|first survey on this shizznit
||[23 Oct 2003|10:31pm]
-first grade teacher's name: mrs. oliver *shudders*
-total number of houses you've lived in: 2
-last word you said: work
-last song you sang: Rilo Kiley- The Execution of All Things
-last thing you laughed at: mr. andersons rap that he made in 8th grade about some kid that always said "style mode!"
-last time you cried: 2 nights ago
-last state(s) you lived in: California born and raised
-what's in your cd player: Brand New- Deja Entendu
-what color socks are you wearing: white costo socks *represent*
-what's under your bed: another bed
-what time did you wake up today: 6:10 because I rule!
-what is your career going to be: I am interested in journalism, psychology or real estate
-where are you going to live: England would be ideal--GOD SAVE THE BRITS!! those accents *swoons*
-how many kids do you want: as of right now, none
-what kind of car will you drive: at my rate me and the 96 av' will never part
-current hair: long and blonde
-current clothes: i like to rock the sue mills uniform 5 days a week, so very flattering to every body type *winces*
-current annoyance: myself, friends, school, the works
-current smell: dove shampoo
-current longing: weekend/std show and my 16th birthday in 4 days?
-current desktop picture: billy boyd in lord of the rings
-current favorite music artist: i could limit it down to about 20, if you were lucky
-current book: Girl, Interrupted (never gets old)
-current worry: friends and school
-current hate: "inferior peons"
-story behind your username: self-explanitory
-current favorite article of clothing: my cheap ribbed tanktops and my dads shorts from the 70s
-favorite physical feature on a guy - eyes
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: "i love it!"
-i am happiest when: im with friends
-i feel lonely when: i am left alone to me own distorted thoughts and images
-favorite authors: Philip Pullman, J.R.R. Tolkien
-do you think too much: wayyy overtime
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: england or ney work possibly georgia
-famous person you have met: Jimmy Moon (Lucy's old boyfriend from 7th Heaven, I'll admit I used to be a hardcore fan up until last season--we all have our downfalls)
-do you have any regrets: who doesn't
-sex or love: love
-favorite coffee: irish coffee
-favorite smell: boys cologne
-what makes you mad: how i never feel complete
-favorite way to waste time: instant messenger, im on that bitch like a hobo on a ham and cheese sanwhich
-what is your best quality: creativity or listening
-are in currently in love/lust: there is a first time for everything
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: sat on top of a movie jeep and gotten attacked by a tree, i have the battle wounds to show for it
-any bad habits: procrastination, craking knuckles, piss people off
-do you find it hard to trust people: yes
-last thing you bought yourself: a jamba juice
-bath or shower: shower
-favorite season: fall
-favorite color: gray
-favorite flavor: chocolate malted krunch (rite aid style)
-favorite time of day: night time
-gold or silver: silver
-any secret crushes: probably
-how many coats and jackets do you own: wow umm 18?
-do you wear a watch: i am a huge fan of cheap target watches my collection includes: minnie mouse, bob the builder, beauty and the beast, powerpuff girls, princesses etc
-favorite pants color: jean
-most expensive item of clothing: that new jacket that i have to return, thrift shops is where its at
-most treasured: my jeans from ocean beach
-do your friends know you: as much as i allow them to
-what do they tend to be like: great
-can you count on them: almost always
-can they count on you: most of the time
-last book you read: Sloppy Firsts
-last movie you saw: Donnie Darko
-last movie you saw on the big screen: School of Rock (hated it!)
-last show you watched on tv: Will & Grace
-last song you heard: Rx Bandits- Sell You Beautiful
-last thing you had to drink: water
-last thing you ate: a real gourmet meal consisting of a frozen burrito and apples con peanut butter
-last time you showered: an hour ago
-last time you smiled: when i was talking to jizzjizz online
-last time you laughed: at my sisters homecoming date
-last person you hugged: i would have to go with damien last weekend (i display soo much affection)
-last person you talked to online: jizzjizz
-last person you talked to on the phone: justine
-last thing you smelled: don't remember
-do drugs: no
-have sex: haha
-sleep with stuffed animals: yes
-have a crush: no
-have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes
-have a dream that keeps coming back: no but they are always bad
-play and instrument: i wish
-believe there is life on other planets: sure
-read the newspaper: yeah
-have any gay or lesbian friends: not currently
-believe in miracles: not really. maybe i should
-consider yourself tolerant: yes
-like the taste of alchohol: its possible
-have a favorite stooge: bad question
-believe in astrology: not really
-believe in magic: no
-pray: not really
-go to church: haven't in a good 2 years
-have any secrets: yes
-have any pets: do goldfish count?
-go or plan to attened college: yes, santa clara and boston college are turn ons
-talk to strangers: occasionally
-have any piercings: no, not even my ears
-have any tattoos: nope
-hate yourself: of course
-wish on stars: never, i should try
-like your handwriting: only when its small neat
-believe in witches: no
-believe in ghosts: no
-believe in santa: those were the good old days, innocence has since been stripped
-have a second family: no
-sing in the shower: all the time! those acoustics rock!
|Come Join The Christain Army!
||[23 Oct 2003|08:51pm]
||Crusades Strike Back, keep coming back for more!
Down with Life!
Who is with me?
...No one, surprise surprise.
||[23 Oct 2003|06:40pm]
||brand new- the boy who blocked his own shot
I love days thats start out terrible and get progressively worse. I just burnt the roof of my mouth. Tomorrow is Friday *does victory dance* and its a late start too, so I guess the worlds mission to make my life miserable isn't a full time job afterall. Besides, I can't stay down for too long, Saturday is the std/taking back sunday show. Monday I turn 16. I found it terribly ironic when my mother walked in two days ago and told me that I must have a birthday party to "commemorate my 16 years of life". I laughed, told her it meant I was one year closer to death, and I haven't had a party since i was 11 so why start up again now? I always manage to "brighten up" someone's day. You know you have a talent when you successfully piss off a new person daily. (Hold your applause). Now on to more important matters...
I am already getting sick of the sadistic torture at the penitentiary I mean the lovely specimens at school. I don't think I have ever been surrounded by so many superficial twits in my entire life. 2moreyears2moreyear2moreyears.
I really want to go to New York. Get as far away from here as possible. So far it looks like the Pope will hate Catholics before I get out. Its all in the effort though, right?
With a handshake in solitude,
||[22 Oct 2003|10:03pm]
I feel incredibly strange. Almost as if I am entirely detached from life...I have never felt this way before, I don't even know what to make of it.
With a handshake in deep contemplation
||[21 Oct 2003|02:37pm]
||The Postal Service "Morning Becomes Eclectic"
So the PSAT's didn't go so hot but i released all of my pent up rage on an innocent victim...well possibly not so innocent nonetheless:
BettrThanNothin: id probably pull the trigger
BettrThanNothin: but thats just me
kelseywins: wait wait why are you talking to me?
BettrThanNothin: IM JK
BettrThanNothin: hey kelsey how r u
kelseywins: hey dumbfuck i was doing just great until you decided to im me
BettrThanNothin: take the psat today
BettrThanNothin: and howd u think u did
kelseywins: no seriously why are you still talking to me
BettrThanNothin: so did u see the foootball game on friday
kelseywins: why do you bother?
BettrThanNothin: kelsey why such animostity
kelseywins: animosity*...now this is just a shot in the dark, but possibly because i don't like you
BettrThanNothin: why not
BettrThanNothin: I JOKE WITH U
BettrThanNothin: do u not have a sense of humor
kelseywins: when its coming from you...apparently not
kelseywins: ok did we not already cover this?
BettrThanNothin: hmm i thought u were just being like pretend mean
kelseywins: ohhh thats definately it!
BettrThanNothin: seriously tho
kelseywins: are you honestly asking that question
BettrThanNothin: come on
BettrThanNothin: be my friend
BettrThanNothin: pretty please
kelseywins: right away!
BettrThanNothin: seriously tho, do u really not like me?
kelseywins: what do you think?
BettrThanNothin: im hoping that its just a play
kelseywins: if you want to think its just a play then by all means i can't stop your thoughts
BettrThanNothin: lets halt the sarcasm for like half a sec
kelseywins: whatever are you talking about
BettrThanNothin: do u really hate me?
kelseywins: you are a smart boy, i trust that you can reach that conclusion all on your own!
BettrThanNothin: sounds good
kelseywins: again, your words...not mine
with a handshake and an evil cackle,
|I am on top of the world!
||[21 Oct 2003|11:32am]
As anticipated, the PSAT's went beautifully. Dare I say they went JUST as planned. After completing the five sections on math and verbal the sweet smell of failure permeated the air. Oh how I love kicking off my Tuesdays in such a positive fashion! On a lighter note, Paulie Pimpay hooked me up with his Donnie Darko dizzlevizzledizzle so now I can engage in a rousing day of sitting on my ass and watching a quality film. I shall possibly post more later, as my oh so exciting day unfolds.
with a handshake in bitter sarcasm,
signing off! (salutes)
|how the cool kids do it
||[20 Oct 2003|06:17pm]
||ehh ehh wah
I supernothing I: wah
I supernothing I: ehh indeed
I supernothing I: wah ehh
kelseywins: ehh wah
I supernothing I: wah wah ehh wah
kelseywins: ehh ehh wah wah wah ehh
I supernothing I: wah wah ehh, wah wah ehh, wah wah wah wah wah ehh
kelseywins: ehh ehh ehh ehh wah wah wah ehh ehh wah wah ehh ehh ehh wah wah
I supernothing I: wah ehh ehh wah ehh, ehh wah wah wah ehh, wah ehh ehh ehh wah wah ehh
kelseywins: this is by far the most productive conversation i have ever had
I supernothing I: i know!
I supernothing I: me too!
this is all for now...
with a handshake in amazement,
||[20 Oct 2003|05:38pm]
No school today, so I didn’t have to deal with all that high school hierarchy bull shit. I am not shocked or surpsied at how popular I have not become, since switching schools. Alas, its high school and the chances I will keep in touch with more than 10 people tops is bloody likely. Tomorrow will most likely be grand as well. I always look forward to PSAT's and other such tests that will further deteriorate my already non-existent hopes of getting into college.
With a handshake in disgust,
||[20 Oct 2003|01:12am]
||Coheed and Cambria- Devil in Jersey City
Contrary to popular belief, I am a trend whore, so I got myself a quaint online journal. I suppose I should celebrate by giving myself a pat on the back, but that would ultimately accomplish nothing...so lets skip over that and move on to more important aspects of my life. My outlook as of right now is: I don't have to justify my actions to anyone but myself. And I don't have any morals. How I love cynicism. I can only eagerly await the day when my life mission is complete. I am destined to be a crazy cat woman. I plan on naming all of my cats after famous dictators throughout history. I shall let you know how that goes. As for now i shall depart for its getting late and my life is wasting away one minute at a time.
With a handshake in accomplishment,