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I got a Fictionpress account. [28 Apr 2005|01:21am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Muse:Stockholm Syndrome ]

I've got a few poems I want to post there, and I've also got a few stories in the works. But the stupid thing wont let me post until tomorrow at 7 pm. There's some kind of pointless 3 day waiting period. One of the poems is dedicated to someone very close to my heart, who happens to be a transexual, another is about a girl I once loved...and so on. Lots of slashy stuff... but hey, thats my life.

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Slutting it again... [25 Apr 2005|06:19pm]
Maybe its better to just indulge. I find comfort in knowing that I wont hurt them when I leave. And its not true love or anything close, but its an okay substitute... just for now. But I miss every last one of them. Because I can't help thinking that it could have been something more...
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My Sweet Prince [24 Apr 2005|04:40pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Orgy: Stitches ]

It's really scary, when you wake up one morning, and realize that you value someone else's life more than your own, and that you love them more than anything, and would willingly give up your own life if it meant their hapiness.

It's even worse when you realize that they feel the same way about you. Because nothing that good can ever last, and with every incredible moment comes the realization that it will never happen again, at least, not in that exact same way.

Eventually, it all must come to an end. "Friendship often ends in love, but love in friendship never." It's true. Nothing ever goes back to the way it was. You grow apart, and it all becomes a memory.

I'm sorry.

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Quizzes to quell boredom [24 Apr 2005|04:03am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Placebo: Nancy Boy ]

Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

Hmm, this makes sence, now that I think about it. Just a bit more female (that being my biological sex).

I've been listening to a lot of Placebo lately... Oh, and the picture is Brian Molko, for those of you who don't know, and he is the lead singer, and yes, he is beautiful.

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Keep your laws off my body. [24 Apr 2005|02:15am]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Placebo: Special K ]

Today I was talking to one of my friends. He is one of the smartest, sweetest, most talented people I know. But he's fucked up. And I'm worried. He's probably getting stoned right now.

More than anything, I'm worried that he'll get caught, get expelled, and end up ruining his life. Sometimes I think life would be easier if all drugs were made legal. Laws arent going to stop people from doing it. It should be their descision what they are going to do with their own bodies. I think its better for us to just experiment, and get it out of our system. Just so long as we don't get addicted, and if we do, then well, thats just our problem.

Personally, I have never abused any illegal substances. And having been given the opportunity, I can say that I wouldn't. Now. But 5 years from now, you never know.

In the end, my opinion shouldn't matter. Everyone has to decide what is best for themselves.

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True love transgresses all boundaries... or does it? [23 Apr 2005|04:12pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Placebo: My Sweet Prince ]

Maybe I'm just being naive... but I have always grown up beleiving that if you really love someone, it shouldn't matter what age, race, or even gender they are. I mean, if physical appearence really doesn't matter, then gender doesn't either, right? Whether someone is male or female really has very little to do with their personalities... Its true that most people of a certain gender have certain personality traits, but not all of them do, and those traits are definately not entirely specific to that gender.

Male, female... what does it matter? We're all just human.

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