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|Wednesday, March 24th, 2004|
|Friday, February 6th, 2004|
yeah,i haven''t updated in like centuries but i have alot of shit going on and this will probally be my last update. if anyone wants to contact me,my yahoo username is bloodclotmaniac.
|Sunday, January 4th, 2004|
i am:suprisingly awake due to lack of sleep lately
i want:a boat to escape in
current music inspiration:agent orange,zeplin,iggy,brian setzer
latest original:some song about love affairs with preists
cover i learned last:agent orange"blood stains"(good song!)
last sex:like 3 days ago..yay,i can actually fill this out for once!
First Thought Answers:
1.mad cow disease:bush cover up.."he eats meat and he's okay"-He has his own ranch with his own animals on it...of course he'll be okay...Duh,yah dumbasses!
3.tokyo:sars over yet?
4.New york:coughing up herpes in the air
5:tony hawk:sellout faggot lil' biaaaaatch
6:mcdonalds:refer to #1
7.Vegans:finally looked upon as the smart ones,even tho they listen to Phish.
8.wombat:i wanna bang ona those!
9.clitoris:ona those too(after the wombat of course!)
looking forward to:DFD show on the 10th..yeah!!!!
not looking forward to:school..BOO!!!!
smell:bunt duct tape
feel:duct tape around my wrists
weirdest thing to happen today:woke up with my clothes on
Current Mood: drunk
Current Music: agent orange,baby!
|Wednesday, December 24th, 2003|
it's begining to look alot like christmas....yeah...jesus is back in style and even bigger than beanie babies....in the name of christianity we shall all go out and buy a bunch of over priced pieces of shit for family&friends...and if you can;t afford to do so..shame on you you heartless son of a bitch,i hope this means you're going straight to hell! that's right, straight to 2004 which is what i consider hell if it will continue to be like this.
saddam's caught and RIGHT before re-neglection ..i mean election,spank me in the ass and call me your bitch if they seem to "find"Osama with a gag in his mouth and a Cheney in his ass because that'd be tragically ironic.
War Criminals do not exist but tyrany criminals are all we can set are minds to..so when you're out shopping in malls or wherever old navy has their jiggy wiggy bitchass pants,be sure to bring a table with you so you can crawl under it like a pussy incase a terrorist incident get's you. better than a table,bring a gun,because if you're white and shoot and blame it on terrorism,you'll get away scott-free.
yeah..some bitching out of me..but more to fuckin' cum...
anarchy "a's" are kinda pissing me off lately,and so aren't "riot girls"...lol,punk is fucking dead and anarchy is only supporting war anymore(well it would be if it existed.)Goths are pathetic too..jesus..well all labels are to be honest, i don't see how people go"i'm sick of the worls and i'm a whiny deprived white child..i think i'll be goth tomarrow and pretend to commit suicide!"
the closest thing to a label i'll ever want to be is a homeless hippie so i can have an excuse to keep any money i can gather up and blow it on drugs,and i can also attempt to grow dreads to cover up my oddly shapede head and eyes so when im bored and some dickface is talking to me i can sleep. And the whole peace thing would sound nice for once even though that is bound to happen AFTER the world annihalates itself....damn,i keep ranting on here since i can't update my site anymore..i suppose i should post ho my slow-paced life is jogging along..hmm..
umm,welll this friday me an my vampira(yeah,i'm not single anymore..someone to listen to my mysery)are going and i'm blowing all my christmas $$ on clothes at the lower quality salvation army type store,hell yea! hopefully i'll find a tophat and some more ass hugging pants so i don't trip on the pantlegs like everyone else around here. i pretty much just woke up, and went to town to spend some change on gumballs machines and a couple of sweet blades then went home.
i won this off ebay http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=2211509800&category=1403&rd=1
it's pretty sweet,but i wish i won that samurai blade,but i'll get one in the future and have some head-hacking fun.. someone should talk to me sometime(now preferably)'cuz everyone else is out celebrating christmas and whatever while i'm stuck here bored and dizzy..blegh! Current Mood: dirtyCurrent Music: INDK,CoRpOrAtE aVeNgEr,NekRomAntix
|Monday, December 22nd, 2003|
blegh..well tomarrow i'm going to see "stuck on you"..looks kinda dumb but when i went to see the new lord of the rings i got a handjob so i'm liking the whole going to movies idea.broke a guitar string and i'm waiting for some new ones to make way in the mail so i can continue ruining people's ears.
"another year passes the world that takes one more step step from jumping
and every person lookd back at the life they tried to make something of
fancy fireworks launch to celebrate a crappy year down the drain
while another one awaits so you can live it again
all i know is if the "president's" re-elected
then the world is as screwed as the people he neglected"
some stuff from a song i wrote called "new year"..celebrating the whole concept of how people idolize the fact that the world can make 1 more year without nuclear exploding itself.
well i'd post the pics of me naked with a santa hat on a chimney but it's just too obscene and second of all i don't wear santa hats.
so i went on to ebay and looked up operation ivy shirts..and i have 1 question
Since when the fuck does hot topic have the nerve to sell anything to do with hot topic?
maybe jesse sold the hot topic rights over to lint(tim)..that'd explain it
..oh well,byez..someone respond to my posts so i don't get bored.
Current Music: sage francis
|Friday, December 19th, 2003|
lick my balls
|Wednesday, December 10th, 2003|
suspended fromschool and bored...gimme a break
i stole this from weirdo 77..no hard feelings..
WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: cracka i'ma bust a cap in yo ass an ain't no crying to yo baby momma when yo bitch ass is gone...leave it to necro ya ho!
[ .117. ] dog: ling lings..the finest chinese resturaunt!
[ .118. ] hot: california's burning ass
[ .119. ] britney spears: 1 hour of work a day to cover up her pimples(serious)
[ .120. ] nsync:gay orgy?
[ .121. ] real world: whiny bitch faced honky college boys bribed and bathed by their rich bitch dads
[ .122. ] orange: gardener hippie
I am: hungry
I miss: nikki
I want: food
I have: knit socks
I hate: government and simple plan
I fear: lawyers
I play: guitar/vox./with myself
I hear: music at all times
I care: for my vampira and to try to keep all i like from selling out
I smile: when valium crawls into my stomach
I wonder: how many licks it take to the center of a cow's rectum
I poke: hookers at the age of 50
I love: nikki,adicts,stray cats,maiden
I mess up: my pants
I think: i shouldn't think
I always: take advantage of "free"speech
I am not: in any socialist category,i am me!
I sing: to 80's and my pathetic writings
I cry: emo does suck!
I spill: thoughts
I wish: i could get the fuck out of new york
I keep: waking up
I am not always: sober
I can: piss standing up
I can’t: let you get the best of me
I write: moosic,poems,graffiti
I win: at fucking up
I lose: virginity in 5,000 years
I smell: garlic..RUN!
I confuse: everyone i interact with
I need: a new switchblade
I should: bibles to burn
oh yeah..no i am not a whiny suicidalist,if i were i would'nt have sucked it up and went right for the wrist...i was just fucked up on some pill or something and couldn't feel pain at the time so i carved away at my belly.
p.s. if you wanna see a crappy diy pic of bush that i made from some shitty program,then check out my info/profile page.
(i suck at skating and this pic sucks too,but who cares..it's all for fun and fuck tony hawk.) Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: the quiet room
|Monday, December 1st, 2003|
can't get any sleep this week
awake all night,i cannot eat.
life's little tweaks and plans
turn into supply and demand in my hand
no i don't work here,i don't work at all
just standing here pissing in the bathroom stall.
its my life that i'm pissing away
maybe if i get the chain off of my leg
then i can let go and get outta here
and leave this town, break all my mirrors
leave all these shitfaced redneck jocks
and beat their face with fuckin' rocks.
just to get outta here and leave the fire
and continue my life as a partial vampire.
so i'm looking at the town and wanna burn it down
in another 10 years i hope it's not around.
keep telling the world to close there windows and lock 'em
so they don't get videotaped and raped by the cops.
not that thats the bad thing to do around here,
as long as their in-laws can look and stare.
it's a crazy world,we're getting crazier,
i'm crazy myself and the country is lazier.
and i'm all stressed out like i'm supossed to be,
media's got me shopping at the gap&buying christmas trees
now i join in on part of this media scheme
thinking it's a nightmare and they say it's a dream.
once again i'm staring at the ceiling
with that same pathetic twisted feeling..
and i tell you and i fuckin swear
that the dimwits are everywhere..
some that preach about religion,
the others who believe it 'cause they can't make decisions,
then you got the ones who follow the herd,
don't forget the preps and the nerds.
then you got the hunters and you got the hippies
making eachother's life completely shitty,
but making mine worse because i have to hear them both,
drag 'em in the middle of the road,
see if they get hit before the hunter's gun loads.
now the world has me on medicine,
i sorta feel high,but i'm not going in
the state-of-mind all of these people contain
i still have a little left of my brain..
not too much but i have my own thoughts and opinions
under criminal conviction because they don't like my decisions,
but when i see the smoke cloud glow
as the entire world explodes
then my problems would be solved
with everyone invlolved
and i can live my happy life as a DUST PARTICLE!
|Friday, November 28th, 2003|
blegh,well i got my anti-flag stuff in the mail today...
i stuffed my self full of turkey...im thinking of going vegan for a year so i don't have to celebrate how natives got fucked over and eat as much turkey as i'm fed which probally has salmonella or something infested within it.
wrote more songs today,but too lazy to post 'em..if ya really wanna hear em then ill put em up,but if not,then oh well.
well i cant even remember if i posted about this or not..but i saw a godsmack show not too long ago..im not really into that type of stuff,but i think they put on a pretty good show, although adema was with them and their singer is a friggin fruitcake. ill nino was there too,they remind me of soulfly,so that's always good.
Current Mood: ??????
Current Music: jawbreaker
|Wednesday, November 26th, 2003|
so i can finally put pics on my posts...thanks freakshow90210!
weirdo red knit hat my mom knit for me...corny
boredumb Current Mood: calm
|Thursday, November 20th, 2003|
i'm gonna grow a hitler mustache,fuck you Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: cramps
|Sunday, November 16th, 2003|
cabin fever and it's not even really winter yet,trapped inside on this machine
|Saturday, November 15th, 2003|
|dear journal...FUCK YOU...AND FUCK JOURNALS !
You live in a world where midgets rock ur world and
you like to eat dog shit all day.You enjoy
watching the Teletubbies because you have a
durranged mind and the president gives you
money to fuck him.You will self destruct in 5
minutes.Some fucking quiz I made! brought to you by Quizilla
that quiz is the fucking shit Current Mood: cynical
well it's been a long long time,but im still here-unlucky for you-lately i've just been watching the movie slc punk ovver and over again because it makes me realize that there was posuers then and maybe these ones will soon go away.It's been snowing out and that REALLY sucks friggin' bad because i can't skate and it makes my nuts shrivle when i walk out the door.people are fuct up but not as fucked up as i wanna be right now,but i'm not talking brain problems..so my only other way of keeping busy is to just piss everyone off as much as humanly possible. i wear my steel toes and just kick the shit out of random people in school,so that's pretty fun. well this internet shit bores me anymore,so i'm gonna go to my friend's house and play cards and mess around with his guitar,laterz. Current Mood: crazyCurrent Music: FugAZi
|Saturday, November 8th, 2003|
|been a while
yeah,so last night i was out with friends and had some smirnof and ganja and hung out with some friends andwatched some of 'em get tattoos while i wanted to get mine but he still needs to draw up the design for it. we drove around town and just messed with people,listened to music and had some fun which hasn't seemed like something i've done in a while.I'vr been writing anti-war songs because somebody needs to speak up and been skating with my skate friends going spot to spot with all the town fucks giving us dirty looks and a couple more cop "warnings",but fuck them,we're just doing what we do,it can't be any worse than all the shit they do that they're not suppossed to.well i've been coming up with some crazy guitar riffs lately and can actually do some solos again which was kinda a pet peeve for a week,i have no clue why.music has been running through my veins lately,i picked up the new anti-flag,and minor threat is kicking my eardrums in,and marley keeps me zoning out and it's all good lately until i turn on my t.v. once again and see the bullshit that aggrivates my life.
later Current Mood: creativeCurrent Music: perfect teeth-Motion City Soundtrack
|Monday, November 3rd, 2003|
|Sunday, November 2nd, 2003|
you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it. which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: relaxed