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Green Day - Good Riddance(time of your life) |
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Well today is the final day for seniors. It's kinda hittin' me that I only have one year left. It's crazy how time flies. I still remember kindergarden, even preschool! That was back in the day at Wake Forest elementary. That school was like a campus. All the smaller kids were in the new building with the cafe. The bigger kids were in the 2 story building with the auditorium. The gym was seperate with some of the art classes. I remember lining up at the door to go somewhere. Middle school sucked hardcore. 2 years at Durant Rd. Middle which was a year round school. 9 weeks in 3 weeks out, new classrooms everytime. Then 8th grade hits and I'm in a whole new state. I really don't know which was better. North Carolina; there were stabbings, bomb threats, bombs, shootings. That was just middle school. Here there is basically the same issues.
Random memory: Hurricane fran... I lived towards the middle of the state closer to the boarder of tennessee. I smelt dead pigs from the coast, seriously. I saw pictures on the news of dead pigs and cows on roofs from the flooding. No showers for 2 weeks. I was in the eye of it. I almost died like in Donnie Darko except he did die. Worst storm to hit NC. It was kinda nifty.
Back to my thoughts, I kinda do miss NC in a way, just not the people. It's kinda sad when you don't even care if you never see the people you've known from birth again. Well 8th grade sucked, I had few friends didn't really know anybody. Then high school came around. 9th grade i dated Tim, Bobby passed away, I met Shan, I started doing that whole "goth" thing. 10th grade, i dated Trav, decided people suck, started skipping like crazy, those were the good days hittin up wendy's with sam. This year, decided the whole goth thing just kinda sucked, realized how much i hate immature people, met the man of my dreams, realized that I've grown up a lot more then i think i have, I also realized that i got a lot more growin up to do. Well... it's been a good 11 years, 11 down, 1 to go. Damn, what happened? Now I will leave you with a song a very common end of the year song.
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.
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