think i am just so interested in the idea of something than the actual something. thats what i gotta work on. not trying until it happens without me pushing it.

meditation pour la nuit: keep warm and have a kitchen so you can make pie. a microwave just doesnt cut it :(
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Sunday, December 7th, 2003

Subject:today is gonna be the day that they throw it all back to you
Time:2:06 am.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:A Beautiful Mind Soundtrack-thanks Mike!.
my room is FREEZING. damn draft.


no drunken party nights for us. nope. it was a nice quiet movie night with Liz and then Pat Brown stopped by. Because he's pretty cool and loves "That Thing you Do." we were all just so exhausted that i dont think we could have managed any more than that. great job though to the cast of moustrap. you guys are amazing and i love you. sooo much fun do i have down there, you have no idea.


please let me help. i'm here and willing. all you have to do is give in and stop trying to handle it all by yourself.

meditation pour la nuit: The trust I have is in mine innocence, and therefore am I bold and resolute.
-William Shakespeare
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Saturday, December 6th, 2003

Subject:when i first had you i was cold-a melting snow man i was told
Time:3:53 pm.
Mood: rejuvenated.
Music:Tracy Bonham-Behind Every Good Woman.
MOST AMAZING NIGHT EVER. ever ever ever.


started out by making it through my final alive. even if mary farrell just happened to pick that day to observe the friggin class. kate liked the scene and hopefully my grade will actually be ok. that and my rockin 8 page scene analysis. oh yeah

so then it was off to i cantori. lots of screwin around, found out my insanely crazy weekend is much much easier because everything except mousetrap got canceled due to snow. :) so happy.

stopped by the theater, dressed the stage, wished luck to everyone because they have worked so hard, they deserve the best

off to colleen's car where it was 50 minutes of driving through horrendous snow and crazy drivers but taking it slow and singing christmas carols the entire way.

got to the faculty christmas party in warwick and as we started to sing, more and more of the group filed in. we all went in seperate cars and it was a bit nerve wracking until everyone got there safe and sound, but the party soon kicked into full swing. the singing itself actually went pretty well. Shane and I have decided that we are the best damn wassailers around - gotta love those old English carols that are pure drinking, feasting and all around merrymaking. we then got to eat a nice dinner and just danced for hours and hours with the faculty. they had a live band and they were awesome. it seemed like every time i sat down to grab a bite to eat, someone else wanted to dance so it was back to the floor. hehe i guess i am a bit of a dance whore;) thanks dude-so kind of you. literally danced with the entire group - a bit confusing at times but soooo fun. hehe mission accomplished.

was the night over then? of COURSE not! back to mcv with my sis where we proceeded to go through 12 outfits and then just ended up wearing each other's clothes. got to hear our theme song though ;) we are terrible. especially since we told Shane and Troy that we would meet them at Huxley gate in like 15 minutes. yeah we were a bit late...oooops. But when we did finally make it down there, a huge chunk of Special Guest was standing there waiting, singing their Feliz Navidad at the top of their lungs. Amazing. Liz and I were honorary tenors for the night and the whole lot of us proceeded to dance along Huxley singing at the top of our lungs, all the way to Betsy's. of course this is all in the 6" of snow and still falling.

got to betsy's where there was nothing but more fun. got to see a lot of people i havent seen in a while and they all said the show was fantastically. woo! more special guest partying. gotta love those acapella boys. heard some funny stories from rookie. hehe i apparently missed some good times last year. (no matter, we will MOST definitely make up for it in europe!!!!!!!!!!) the motley crew was there though. yep. all of them. hehe i think thats what i'm going to call them for now. liz and i were dying. i am so glad that we were there together.

ended up at bedford afterwards. yep. hehe not too bad though. exactly what it is. and what i was in the mood for. all good stuff.

walking in the snow was quite an adventure today. its EVERYWHERE and still falling :) so amazing. love it.

mousetrap tonight then i believe more festivities at jay's. i love these people-nothing could have possibly happened better.

i.love.college.

meditation pour la jour: A fool is happy only when his cravings are satisfied. a warrior is happy without reason.

accomplished the goals of a fool and ended a warrior
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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003

Subject:miss otis regrets she's unable to lunch today
Time:1:12 am.
Mood: quixotic.
Music:A Simple Sailor Lowly Born.
i am now thoroughly curious as to who reads this crap. because i definitely thought it was only catherine. but i guess i was wrong.

sorry-i'm still not going to make any sense or put anything of merit up. you'll just have to find some other journal for that.

am in love with hair. soft curly hair. yeah ok, that sounds really weird but i had someone fall asleep on my shoulder during reherasal today and i just played with his hair the entire time - sooo nice

need nothing. desire nothing. except maybe some snow but thats besides the point. it's all falling into place. and so fascinating to watch


meditation pour la nuit: read A Girl's Guide to Hunting and Fishing. "You act like I just want to sleep with you. I want to everything with you"
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Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003

Subject:its 3AM and i wanna go to bed
Time:1:23 am.
Mood: pensive.
Music:Free Bird- Lynard Skynard.
"The more my wrong, the more his spite appears:
What, did he marry me to famish me?
Beggars, that come unto my father's door
Upon entreaty have a present alms
If not, elsewhere they meet with charity.
But I, who never knew how to entreat
Nor never needed that I should entreat
Am starved for meat, giddy for lack of sleep
With oaths am kept waking and with brawling fed
And that which spites me more than all these wants
He does it under the name of perfect love
And who would say, if I should sleep or eat
T'were deadly sickness or else present death
I prithee go and get me some repast
I care not what, so it be some wholesome food"

its bad when i'm starting to feel like kate as well. just gotta say it and get it down before next monday. piece of cake. we're not even mentioning the acting final on friday. or the composition. or the juries or the civ and spanish finals. it'll be fine. i'll be fine.

jay is the greatest-thank you so much, you have been incredibly sweet to me since the first day i met you.

meditation pour la nuit: "Education is an admirable thing, but it is well to remember from time to time that nothing that is worth knowing can be taught" -Oscar Wilde

bank on it.
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Monday, December 1st, 2003

Subject:Remember, the time is now and the place is here
Time:3:14 am.
"Stay in the present. You can do nothing to change the past, and the future will never come exactly as you plan or hope for. There have never been past warriors, nor will there be future ones either. The warrior is here, now"
- The Way of the Peaceful Warrior


read this book - it might just change your life. or at least it should
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Subject:when we finally say goodnight, how i'll hate going out in the storm
Time:2:57 am.
Mood: optimistic.
Music:Anything Christmas.
Nothing and everything to write. back at school for 3 weeks. dont know if it's the greatest or worst thing to possibly happen right now. in a very enigmatical mood. quite happy though. i always am. even in the worst of moods, i am still happy because i have so much joy around me. cant help it.

haircut was a big hit. and some little kid will have a curly wig. makes me so happy. what also makes me happy? MISHA! i didnt even think he was going to remember me what with the new hair and the fact i havent seen him in 3 months. he pushed my grandma out of the way and ran into my arms. didnt leave for a good 20 minutes. i almost started to cry. we had a bonding moment over our glasses now that he has joined the ranks of the bespectacled. he even asked me to sit next to him at dinner. cant get over the difference in his english - there is hardly any russian left - just a cute little accent :) he's going to go to russian school when he's 5 so he doesnt lose the language completely though. it'll be so good for him. so smart and so wonderful and i miss him. i seriously had to fight back the tears when they left. wont see him until Christmas Eve. how did i ever get to be this lucky?

somethings never change - no matter how hard we try - we just keep coming back. furthering my theory a lot more than it's furthering yours. its in God's hands, we'll see what happens.

please everyone talk me out of auditioning for Goodnight because i'm getting closer and closer everyday hehe-now all i have to do is work on a monologue. so much for taking time off!

cant wait till Christmas

medation pour la nuit: (woo guess who brought her journal with all of her quotes in it!!) "Lord, you have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways." (Psalms 139:1-3)
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Monday, November 24th, 2003

Subject:God only knows what I'd do without you
Time:6:02 pm.
Mood: nostalgic.
Music:Special Guest - Land Down Under.
gotta love Lauren's Love Actually soundtrack :)

And God only knows what I'd do without lovely surveys :)

[i know]: nothing that will ever get me anywhere - lots of random trivia. and things people tell me - whatever it is, i really am listening and retaining
[i want]: not much - i'm usually pretty content. well for things to work out, thats what i want
[i wish]: i knew where i was going with my life
[i hate]: being misunderstood
[i miss]: the park overlooking the beach, certain smells, my Godson Misha
[i fear]: being left behind and being forgotten about
[i hear]: God only knows what i'd do without you from 301's latest soundtrack, lauren typing behind me, the squeaks from the elevator
[i search]: peace and people i can make happy
[i love]: my family, my Godson, catherine, dave, music, the theater crew, the beach, Christmas, my grandma's house, being kissed, watching the stars for hours at a time
[i ache]: when i know that something is wrong and i cant do anything to change it
[i care]: about everyone who has ever come into my life.
[i always]: procrastinate, look up to see if i can see the stars when i go out at night
[i listen]: to everything. stories, problems, randomness, everything - that and a lot of music (now a lot of acapella and canadian folk songs thanks to a couple of crazies who mill around 308 hehe)
[i sleep]: never. its really a problem
[i giggle]: incredibly high pitched. just like i talk when i get excited or upset (thanks Manny)
[i think]: about too many random things - this is where my ADHD kicks in
[i shower]: constantly
[i dance]: a lot more now than i ever did before
[i desire]: to be loved
[i cry]: not too often actually. probably not as much as i should at times
[i do not always]: realize what i do or say
[i take]: lots of showers hehe - that and the time to wander and read teeny plaques that everyone else disregards - to the point where it drives people nuts
[i write]: as much as i can
[i jump]: when i'm telling a story
[i smile]: when someone does something to make me
[i learned]: that i have been so incredibly lucky
[i try]: to learn something new, make someone laugh, and change someone's life. everyday. thanks dad
[i can usually be found]: in my room, in siena, Blackfriars theater, curled in a corner people-watching
[i need]: absolutely nothing but faith and trust
[i smell]: like my shampoo, so i've been told
[i joke around]: all the time - more than people realize sometimes
[i believe]: in God, that everything happens for a reason, and not trying so hard as much as letting those things happen
[i hope]: i do whats right and i never steer anyone else in the wrong direction
[i see]: my RA skipping down the hall
[i like]: the dorkiest things in the world - woo for Colleen "easily amused" Rosati
[i am]: all over the place - too excited and interested to sit still for too long
[i dream]: like one big dali painting - very very abstract. or other stuff that we dont have to get into ;)
[i lost]: my glasses for the moment - ooops
[i make]: people laugh
[i can’t]: roll my tongue
[i laugh]: all the time- almost as often as i sing
[i paint]: a lot more than people realize
[i don’t]: curse that often, smoke or really drink
[i will]: live in the mountains
[i heat]: ramen
[i just]: listened to Christmas music with my roommate and told Liz a story
[i taste]: the mint in my mouth
[i don’t like]: disregard
[i admit]: just about anything - i'll be the first one to tell you when i screw up
[i touch]: everything and everyone and love being touched in return
[i lack]: work ethics - and enough time to accomplish everything i want to
[i adore]: babies and guys being chilvarous
[i should]: do homework and my composition
[i have a right to]: be happy
[i play]: piano, guitar and a teeny bit of viola as well as a mean game of spit (reigning Rosati champ)
[i tell]: anything about myself, very little about others
[i read]: all the time
[i never]: dont think theres too many things that i can say this about with a clean conscience
[i sing]: every waking moment - without even realizing it half the time
[i pick]: dandelions
[i eat]: a whoooole lot. especially with the stash across the hall - it will be my downfall of freshman year
[i say]: a lot - i'm pretty chatty - hehe even with complete strangers
[i freeze]: all the time.
[i have]: brown/green eyes
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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003

Subject:well i'm on my way, i dont know where i'm goin...
Time:1:42 am.
Mood: mellow.
Music:And So It Goes - Billy Joel.
aaaaaaaaaand i have green marker all over my arms. thanks bryan hehe


tonight a bit of a relaxer - COLLEEN"S RECITAL and she was awesome, i must say. then over to cunningham to bring Caitlin movies and make her feel better. being sick is never fun but we ended up talking for like an hour about past guys and all. she's such a great person. hehe and i was totally convinced that she hated me at the beginning of the semester-so glad i got to know her. some guzman and 4th floor mcV followed but pretty quiet all in all.

last night though-woo ha. got out of rehearsal and swung by the party fernando kept talking about in Davis-randomly ran into E-rock - because we do that all the time hehe and we continued it on to Sara's acapella party in Cunningham, back to Davis for amazingly awesome philosophical debates with Kyle Pinto. he is incredible. you have to love a guy that in one conversation we covered descartes, the sex appeal of longer skirts, owning a vineyard in tuscany (speaking italianor this portion of course) and aretha franklin. mary farrell had it right all along with the butter comments! (wow that is going to make sense to about 2 people hehehehe). i believe the next stop was Brandon's room in fennel where we stayed for a bit. Woo! he promised that i could have one of the beta fish to take care of. It'll go right next to my bonsai :) (which i have developed a small obsession with-it makes my room smell amazing as well)

i finally got around to checking my voicemail at that point and found some lovely ones from a slightly inebriated Will. Hehe those definitely made me smile - thanks dude, you're the greatest - wooooo roadtrip home on tuesday. gonna be some rockin times.

mrs. izzo, i really hope you feel better!! and catherine, i really hope you bathe before i get home. i can smell you from here. I MISS YOU!!!!!!!! so incredible much.

home will be good. i'll get to see mes parents. my brother (hehe if he can pry himself away from michelle for 38 seconds) misha. catherine. all of the izzos. dave. yes i am going to see you, we'll make it work. usdan group? (hopefully) assorted crazy smithtowners. the beach - i miss it. assorted crazy james st'ers. it'll be great. busy and too short, but great.

Meditation pour la nuit: The first precept was never to accept a thing as true until I knew it as such without a single doubt.
Rene Descartes, 'Le Discours de la Methode
(taken from one of last nights tangents - interesting stuff we came up with pertaining to said quote. ask me about it sometime)
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Thursday, November 20th, 2003

Subject:United States, Canada, Mexico, Panama....
Time:11:56 pm.
Mood: lazy.
Music:Get an Ugly Girl to Marry You.
civ paper, civ paper-right!




Which Animaniacs Character are You?


Talkative, huh? Perhaps sing-ative would be more appropriate, actually. When people don't understand something, it usually drives you to cutting, sarcastic remarks. Your other extreme is bursting into song with almost no prompting, often to explain complex ideas. No one knows quite what you are, exactly. You have made many "special" friends, and there's baloney in your slacks.

Click here to see my Livejournal.

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Subject:goin to bed-i swear...
Time:1:05 am.
Mood: jubilant.
Music:Travis - Safe.
You are Psalms
You are Psalms.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003

Subject:I can tell you, darling, that it's Sexual Healing
Time:10:29 pm.
Mood: intimidated.
Music:Need to get Special Guest - Now? Pirates of the Caribbean.
ok -here goes spring '04

Mon:
8:30 Civ
12:30 Theory IV
1:30 Piano II

Tues:
8:30 Development of Western Civilization
1:00 Math
2:30 I Cantori

Wed:
8:30 Theory Lab
9:30 Civ
12:30 Theory IV
1:30 Piano
3:00 Voice
4:00 Early Music

Thurs:
8:30 Civ
1:00 Math

Fri:
8:30 Civ
12:30 Theory IV
1:30 Piano
2:30 I Cantori

not too bad - just have to hope that Professor Derdarian isnt as bad as Adrienne and Colm make him out to be. boo math- yeck. I seriously hope we dont do anything beyond basic algebra-because i am as laaazy as they come.

awesome job Special Guest, Anaclastic and Strictly Speaking - woo acapella and woo ELIZABETH ESCHEN on her solo. yaaay! RA's are the best

meditation pour la nuit: dont wait all day to eat-you'll be hungry. dude, i'm goin to slavin :)

REAL meditation of the night: there are the philosophers who are under the impression that they know all. I say this is the core of their disorder. Their pride bars them from reaching true wisdom - they will never receive the grace they so desperately need until they are humble enough to ask for it.
-taken from St. Augustine (woo Dr Mahoney)
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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003

Subject:little taste of the good life, whether right or wrong
Time:7:46 pm.
Mood: hyper.
Music:Walk with You - Dispatch.
*name 3 habits you have:
1.) fidgeting. a LOT
2.) biting my thumbnail when i'm pensive
3.) drawing in the margins of my papers

*name 4 scents you love:
1.) guys cologne (hehe i'm not gonna lie)
2.) my grandmother's backyard in Mass.
3.) Christmas trees
4.) the salt water smell at the beach

*name 3 animals you like:
1.) monkeys
2.) ducks
3.) panthers


*name 6 television shows you love:
1.) trading spaces
2.) friends at McPhails
3.) seinfeld
4.) i love the 80's (but only if i'm with lauren or in the greenroom :)
5.) scrubs at McPhails
6.) the PC movie channel - best ever
because i watch tv? haha yeah right. (hehe yes thank you kristin)

*name 3 bands/genres/artists most people don't know you like:
umm i seriously doubt most people would be surprised with any weird thing i put down, but here goes:
1.) fountains of wayne :) yay 301 McV
2.) muddy waters
3.) stravinsky
3.5.) Uncle kracker

*name 4 drinks you regularly drink:
1.) water
2.) water
3.) water
4.) water

*name some random facts about yourself: hmm..
1.) i'm ambidextros
2.) i write poetry and songs (no,you cant hear/read them)
3.) i want to live in europe - just simply for the people watching and the accents/language :)
4.) i can wiggle my ears
5.) i'm religious
6.) umm i apparently talk in my sleep (thanks Lauren)
7.) i've always wanted to get into photography
8.) my brother and i have memorized every single word in Waynes World, So I Married an Axe Murderer and the Pirates of Penzance
...that's good i think. random enough?

*have you ever...
1.) fallen for your best friend? yes
2.) made out with JUST a friend? girl or guy? yes. guy.
3.) been rejected or heartbroken? yes
4.) been in love? yep yep
5.) been in lust? haha thank you Hugh Jackman
6.) used someone? no - dont think i could
7.) been used? yes
8.) cheated on someone? no.
9.) been cheated on? not that i know of...
10.) done something you regret? yeeeeep

*who was the last person...
you touched? probably Will
you talked to? Lauren (she does kinda live here too)
you hugged? Liz - because she's cool like that
you instant messaged? Dave
you yelled at? cant even remember
you laughed with? Will at dinner when i tried to explain the concept of "Hummus" to him
you had a crush on? Peter
who broke your heart? yeah we dont have to get into that one...

*do you:
colour your hair? did once
have tattoos? NO
piercings? one in each ear - thats enough thank you - i'm terrified
own a web cam? nope, just bum brendan's hehe
have aol? yes but i really should just get rid of it one of these days
what should you be doing right now? theory homework or my spanish composition. whoops
what are you listening to? dispatch
chicken or fish? chicken
do u have a favorite animal? pandas

*name 6 people who you could not live without:
1.) my parents (thanks catherine, they are one unit)
2.) tommy
3.) catherine rose izzo
4.) Will (wooo par-tay in the car next tuesday)
5.) Brendan
6.) Dave
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Subject:sittin on the dock of the bay
Time:4:31 pm.
Mood: giddy.
Music:Kill Bill Soundtrack- oh yeah thats right - rockin it 301.
awesome day. and its only like 4:45 - duuuude

one class-thats always good. i even went to the later one so i could sleep longer. because i like sleep a lot and i stayed up too late last night. hehe - have to stooooop doing that. right. yeah.

afterwards, i had a lovely lunch and a rousing bout of Tennis with Brendan. great times because its GORGEOUS outside. sooo warm and beautiful. maybe thats why i have crazy amounts of energy and just want to run around in circles getting stuff done.

i cantori after that, we sang christmas carols which was a little weird with everyone sitting in t-shirts but still fun. hehe it was pretty funny to see us sopranos crash and burn the second we had to sing harmony. also found out i got one of the recitative solos for the Messiah. yay! i get to wear my pretty prom dress again. and sit with Liz.

dinner in a bit with Will then rehearsal - nothing extraordinary, just in a very good mood.

Happy Birthday Christi!! and call me back doof hehe

alright, i'm out of here

meditation of the night: get over it and enjoy :)
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Subject:i begged you to let me take you home
Time:12:00 pm.
Mood: full.
Music:The Story in Your Eyes - Moody Blues.
fighting a losing battle. and as always, i dont mind losing. its already been going on for almost 3 1/2 years, why would it be any different now?

i'm here. just as i always have been. and most likely always will be. hehe at least we're finally having the same dreams. who knows where it'll go from here?


goodnight my someone

meditation of the night: Absence diminishes little passions and increases great ones, as wind extinguishes candles and fans a fire.
Francois de La Rochefoucauld
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Saturday, November 15th, 2003

Subject:i'm so glad i dont know what to do
Time:3:01 pm.
Mood: exanimate.
Music:Led Zeppelin -Misty Mountain.
so yeh. here is me writing my paper. my paper on much ado that i would love to write actually. just havent quite found the oomf to do it yet. bah.

listenin to the radio, yeah yeah WDOM, waitin for Liz to get ready so we can take some purty JRW pictures. really kinda wish that cat could have come this weekend since its pretty blah around here. *~AHHH they're playing the joker! thanks pete-i knew there was a reason i listened to this show hehe*~ sorry bout that random bout there. yeah anways, its JRW aka Junior Ring Weekend and its a big deal. All the Juniors get a crazy weekend filled with fun and there are tons of stories and they all have a blast and thats awesome. almost wish i could partake in said craziness but gotta wait a few more years for that. its one of those things that reminds you you're a freshman. because i havent had too many of those lately. i guess its good to come bck to it everynow and then. its a trap you fall into with the theater. I've been hanging out with these people so much that i stop thinking about it. not good. *~another random song update. Woo ha Tiny Dancer. makes me want to crack out Almost Famous. loooove this radio program*~

glad i went out last night. nothing formal at all, just went to the hockey game and then back to guzman but i got to see a lot of people i havent really hung out with in a while and thats always good. i miss them. and i cant let them fall through the cracks. hehe as brendan would put it, "my stupid music/theater crap that's inflicting on my free time" yeah yeah, i'll rope you in eventually hon :)

cat, dont crack. keep that love actually date on the calendar and i hope you are having the most AMAZING weekend right now darlin! cant wait to hear all about it and see you. even if you smell like a 10 cent whore. i still love you


meditation of the afternoon? (yeah that works): learn your place.
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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003

Subject:AHHH
Time:3:58 pm.
amajor
A major - you love to live life to the full. You
have a vibrant social life and are not afraid
to take life as it comes. You are content,
bright and often spontaneous.


what key signature are you?
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i've been having way to much fun with these lately, but when they have something as awesome as key signatures, how could you not?? yeah - i'm not a dorky music major, i swear.....

havent written anything in a few days mainly because i have been death personified. and that kinda stinks. especially since athough your body is sick, your mind isnt. there have been so many things that i wanted to do and couldnt because i was too weak physically. very frustrating. hehe illness is just totally unacceptable.

so touched by everyone though. haha especially liz. she's been checking in here like every 5 minutes and even dropped off my new shirt last night :) the greatest RA ever. haha what are we gonna do next year when we dont live across the hall? i'll be here all the time anyway, thats what - we have to get all of our gushing time in at somepoint - caaaant wait for europe

havent made it to too many classes lately - i did get the notes from will but i still think i bombed my civ quiz this morning. yeah that kinda sucks. ah well. at least i made it to chorus yesterday. i really hope i can sing by this weekend. afterwards, pete and i tried to force some food down at slavin-its all good.

catherine izzo, you whore. why the hell arent we on the same schedule ever??? its pure craziness. i miss you. yeah, a lot. so get your filthy act together and come visit. or just wait until thanksgiving. or CALL ME. i really do love you. even if you dont bathe. and we sooooooooo totally have to see Love Actually. I think we might have sat down and cast it. the only thing they're missing is for it to be set in rome ;) you better get your passport squared away before i get home.

had my first little bout of homesickness last night. thanks dave - thanks for everything. no matter what it is - good or bad, i always know that you're there and that means the world. and i hope that you know i am always here for you. haha of course you do.

rehearsal tonight. what does that mean? I CANT GO SEE MR. BELDING!!!!!! AHHH
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003

Subject:yay
Time:10:47 pm.
Mood: sick.
Music:Sunshine of Your Love - Cream.
Summer
Summer
You are warm and expressive. You are prone to
flights of fancy, and dreams of true love. Your
head ends up in the clouds, but what a view.
You love to interact with other people on a
regular basis, and your friends and loved one
are essential to you. You just cant get enough
of talking with other people, and they cant get
enough of you. Your warmth fills a room when
you enter, and is sorely missed when you leave.
Life is what you make of it, and you plan make
it wonderful.


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Sunday, November 9th, 2003

Subject:so take the photograps and still-frames in your mind
Time:2:14 am.
Mood: dorky.
Music:Stravinsky- The Firebird Suite.
some stuff happened. i found myself in a position that i really didnt mean to happen, but i am happy that it did. i learned so much in the course of a few hours last night. pretty much everything i had kinda thought was a given since i got here was completely the opposite of what i really wanted. and i guess it takes a night like last night to show you that.

haha got all that? yeah all i really want to say is if you do stumble across this at somepoint, thank you so much. our friendship is awesome and feels like there is no way it should only be 3 months old. hehe but of course now that you're here, you're stuck. got that? yeah i bet you do. and hey-if we ever find ourselves in that situation again and you need me, lemme know-hehe it'll be like next weekend. doesnt matter though-i'm here for you babe - we got some crazy times ahead of us :)

thank you catherine for the lovely messages. i miss you so much and can't wait to see you at thanksgiving. hehe it honestly made me smile everynight when i got back. how the hell did i get so damn lucky for you to come barging in to my life? must have done something right

meditation pour la nuit: Things do not change; we change.
-Henry David Thoreau
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