::sitting down at the desk, she pulls her dark-blonde hair back into a loose pony-tail. She lets out a sigh, shrugging off the day. Her hands smooth down her red tank top and hover over the keyboard::
again, i feel really strange today. i dont know what all these emotions are all of a sudden. I think i just really need J back in my life.. however that may be, i dont really know what i want right now.. i just need him here. i want to be able to talk to him whenever i want to, to pick up the phone and press the first number on speed dial.. and hear his beautiful voice. That voice fills me like nothing else, it warms my heart and soul. When he talks to me, I see why im here, what my reason for life is. Without it, its like.. im nothing.
::shivers run up and down her spine, and she shakes a few times. Still thinking of her lost love, she tries to look towards better things::
J and Chrissy's tour started last night. I bet they did amazing. One of the things i hate most is their haters. Justin and Christina are the single most talented performers out there right now. Anyone would be lucky to see them in concert.. in fact, go get your tickets right now. because this is the one show, you do NOT want to miss. With Justin's engergy and soul, Christinas AMAZING voice and stage presense, and both of their raw talent.. God, this is gunna be an amazing show. So to all the haters.. fuck you! ;-*
::she giggles with the last comment, and figures this is enough for tonight..::
one last thing..
For Jamie-Lynn~~ Baby girl, i miss you SO freaking much.. i love you with all my heart, and hope i can make it to the game today.. if not, Good luck in advance. Heres a good luck kiss :-* with all my love